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A month later
Austin's POV
"Ally..." I say and she squeezes my hand. "Do you want me to get the doctor?" She asks me and I shake my head. "No, I need to talk to you." I tell her and she nods as Trish and Dez leave the room. "I'm sorry." I say and she looks at me in confusion. "About what?" I chuckle when she asks.
"Everything. The pain I put you through. The things I make you do are ridiculous. I didn't help with Ariana, just like you said. I should've helped out a lot more. You keep coming back to me but I don't get why. I've hurt you so much and all you do is give me love. I don't deserve you and if I could take back anything from the past, I would. I'm a horrible father to Ariana. I'll never regret having her, she's perfect but I'll regret not being there for her. And you. I'm a horrible fiancé. I shouldn't do this to you. I think..." I trail off, squeezing my eyes shut. "I think that we should just break up..." I say, crying, looking down and my hands. "Austin, don't do this to yourself. Don't do this to me." She says and I cough, trying to clear my throat. "I'm doing it for you Ally. You deserve better than me." I tell her and she shakes her head. "No!" She screams. "No Austin! I don't want anyone but you! I only love you and leaving me won't help! Leaving me is just gonna leave me to raise Ariana by myself! Please Austin. This will hurt the both of us..." She says and I sigh. "But..." I try to reason and take a deep breath. 'She loves you...' I repeat over and over in my head until I nod. "I love you..." I say.
Two Months Later...
"You may go home now Mr. Moon..." The doctor says and I smile. "You finally get to go home Austin!" Ally tells me and I nod. "Finally!" I say, getting up for the first time in six months. I grab the clothes that Ally had bought for me and go into the bathroom. I'm still a little sore but other than that, I'm perfectly fine. I grab the shirt and put it over my head. "D*** it..." I curse to myself as I realize that my shirt is backwards. "Alls?" I call out and she calls back worriedly. "What? Are you okay?" I laugh. "Yeah, just... Stuck..." I say and she laughs with me. I've been so much happier since I stopped cutting. I just needed to learn how to be happy. I was forcing myself to be upset by cutting myself. "Can I come in?" She calls and I call back a yes.
"Oh what am I gonna do with you?" She asks and I laugh. "You're going to help me with my shirt...?" I ask her and she nods, pulling off the inside out and backwards shirt off my head. When it's fully off, I see her eyes full with tears. "Ally... It's over. I promise." I tell her and she nods. "I don't even want to cut anymore Alls!" I say and she smiles at me, leaning up and kissing me. She looks away embarrassed but I don't know why. I grab her behind the waist and spin her around, both of us laughing. "I love being happy again..." I say with a smile and she leaps up and pulls me in for a hug. "You have no idea how happy it makes me to hear you say that..." She trails off and I put my face in her hair, breathing in her strawberry scent. She pulls away and I frown. "Don't you wanna go home?" She asks and I nod eagerly. She pulls the shirt over my head correctly* this time and we both walk out of the bathroom.
"You guys need to do some wedding planning." Trish tells us and we both smile. "I know." We say simultaneously and we all laugh. "I know it's Ariana's birthday but... I was thinking we could get married on our anniversary, you know? Ariana is the flower girl and the wedding reception is for Ariana's birthday." I say and everyone 'aw's including Dez, which makes me roll my eyes. "You are adorable..." Ally says pinching my cheeks and I glare at her. "Let's get on a plane to New York because I wanna go home..." I say and everyone nods. "Us too..."
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We walk into the apartment and I smile. "Ally, if we're getting married in less than a year, I have to tell my family..." I internally groan and lean my head back in frustration. That's gonna be one nice family reunion. The only person I've seen since I moved to New York is my mom. That's it! Now my cousins, Rocky, Ryland, Riker and of their band members, Ratliff. I haven't seen them since I turned twelve. That's when they became famous and then I became famous, which made it even harder to keep in touch with them. "Your mom already knows, so that's good..." Ally trails off awkwardly and I shrug. "Yeah but still... It's not my cousins I'm worried about, it's my dad. He'll never approve!" I say and she shrugs. "Will his opinion change your mind on anything?" She asks me, not looking at me in the eyes. "Of course not but he's my dad. Of course I want him to approve of my fiancé and child..." I say and she nods. "I know, you'll do great. Invite them next weekend, okay?" She asks and I groan but nod anyway.
"Hey Ar?" I ask but she keeps walking toward her bedroom. "Ari?" I ask again but she quickens her pace. I turn to Ally in question and she shrugs her shoulders. "Ariana." Ally says and she turns around, a pout of her face. "Yes mommy*?" She asks, emphasizing 'mommy'. "Daddy's trying to talk to you." She tells Ari and she shrugs. "Ari, c'mere..." I say, walking toward her in my crouched down position but he takes a few steps back, shaking her head. "No daddy." She says and I look at her in confusion. "That's no way to speak to your daddy..." Ally tells her and he shrugs again. "Sweetheart..." I try again and she walks around me and into the kitchen. "Why won't you talk to me girly?" I ask and she sits down in the tile, puffing. I sigh, walking toward her and go to lift her up but she screeches. "Go 'way! I hate you daddy!" She screams, running past me and into her bedroom. "What?" Ally asks out loud at the same time I did.
I jog to her room and open the door. "Ari, what's wrong?" I ask her and she lets out a sob. "Never talk to me and you miss my birfday..." She says and I cringe. I hear Ally gasp from behind me and she runs up behind me to hug me. I pull her around me to hug her and I look at Ari. "I know honey, I'm sorry. Daddy was sick though." I tell her and she moves a little closer to me than before. "How come when I sick I walk?" She asks and I sigh. "Daddy got hurt in his side so he couldn't walk." I tell her and she scoots a little closer to me. "I see you boo boo?" She asks and I look at Ally and she nods, shrugging. I pull up my shirt and show her the scar. "What it from?" I freeze in my spot and feel Ally stiffen behind me. "Well... I was fooling around with... Um scissors and... I fell- because I was... Running!" Yeah that works... "Daddy I sowwy! You otay?" She asks and I nod. She comes all the way to me and hugs me. I put my hand in her short blond curls. "So you wuv me?" She asks and I laugh. "What did I say to you everyday? I love you..." I start and she smiles. "To the moon and back." I smile and nods, pulling her in for another hug but she sighs. "I tired..." She states, yawning in the process. "Okay, I'll tuck you in..." I say and I pull the covers over her and tuck it underneath her chin which makes her smile. "I love you..." She says and I kiss her forehead. "To the moon and back..." I say and lay steps in. "Forever..." We all join in. "And always." Ally kisses her forehead before turning on her nightlight and walking out the door, me close behind.
"We have to go back to work Austin..." She says and I nod. "I know, that means Ari has to start going to daycare..." I say and she sighs. "Yeah, I'm gonna put her in the one Aust goes to." She says and I go to hug her. "When does she start?" I ask and she groans. "Tomorrow... Which means we have to go back to work tomorrow!" She says, faking her enthusiasm which makes me laugh. "I miss singing though." She says which makes me laugh harder. "Being honest, me too..." I say and she leans on her tippy toes to kiss me. "Now let's go to bed, we have to be at the studio at 7 tomorrow with the new schedule." She tells me and I feel my eyes almost fall out of my head. "Seven in the morning?!" I whisper-yell, not wanting to wake up Ari. She nods and I groan, walking to out bedroom and hopping in, Ally doing the same shortly after. "Goodnight Austin." She says and I kiss her on the lips one more time before I put my arms around her waist. "Goodnight Alls..."
