Hello everyone! I know that it has been a very very long time since I have updated this story. I am finally on summer break, so I think I will have a little bit more time to write than I have in the past year. Thank you to all that continued to ask for updates because that is truly why I am here now writing more chapters. Anyway lets get to the story now, let me know what you think! Hope you like it, one last things it is a shorter chapter.

Christian

Elena, a person I used to entrust my life to. A person who I used to think helped me out of the depths of my depravity. I used to think that with out her I would be living on the streets without the love and support of my family backing me. I truly believed that I could never love or be loved. Then came Ana and with her the realization that what I had with Elena was wrong, she manipulated me for years and I was nothing but a pawn in her manipulative evil game.

When I met and married Ana I rid myself of her like yesterdays trash. Then came Teddy, our little light; that was the defining moment when I truly realized that unconditional love was a real thing people truly where able to attain.

When Teddy went missing, so did a piece of my soul, everything was just a little bit more grey. 51 shades of fucked up was how Ana and I spent the next 10 years. There are no words to describe the pain and heartache of losing a child.

Even though he was gone for 10 years, he came back to us. We are going to make up for the time we lost. I would be kidding myself if I didn't say I wasn't throwing so much of my effort into finding the person responsible in order to block out the fact that I couldn't save him…or so Flynn says.

So when I hear Teddy say the words, "I think your mother said her name was Elena." My body no longer could feel or hear anything around me. I can't feel my body moving without my consent. There is muffed sounds around me but I block them out, instead focusing on where my feet take me. I go right out the front door, past the swat team that is set up on my lawn, and right to the Audi SUV that is parked right by the gate. I fire up the engine and leave the house behind in a squealing turn. I vaguely see Taylor hop into another car that was in the driveway as well and start to fallow me.

That Bitch is going to die, is the only thing that I can focus on. My hands on the steering wheel tightens and I press a little harder on the gas. That Bitch will die, That bitch will die, That bitch will die! I repeat over and over, holding onto the angry that washes over me in waves every second.

I arrive at my mothers house in Bellevue, screeching to a sudden stop. Without turning the car off I jump out of the car and stride up to the house. Throwing open the door I storm in, striding into the living where I hear a distant murmur. Taylor is not far behind me walking through the now open door.

There she is, sitting posed and fake as if she is a plastic doll make out of silicon. She snake like grin turns to me and stretches across her botox face. I stock over to her like a predator hunting its prey getting ready to strike. My mother stares at me as if I had two heads, I barley hear her say, "Christian, what a lovely surprise. Do you need something dear?" Paying no attention I walk farther into the room, only keeping eyes on Elena.

I vaguely wonder if she knows why I am here, she gives nothing away. Then I remember what a manipulative bitch she is and know that I am playing right into her hands. But this time I don't, this time I will be the one in control of the situation.

I'm right up by the couch now, Elena turns to look up at me with her fake snake like smile. At that moment something inside me snaps and I lose it. I grab her barbie blonde hair in my fist and yank it, pulling her up and over the couch where she can lay at my feet. I here my mother gasp in shock behind me but I block it out.

"You dumb cunt, you thought you could get away with it didn't you." I seethe. Her eyes grow big in disbelief at the words I just spoke.

"Why Christian, I have no idea what you mean and frankly what you just did to me was quite appalling." she try to brush me off and starts to get back on her feet, but I push her down. My mother tugs at my arm trying to pull me away from the devil herself, "Christian you stop it this instant! This is no way to treat a guest in my house you hear me young man! Have you lost your mind?" I pull away from her still glaring at Elena.

Breathing hard, I turn to my mother finally giving awareness to her presence, "Would you like to tell my mother what deplorable things you have done to our family, or would you like to." I bite out taking satisfaction in the fact that Elena's eyes get huge at my statement.

"You wouldn't dare you stupid boy. That would ruin the both us and you know it, now be a good boy and help me up," he says in her sickly sweet voice.

"I am done letting you control me and my family, you bitch!", I roar at her, " Manipulating and abusing me for years is one thing. But hell will freeze over if I let you do the same thing to my family!" My mother gasps at the abusing part, I have decided to finally let all of my past come out. It needs to if we are ever going to get away from this horrible monstrous beast of a woman.

Elena manages to climb to her feet, then- like the conceded bitch she is- goes about fixing her hair. "Christian, you have some misconception about me; because I have absolutely no idea what you are taking about. To be perfectly honest I think you owe me and your mother an apology for barging in her and especially for messing up my hair Mister!"

I have had it for this deceitful woman, so everything that I have ever learned about being a gentleman goes out the window. I grab Elena by the neck and slam her up against the wall making that her feet dangle so that she is struggling to breath.

"Don't fuck with me Elena, you are lucky I can show some restraint! I am so mad that I could kill you! Do you understand me!" after a brief pause she nods her head slightly.

"Tell me what you did! I need to hear it from you!" I say harshly. I set her on her feet so that she can breath again.

"I took the brat. Is that you want me to say? I took him, I beat the fucker until I drugged and shipped him the the other side of the world." She doesn't have a chance to say anymore because behind me I hear the loudest scream coming from my tiny mother.

"You did what?" she yells at Elena.

"You heard me Grace, not only that but I also beat and fucked you special little son right here to. The best part is that he liked it! Right Christian, choke me harder come on you know how I like it boy!" I step back away from the vile creature. Then like a ball of lighting my mother jumps on Elena, throwing punch after punch on her plastic face until she passes out and I have to pull her off of her in fear that my mother would become a murder on my behalf.

Taylor comes out of nowhere and I can tell that he would like to finish the job that my mother has started. "Sir I got the whole confession on tape, we can cut out the whole part with you. We can put her away for a long time, she will never get out. I promise" he tells me. I sag with relief wash over me with Taylor's words.

"Thank you Taylor, for always having my back." Elena starts to move a groan a little bit on the floor where she now lays. I lean down, pulling her up by the collar of her shirt and whisper in her ear. "Your finished Elena, I told you to leave my family the fuck alone," I drop her back on the floor.

"That's what you think," she whispers right before she passes out. I don't pay any attention to the miserable hag that destroyed my family walking right past to my quivering mother.

"Mom, I…." I don't even know where to start with her.

"Christian, what the hell just happened?" her whisper is barley audible.

"That, I think is a conversation for all of the family. There are some things in my past that I am not proud to admit and I was so scared for them to come out. But now I need to because it was all my fault that Teddy had to spend so much time away thinking he was unloved. Its my fault this whole thing happened. God mom I am just so sorry that this whole thing even happened, its all my fault, everything these last years." I grow more and more angry at myself for even letting Elena into my life.

My Mother places her hand on my arm and looks at me with kind understanding eyes. "Christian, I don't know the whole story. But one thing I know is that Teddy and Ana and Phoebe, they all love you more than anything else in this world. Just like me, your brother, your father, and your sister do. We all love you, and we can work this out as a family. Okay?" she cups my cheek, I nod and reach down to give her a hug.

"Lets get everyone here and talk about what has happened. I'll go call your father okay," she pulls away and kisses my cheek. I can say without a doubt I am not looking forward to this conversation with my family.

oKAY, so I am finished with this chapter. I promise to try and continue with this story. Also I am getting ready to write a brand new story that it completely different than this one, so check it out on my profile sometime.

Until Next Time -AJ