A/N I am genuinely sorry I've been gone for so long. But so much has happened in my life. I am married, moved thousands of miles, and am having a great time! Let's hope that I have enough free time to write! Thank you for your patience!
The heat of his palm seeped through her scrubs and thin bra. Rin laid helpless as the massive lord kneaded her sensitive mounds, and stiff nipples roughly. Long fingers rubbed her through the cloth, and pinched her hard. "Ah!", she shouted. The pleasure pain was delicious, but she needed to gain control of the situation. "Sesshomaru, you don't want to do this." Her statement caused his hand to pause, but when she looked at his face, all she saw was amusement.
"Trust me, Rin," he purred sensually, causes her loins to clench, "I definitely want to do this." With a quick movement, his mouth clamped over her left nipple, the cloth soon drenched as his tongue and teeth worked at her already too sensitive peak. Rin cried out, and arched into his mouth, pushing herself further to the pleasure. A deep, throaty chuckle sounded from his throat, the vibration causing her senses to blurr. Releasing the wet scrub from his mischievous mouth, the lord stared deeply into Rin's unfocused eyes. "Truthfully, Rin, do you want me to stop?"
Rin looked up at him, tears coming to her eyes. She was confused by why she was enjoying this molestation, but at the same time panic was reaching her heart quickly with each passing moment. She wanted to get out of the room, and yet stay with this crazed predator.
"Yes," Her pride flared as her voice sounded strong, resolute, and stern without a fault. The look passed quickly, but she was sure hurt passed through the proud mans features.
"Very well," And with that he released her, and sat on his cot. Rin stood up stiffly, shaking the wrinkles out of her uniform, and shaking her long hair out of her ruined bun. The action caught Sesshomaru's attention, "I apologize for bruising such a lovely flower." His tone sounded sincere, but she was confused as to what he was talking about. Her eyes searched his own, and he flickered his gaze to her neck. Realization hit as her hand clamped over her throat, and she jogged to the door. Peering at her reflection in the small observation window, Rin gasped in horror.
Plain as day on her smooth skin, was a huge, purple hickey. That, and the giant wet stain on her breast, it would not be hard for anyone to figure out what had happened. She would lose her job for not stopping him immediately, and Sesshomaru would be given an actual doctor.
"Why are you doing this?" She asked calmly. "I only want to help yo-"
"Help me?" His tone was dry, and a malicious grin touched his features. "I murdered my family, I could have raped and murder you at that moment." She inhaled deeply at the harsh words, one in particularly. Turning towards him in controlled movements, the girl looked him straight faced.
"You seem to overestimate your ability to scare me," Contempt seeped into her bright eyes, now glowing brighter with pride and anger. "Well, let me tell you a bit about myself. I lived with a mentally unstable, murderous time bomb, like yourself, for the majority of my life. I have been beaten, starved, abused, used, sold, bought, and nearly killed. I have been tortured in ways that most humans cannot fathom," his attention was on her fully. He was angered by what had happened to her, but he listened without interrupting. "And you sit there, smugly threatening me with rape, and a could have been rape, as if it should scare me. Listen here, my Lord," she sneered, "you should fear me. I am the one who holds your fate. I am the one that is here to help you, the only one. I am the only one here that wants to help you." Her tone and eyes softened at her ending words, and at her gentle voice stirred an emotion in Sesshomaru that he had not felt in many years.
Though quieted and touched by her words, he looked at her, and wondered what the fuck was wrong with him. He had nearly raped this woman, the only one there to help him. The only one he can talk to, the only one he wanted to talk to. He knew that since the first moment she walked through the door. But he hated that vulnerable feeling of longing, like a child pining for its mother because of its fear of darkness. Yes, he was aroused as he took over her, but when she embraced his shuddering form, his face on her breasts, and the steady beat of her heart was more comforting that anything he had felt. He wanted her to hold him, he was so confused and upset. But his pride shut him up, and with feigned disgust, he asked for her to leave.
Hurt plain as day on her features, the young woman nodded and walked out the door. Both patient and nurse were left with brief tears, and both were filled with emotion that was too confusing for them to process. Sighing, Rin began to walk down the hall. And as her footsteps faded, Sesshomaru's eyes landed on the floor, where Rin's discarded scrunchy was forgotten.
Hot water ran over Rin's sore back, and she help a small mirror to inspect her neck. Makeup would not cover a bruise this size, but she found a few turtle neck sweaters in her closet. Closing her eyes, the young woman thought of the events that had happened only an hour earlier. Why was she so wildly attracted to that madman? A man that could have killed her? With the few boyfriends she had, the relationships immediately ended when physical contact became expected of her. Yet Sesshomaru slapped her, threw her around, molested her, and threatened her, and it caused her body to become hot, and her mind to melt.
If it were a patient, and not herself, she would have told the woman to leave her abusive partner. But this wasn't an unfortunate domestic violence victim, this was Rin. Rin knew that this was wrong, but it still caused her knees to weaken when she imagined his face, and a soreness to her heart when she remembered the anguished look in his eyes. Turning off the water, and getting ready for bed, Rin thanked her lucky stars she had the next day off. And tucking herself into bed, she drifted into a, thankfully, dreamless slumber.