Pain, that was all she felt when she awoke from her slumber. Her head groggy, pounding, the familiar buzz of intoxication still in her veins. Her mother had drugged her again, and as Rin opened her eyes, the horrors of the world slammed into her. Blood drenched the walls like thick, sticky paint, and the TV static was all the illuminated the room. She tried to move, but felt an sharp pain at her abdomen. Clutching the unknown pain, Rin felt that her clothes were wet, and warm. Raising her hand she saw it covered in red.
Panic flashed, and a bubbling scream threatened to erupt. She pushed it down when she finally realized the sickening silence that filled the blood drenched room. "M-Mom?" Her voice came out raspy, thin, and nearly frightened her. No answer came from the apartment. "Mom!" She tried to shout, but the effort caused her wound to hurt and her voice to crack. "What is wrong with my stomach," she whispered absentmindedly, and began to gently roll up her nightgown. Eyes widened as the large, gaping stab wound was revealed. "Wh-what?" Foam began to bubble at the base of her throat, and her eyes began to roll to the back of her head.
I need to get up, she thought to herself. I need to stand up. Rolling her gown back down, and propped up onto her elbows, and began the painstaking effort to stand. A jolt of pain knocked the breath out of her as she felt the wound stretch, and her vision blurred to white. Slowly, she talked herself through the pain, just need to go slowly. Looking around the small living room, Rin felt tears prick at her eyes. Everything was destroyed, and there was too much blood to be from only one person. Clutching at the wall, she made herself to her mother's bedroom. "Mom," she heaved, the strain of talking exhausting her.
Blood... So much blood. Bile rose to Rin's throat, and she vomited all over the carpet. The pain from the heaving causing her to almost faint. There was her mother on the bed, in her pajamas as if she were just getting ready for bed. But all that was left of her was her torso, head, and left arm. Rin now knew where the blood had come from. And as she started wide eyed, and numb, she never noticed the man behind her, butcher knife in hand.
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Rin jumped awake, drenched in sweat. That had been one of many reoccurring nightmares since the day she had calmed Sesshomaru. She did not know why she kept having them, but she shook them off like she used to. "Mom," she said softly, as she pushed her hair back from her face and turning towards her alarm clock, she saw that she had one more hour until it was time for her to wake up. "I guess I can get to work early," sighing, and started to get ready for her day.
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When she arrived to the hospital, only a few cars were in the parking lot. "Wow, I must be really early," she mumbled, and sipped her coffee. The sky was still a bit dark, and luckily no clouds were showing. It had been raining none stop for the past two weeks, and it was hell driving to work. Her mind wandered to Sesshomaru as she walked inside, wondering how he was dealing with this weather when she wasn't around. He snapped out of her shock to find her dead family on a rainy night. During the day he seemed fine, but the night crew reported loud sobs coming from his room. After sighing a million times before even entering the staff room, Rin wondered what the next step should be in her doctor(nurse) patient relationship should be.
The past couple of weeks have been good, but he still never revealed anything to her. As if he were just talking to stall for time until she had to leave. Sango, not being one to hide her support of sexual relationships between patients and doctors, suggested she spend the night with him, as she had with one of her own patients. Rin blushed furiously at the idea even now, but all dirty thoughts were knocked out of her quickly when she ran into Sesshomaru's younger half-brother, Inuyasha.
"Watch where you're fucking going, will ya?" He let out a shout as they collided. Rin scolded herself, she kept running into people when she was daydreaming. "Why are you even here so early, you're not due to arrive for a while?" Eyeing the young woman with suspicion, Rin was finally able to look at the boys face. He was handsome, not nearly as much as his brother of course, but he had a charming look to his face. His hair was black, compared to his brothers near white blonde, but his eyes were the same gold amber. It was a bit unnerving to look at directly, so she looked at his body as he began to complain about her spending too much time with his brother. His hair, long like Sesshomaru's, was tied into a high ponytail, wild locks of black tumbling down broad, youthful shoulders that connected to naturally muscular arms. He was short, however, a bit shorter than herself, but he was built sturdy and strong. Overall, a very attractive young man with an obnoxious, cocky personality. But her eyes did linger on the plain gold band on his ring finger. Sango had mentioned that she only hired him due to the fact that he was married to her best friend. "Yo, nurse, are you even listening to me?"
Snapping to attention, Rin shined her brightest bullshit smile, and mumbled an apology and said that she had to work. Leaving the heated male nurse to curse alone, grabbing a tray of freshly made breakfast from the friendly lunch ladies, Rin finally reached Sesshomaru's room. Butterflies threatened to make her nauseous as she stumbled to open the door, but calmed as she saw that he was still asleep on his cot. Man, how fucking early am I? she thought with a bit of amusement. A warmth in her belly erupted when she saw that his long limbs slumped off the bed, him being too tall to fit aroused her in a strange way. She fought hard for his right to remain unrestrained, and they finally allowed it the night before. Sitting on the chair next to his cot, Rin began to gently pet the hair away from his face.
A furrow formed at his brow, and a small groan escaped his parted lips cause Rin to bit her bottom lip. Sango's words echoed in her mind, and with a heated face, she leaned down. Her eyes were squeezed shut, and she could feel his breath on her lips. Gently, she pressed her mouth onto his, and a moan of delicious satisfaction escaped her throat. Rolling her tongue over his lips, and diving gently into his mouth, she could feel her groin tighten, and dampen at her lewd actions. She felt the large man begin to stir in his sleep, but she couldn't stop herself from cupping his cheek, and kissing him deeper.
Sesshomaru took a while to understand what was happening to him, but as Rin's familiar scent, and her throaty moans flooded his senses, he began give into her advances. Lifting himself up from the cot, but never breaking the kiss, ha palmed her cheek gently as he twirled his tongue with her own. Soft hands pressed into his chest, rubbed his back, and ran over his taunt stomach. Rin was putting her all into this, and she was loosing herself in the sensation of this man. As the lord sat up completely, he was taken by surprised when the young woman straddled his lap, and the feeling of heat from her pussy on his erection nearly had him to climax. "Fuck, woman, what did I do to deserve this," he growled into her kisses, teeth clashing with her own. Her response was pressing herself further into his lap, grinding softly onto him. "Shit," he groaned, head thrown back, exposing his throat for Rin to bite and kiss.
Two large hands grasped at Rin's round, plump bottom, and kneaded and spread her cheeks until the sensation became too erotic for her to handle. "Oh god, Sesshomaru." She gasped as he began to thrust upward onto her clitoris, dry fucking her until she was whimpering. "Please," she begged, causing him to stop, and her to groan in frustration.
"What do you want me to do?" His sexy, deep voice whispered into her ear, nibbling at her lobe. She couldn't speak, she was too busy feeling him touch her. "I think I know what you want, sweetheart." Taking her by the waist, and lifting her, he eyed the crotch of her scrubs. A large wet stain from her arousal made him harder than he had ever been. Kneeling before her, he rolled her top up slowly, but a scar he had never noticed before caused him to falter for a moment. But instead of stopping to ask, he gently kissed the scar, causing Rin to jump. "It's alright," he cooed sensually, and she relaxed. Pulling her scrubs down from her full, round hips, an amused smile crossed his face. Light pink underwear covered with cartoon cats was what he was met with, and a wet spot that was gradually getting higher. Thick, soft thighs he wanted to nibble and caress until she was begging for release was the second thing he had noticed.
Finally, hooking his fingers through the cute panties, he pulled them quickly down to her knees. He felt her jolt in surprise, and an evil smile spread across his face. "Spread your legs," he commanded, and he kissed one of her thighs.n
"Wh-What?" She sounded startled, looking down at him and being met with the most erotic sight of a handsome man kissing her thighs and soft pubic hair. A hearty growl caused her thighs to immediately part, and a whimper of anticipation escaped from her. A chuckle sounded from his throat, and he placed one of her legs over his shoulders, and supported her with the arm from the same side.
"Now," he said as his mouth was near her quivery sex, Rin feeling his hot breath. "Look at me, and don't you dare look away."
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A/N ah yes, my writing can jump from traumatic to erotic, but this is actually how I think the real Rin might think. Not the erotic part, but I feel as if she shakes off her painful memories, and goes on with her day as if they're not much. That is until she has to face them. Anywhooooo, enjoy this slightly longer chapter. :)