Chapter 19
(Renesmee's Pov.)
I stare at them in shock. Hadn't we just returned? They were going to rip me away from my family again?
"No, Renesmee." Daddy says in response to my thoughts.
"Well, then are we all going? Not all of us will fit in that house." I reply, starting to get confused. I didn't see where they were going with this.
"No, they aren't coming." Daddy answers. "You had better start explaining, Edward. We're all confused." Uncle Jasper says in exasperation. I nod in agreement. So I wasn't going to be ripped away from my family, but they weren't coming with us?
Mommy pulls me onto her lap with a face that would make anyone cry. She looked as if she was about to tell me someone very close to us died. "Renesmee, I'm sorry. I know you'll probably hate us for this, and you have every right to. I know that I said we'd never be separated, but I have to break that promise." My heart starts to pound. "We have to leave. Me, your father," she takes a breath, "And Eddie." I yank myself out of her arms and fall onto the floor.
"I don't believe you. This isn't a very funny joke." I say, my heart beating even faster now, and I start to become worried. "This is a joke, right? I know you wouldn't do this to me because you're my parents, and parents don't do that to their child." I am ranting now, unable to believe their sorry faces.
"Renesmee, this is for your own good. We have to train Eddie's powers. It's not forever though, you know I wouldn't-"
"NO! Please! You can't leave!" I start to panic now. "When are you leaving? Please say never!"
Mommy swallows and looks at the floor. "Daddy?" He looks at me, his face only showing a hint of emotion. "Tonight." He chokes out.
Instead of answering, I let out a scream of a wild person and start beating on my father, scratching, punching, kicking, hitting. "How could you! I know she didn't want this, you brainwashed her! I hate you! Don't you dare ruin this family! You can't take my little brother away! Why are you doing this!" I scream. They can't do this, they wouldn't leave me here!
Jacob comes over and restrains me. Mommy gets up and goes to Eddie and picks him up. I continue screaming at them. Mommy and Daddy both come over and hug my fighting body, telling me goodbye. I realize that Eddie is also screaming his protest too, he just can't make it verbal like I can.
As my family moves outside, I faintly wonder why they aren't packing, but then I realize that all our stuff is already there. Jacob lifts me and brings me with them. They're standing by the car and are calling loving things to me, and apologizing. I hear Daddy tell Rose that they're to take care of me.
I fight harder against Jacob and start screaming with more pain. "Please Mommy, I'm sorry for whatever I did! I promise I'll be better! I'll do more chores! Please! I can't live without you!" I wail.
As Mommy starts to sob in the tearless way vampires do, I her Eddie screaming, "Nessie! No! My Nessie!" His first words are words of pain. They drive off and all the fight I had drains out of me. The further and further they get away, the bigger the hole in my chest gets, until two hours later I am still sitting there, holding my chest and screaming in pain.
It physically hurts, like no pain I've ever felt. They've always said that I loved Jacob the most. They were wrong. This hurts worse than saying goodbye to Jake. This hurts worse than when I was being burned by Eddie. This is true pain.