So, enough has happened, that I can write a chapter, for the sake of both an update on how I'm feeling, and some character development. Also, you may have notice how there's a part one, in this story's title. This part was less war, more personal. In part two, it'll be more war, less personal. I promise you that. You'll see a lot more characters, have more important roles, as well. This chapter here, will be either last, or second to last, while I spend time working out some details of the war, in my head. Depending on how quickly I think up those details, that'll determine how long until we get to part two.

Brotherly Love

It hadn't been the first time Griffin had ever had this memory, turn into his nightmare. He saw it all: He walked into his now-deceased father-in-law's home, and saw him slumped over, dead. He continued through the destroyed home, and saw what he hoped he would never have to see: Cariana lying on the ground, dying. He rushed up to her, trying his best to keep her alive, but her injuries were all internal, and proved to be fatal. She managed to give him one last kiss, and then went limp. And he let all of his grief, and sadness, pour out at once. Now slowly waking up from this months old memory, which he still wasn't completely over, while he wasn't completely bawling, he still could feel a couple of tears, slide down his face. He extended his arm, and squeezed the sheets to his right, wishing for them to suddenly turn into Cariana. But it was of no use. The only certainty: tomorrow, Revan would send him on another vacation.

The next day...

The thing is, Revan simply told Griffin that he was not allowed to be in the Temple, whenever he sent him away for a week. That didn't mean he had to leave Coruscant. Revan saw the logic, and allowed Griffin to stay on Coruscant. He did send his kids away, but other than that, he stayed in his apartment, and went out to dinners, and cantinas. Then one night, he decided to do something he never though he'd do, and he asked around, to find a masseuse. Little did he know, his brothers caught wind of this. They organized for their younger brother to have a relaxing night, of a different kind.

Griffin decided to choose a place, that was a bit nicer, than his own apartment. He rented a hotel suite, a ways east of the senate building. About an hour after checking in, Griffin heard a knock on his door. His masseuse was a beautiful, red skinned Twi'lek. "Hi," she said, in basic. "Everyone calls me Lil. It's short for Lily'ana." She put out her hand. Griffin shook hands with her. "Name's Griffin. Nice to meet you."

"You too. So, are you ready?"

"Is it a problem, if the bedroom's the only place to do this?"

"Not at all. Come on." Griffin was already down to a pair of shorts, with no shirt. He lied down on his stomach, as Lil took some oil, and spritzed a little onto Griffin's back, and rubbed it all around. Griffin let out a breath of relief. As Lil got to work, she talked to Griffin. "So, what do you do?"

"I'm a Jedi."

"Really?" That was when she noticed the lightsaber, on the nightstand. "You guys are allowed to do this?"

"There's no rule that says we can't. Besides, I need something like this, to relieve the stress."

"Of the job?"

"That, and being one of Five Jedi, who were permitted to marry. Not only that, but I had kids. But... their mom is dead, and now I have to raise them, on my own."

"Oh wow. I'm really sorry to hear that."

"Thank you. What about you? How long you been doing this?"

"I'm inexperienced, by a bit. I've only been doing this, two years." Griffin could sense she was a bit worried, about something.

"Is that why you're so nervous?"

She knew she slipped up, somehow. Still, it took her about ten minutes, to do so.

"That easy, huh?"

"Only because I'm a Jedi." He then turned onto his side. "What's going on."

"I... I kind of already knew all of this about you. From you're brothers."

"Where's this going?"

"You're brothers are both frequent clients of mine. They both paid me to come to this suite, and not only massage you, but seduce you. I'm just not sure how to go about seducing a Jedi."

A thought then crept into Griffin's mind. He grabbed Lil's arm, and he could actually feel some heat surge from his hand, and throughout her entire body. Griffin's memory stated: Heated Force Energy = Dark Side. "What if it was me, trying to seduce you?"

Lil shivered, then spoke. "You wouldn't have to try, very hard."

In one swift motion, Griffin pulled her down, and slammed her lips, onto his. It took little, to no time for this kiss to turn passionate, and their hands quickly began to roam each others bodies. After about a minute of this, Griffin pulls of her shirt, and she undoes her bra. Both are then tossed to the side. She then moves on top of him, and leans down, to allow Griffin to play with her breasts. After he was done, she told him to hold still, as she slowly crawled down, keeping a seductive gaze at him, then stopped, right in front of his growing bulge. She takes her pointer finger, and rubs his cock, through her shorts, and boxers, making him harder. Her next move: pulling down his shorts, and boxers, and using her entire hand, to rub his cock, making him get hardest. Closing his eyes tightly, Griffin puts his arms under the pillow, and squeezes the case. Lil then proceeds to kiss his tip, then begins to take his throbbing erection, into her mouth. She slowly bounces her head, up and down, moving her head tails out of the way, and making is breathing more audible, and frequent. When her sucking speed becomes faster, he actually had to use the Force, to spin his lightsaber around, just to keep under control. "Fucking hell, Lil!" He couldn't keep down. She knew that he wouldn't last much longer, like this. She held her head tails back, and went as far down as she could, until she gagged. Then, she let him out.

"You're not cumming before me, Jedi." She said. She crawled back up, a bit, but then was caught by Griffin, who flipped their positions. Now it was his turn. He didn't waste any time, undoing the zipper of her pants, and sliding them, along with her panties, down. She was soaking wet, and he took a moment, to soak up his fingers, in her juices. He then gave her sex a lick, before pressing his tongue right into it. He really was ready to go, and so he got her warmed up, quickly, by finger fucking her, at a high speed, along with allowing his tongue to explore her. "Oh Fuck Griffin! Oh... Yes!" Realizing that at this pace, she wouldn't last much longer, he took his tongue out, and pushed four fingers into her, as far as they would go. He then pulled them out, tasted two, and let her taste the other two.

"Now, I'm gonna make you squirm." He said to her. He wrapped his arms around her legs, and brought her knees up to his shoulders. He then pushed into her, thankful that he found out she's not a virgin. He leaned forward far enough, to put his hands on her face, and kiss her, forcing her to moan into his mouth. It didn't take Griffin long, with her wet pussy, and his throbbing erection, for him to reach a high speed, which cause the sounds of hard skin on skin contact, to fill the room. She had her hands on his muscular arms, but the sex was causing her to lose her grip. Finally she just gave up, and let them fall onto the bed. Their lips then separated. "OH FUCK ME! FUCK ME!" She managed to move her legs, to where they were wrapped around Griffin's waist. He pushed his forehead against hers, and kissed her again. At this point, they were furiously fucking, and wouldn't last a whole lot longer, at this pace. They made it, for another two minutes, before she spoke again. "I want you to shoot it, all over my face."

"You got it." He pulled out, then sat on his knees, on the bed. She got on all fours, and went up to his cock. She sucked it for a bit, but then pushed it straight up, stroked it, and sucked his balls. "Oh Force, Yeah!" Keep stroking baby, keep stroking! OH SHIT!" She then pointed it back to her face, opened her mouth, and shot it all into her mouth. When she realized he wouldn't release any more, she sucked it, again. She then looked up at him, as she was sucking the last traces of their combined fluids from his cock, and mouthed the words, "Thank you." Griffin gave a nod, as he heard her swallow it all. She then got off the bed, and picked up her clothes, heading for the door. Before leaving, she turned around, gave Griffin a seductive smile, and waved at him. He waved back, and she left.

Griffin then laid back on the bed, and his first thought was something very un-Jedi like, "I just fucked a Twi'lek." His next thought, was spoken out loud. "Did I really just have casual sex?" He let out a hard sigh, and followed it up, with a "What am I doing?" and went to sleep.

That was obviously loosely based on the only thing worth mentioning, that I've done, in the past month. By the way, if it's not obvious, I'm not sure I like the person I'm becoming.