Dean stared glumly at the ceiling. Cas didn't come last night. Dean would have gone to look for him, but he just assumed that he didn't want to see him.
Dean punched the wall in frustration, he yelped with pain and jumped back.
Did Cas change his mind? He could have at least told him- he would have understood. It would have been his first time too.
Dean sighed.
Didn't Cas love him anymore?
Dean stomped angrily across the corridor. Great. Balthazar was there, yet another reason why this day was getting off to a shitty start.
"Winchester."
Balthazar greeted him with a smug expression on his face.
"What do you want, Balthazar?"
"I was wondering if you could find Castiel for me."
"Why the fuck are you looking for Cas- did you do something to him."
Dean suddenly pinned Balthazar to the wall by his throat.
"I didn't start it...he came on to me.."
Balthazar croaked.
Dean released him, with a pained look on his face.
"He..he what?"
"Last night...he flirts with me, and things just sort of happened."
Dean stormed off angrily, and made his way to the Hufflepuff dorms.
By the time Dean had reached Cas' dorm, Cas had time to wash up, and hide any noticeable injuries, in order to avoid Dean's questioning.
"Cas! Cas are you in here!"
It was Dean, his voice was gruff- he was definitely mad.
"Up here."
Cas replied.
Dean marched in, a his eyes ablaze with fury.
"Dean I can-"
"-Balthazar told me everything."
Cas slumped on the bed.
"Everything?"
"Everything."
Dean stared at Cas.
Cas collapses into Dean's arms, buried his chest in his face and sobbed.
"Oh, Dean it was so horrible!"
Dean rolled his eyes.
"Yeah I bet."
Dean said sarcastically.
Cas frowned. He thought Dean would be a bit more sympathetic.
"Cas- get the hell off me!"
Dean shoved Cas off him, admittedly more aggressively than he had intended.
Cas looked up at him, tears in his eyes.
"Cas how could you?"
"What do you mean?"
Cas whimpered.
"Don't try and play coy with me, you had sex with Balthazar."
"Well technically yes, but-"
"I don't want to hear your damn excuses!"
Dean yelled angrily.
"You cheated on me! I thought you were special- I actually thought you cared about me- but you don't, you're just a worthless piece of shit!"
Dean barked.
Cas burst into tears, and approached Dean.
"Fuck you!"
Cas screamed, punching Dean in the face.
Dean stood there, stunned, rubbing his bleeding lip.
Cas looked down at his hand and then back up at Dean.
"Dean, I-"
"Never talk to me again."
Dean said, storming out of the room. He ran back to his dorm before Cas could see him cry. Once he got back to his room, dean punched his bedpost, and slumped onto the floor, a sobbing, inconsolable mess. He drummed his fists on the floorboards, waiting for the pain to pass, but it never did.