A/N: wow iit'2 been forever 2iince ii typed. ii feel kiind of unea2y about iit. deep breathe2. anyway ii've have moved on. ii diid manage two get over wriiter2 block...heart ii2 re2tored. ii 2hiip VriiTav now beecau2e one of my rp2. ii'm very bored iin liife at the moment but let2 ju2t all take a deep breath and relax. here ii2 the 8th chapter. ii know iit wa2 the other admiin'2 turn but ii have fiinally managed two fuck iit up fully. let2 ju2t continue wiith the 2tory.
Now begins the most fucking awkward dinner in the history ever. We all sat there saying nothing. My hands were shaking a bit from the tense aura in the room. Not even my own brother was speaking a word which was a surprise to everyone. This is so uncomfortable. I jumped when I heard a fist pound onto the table." thii2 fuckiing awkwardne22 ii2 kiilliing u2 all! no one ii2 2ayiing anythiing about the 2iituatiion and iit2 fuckiing obviiou2 iit2 the elephant iin the fuckiing room!" It was weird seeing him so angry. It made me feel so stupid. Half of my life I have been ordering a prince around. A far more higher prince than myself.
I had been ordering someone around who could have easily snap his fingers and bring down the kingdom that my father fought for. He was higher and he was working for me. Tending every spoiled demand I said when I said so. He never said anything, and he lied about his real life for what? A life that was lower than what he was growing up for. He was not a servant boy at this moment, he was a growing prince, maybe even a future king, in a far more powerful kingdom than mine.
The room was filled with voices now." 50llux, y0u h4v3 70 und3r574nd 7h47 f47h3r w4s s34rch1ng. h3 w4s up 4nd d0wn 7h3 w0rld f0r y0u. y0u n3v3r c4m3 h0m3, y0u n3v3r s3n7 4ny7h1ng 7w0 5h0w y0u w3r3 0k4y." His brother stood trying to calm him down. He was angry and it showed clearly on his facial features. He shot a glare at his brother." that wa2 the fuckiing poiint! you weren't 2uppo2e two keep lookiing! ii don't thiink you under2tand that ii diidn't want two go back! ii 2tiill dont want two!" His father stood up with the slam of table."7h47 ii2 3n0ugh! 20llux y0u 4r3 7w0 b3 c0miing h0m3 wii7h u2 af73r our vii2ii7! y0u 2h0uld h4v3 n07 r4n 4w4y iin 7h3 fiir27 pl4c3!" "you try beeiing forced two marry 2omeone you've never even met! iit2 horriible! ii refu2e two go! and iif you won't leave, ii wiill!"
I'm not sure what was going on but when I heard those words my heart...fell a bit. Why? I hardly remembered his name but those words seem to...chip at it a bit...but not just a bit maybe a little more. What the hell was going on with me. Its not like I actually love him. Does it?