Cassandra's POV

For supper, Naya had ordered chicken Parmesan, with pasta on the side. She had bought one of the most expensive wine bottles and the table setting was just exquisite. I was amazed, completely. How did I end up being so lucky? We ate in a peaceful silence, not wanting to ruin the moment. It was one of those episodes in life where you just hope you could stop everything around you and freeze the moment, because of how perfect it is.

After we were done eating, Naya got up in her glamorous dress and went over next to me to help me up like the perfect gentlewoman. It was adorable. We both stood up, she held her hand up to me while I placed mine in it, her hands are so incredibly soft. She led me to a room that as huge, there was a huge bed in the corner, it was all lighten in candle light and there were flower petals everywhere on the ground, it was truly a sight from heaven. These were the little things that made all the pain I've been through worth it.

Suddenly, soft music started playing in the background, out of nowhere. I looked up to see Naya looking down at me with a reassuring smile, she bent down her neck and pecked my forehead, a move that never ceases to make me swoon. With a single button, the curtains opened slowly, allowing the lightning of the moon to shine on us. It was breathtaking, seeing the prettiest woman in front of my eyes, with this sight. This is a memory I will cherish for the rest of my life.

Naya took a hold of my hand once again, pulling my body impossibly closer to hers while the other one went on my lower back. Her hand was radiating warmth on my body, making my feet jelly. I felt right at my place. My arms went to her neck, as she was staring down into my eyes. Halfway through the song, after dancing amazingly together, she slowly leaned in, looking from my eyes to my lips until mine met hers in a desperate kiss. I was looking forward to this moment since the beginning of the night, I craved her lips on mine so badly. Her lips were so soft, slowly gazing on top of mine with passion and love...and a hint of lust. When we got out for air, my suspicions were correct. For the first time ever, I saw Naya's eyes clouded with lust. For the first time of my life, someone was looking at ME with that kind of emotion, it's mind blowing. It made me feel special yet embarrassed.

Her hands started roaming all over my body and landing on my ass, while she was walking me backwards towards the end of the room, where the bed was. Not once did she stop kissing me, yet her kisses got more and more intense and heated, I didn't know what to do. Before I could think about anything else, I found myself on my back, on the fluffy bed with a sexy Naya hovering over me, trying to undress me. I tried pushing her away but it wasn't working.

"N-Naya stop."

But she didn't.

"N-Naya, please stop!"

She kept going, until I bottled up my emotions and gather all my strength to push her away. By then, I was in tears, not being able to stop the waterfalls. How far would she have gone if I hadn't pushed her away? I was already half dressed. She was looking at me with a 'what the fuck' face.

"Why are you crying? Don't you want to too? Did I go too far? I thought this was what you wanted too!"

By now she was pacing back and forth in front of me, furiously passing her hand in her hair.

"I do it's just.."

"It's just what? Shit obviously you don't want to, what the hell was I thinking?"

She was still pacing back and forth until I stood up in front of her and held her at arms length.

"I do want to, more than you could possibly imagine Naya..it's just that I'm not ready...I've never um done it, I'm err I'm still a virgin." I told her, looking down and feeling my cheeks burning. This was so embarrassing.

At that she stopped and stared at me with wide eyes, looking completely shocked.

"You-you're still a virgin?" She asked me, still carrying a completely shocked facial expression.

"Uhh yeah..I never found the person I wanted to give myself to, I never found someone important enough or special enough to me to lose my virginity to."

"Oh." was all she said, starting to look angry.

"Until now."

Her face softened at that but the anger appeared once again. I brought my hand up to her cheek and caressed it in order to calm her down.

"What's wrong? Why are you angry? I'm really sorry if I upset you I just..-"

"It's not your fault, I'm just ashamed of how I acted, I wanted you so badly I didn't put any thought to it, I didn't think of asking you and I'm so sorry, I just never learned to act that way because nobody ever acted that way towards me..I'm so sorry, I can't imagine what could have happened if you hadn't pushed me away, I'm so so sorry. I would've taken your virginity away from you,what if I'm not the one? What if you don't feel that connection with me?"

By now my baby was in tears, and I couldn't help myself but to cup her cheeks adoringly and look into her eyes, slowly wiping her tears away.

"You're the one I want to lose it to, I know it, I've known it forever, I've been waiting for you and here you are..I just need some time to adjust to this..to what we are, it still feels like a dream. But I have a question..what are we?"

As soon as those words slipped out of my mouth, her tears started falling even more before she cups my cheeks forcefully and smashes her lips onto mine, showing me every once of passion she has for me. How much my answer meant to her. And with that, she knelt down on one knee before holding my hand and looking deep into my eyes, looking serious as hell. What was happening? And there came the answer to my question.

"Dear Cassandra, would you like to become my girlfriend?"

Wait what? For real? She's really asking me to become her girlfriend? Does that mean she's actually serious about us? My heart is beating like a drum and before I could think about the answer I want to give, my mouth speaks it and it came out horribly wrong.

"No."