Song for this chapter, Devil's Backbone, The Civil Wars.
As the minutes passed, and Sesshomaru's breathing deepened, the horror of what just happened slowly washed over Rin. Here she was, thighs sticky with cum, under the heavy arm of a sleeping, unstable (alleged)killer. She froze, suddenly very uncomfortable with the situation. I need to leave, now. Moving as quickly as she could without waking the slumbering giant, Rin moved his arm, jumped up, and glanced down at herself. Clenching and unclenching her fingers at the sight, she had to take a calming breath. There were reasons she kept males at arms length when it came to physical relationships, and now Rin felt as though the world were crashing around her. Tears were blurring her vision, and she stiffly cleaned herself up before leaving the room.
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Sesshomaru felt her get up, heard her gulping, teary breathing, and kept his eyes glued to the wall as she got dressed. He was sure she thought that he was sleeping, and when the door was shut quietly, he let out a weary sigh. Running a large palm over the space she had just vacated, he couldn't help but let his thoughts run over what they had just done. In normal circumstances, he would never have taken Rin to his bed, but, he rationalized, these circumstances were far from normal. Running his tongue over his sharp teeth, he thought about the other troubles that ail him. He wasn't too fond of his half-brother, but he was the family he had left, and the only thing he had left to protect. Inuyasha was the only reason Sesshomaru stayed in this ancient hellhole.
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When Rin entered her apartment, she zipped her way to the shower, stripping down on her way. Dropping the handful of clothing into her hamper, she sat on the ground of her bathroom and wept. She had not expected things to go this far. She cursed her impulsiveness, cursed Sango's subtle permissions, cursed Sesshomaru's ability to turn her mind and body to mush with just his words. I've been through so much, and I've worked so hard, she thought sadly as she turned on the water, I'm not going to let my stupid hormones get in the way of my goals. She sighed deeply, Even if that means I can no longer treat Sesshomaru...
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AN: What's this? An update on the fanfic I hate? Mystery? What does Inuyasha have to do with Sesshomaru's stint in the Asylum? Will Rin continue treat Sesshy? Will my daughter even sleep through the night so I can write these damn fics more often!? Find out on the next episode of Dragon Ball Z!