(A.N. Sorry, a bit of language. I know I should probably tell my younger readers to stop reading, but, if you're anything like me, I know you won't listen. Enjoy!)
Chapter: 6 Jacob's Pov.
I fly into the forest, shredding my clothes. As I run, I fight a howl in pain, as I know Nessie will probably hear. I run faster than I have ever ran, digging my paws into the soft earth.
No. I did not like this. I hated it. Not Ness, not my other half, my world, my everything. I would do anything, say anything, hell, I would become anything she needed. I just don't know if I could do this.
Damn it! I needed her! I could already feel the ache in my body from being away from her. I felt it every time I left the Cullen's, unless she was with me. It felt like a part of my soul was left behind. The pain was intensified now that I knew I wouldn't see her for a week. And then, it'll be months before I see her again.
This time I can't help it, my gait stumbles and I let out a long, painful howl. The voices in my head are sending comforting tones, but I can't make out the words. Even when Emily ignored Sam for weeks, he never felt like this.
My vision gets blurry, and my legs collapse. I hear panicked tones in my head, but I can't reassure them that I'm okay. The only thoughts running through my head are ones filled with Nessie, her being gone, and the emptiness of my life without her.
I try not to, but a moan escapes my throat, which turns into a howl. This is my way of screaming in pain in my wolf body.
My body relaxes and the howl cuts off with a sob. Or what would be a sob in this body. The voices fade out and my eyes close against my will. I can finally say I cried myself to sleep.