Sorry for the wait guys, time is torture but I'm back with a new chapter. Here it is...
The next morning Elsa visited Anna at the hospital, she quietly slipped into the room not to wake her up in case she was sleeping but the girl was apparently awake but didn't notice her yet. Anna was fussing with the remote of the flat screen on the wall across from her bed as she flipped through the channels. She eventually got tired and dumped the remote on her lap with a groan and pouted.
Elsa decided to show up at this moment. '' Hey. ''
'' Oh look, the big sister is here. ''
'' Good morning. ''
'' And she is even talking to me, I thought last night was a dream. '' Anna rolled her eyes.
'' Are you always that grumpy when you wake up? '' Elsa asked, walking over the bed and kissed the girl on the forehead.
'' Well I don't want to be stuck with kids tv-shows. '' Anna huffed annoyingly.
Elsa didn't want to tell her that she also gave the staff orders about banning Anna from watching any channels that could pass her sister's fresh attempt on TV. Apparently her orders were fulfilled.
'' It can't be that bad. ''
'' Oh really? What if I say Cartoon Network and smile of a child? Those are for kids, I'd rather watch Disney channel. ''
Disney channel... Elsa thought. Maybe I can fix that.
'' Well technically, you're still a kid. '' She replied smiling lightly, though Anna didn't return it. Instead, she shook her head and looked away. Elsa sighed '' How are you feeling? ''
'' Wonderful. ''
'' Sorry, it was a stupid question. '' she replied, stroking her cheek. Anna noticed the bandage on her sister's hand, she is sure it wasn't there before.
'' What happened to your hand? ''
Elsa snickered. '' Ah... I had a slight disagrement with Hans. ''
Anna raised a brow.
'' Is he alive? ''
'' Unfortunately. '' The blonde mumbled.
'' Do I want to know what happened? ''
'' Probably not. Did you sleep at all? '' Elsa asked, changing the subject.
'' It's not like I had a choice. '' Anna snapped crossing her ams.
'' What happened? ''
'' These assholes of nurses injected me something that knocked me out before I could even give them a piece of mine! ''
Elsa frowned at the girl's language but she decided to let it slip for now as she was more interested about what she has just heard. '' They injected you something? ''
'' As if you didn't know. '' Anna hissed, glaring at the blonde. '' I hate it here, there's nothing good on that damn TV and the food is gross. I wanna get outta here. ''
'' I'll be back. '' Elsa said, standing up and walked out of the room, heading straight to Anna's doctor's office in time to see a nurse coming out.
'' Is Dr. Smith here? '' She demanded in a flat tone. There was no time for formalities and manners now.
The young nurse looked up, instantly intimidated when she recognized Elsa Arendelle, the one and only. '' Y-yes ma'am... I mean Miss. '' she stammered '' bu-but you can't g-go in there ''
'' And why not? '' A raise of brow and the nurse shrunk. '' I need to see him now! ''
'' Dr. Smith is busy. '' she replied bravely trying not to sound shaky.
'' I don't care if he is busy, I will gladly give him something to be busy with. '' Elsa said, walking past the nurse and stormed into the office.
'' What in God's name! '' The doctor looked up from his papers when Elsa bursted into the room like a hurricane, quickly followed by a horrified nurse.
'' Dr. Smith, I tried to tell her that you were busy but- ''
'' It's okay Bridget. '' The tall man told the poor nurse. '' I'll take it from there. '' he assured her. Elsa turned to give her a look that was clearly telling her to leave.
Not wanting to be a part of whatever trouble was coming, Bridget eagerly exited the office, almost happily. That Arendelle woman was something...
'' Is it in your habit to intimidate probationers and barge into offices Miss Arendelle? '' the doctor asked, leaning into his chair and looked up at the fury in front of him who was practically fuming.
'' Why nobody in that hospital informed me that my sister needed an injection last night? I was strict on keeping me updated about Anna's treatment, what happened? '' she demanded.
'' First, I will tell you to calm down and take a seat. '' Dr. Smith said calmly, mentioning the chair across from his desk. Elsa let out a frustrated sigh and sat down, waiting for him to continue.
'' So? ''
'' Well '' He began '' your sister apparently had some troubles sleeping. The nurse that was currently checking on her went to inject some fluids in her bloodstream but he noticed that Anna was tossing in her bed. ''
'' She was having a nightmare? '' Elsa wouldn't be surprised if that was the case. The last events must have taken a toll on her poor Snowflake.
'' Probably. '' The man assumed '' However, her heart rate increased and we needed to calm her down. We had to sedate her but she happened to wake up during the process and she panicked. ''
'' She always hated needles. '' Elsa muttered.
'' It was nothing major Ms. Arendelle, of course I've planned on keeping you updated which is what I was going to do before you barged into my office. '' He continued, sounding amused.
'' My mistake, I am so worried about my sister and I absolutely want to be informed about everything. '' Elsa admitted.
'' I understand. '' he nodded assuringly '' I'm not new to this. ''
'' Thank you for understanding. '' she smiled, feeling a bit better now that something was clear, though there was another thing she'd like to talk about '' Doctor, have I misunderstood or did you mention that the nurse went to inject fluids into my sister's bloodstream? ''
'' More precisely, vitamins and minerals. '' He nodded, clasping his hand together. '' I've noticed that your sister was underweight. ''
'' How bad is it? '' Elsa asked worriedly.
'' Based on the BMI scale, she is severely underweight. It's close to drastic to be honest. ''
'' Oh. ''
'' She is in lack of vitamins and she will have to follow a diet. '' He explained, pausing a moment to eye her before asking. '' Does your sister have eating disorders? ''
Elsa blinked in confusion '' What do you mean exactly? '' she knew there were different types of eating disorders.
'' Anorexia, bullimia or binge-eating disorder... '' He cited a few of them.
'' No. I don't think so. '' Elsa frowned.
True, she also noticed that Anna has lost a lot of weights lately which was weird because the girl could eat an elephant and still be hungry after that. She was always enthousiastic when it comes to food, it amazed Elsa to see that her sister managed to stay as thin as a needle.
'' Alright, we will have to keep an eye on her diet just in case. Have you heard of Ensure? ''
'' Anna was on pediasure when she was two because she was a very energetic toddler. I guess that Ensure is a similar nutritional drink. ''
'' That's right. '' The doctor nodded. '' Ensure provides a balanced nutrition with the essential vitamins and minerals your sister needs. I'd recomment it as a supplement in addition to her meals, of course she should avoid junk food and soda. ''
'' She will not be happy to hear that. '' Elsa mumbled.
The doctor smiled. '' I'm sure she won't and I am not telling you to forbid her from eating those, she is still a kid after all, just avoid it and opt for something more healthy. Nutritional drinks are very helping when you're on the go but when you have time, try smoothies with natural products such as fruits, it's way better. ''
'' Of course. ''
'' And vegetables should be added to her meals as well. ''
'' Naturally. '' Elsa knew it would be a hard task to make Anna eat vegetables, just the mention of a salad makes the girl cringe. '' Okay, I'll personally take care of it. '' She agreed with him.
'' Very well. '' He concluded '' Now what if we visit that sister of yours? ''
'' Sure. ''
Elsa and the doctor both made their way back to Anna's found the girl laying on her bed and starring at the ceiling. Anna heard their footsteps and she quickly turned her head towards them.
'' Hey. '' Elsa smiled.
Anna didn't look at her, she didn't even acknowledged her sister. Instead she just stared at the man behind Elsa.
He looks familiar.
'' Hi Anna. '' He said, smiling at the girl and held his chart in his hands '' I'm the Dr. Smith. I don't think I properly introduced myself last night ''
'' Hmmm... '' She hummed under her breath, still staring at him expectantly. She finally recognized him, he was there when the nurses sedated her. She had to keep herself from spitting her venom and profanities at his face for what they did last night.
'' How are you feeling this morning? ''
'' Fine. '' she lied not caring if her tone obviously said otherwise.
'' Do you feel any pain? How are your wrists? ''
'' Fine. '' she repeats, shrugging. '' When can I leave? This place is depressing '' she asked him.
The doctor glanced at Elsa briefly and sat down on the bed next to Anna. '' There is a process to respect first. You will have to see a therapist- ''
'' I'm not crazy, I don't need a therapist '' she snapped, gritting her teeth.
'' I never said that. It's the normal process for the cases like yours. ''
'' But I'm fine, it was just one time. ''
'' There were recent scars on your arms aside from the ones you had when you were brought here which prove that was not one time ''
Damn it. Anna mentally cursed.
Elsa swallowed the lump in her throat when she heard that. Since when did her sister start to harm herself ? How many times has she done it? Was there a moment she has seen the scars but wasn't paying enough attention to notice? Maybe she could prevent it from happening... Elsa feels so bad and angry at herself.
'' Do I have a choice? '' Anna asked quietly, knowing there was no way she could deny the truth.
'' I'm afraid not. ''
'' I just want to leave. ''
Elsa looked at the doctor.
'' Listen, '' He cleared his throat '' you will be able to leave in two days- ''
'' Fuck that! Two days? '' Anna gasped, cutting the doctor off.
'' Anna! '' Elsa chastised.
'' I will be stuck in this place for two days? ''
'' Yes. It depends on how fast you recover, if your therapist thinks you're free to leave, then we'll release you. ''
'' What if he decides otherwise? ''
'' Then you'll be hospitalized for a longer time. ''
'' I don't wanna. '' Anna sniffled, shaking her head. Elsa took it as her cue to sit next to her and pulled the girl in her arms.
'' Sweetie, it's for your own good '' she told her gently but Anna squirmed away from her, pushing her hands into her chest.
'' You don't know what is good for me. '' Anna said sharply, forcing Elsa to let go of her. She didn't want her pity, she knew Elsa is only here because she feels bad.
'' Anna, calm down. '' The doctor said. '' If everything goes well, you have nothing to worry about. You will be released and you will only have to attend your sessions with the therapist. ''
'' Nobody wants to hurt you. '' Elsa said to reassure her.
Of course no, I'm doing a great job all by myself... Anna thought.
'' Well, as long a I get out of here... '' Anna mumbled, turning her back to Elsa and the doctor.
'' Doctor, may I discuss with you a moment? '' Elsa asked.
'' Of course. '' The two adults left the room and Anna finally rolled over and turned the TV on with a huff.
It's only a few hours later, in the middle of watching one of those ridiculous TV show that a dark haired woman walked in the room. She was dressed casualy in a jeans and a yellow blouse and was holding a notepad. Anna teared her eyes from the screen and eyed her curiously as she took the seat next to the bed and sat with crossed legs.
'' Hi Anna. I'm doctor Foster. '' The woman introduced herself. '' But you can call me Jane. '' she added, considering that formalities weren't necessary.
'' Let me guess, you're the therapist. ''
'' That's right. '' she nodded.'' I'm here to help you. ''
'' Hmm... ''
'' This is our first session and everything that will be said will stay between us in this room. You can tell me anything and I will do my best to help you in return. ''
'' What's that? '' Anna asked, pointing the notepade in her hands.
'' It's for me, don't mind it. '' Jane smiled, waving a hand dismissively.
'' How much does my sister pay you to get informations from me? '' Anna raised a brow at her but she just felt bad when she saw the look of confusion on Jane's face. She sighed '' Sorry, that was uncalled for. ''
'' It's alright. So tell me Anna, how are you feeling? ''
'' Fine. '' the girl replied automatically.
'' I truly want to help you but in order to do so, you will have to be honest with me. How do you really feel? ''
'' I don't know. '' Anna admits. She felt so many things at once, she didn't know how she feels at all. Jane smiled, Anna was cooperating at least.
'' Is anything bothering you? ''
'' I'm the one bothering everyone. '' she whispered.
'' What makes you say that? ''
'' Because that's true. I'm a weight for my sister, if it wasn't for me, she wouldn't have to deal with this situation. Nobody wants to have a little sister like me with issues. ''
Jane wrote down on her notepad and looked up at Anna. '' You think you're a weight for your sister? ''
'' Yes. ''
'' Why do you think that? ''
'' Because that's all I've ever been even if she doesn't want to admit it. She never cared about me, for years we were strangers and after I try to kill myself, she finally wants to be there for me? ''
'' How does that make you feel? ''
'' I'm not used to this, to all the attention she is giving me. It's just weird, it's too good to be true. ''
'' Did you talk to your sister about it? ''
'' No, not really. ''
'' Seems like your relationship with your sister is really bugging you. ''
'' Yes. She rejected me so much and when I was finally able to let go, she wants to be there for me. It's so frustrating. ''
'' Tell me about it. ''
'' Seriously? '' Anna raised a brow and crossed her arms. '' Why do you want to help a stranger and listen to his ranting?. ''
'' Well- ''
'' -wait! I know, because that's your job right? Of course that's why. ''
'' This is one of the many reasons but I think I would have done the same thing for my friends or anybody else even if I was not a therapist. ''
'' We're not friends. ''
'' We could be. '' Jane closed her notepad and set it on her lap. '' I see anger in your eyes. So much anger and it's clouding all the many things that are there as well. ''
'' There's nothing there but a void. ''
'' I don't believe that. ''
'' You don't know that! '' Anna gritted her teeth and narrowed her eyes. Jane took her reaction as a sign of defense. She wrote it down on the notepad as well before replying.
'' I think I do. I see a kind girl with a heart full of love and good intentions, she is beautiful, strong, smart and the list goes on. You are a good person Anna. ''
'' Not everybody thinks that. ''
'' Then they must be oblivious. '' Jane smiled. Anna didn't know why but there was something about Jane that made her feel at ease.
'' Can you be honest with me doctor? ''
'' Of course, what is it? ''
'' Why are you really helping me? I mean I know many therapists that will only do that for money and stuff. ''
'' I guess I'm doing this because I would have wanted someone to be there for me as well. ''
'' I'm really confused. '' Anna admitted as Jane grabbed her notepad once again to write something down.
Anna watched as the doctor kept writing in her notepad, she was anxious. Maybe she was really crazy after all. Jane contemplated her work for a moment and finally sets her pen down.
'' Tell me Anna, do you like to write? ''
'' Not really, I'd rather do some sketching and listen music... It's relaxing. '' She replied simply.
It just wasn't enough to help me deal with my insecurities. I had to seek comfort in a joint and a lovely blade. I'm so pathetic...
'' Is there something in particular that you like to draw? ''
'' Horses. '' Anna answered without hesitation, a small smile appearing on her pink lips as if she was remembering something. That caught Jane's attention, the woman was genuinely interested.
'' What is so special about horses that makes you like them? ''
'' They are wild and so carefree. They make me wish that I could run with no destination in mind. Just run and never look back. They're free with no rules, no limits... no expectations. ''
'' This is a great way of describing freedom. '' Jane said with a second thought.
'' Yeah. ''
The smile that was on her face two seconds ago suddenly disappear, letting a distance look taking over. The silence lingered a moment until Jane cleared her throat.
'' Well Anna, sketching is a good way to express your feelings. Writting is a good way also and I highly recomment it. Of course if you feel like doing so. ''
'' Maybe. ''
'' Now. Do you think you could talk to Elsa about your feelings? Do you think you could do that? ''
'' I don't know. ''
'' Nobody is forcing you, only if you are comfortable enough to talk to your sister. If not, I am always here to listen. I will give you my business card, so you can call me anytime. ''
'' Okay. '' Anna mumbled, accepting the small card Jane gave her. Though she didn't know if it will eventually become handy.
'' If you feel like harming yourself, please call me. I'm willing to help you and listen if you need someone to talk to. And I know that I'm not the only one. ''
'' Yeah. '' Anna replied, playing with the card. She truly didn't believe it.
'' I will talk with your doctor and see when you will be released. ''
'' Is it necessary? ''
'' It is all part of a required protocol for your release '' Jane replied.
'' Can you say if I can be released with just one session? ''
'' Sometimes one session is enough, partly because you cooperated. But it doesn't mean this is our last one. ''
'' Great. '' Anna rolled her eyes.
'' We can finish this tomorrow if that's what you wish. ''
'' Whatever. '' she crossed her arms. Jane nodded and stood up.
'' I will see you tomorrow then, take care Anna. ''
'' Bye. ''
When Jane left, she met Elsa with the doctor in the hallway. Elsa looked concerned about the session, she immediatly questioned the woman.
'' How was the session Dr. Foster? ''
'' Surprisingly well. My lips are sealed about what has been said back in there but may I give you an advice Ms. Arendelle? ''
'' You may. '' Elsa nodded.
'' Your sister will need all the support she can have. She will not always be cooperative but give her some times, it will required patience but she needs you. ''
'' I understand, thank you. ''
'' You're welcome. '' Jane smiled.
'' Now about her release, is there another possible option instead of having her hospitalized for a longer time? '' Elsa asked. '' Anna is not at ease in hospitals. ''
'' Like most of the kids her age. '' Jane agreed, considering her options. '' I think she can leave after the seventy two hours are lifted, it's not necessary to keep her longer but I will see her again for our sessions.. '' she told the doctor.
'' Alright. ''
'' If there are things you want to talk about, feel free to call me at anytime. Like I said, it's not gonna be easy and your sister might have troubles adapting again. ''
'' I know and with all the things they say in the news, it's a real problem. I had my assistant to give an interview in the parking of the hospital or the journalists would have never left the hall. ''
'' I talked with the staff and I will have the one who let the informations about your sister's case slip out the hospital to face the director and he will decide abou this fate. '' The doctor said.
'' It's a lot to take for your sister, be patient and she will eventually let you in. '' Jane told Elsa.
'' I hope so. ''
They talked a few more until the two doctors returned to their own work. Elsa went to check on Anna, the girl was fast asleep, so she sat on the couch to read a book to kill the time. Everything was quiet for awhile until a beeping sound alerted her.
Almost immediatly, a nurse came in.
'' Anna! what's going on? '' Elsa asked in a panicked tone as she rushed to her sister's side. Anna was whimpering and kicking in her sleep.
'' Ma'am you need to leave the room. ''
'' No! tell me what's wrong? why is she like this? ''
'' Mmm... mahm- mama nooo... ''
'' Please you need to leave the room. ''
'' Papaaa... hmm. '' Anna cried, trashing around.
'' She is having a nightmare! '' Elsa said alarmed and pushed the nurse away from her.
'' ELSA! '' Anna yelled and her body shot up from the bed. She was breathing heavily as tears threatened to fall. She hugged her blanket against her and looked around shakily.
'' It's okay baby, I'm here. '' Elsa sat on the bed to reassure the scared girl. Anna's eyes widened when she saw the needle in the nurse's hand and she finally let her tears fall.
'' No, no, no! Not again! '' She cried and practically jumped into Elsa's lap. The blonde hugged her sister tightly against her as if to shield her from the nurse.
'' It's okay, shh... he's not gonna hurt you. '' she coed into Anna's ear, rocking her in her lap. Anna clenched her writs around the front of her blouse as she whimpered.
'' Miss I'm asking you to let me do my job, it's for her own good. ''
'' Don't you see? she is scared of needles! '' she snapped at the man.
'' But- ''
'' Put that away from her. '' She ordered, giving him her icy glare. The nurse gulped loudly and stood frozen unsure of what to do.
Elsa laid on the bed still holding Anna and simply rubbed her back while making shushing noise in her ear when the door was thrown open and doctor Smith walked in.
'' What is going on here? ''
Anna's body tensed up and her wailing got loud again, even when muffled by Elsa's blouse.
'' Shh it's okay Anna, I'm here. You're gonna be okay, I'm not letting them get near you. ''
'' Doctor her heart rate is increasing and I need to give her another shot but Ms. Arendelle is not allowing me to do it. '' The nurse explained the situation.
Elsa glared at him. '' She will not get a shot for each time she has a nightmare. My sister is not some kind of animal! ''
'' Elsa your sister- ''
'' Will be fine! '' she cuts the doctor off. '' She just needs some reassurance, she doesn't need a shot. ''
The doctor knew she has a point. Anna's heart rate slowed down and Elsa seemed to handle the situation. He checked the machine and soon, the alarming beeping sound stopped. He finally nodded at the nurse to leave the room.
Anna who was partially awake a minute ago was slowly falling asleep again, her breathing still a bit shaky from all that crying.
'' I'm sorry this happened again. '' Doctor Smith said. '' You were right, your sister will be fine. ''
Elsa didn't respond, she was just glad that Anna willingly seeked her comfort. Elsa was glad that she still could provide her sister the same comfort she gave her when they were kids. It was also comforting for her. She didn't need to say anything but hold the girl for a few minutes, wanting to feel her close.
Now she has hope. Hope that she could fix Anna's heart. Her sister will be happy again, no matter what it takes.
'' You will be a happy Snowflake '' She kissed Anna's forehead. '' and I'll be there every steps of the way. ''
That she will...
Thank you guys for reading and also for the reviews. They allow me to see what you think and know where I stand, so yeah.
8HP: Thank you for your review and please be honest with me. It means a lot to me :)
Protoestrella: I'm not gonna lie but you were a potential reviewer for me. You reviewed most of the stories I read and never once I'd imagine you reading this, much less liking my story. It's really biggie for me, so thank you. :)
Punk32: My heart broke for them too, is it normal when you're actually the one who wrote it. LoL It's like making yourself cry. Anyway thank you.
Lightning1997: One of the firts reviewers and still here thirteen chapters later. You are one of those who actually made me believe that maybe I was doing something good. I guess it's good if I managed to break your heart, I mean for the story. And I think I understand your feelings for the fights between sisters, spicing their relationship up makes it more interesting.
