(A/N Sorry it's been so long!)
Chapter 29
(Renesmee)
When we get to the big house, all of the guests had left. All of the Cullens were standing outside in a group. Jacob and Leah were standing with them. I walk past them all and go into the house.
On our way here, I had told Natalia to stay back while I pack my bag. I grab a back-pack and throw clothes in it. We were going to be living in South America, so I gathered appropriate clothes.
I leave a note for everyone in my family. The one to Aunt Rose was kind of hard to write.
Rosalie
I know I said that you were my mom, and it was awesome pretending my mother hadn't left me, because you were there. But I could only escape reality for a little while. The truth is, you're not my mom. Bella is my mother. I forgive you for trying to get rid of the present. You wanted me to yourself, and you didn't want me to get hurt. That's okay. I know it's not accurate, but you're only human. I know, ha ha, very funny. But you get the message. Thank you, for being a good aunt and a great mother. I just can't be accepted here. You guys are vampires; I'm not. I have no one to understand me. This is not your fault; it's mine. Everyone was right to want me dead. I'm, the reason your life fell apart. So goodbye, don't look for me. I'll be okay. And, now that I'm gone, so will you.
I write letters to everyone, mostly saying the same thing. I'm sorry for ruining your lives; it wasn't your fault, and all that. I even write ones to Bella, Edward, and my little brother.
Bella
I love you. For a long time after you left, I convinced myself that I hated you. I thought you were selfish for leaving me, but I understand. It's not selfish to want to escape the worst thing that ever happened to you; me. I know I destroyed your life, and I'm sorry. I even tried pretending that Rose was my mother for a month. But no matter what I did, I couldn't deny the fact that you will always be a part of me. Goodbye, Isabella Marie Cullen. Thank you for giving me the best childhood, even though I ruined your life. I love you, more than my own life, even if you don't love me.
Edward
It's okay, you know. That you wanted to kill me. I was hurting the one thing you loved more than everything, and you wanted to protect her. I understand. This letter isn't long, it's just saying goodbye. I hated you. I really, truly hated you. But I am the only one that should be hated. I am a monster; I don't know how to be loved. All I do is destroy things. I'm sorry, daddy. I know you don't want to be my father, so from now on, I'll think of you as Edward. But goodbye. I honestly hope you never see me again, for your own good.
Eddie
I love you, little brother. I'm sorry. I felt your voice at the back of my head, and I want you to stop. I don't want you to get hurt anymore. I'm with people who get me now, so I'm happy. I don't know if you understand. I don't know how smart you are, because I don't know you. But I don't want you to remember the last time I saw you. I want you to remember the short time we had together. I want you to remember that I love you more than anything in the world. Bye, Buddy.
Jacob
I…. I'm sorry. I'm just so sorry for being born. I wish you hadn't imprinted on me, so I would be dead and everyone would still be happy. You mean more than my life to me. I love you, best friend. With all I am. There's so much more that I want to say to you, but I have to go. Goodbye.
I put all the letters on my bed where I know they'll find them. I grab my back-pack and sneak out the back, running as fast as I can. It'll be at least an hour before they realize that I'm gone. We're going to an airport, so they'll lose my scent. Natalia meets up with me halfway to the air port. She doesn't mention the tears racing down my face; she just grabs my hand and runs. I swallow the sobs in my throat as we board the airplane. I strain my mind as hard as I can and project to my entire family. Goodbye, I love you. Don't look for me. I'm so sorry.
I turn and face the seat in front of me, ready for my new life.