Hey everyone, I am back with a new chapter for you all. I really enjoy reading your reviews and love your guys feedback. So this Chapter is more about Ana and Christian deciding how to deal with the fear Christian feels about being a Dad. Next chapter will focus more on their new family relationship.

Anyway hope you enjoy this next chapter of The story of Teddy

P.S Again I don't own Fifty Shades of Grey

CG POV

Terrified is the word that comes to mind when Anna says that she thinks that Theodore is our son. Granted I was thinking the same thing myself, there is no other place he should be other than right here, with Ana and I.

I know that Ana will make a great mother, just watching her on the plane ride over here was proof enough of that. Me on the other hand, how can I possibly be any type of father? I mean I can't even let people touch me without freaking out and punching someone. Having a son scares me right to my core. Ana and I did talk about having kids one day and I know that is something that she really wants, I just didn't think that it would be this soon.

This boy, who has had such a difficult life already, doesn't deserve a fifty shades of fucked up Father. I know how much pain he has been through having lived most of it myself. He needs someone like Ana, my Mother, and my Father.

Ana and I are standing at the top of the tarmac watching the ambulance load little Teddy into the back of the vehicle. He is so tiny, barely three years old, still a little pudgy from his baby fat. And that wild matted light brown hair flutters in the wind.

"Be careful!" Ana shouts over the noise of the other planes. She is tells the paramedics as they place him into the back of the ambulance.

I'm starting to worry that Teddy is sleeping too much, but the EMT's assure me that this is normal considering the amount of trauma that he has gone through.

It was Ana's idea to call him Teddy, she says it's because he looks like a little Teddy bear. Our little Teddy bear, I thought to myself.

We head over to the waiting Audi SUV that Taylor has brought out onto the tarmac. He will be driving us to the hospital where my Mother will meet us. I just sent a text to her telling her that we are on our way. Sawyer will be taking our bags and other things we brought on the trip back to Escala and picking us up new clothes.

Taylor races to the hospital in record time, Ana and I are both out of the car as soon as it stops. My Mother is waiting at the front entrance for us when we arrive.

"He is doing very well considering all he has been through," she tells us and I feel a bit of relief at these words.

" That's wonderful news," Ana replies, "Is he awake yet? Can we see him?"

"Yes of course you can see him dear, in fact I think he is waiting for you. He woke up right as we got him into his room." my Mother says.

"You go ahead Ana, I will meet you there," I tell her. She nods then hurriedly walks down the aisle of the hospital in search for Teddy.

My mother looks at me expectantly waiting for me to explain whatever is on my mind. How do I say that my wife is ready to have a kid but I might not be, or that no kid could ever want a fucked up Father like me?

"Mom," is all that I can get out.

"Tell me about him Christian," she says.

" His name is Theodore Ray, he's so tiny Mom. He has these really bright blue eyes that remind me a lot like Ana's. Oh and his wild hair could give me a run for my money. Although we will probably get it cut here soon.

In the hospital in New York he gave Ana and I the cutest little baby smile you would have ever seen. I'm telling you Mom this smile could power a whole city!" I watch as a smile over takes my Mother's face.

"What?" I ask.

"The way I just saw you light up about this little boy would top even the best father's. I know you don't think you are ready, but Christian, there is no one more suited to be a father than you are. Trust me on this," she says

Once again my Mother knows me so well its crazy sometimes; between her and Ana I don't even need Dr. Flynn anymore.

"Now go in there with you wife and figure out what you truly want," tells me.

I follow the path that I had seen Ana take a few minutes earlier and I come to a large room in a private wing. I want to make sure that he is getting the best treatment.

Inside I can see Ana and Teddy, Ana has one hand on the back of his hair and the other on his hand. Teddy has a huge smile on his face and is listen intently to whatever Ana is talking about. The scene goes straight to my heart defrosting what's left of the ice that remains there.

I push the door open and both of their heads turn to me. I am afraid of what Teddy's reaction to me is going to be. I know that I was wary of men for the longest time after suffering from the abuse of the crack whores pimp. For a while I would even hide from Carrick because I thought that he was going to hurt me like the pimp did. But I took it as a good sign when Teddy didn't freak out at having me in the room.

"Hi buddy," I say in a soft tone, "I'm Christian, do you remember me?"

I watch him nod his head, but what surprises me is that he reaches out his other hand, the one not holding Ana's, to me. I fight back tears as I reach for his hand grasping it in mine. Maybe he will be alright after all.

I watch Christian take Teddy's hand in his and the tears that are about to fall in his eyes. Watching him breaks my heart, I know that he is so so scared being a father. But I know that he already loves Teddy and will never let anyone take him away.

I knew that Grace would talk to Christian and I think that he should go see Flynn again just to check in with him. I'm not trying to push him into something that he doesn't want because watching him now holding little Teddy's hand I can see the love and affection in him. I think he is scared that he won't be a good Dad.

"Hey Teddy bear, Christian and I are going to step into hall for a few minutes okay," I say then see his eyes get large and worried, "Don't worry you will be able to see us through the glass I promise." he gets a little more relaxed but still tense.

I motion for Christian to follow me out into the hall making sure that Teddy can see us the whole time. I stand right outside the glass door that way he can see both of us. I turn to Christian getting ready to ask him what is on his mind. But he pulls me into a hug before I have the chance to speak.

"I love you so much Ana, you are my whole world," he mumbles into my hair. I trace my hand down his back feeling his muscles tense as I do. The feeling of his white cotton t-shirt and the way he smells invade my senses like a pile of heavy bricks. In all the excitement I had forgotten this connection that we share. It feels so good to be wrapped up in the man that I love and I let out a big sigh that I have been holding onto since we found little Teddy on the street.

He tightens his arms around me, obviously needed to feel the connection between us as well. I turn my head into his neck and place a light kiss right where his neck and chest connect. He lets out a sound that sounds like a half moan half sigh and I smile against him. However I pull away, still staying in his arms just enough that I can still see his face, I need to ask him something important.

"Christian, I know this is all so sudden. And I know that you are scared, hell I'm terrified, I've never been a mother before. But that boy in there, he is my son I can tell it already. I just can't watch some strange person come in and take him away from us. Can you, if you can tell me know, because I don't know if I can get anymore emotionally invested is he isn't going to get to come with us. If we don't get to watch him grow-up, ride a bike for the first time, get mad at him when he sneaks out of the house to go to a party we said he couldn't go to, if we don't get to be there when he gets accepted into college, or when he her marr..ied." I falter on the last word and the tears finally escape.

I feel Christian tighten his grip on me and pull me close again, his shirt getting drenched as I sob into it.

"Ana, when I was in there just know with you and Teddy I...I," he says low into my ear, pausing a beat before continuing, " When he reached out for my head, a dam broke within me. I don't know what happened but thinking about missing all those things that you just mention makes me get this tight feeling in my chest that I can't explain. I want all of that, I want you, I want Teddy, I want all three of us to grow together on the house by the Sound.

That is our baby boy in there Ana, and I will be damned if anyone tries to come in there and take him from us. I want to love and cherish the both of you for the rest of your lives. You guys are my family now."

I sob harder into his chest and he just holds me until I am done, then I wipe my eyes trying to make them look less red and puffy. I pull out of Christian's arms and lean up to kiss him, I feel him moan in my mouth. When I step back a little he looks flustered and I inwardly high five myself.

"Later Mr. Grey" I say and walk back into Teddy's room watching him light us as I do. Christian soon follows and we resume our place that we were previously in, each of us holding one of Teddy's hand.

"Hey Teddy Bear, what would you think if we got rid of some of this hair? So that we could see your beautiful face and eyes." I ask him.

"Yes pwease," he says pushing some of his hair out of his eyes

My head jerks up to Christians thinking that I must have imagined what I heard. But his eyes are wide staring Teddy. Our baby just spoke!

Okay what did you guys think?

A little different then what Christian has gone through huh? Let me know-AJ