Thanks to all of you for the reviews, reading, all the favorites and followers. I'm repeating myself but I really want to thank you guys. Honestly.
So now, here's the chapter 17 and please, forgive my mistakes.
Anna's POV.
I woke up this smorning with the weird feeling of something soft tickling my nose. I could feel it as it runs over my cheeks and then it was all over my face. I thought I was hallucinating, so I ignored it... until I felt a weight on my chest and something tickling my neck.
Purrrr... Purrrr...
At the weird noise, I slowly opened my eyes and rubbed them tiredly, letting a yawn escape my lips in the process. When I had them fully open, I almost jumped out of my skin as I found a pair of clear grey eyes staring back at me. They were litterally into my face.
'' AAAAHHH! WHAT THE- '' My body shots up from the bed so quickly that it even surprised me and I ended up falling on the floor... again... for the second time at Elsa's place. '' Ow. ''
Meow...
I lift my face from the floor and groaned. Elsa's cat sat there with his head tilted to the side, almost like he was mocking me. If I could speak the cat, I would have believed that he called me stupid.
Meow...
'' What kind of alarm clock is that? ''
'' ANNA! '' Elsa bursted in the room with horrified look on her face and a spatula in her hand.
Wait, what the hell is she doing with a spatula?
'' Joy. '' I mumbled annoyingly.
'' What happened? I heard you scream and- why are you on the floor? ''
'' Your cat decided to stop by and say hi. '' I sighed. She helped me standing on my feet and picked up the pillows that fell from the bed with me.
'' Did he also decide to lay on top of you and watch you sleep? ''
'' M'yeah. ''
'' Sorry, Duchess has the tendency to do that...a lot. ''
'' You named your cat Duchess? ''
'' Yes, why? ''
'' Nothing. ''
Duh... I thought Duchess was a boy. Oh well, she certainly doesn't have the manners of a duchess nor look like one.
'' Did you sleep well? ''
'' Yes. '' I lied. I had trouble sleeping, Elsa's cries were stuck in my head and I couldn't get them out of my mind. Isn't she supposed to be mad or something?
'' I was actually about to wake you up but since you are already awake, why don't you get ready and join me downstairs huh? ''
'' Why do you have a spatula with you? ''
She held the spatula up and shrugged. '' I made pancakes with chocolate chips, your favorite. It's still your favorite right? ''
I inwardly winced at the mention of pancakes, saying that they were not my favorites would be a lie but all the calories... Gosh I can already feel the uneasy feeling in my stomach. Should I say no? Argh Elsa made them just for me, the least I can do is accept.
'' Yes. ''
'' Good, see you downstairs then. ''
She smiled and walked out of the room. How can she smile after what I said to her last night? It only makes me hate myself even more. Shaking my head I walk in the bathroom to get ready. I picked a pair of black knee length short with a simple white long sleeve V-neck and slipped into a pair of flat. Once I was done with my braids, I skipped downstairs and found Elsa in the kitchen.
'' Hey. ''
'' Hey. ''
'' It's odd not to see you in your cheerleader outfit. ''
'' Yeah? And whose fault is that? '' I said under my breath.
'' I have your medecine on the counter, I need you to take them first. '' I sat on a stool as she placed a huge glass in front of me. '' Orange juice or apple? ''
'' Do you have mountain Dew? ''
'' You will not have one soon, I'm sorry. And it's not an option. '' She shook her head.I rolled my eyes but picked the orange juice anyway. She poured me some and I took my pills. '' I'm glad you are cooperating and not complaining. ''
'' Yet. '' I mumbled, looking away from the look she gave me.
'' Do you have your things ready for school? ''
'' Yes. ''
'' You know you're not forced to go back today, right? ''
'' I want to go back, I don't want to change my routine because I tried to- I mean because of what happened. ''
'' I see. '' She nodded, placing a plate of pancakes in front of me with a bowl of slices of fruits. '' There you go. ''
'' Thanks. '' I stared at my plate nervously and opted for the fruits. Elsa made herself a cup of tea and sat on a stool across from me.
'' Don't you like your pancakes? ''
'' I do. '' I forced myself to eat them to satisfy her. They were good, really but I was hoping to get out of here soon and empty my stomach. I won't get anywhere near perfection if I keep stuffing myself.
'' How are your wrists? '' She asked, noticing that I took the bandages off.
'' I'll cover them up once I'm done. ''
'' I'll be back. '' She said, walking out of the kitchen. I looked around and saw Duchess wondering around in the kitchen.
'' Hey little kitty, come see Anna. '' I grabbed a pancake and held it out for her. She made her way towards me and scratched my foot with her paw. I checked around to see if Elsa was coming. No Elsa in sight.
Meow... meow.
'' Easy girl, here. '' I gave her the treat. I discretly fed her my breakfast. '' My Gosh, you're just like a big marshmallow. ''
Meow...
'' What? Done already? '' I kept feeding her until I heard footsteps. '' Hush Elsa's coming. '' I gently pushed the cat with my foot. Duchess left the kitchen just as Elsa came back.
'' Hey you're done already? '' I turned around in time to see her re-entering the room with the aid kit.
'' Yes. '' I lied again.
'' Come here. '' She mentioned the stool. Again, I complied and she gently took my wrists, setting them on the cold surface of the counter top. Carefully, she started to tend to my cuts and I watched as her delicate slim fingers did the work, only wincing when I felt the cream on my deepest cut. '' Sorry, does it hurt that much? ''
'' No, that tickles. '' I couldn't help the sarcasm, I was so used to it that it stuck.
'' I'll try to make it quick. '' she replied, proceeding to wrap my left wrist with a new clean bandage before repeating the same process with the other.
'' I could do it myself. '' I told her quietly.
She looked up and smiled. Why does she have to always smile? Is she trying to make me feel even more guilty for what happened last night?
'' I wanted to do it. '' She replied, wrapping the bandage on my right wrist. '' Alright, all done. You've been a good girl. '' she kissed my forehead and winked.
'' I'm not a baby, you can drop the act. '' I shook my head, hopping off the stool and made my way in the living room.
'' I know what you're doing. '' I heard Elsa say as she leaned against the archway that separates the dining room and living room, cup of tea in her hands.
'' What are you talking about? '' I asked, sitting down on the couch and turned my iPad on to avoid looking at her.
'' You're pushing me away like I did with you. ''
'' Still don't know what's the deal. '' I lied.
'' You're pushing me away and doing everything I did when I shut you out.''
'' Are you going to tell me that you can read minds now? ''
'' No, but I know. I know from experience and it took me years to realize that it was not good for me... same for you. ''
I snorted.
'' Can you blame me for that? I can't help if I feel the need to keep my walls up all the time because I'm afraid to be hurted again? ''
'' You're subsconciously hurting yourself, maybe not physically but still. ''
She was right. The only thing I wished was to yell, throw things at a wall to see them crash and break into million pieces like I was broken and let everything burst out of my chest but I can't. I can't allow anyone to see me weak, to see the real Anna.
Much less Elsa.
I'm so depressed. The mention of my parents makes me depressed. The sight of a happy familly hanging out at the Zoo makes me depressed. The sight of two siblings together makes me depressed. The sound of laughters makes me depressed. Everything is depressing and it hurts.
But I can't show it.
'' Sweetie, talk to me. ''
The soft voice of Elsa was the only thing comforting and I couldn't show that too. It's strange how I always want to feel her next to me but everytime she is there and shower me with love, I'm always so upset. I'm totally fucked up. I hate my life, I hate it. I hate how everything turned out.
'' I'll wait upstairs until you're ready to go. '' I simply replied and walked upstairs to empty my breakfast in the bathroom. I have a feeling that my new cocoon of isolation will be my new room and I can tell that I'll spend most of my time there.
The ride to school was quiet, like most of the rides I had with Elsa lately. I tried to busy myself with my phone. Ariel has been texting me since yesterday and for now, it was a good distraction, at least for the time being. We finally arrived at school and as I climbed out of Elsa's car, I could feel eyes on me everywhere. Students stared at me like I was some strange thing they see for the first time. I know they think of me like the bubbly girl that turned out as a psycho who tried to kill herself, and now they are looking at me as if I was some kind of broken china doll.
'' Are you sure you still want to go? If you've changed your mind, I can take you back home if you wish. '' Elsa whispered.
'' You mean your home? ''
'' Anna please, not now. ''
'' Alright, but I'm not changing my mind. I can handle it. '' I said firmly, earning a long sigh from Elsa. I assume she was hoping I'd tell her to take me back to the penthouse.
No way.
'' If you say so. '' She said '' let's go. ''
We both headed towards the building and for some reasons, I felt like it was the first day of school, as if everything was new. I didn't see things the same way they were before and I'm pretty sure the whole school won't look at me the same. They say you never care about people talking until they are whispering and that's what I was hearing.
Whispers.
'' Are you okay? '' Elsa asked, placing a hand on my shoulder as she walks beside me.
'' I've been better. ''
'' You'll tell me if you are not comfortable, right?
'' I guess. ''
It was a lie, I was internally freaking out, trying to get myself together but backing off now would just prove Elsa that I'm weak which I don't want it to happen. As we approahed my locker, I was surprised to see my friends there. Kristoff, Flynn and Rapunzel were here too.
'' You told them you were coming back? '' Elsa asked.
'' I told Ariel but I guess she couldn't help it and she told the others. ''
'' I'm sure they couldn't wait to see you. ''
I didn't reply to that but stopped in front of them. Before they could assault me with questions and jump at my throat, I stared at the group.
'' I know what you may think of me or what I did and honestly I had my fair amount of lectures and therapies. Yes, I'm sorry for scaring you. No, I'm not suicidal... at least not anymore '' I began, grimacing at the end of my sentence. '' It's a chapter I want to forget, I'm not gonna dwell on this and neither should any of you. So, no need for guilty looks and speech of comfort. I'm fine. ''
Fine... What a beautiful lie.
I stood on the spot when I finished and waited for their reaction. No words were said for a moment and I started to get uncomfortable... However this moment of discomfort was cut short when Olaf made the first move.
'' I'm just glad you're back in one entire piece. '' He said, greeting me in a hug. I was taken aback at first but I eventually recovered from the shock as I slowly returned it and before I knew it, I felt more arms around me.
Everyone joined the hug.
'' Don't do this ever again. '' I heard Ariel whispering in my ears as I finally pulled away. Kristoff ruffled my hair like he does all the time but my eyes fixed the floor.
'' Life is beautiful Anna, '' Rapunzel spoke, causing me to look up and make eye contact with her. Her eyes weren't judging, I noticed. Not like the ones I saw when I stepped through the entrance. '' there are ups and downs and when you feel low, just tell yourself that it will eventually get better. ''
It's easy to say... I wanted to say but I nodded instead and forced a small smile, just for the pleasure of their eyes. '' I'll keep that in mind. ''
'' I'd really like that. ''
'' It's good to see you Feisty pants. ''
'' It's good to see you too. '' I told Kristoff.
'' You know, I was really tempted to slap the hell out of you. '' Ariel said. I looked down but she cupped my shoulders in her hands and chuckled. '' But I know I would have felt bad afterwards and then I'd beg for you all day to forgive me. So I thought, let's just skip the drama and give her a hug. ''
'' I'm sorry. ''
'' Enough of that, you're here now and it's all that matters to me. ''
'' Yeah. '' I whispered.
My friends shared their supports and the whole time I was in a second trance... They were all worried and I was selfish. Selfish to decide to leave this world because I didn't want to face my fears but I was partially glad that I've done it. It made me think about a lot of things and realize the most important thing.
Elsa cares.
A week ago, it was all I needed to know. She admitted it but the memory of her rejection is still fresh to turn the page so quickly. I should be grateful, I know but now I have troubles trusting people and that is another one of the many insecurities I have to deal with. I guess I'll have to learn again but how can I do this when I don't even trust myself?
Riiiinnnnngggg...
The sound of the bell ringing brought me from my thoughts and back to the reality.
'' Well, see you guys later. '' I finally spoke, unintentionally cutting Eric off. I'm not even sure of what he was talking about. I quickly fixed my backpack and turned around, heading to my first period before they could say a word.
They were probably giving me that look of confusion I know so well. Peeking over my shoulder briefly, I was right. Then I felt my phone buzzing in my pocket, I pulled it out and opened the message from Elsa.
-I love U Snowflake
I hesitated to reply but after second thought, I texted her back.
-Me too...
I slipped my phone back into my pocket and made my way into the classroom. The looks I was given by my classmates were almost too hard to bear and I seriously started to be annoyed.
'' What? '' I spat harshly at a boy who was watching me intensively. I heard him gulp and he quickly adverted his eyes. Shaking my head, I sat in the back of the room.
It was only the morning and I could tell this was going to be a long and interesting day.
Normal POV.
Elsa was smiling all the way to the lab for her first period when she saw Anna's reply. Sure, her little sister didn't say word by word that she loves her back, but she did say that the feeling was mutual. Sort of... and it was enough for the moment, she didn't want to push Anna too much.
'' Elsa wait! ''
The blonde turned around when she heard her name being called and her smile quickly turned into a scowl when she realized it was Hans. Rolling her eyes, she entered the lab and took off her blazer and put on a white blouse before taking a sit next to a random boy whose name she assumed was Jason.
Jason looked at her surprised that Elsa, the Snow queen choosed to sit with him.
'' I won't bite, you know? '' Elsa raised a brow, causing the boy to look away and blush because he was caught staring at her.
'' I uh... I'm just surprised that you don't sit with Hans... ''
'' Talking about him. '' Elsa mumbled as Hans walked in and directly went to look for her.
'' Move '' Hans told Jason in a commanding tone.
'' No, he stays '' Elsa snapped at Hans, stopping Jason from gathering his things. '' I want you out of my sight, I don't wish to see your face. Definitly not when you look like Batman with the mask you're wearing. ''
'' This is a cast, not a mask. '' Hans groaned in annoyance because Elsa was actually the cause of that thing he had to wear for his nose.
'' Uh huh? Good for you, now move. ''
'' Come on Elsa, I said I was sorry. ''
'' Do I look like I care? ''
Jason looked between the two, feeling uncomfortable. He shifted his eyes back to the equation he was trying to solve, not wanting to get involved into their situation.
'' I know I made a mistake and I really regret it. Please Elsa, you are the only real friend I have, I mean it. ''
'' Apologize all you want, I don't give a crap. You mess up with my baby sister, you deal with me. I vowed to make everything right for her and you sticking around won't help it. '' Elsa said firmly.
'' What do you want me to do to prove you that I mean it? If you want me to apologize to Anna, then I- ''
Elsa abruptly stood up at the mention of Anna's name and grabbed Hans with one hand by the collar of his shirt.
'' Don't you dare go near my sister Hans. '' She cuts him off, glaring at him. Her tone was threatening which made Hans afraid of what could happen if he ever dares going near Anna again. Even if he only had good intentions.
'' But- ''
'' I don't want you near Anna, I don't even want you to look at her. If I hear that you did something, whatever it is, your nose won't be the only thing left broken. Do you understand? ''
'' I- ''
'' Do you understand? '' She asked, pulling Hans down to force him look at her in the eyes, filled with anger. It sent shivers down his spine.
'' I understand. '' He quickly nodded, raising his hands in surrender. Nodding, she let go of him and sat back next to Jason. Hans wasted no time to sit somewhere else, ignoring the few snickers that were mocking him.
If Hans was known as a bully and troublesome that scares most of the students in the campus, he was nothing compared to Elsa. And that is an understatement... Elsa is icy, she could freeze anybody with a look. She was probably as cold as an ice cube but that is only for those who try to mess with her and the one person that means the univers to her.
Anna...
'' Wow, that was quite a show. '' Jason spoke almost in awe but he immediatly wished to take it back when Elsa turned her head to give him a look '' Uh I... cough* I mean that ah... ''
'' I told you I won't bite. '' She shook her head before taking her things out. Though, it didn't made the boy feel better.
Anna walked out of her last period with her head downcast. Today was weird because she felt like an animal in a cage with everyone watching her every move. Can you imagine walking into a noisy food court only to find it silent as soon as you step in? Anna thought it was the most frustrating thing that happened to her today, aside from Elsa forcing her to finish her lunch. If only Elsa knew that right after she was done, she threw up all her lunch in the bathroom.
Granted, big sissy wouldn't be happy with her.
'' Hey Anna!''
The girl lifted her head and saw Aurora walking towads her holding her pompoms in her hands.
'' Hey '' She smiled lightly at the girl and closed the gap between them. She was surprised when Aurora pulled her into a hug,
'' Ah I'm so happy to see you, I heard that you came back today. Oh my God, I was so worried about you. '' Aurora said pulling away but a frown formed on her face when she noticed the look Anna was giving her. '' You don't really look happy to see me... ''
'' What? No! '' Anna shook her head '' I'm just surprised that's all... aren't you mad at me? ''
'' And why would I be mad at you? ''
'' Why wouldn't you? I mean, I ruined everything at the party with my sister breaking in and being all Snow queen and stuff... ''
'' I don't care about the party and everyone said the dance on the billard was the best thing that happened that night. And honestly, I'm just happy that you are okay. Heck, what happened? ''
'' I don't want to talk about it, sorry. ''
Aurora smiled sadly and nods. '' I understand, it's okay. ''
'' Thanks, so... you're not mad? ''
'' No, I'm not. ''
'' But I am. '' Another voice caught Anna's attention. Snow came from behind her and crossed her arms. '' It was supposed to be our night. ''
'' Snow. '' Anna whispered.
'' Just get over it already. '' Aurora rolled her eyes.
'' Oh and do you know that your sister called our parents because she found out that we did drugs? '' Snow told Anna, not giving a shit to what Aurora said.
'' What? ''
'' Yeah and on top, I'm grounded for two weeks! Thank you very much! ''
Anna looked at Snow with wide eyes and her mouth agape. Elsa did that?
'' But I didn't know, she never told me. ''
'' Actually, I think it's a good thing. '' Aurora spoke, her soft tone contrasting Snow's who snorted at her. '' You know, my parents made me see a therapist monday and he made me realize that drugs don't do us any good. I mean, it feels right at the moment but that's the thing. It only feels but it doesn't make things better. ''
'' Oh shut up. '' Snow rolled her eyes.
'' Excuse me? '' the blonde scoffed.
'' I don't need your dumbness, so back off! ''
'' You really need a therapist and a good one that could teach you how to handle your bitchy attitude! ''
'' My bitchy attitude? Who the hell do you think you are to talk to me like that? ''
'' I'm your fucking friend Snow, don't give me that shit! ''
Snow huffed, tilting her head up '' I don't need a therapist and your sister is a damn bitch! '' she spats at Anna.
'' My sister is not a bitch!'' Anna surprised herself by taking Elsa's defense.
'' Yes she is. Because of her, my parents won't lay off my back for awhile? ''
'' I know she did that for your own good, so don't you dare call her a bitch. ''
'' Then tell your sister to mind her own business and above all, tell her to mind her crazy little sister who tried to kill herself! ''
'' Snow! '' Aurora gasped, glaring at her while Anna swallowed the lump in her throat, trying to hold her tears.
Crazy... that's what people think she was? Crazy? Wow that hurts... Anna would rather be slapped, it would hurt less. Snow's eyes widened for a moment, realizing what she said but it quickly disappeared as she turned around and walked away.
'' Anna I'm sorry you had to hear that, I'm sure she only said those terrible things because she was upset. '' Aurora told her.
'' It's okay. '' Anna replied quietly. '' I deserved it, I'm so sorry. ''
'' Don't apologize. As I said, it was a good thing for me to see a therapist because it helped. Snow is just being a brat but she'll eventually open her eyes. ''
Anna exhaled loudly and wordlessly pulled Aurora into a quick hug. '' I have to go, have fun at practice. ''
'' I can't wait until you come back. You know you're always welcomed to watch the practice, you're still a cheerleader and a part of the team after all. ''
'' I'm planning on coming back as soon as I can. Maybe I'll watch someday. ''
'' Alright, where's your sister? ''
'' She had a meeting but I think she's already here to pick me up. ''
'' Okay, see you tomorrow. ''
'' See you. '' Anna nodded, walking towards the exit of the building.
Elsa patiently waited for Anna in the car, a few minutes passed and she was starting to worry but she felt a weight being lifted from her shoulders when her sister appeared. Anna climbed in the passenger's seat.
'' Hey. '' She greets, smiling down at her and took her backpack to put it in the backseat. '' seatbelt. '' she reminded as she started to pull the car out of the parking lot. Anna groaned pulling on her seatbelt quite roughtly before buckling herself.
Elsa raised a brow seeing the change in her sister's mood but decided to let it slide, thinking she was just tired.
'' So... how was your day? Did some students cause you any trouble? ''
'' No '' came the short reply. Though, with a sister like Elsa, it would be surprising if someone wanted to cause her trouble. They will have to deal with the Snow queen's wrath.
'' Do you have homeworks? ''
'' Done.'' Anna mumbled, sounding a bit annoyed as she watch something on her phone. She didn't even try to hide the fact that she wasn't interested into sharing a conversation with her sister and Elsa felt it.
'' Did something happen today? ''
'' No. ''
Elsa was definitly sure that the sudden change of Anna's mood wasn't only due to her tiredness, something else was bothering the girl. And she will find out what it was.
'' Anna tell me wh- '' Elsa cuts herself off when she saw that her little sister had her earphones plugged and was staring out of the window. Sighing, she decided to let her be and wait until they got home.
Anna's plan was working, she thought that she could get Elsa off her back if she pretends to listen some music. At least until their arrive at the penthouse, even though, she had no intention to talk to her yet.
As soon as they arrived at Elsa's place, Anna hurried towards the staircase. '' I'll be upstairs doing my homework. '' She announced.
'' Hold on a minute. '' Elsa called out, stopping the girl before she could escape.
'' what? ''
'' I thought you said you did your homework. ''
'' I did. '' Anna nodded. '' My homeworks for tomorrow are done but it doesn't mean that I don't have more for friday. ''
'' Alright then, it can wait. Would you mind telling me what happened at school? ''
'' Whatever do you mean? ''
'' Anna. ''
'' What?! ''
'' Tell me what happened. '' Elsa demands in that usual soft tone that showed her concern but it only made Anna frustrated because Elsa sounds so innocent when she was not.
'' Why didn't you tell me that you've called my friends' parents? '' Anna hissed.
'' Ah, I see. '' Elsa replied, walking closer towards her sister. '' I didn't tell you because I just didn't think that was necessary and honestly, I had more important things to take care of. Like you. ''
'' You had no right to do this! ''
'' What? Taking care of you? ''
'' Telling their parents! ''
'' I did this for their own good and they parents actually agreed with me. '' Elsa explained, not seeing the problem at all.
'' Of course they would! ''
'' Why are you so upset about it? '' Elsa cupped Anna's shoulders.
'' Arggh! Do you know what you have done? I lost a friend because of you. ''
'' I believe that Aurora didn't complain since she actually came to see me earlier to tell me how grateful she was. You see Anna, that's the kind of accomplisment I'm proud of- ''
'' But I'm talking about Snow! '' Anna snapped, stepping backwards and pushed Elsa's hands off her shoulders. '' She is mad at me and now, she won't even talk to me! ''
'' This is not a reason to be rude. ''
'' Oh, and do you think I care? ''
'' Honey, if I did that, it's because I knew you like them but I refuse to let my sister befriend people that do drugs. So I thought that they could see a therapist and find a good balance to get rid of this need. I would be less worried to know that your friends are clean. ''
'' I was one of them and even if I wasn't addict, I certainly know that old habits die hard. '' Anna shook her head and turned on her heels running upstairs.
Elsa's eyes narrowed at that. What was that supposed to mean?
''Anna I'm not finished! '' She yelled only to hear the slam of a door. Another second passed before she heard the door open.
'' Well, I am! '' Anna yelled and slammed the door... again.
'' Tough. '' Elsa sighed in frustration and decided to start making dinner.. It would at least take her mind off the latest argument. She was getting tired of the attitude, It like she was collectioning fights with Anna. It's only when she was done with dinner, she decided to go see Anna in her room.
'' Anna? ''
'' What do you want? ''
Elsa watched her sister sitting in the middle of her bed, staring directly at the wall across from her.
'' We need to talk. ''
'' I don't want to talk with you. ''
'' Why not? I only want to help you. '' Elsa said. She didn't want her little sister to shut her out, which is ironic since she just did the same but she knew how it feels when you shut people out and Anna was too precious and young to live the pain Elsa lived. '' You are not alone, you can talk to me. ''
'' That's the thing! I just want to be alone but no one seems to understand that. '' Anna brought her legs to her chest and circled them with her arms as if to shield herself from something. It was a posture Elsa used a lot during her childhood.
'' It wasn't a request, we are going to talk. '' Elsa sat down next to her.
'' I want to sleep. '' Anna laid down and turned on her side, so her back would be facing Elsa. The blonde wanted so bad to just pull Anna out of her shell and hug her but she was afraid it will just push her farther away.
'' You don't. '' Elsa said firmly, pulling Anna up once again. '' I know you and I still have to adjust but I'm the adult and you're the child, so I'm in charge.
'' What's that supposed to mean? ''
'' It means that I will not tolerate this attitude anymore. I know you're upset but I promised that I will not give up on you. You're living with me, so you follow my rules! ''
'' Rules? ''
Anna noticed the change in Elsa's tone. She felt like she was listening to their mother talking.
'' You will respect me and do as I say. ''
'' What if you tell me to jump off a cliff? ''
'' I'm serious Anna! I'll take you to school and pick you up everyday. If I'm not available, Kai will be there. You will NOT skip class, I want you to do your homework and I will gladly help you if you need me, you will eat what I cook and it's straight to bed after nine. ''
'' Nine? It's too early. '' Anna whined.
'' It's either nine or eight, you choose. ''
'' Nine. '' She quickly agreed.
Elsa nodded. '' The weekend you can stay up a bit late, not too late though. A girl needs her beauty sleep. ''
'' Next rule? ''
'' I do not want to hear cursing words coming from you, do you hear me? ''
'' As if you don't curse. '' Anna mumbled.
'' I'm the adult. '' Elsa reminds her.
'' Lame excuse. ''
'' You said? ''
'' Nothing. '' Anna replied quietly. '' What about sleepover? Ariel and I often have sleepovers. ''
'' Well... if you're good, she can come over and I might even let you sleep at her house but you better keep the attitude in check, I was serious about this one. And above all, I forbid you to drink one single drop of alcohol and do drugs. Break any of these rules and you will be sorry. ''
'' What's the risk? ''
'' Well you will have all of your electronic devices taken away from you and you don't want to find out what I'll do to you if you break the last two rules. ''
'' Are you done? '' Sure the threats did scared Anna but she was hiding it very well. Elsa could really be scary.
'' Do you need me to add more rules? ''
'' No. ''
Elsa took her hands and looked at her sister in the eyes.
'' Baby I really want us to work it out, at least we can try. If after awhile you are really not happy with me, well... I will let you choose if you want to stay here or go with Kai and Gerda. ''
'' What do you want? ''
'' I want you to stay of course and it will break my heart if you choose to leave but if it's your choice, I'll let you go. But it doesn't mean that I will forget about you because I will always be there for you. ''
'' Okay. ''
'' Okay? '' Elsa shook her head in confusion.
'' Okay. You wanted to talk and we talked but I need to think about it. ''
'' Alright I'll give you times but as long as you live here, the rules are to be followed. And since it's dinner time, you know what it means. ''
'' I'll be downstairs, just let me take a shower. ''
'' Okay. See you downstairs. '' Elsa replied softly and kissed Anna's cheek before heading back in the kitchen.
Her baby sister was isolated herself and it kills her. When she thinks that they are making a step forwards, they make two steps back and it was just another thing that kills Elsa because it doesn't get better.
She wonders what their parents would do if they were still here and she hopes she was doing something good for Anna.
Voilà! Chapter 17 done, finally. I hope you guys enjoyed it... so that's it. Now you know what to do in that little case at the bottom, leave a review and tell me what you think.
Anyway... Christmas is near, so I wish all of you to spend a happy Merry Christmas. May happiness and love be with you. XOXO
'Till next time. Peace lovely readers...