An analysis from afar

by Whavey

We had it all, we thought... It was shortly after my promotion when my feelings popped up. It was her that made me feel reborn, warm, safe and most of all, alive. In a period where homophobia was a thing, I wanted her more than I wanted anything. But was the team going to suffer too? (repost from my Wattpad story An Analysis From Afar, account name also Whavey)

10. Chapter 8

Lizzie

I sit up as I feel my throbbing head, looking around the room. My clothes and Martin's are spread throughout his room, he still sleeps peacefully, and the little personal stuff he has. I grab my bra and panties as I feel the matrass move. I turn to him and he looks at me. "How are ya feeling?" he asks. I shrug. "Hangover. I will take an advil and then will head back to the gaming house." I say and Martin looks at me. "Look, about last night." He starts and I look at him. "You moaned Eefje." He says and I blush. "No need to blush, being gay is totally fine. In fact, Enrique and Lauri were perfectly fine acting gay for each other." He says and I giggle. "You maybe have an advil?" I ask and Martin goes through his drawer, handing me one. "Luis made me have them here when I was the captain and shotcaller. I rarely slept because of headaches, so he wanted to make sure I was fine." He explains and I nod as I take the bottle he hands me and swallow the pill. Martin smiles as he hands me my croptop and skirt. "Wanna talk about it?" He asks and I look at him. "What?" I ask and he looks at me with a weird look. "You didn't hear me moan someone else's name too?" he asks and I shrug. "I was drunk." I say and he smiles. "Yeah I moaned someone's name." He says and I smile. "Do I know her?" I ask and he nods. "Yeah, she is in your team." He says and I think about it. "Freyja?" I ask and he nods with a small blush. I laugh as he turns super red. "Don't tell her." He begs and I nod laughing. "Well, as king as you keep this kind of silent." I ask and he nods. "Was it… I mean it was your first time, right?" He asks me and I nod. "Yeah it was. I am just happy you were the one to do it and not someone who is less handsome." I joke and he laughs. "So tell me, when did you fell in love with our sweet EU hostess." He asks and I laugh. "Shortly after winning the Challenger series and promoting into the LCS. She wasn't hosting that game, but would host the Millenium versus Roccat, so she was in the studio. And when I saw her, I just fell in love." I say and he smiles. "That's actually kinda sweet." He says and I smile. We sit on his bed and I suddenly start looking for my phone. "Where is my bag?" I ask and he hands me my handbag. I get out my phone and unlock it. "I have to call Oliver I am safe." I say and Martin nods. I click call and it doesn't even rings once. "Where are you?" I am greeted by Oliver's worried voice. "Don't worry Oliver, I'm with Martin at the Fnatic Gaming house." I say and I hear him breathe in relieve. "Well we have a teammeeting around 3pm today, you better be there." He says and I hum. "Sure Oliver, I will make sure I am there." I say and he closes off the call. "I have to leave in an hour and a half." I explain to Martin and he nods. We walk out of his bedroom and into the huge living room. "Good morning." We are greeted by a tired looking Bora and a Fabian with two girls draped around him. "Good morning." I murmur and follow Martin to the kitchen. I watch him make two sandwiched and take mine happily and munch on it peacefully. Luis walks in as I just take a huge bite. "Good afternoon." He says with his eyebrows in a questioning position. I shrug and wave at him while chewing my sandwich. "I will bring her home Luis, after that I will return." Martin tells Luis who nods and leaves with a cup of tea. "Can I make you this tea?" Martin asks as he hands me a box with little grains. "What are these?" I ask and Martin smiles. "They are grains to make iced tea or normal tea. We usually use it to get the hangover out or to feel better." He explains and I nod. "Yes please." I say and he smiles, making me a cup. We head to the living room where Luis is scolding Fabian. "I told you, don't become a ladies men. You are working a job, not having a holiday." Luis scolds Fabian but Fabian rises. "You can't tell me what to do." He hisses and Luis looks him in the eye with a cold expression. "I am your coach and I can positively encourage you to step down." He says as Fabian smirks. "You can't." He says and Martin and I look at each other. "Because you are fired by the HQ. You leave after week 9. And then you will never, ever return here." Fabian hisses and I look at Martin. "We leave?" I ask and Martin nods, running to grab my back and we leave quickly. We walk to the nearest Taxi depot and get in the taxi.

We are in the cab to my gaming house when Martin receives a call from Dayuun. "Yeah… he said what?" Martin suddenly says and I turn to him. "Yeah I will try to get beck before dinner." As he closes the call. "Fabian just told Luis he ain't eating the food Luis' girlfriend cooks." He tells me and I look at him. "What?" I say in shock. Martin shrugs as the Taxi stops in front of my gaming house. I pay the driver and get out with my stuff, as the door opens. Sabine and Freyja hug me while the others come out. "You had us scared." Oliver says and I shrug. "Sorry I was a little drunk and Martin took care of me." I say and Freyja turns to Martin and gives him a hug. "Thank you." She says blushing and I smile. Alfie walks to me and looks at me with an apologizing look. "The guys told me what happened. And I really don't wanna be a replacement." He says and I shrug. "The fact is and it keeps like that, they were right." I say and Joe interrupts me. "No I was not. I was angry that we didn't have a coach and I took it out on you by letting you play a champion you found hard to play. And then I criticised your Eve while you tried to play strongly." He says and I look at him. "What are you trying?" I ask and Aidan steps forward. "We want you and Alfie in the play-off roster, since you already signed Alfie for the regular split. We want you to play a game at least per team in the play-offs." Aidan tells me and I look at the guys. "What do you all want?" I ask and they smile. "You in the start roster would be nice." Erik jokes and I smile. "Well I guess it is settled." I say and turn to Martin. "Also lemme know about Luis, I wanna keep eyes on him." I say and he nods, before giving me a hug and leaving. "What avout Luis?" Oliver asks and I shrug. "Can't tell yet, but if what I heard is true, you are united with your coach soon." I say and they look at me. "what?" Sabine asks and I shrug. "Luis is having trouble there and Fabian was ranting about him leaving. I thought that it would be great since he is a master drafter. I would keep Sabine as headcoach and Deilor as drafter and tactician." I explain and I see them all smile. "Plus, his way of wanting to lead a team agrees with ours. Training and living healthy." Ezra adds and I smile. "Precisely my thinking." I say and they hug me. "Great idea." Oliver says as we move inside.

Eefje

I am watching some LCK games as suddenly my phone goes off. "Martin?" I ask worried when I pick up. "Don't worry Eefje, But Trevor told me about you and Lizzie." He says and I sit up. "Yeah what about us?" I ask and he sighs. "We might've had a one night stand." He says and I sit up. "Yeah so?" I ask with a feeling of jealousy in my stomach. "Well it wasn't my name she moaned on her orgasm." He states bluntly and I remain silent. "Eefje, she moaned yours." He says and I gasp. "Thanks, but I have to go." I say and close the call as Trevor walks in. He was watching the games with me. He sits down next to me with a bowl of popcorn and I grab a hand full and stuff it in my mouth. "Apparently Lizzie and Martin had a one night stand last night, but she didn't moan his name." I say and Trevor looks at me. "Let me guess, Martin called you and told you it?" He asks and I nod. "He told me she moaned my name." I say softly and he looks at me. "Now work on getting that ass of yours next to hers. I tell you she loves you so much." He tells me and I look at him. "What if she doesn't?" I ask and he smiles. "She does. Believe me, I was there in the club too yesterday. All she did was glare at you, drink and sit near Martin. She was obviously trying to get the image of you being straight out of her mind and try to focus on something different." Trevor says and I smile. "Thanks Trevor." I say and he shrugs. "Anytime Eefje." He says as he pulls me in a hug. "One day she'll be confident enough to tell you what she feels, and it will make you so happy." He whispers in my ear and I smile at the thought of that. "How was that with Becca and you?" I ask and he smiles. "Oh it was me being so insecure. In the end she ended up asking me, and that made me propose to her. I wasn't scared anymore, because I knew she loved me very much." He says and I smile. "I remember you two at the office, making out in corners when you thought no one was looking." I recall and he laughs. "Yeah we were each other's firsts." He says and I smile. "I am really happy for you and Becca." I tell him and he smiles. "Thanks." He says and he opens twitter, before gasping. "What's up?" I ask and he looks at me. "Open Lizzie's twitter." He says and I shrug, doing as he says. I click on the link in her latest tweet. "FeedMe sub during play-offs, agreed to stay a player for the season." I read aloud and Trevor nods, quickly scanning the text with his eyes. "They say it is to test how they work with a perma sub on the bench, also explaining how Lizzie expressed a passion for the other roles too, in particular top and ADC." He says and I look at him. "So what will they do?" I ask and he turns to me. "Most likely she'll play and at the end of the season leave the roster to retake her CEO position." He says and I shrug. "I think they are trying to convince her that it is better if she stays in the roster, because she carries." He says, when a new voice joins in. "Or it is because she only has one reason to stay in the LCS." Mitch joins in, hanging his jacket over my chair. "Because her one true love is in the LCS." He drops the bomb, showing me one tweet what makes me gasp.

FeedMeDMF: . xShipxSailedxFangirl yeah I have a crush on one of the LCS people, who is a secret.