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"Alls, when do I get out of here?! Ugh! This is this the longest time I've been in the hospital for anything!" As you can tell, I'm getting frustrated. I'm completely fine. "Austin. You've been in here for less than two months." She tells me and I scoff. "Specifics, specifics..." She laughs softly and so do I. "I really need to talk to you." She says and I raise my eyebrows. "Yeah?" She sighs and looks around the room. "Look Austin, you have to promise me that... No matter what happens, you're not going to start any of these things again." I groan and sigh. "Look Ally, this time... I didn't do anything. Yeah, I was a little upset but I didn't try to kill myself this time." She sighs and pulls away from me. "Ally..." She stands up. "No. You need to hear this and if you're distracting me, I can't say it." I nod and she takes a deep breath.
"Look, you say you were fine but in reality, you weren't. You were miserable and you even said that the only reason why you hadn't killed yourself yet was because of your mom and this time, you said it was because of rehab. I just need you to be okay because we always end up back together so why do you always end up leaving? And you need to eat Austin. Really, are you feeling any better?" I shrug. "Look, I'll be fine. I won't leave anymore, okay? And I can't eat Ally, I don't know what to do." She sighs and looks into my eyes but retreats. "I think Dez and Trish are here." I tilt my head a little. "How would you know?" I ask and she laughs a little, shrugging. "Mothers instinct." Right then, Trish and Ari walk in and I stare at Ally. "Woah... You freak!" I joke and she slaps my arm.
"Hey Austin, how are you feeling?" Trish asks and I smile. "Great actually but I want to go home. Like. Seriously." She laughs. "well Ari wanted to say hi to you before she went to school." I look down at her, holding Trish's hand. "Hi daddy..." She says shyly and I laugh. "Hey sweetie, c'mere..." She runs over to me and I lift her up, making airplane sounds and she squeals. "Have a good day at school baby..." I kiss her on the cheek and she smiles. "I'll see you later?" She asks and I nod. "Yep, love you sweetheart." She kisses my cheek back. "Love you too!" She jumps off of me and runs to Trish. "Hey, where's Dez?" I ask and she sighs, looking at me with a clear message in her eyes. "Well, tell him I said hey..." She nods, grabbing Ari's hand and walking out the door.
"I feel bad for him..." I say and she gives me a 'really?' Look. "Why? I mean... Yeah I forgave him but, don't you remember what he did to you?" I nod. "Of course I do but I told you, I admire him for that. The fact that one person could tell me straight up how... How horrible I am... I know- I know that you've must have thought those things about me too before but... You've never said them. You never would and even though I love you more than anything, I admire Dez for saying those things to me and... I've never hated him for what he said or what he did or why he did it. I deserved it, you know it, I know it, he knows it... Whether you admit to yourself or not, I deserved it..." She's in tears by the end and I give her a smile and laugh. "You cry at the silliest things..." She laughs through her tears with me. "You're just so amazing and you don't see yourself clearly..." I roll my eyes. "You don't see yourself clearly." She rolls her eyes and sighs. "I'm always crying." She states, kind of annoyed. "At least I'll be here through this one. I promise. If there are any more tours, even though I don't know if he'll take me back, you're coming or I'm staying. Okay?" She nods. "Of cou-" the doctor interrupts us.
"Hello, I'm sorry for interrupting. Mr. Moon, you've been told about rehab and meeting here, correct?" I nod and he continues. "Well, your eating situation is slightly... Difficult." I groan but nod anyway. "You have to eat little bits at a time even if you throw up. At first, were gonna give you an orange and it'll gradually get bigger meals until you can eat properly again." I nod and glare at the doctor as he turns around to walk out. "Austin, you heard him. Eat the orange." Ally pushes it closer to me and I glare at her. "C'mon, it's only juice. That's why it's the first thing. I know you're hungry Austin. Please..." She begs and I sigh, grabbing one of the peals. I stick it in my mouth and chew slowly. "S***..." I mutter and I run to the bathroom.
I come back minutes later and Ally's looking at me with sad eyes. "Don't worry. I'll be fine." She gets up and goes into the hallway. What? Where'd she go? I lay back down and Ally's already back with a doctor and I glare at her again. "Austin, you're going to have to keep eating and throwing up to build up your immune system again." I sigh and sit up. I grab the orange and eat half of the peal, groaning. "Eat the next half." He instructs and I do and don't have to run into the bathroom. Hmm... Work slow, I guess? "Another?" He asks and I take a bite. I chew on it for a second and as soon as I swallow it, I run to the bathroom. "D*** it." I mutter and walk out. "We progressed a little... Keep doing that!" He walks away again. I make a face at myself in the mirror and grab a toothbrush. I go back into the bathroom, I brush my teeth and finally feel relieved that I don't taste throw up in my mouth. I walk back toward Ally.
"You almost digested something! Are you excited?!" Ally screeches and I laugh. "I'm almost excited." She stops and looks at me like I have two heads. "Almost?" I nod. "Kiss me." She rolls her eyes but bends down to kiss me anyway and my heartbeat quickens again making her pull away and laugh, which makes me sigh. Why do I have to get nervous around her? "You really get nervous around me?" She asks me, small giggles still in her voice. "Don't you remember our first time? Same applies..." I smile at the memory and so does she. We stare at each other and I break the comfortable silence between us. "Gosh, you're so beautiful..." She blushes and I laugh, kissing her again. "I love you." I tell her and she smiles. "I love you more..." I raise my eyebrows. "Is that a challenge?" She shoots back immediately. "No, I just know." I roll my eyes and she laughs. "No, we love each other equally and I know that." I roll my eyes and sigh as she laughs again because of my heartbeat. "Allyyyyyy..." I whine as she's still laughing. "Okay okay, I'm sorry." Her laugh shrinks to a giggle and I groan. "Hmm..." She thinks for a minute and walks over to me.
She bends down and kisses me. My heartbeat quickens a little as always and she moans, which makes it flutter quickly for a second. She gets on the bed and straddles my waist, her hands going to her hair and mine to her hips. My heart is racing now but I don't really care. She grinds her hips into mine and my heart gets a little faster. I groan as she pulls away and she's cracking up. "O-oh my gosh!" She grabs her sides and tilts her head back. "Allyyyy..." I say again and she lifts her head to look at me, still laughing. My heart is back to normal but apparently she doesn't want it to be. She lays next to me and kisses the side of my neck, making her laugh. "Allyson stop." I say, trying to be serious to make a distraction but it doesn't work. It makes her moan. "I love it when you call me Allyson..." She presses her lips to mine and moans. "I love you." She grins into the kiss. "I love you too." She pulls away sighing.
"You know, I'll never understand why you picked me but I'm glad you did." I tell her and she laughs. "I'd explain but you'll just deny so..." I laugh too. "I don't know what I would do without you." I grab her hand, turning it over to kiss her palm. "With or without me in reality," she shakes her head. "I'll always be with you." She groans."Austin, you promised." I nod, sighing. "Ugh I'm not even hurt! This is so stupid*! Alllllyyyyy!" I groan and Ally smiles. "Will you stop it? It'll be awhile." I groan again.
"I need to talk to you..." I raise my eyes brows. "Yeah?" She turns her face aww at from me. "When you left..." I grab her chin gently and force her to look at me. "You can tell me anything you know... Anything." She shakes her head, a tear slipping out of her eye. "You're gonna be m-mad at me..." I sigh and I pull her in for a gentle kiss. "Please..." She pulls away, looking away from me again. "When you left... I... I started doing drugs." I feel my eyes widen and she shakes her head, putting a finger to my lips. "No, let me finish." I sigh but nod. "I started doing the drugs again and then I... I realized I was pregnant... I-I don't know... I think I hurt our baby and... I just can't..." I grab her head in my hands and force her to look at me. "Our baby will be just fine. Do you hear me? Any child that's half mine and half yours..." I put her forehead against mine. "Perfect. Just like Ariana." She gives me a watery smile and I kiss her lightly.
"We're so messed up... I mean- look at us, we're never together." My eyes widen and I cover my ears quickly, now snapping my eyes shut. "No no no. I can't- you promised. You promised Ally. I can't do this without you anymore. I can't breathe without you don't. Please don't. I'll- I'll be around more. I'll take Ari more so you can be alone with Trish. I'll do anything. I swear.* Just don't-" she grabs my hand and smiles at me. I uncover my ears and sigh in relief when she kisses me. "Relax Austin. I'm just saying." I nod and grab her hand. "I-" I get cut off by a doctor walking in. "You're allowed to leave Mr. Moon, here are scheduled times for everyday that are mandatory." I nod my head and he unhooks all of the wires from me. "Just sign out with the secretary." I nod and grab Ally's hand, walking out the door. "Thank you." I tell him and he smiles in response. We check out with the secretary and she explains the appointments again and we finally get to leave.
When we get to the apartment, it's just us and we both sit at the kitchen table and don't say anything. "Ally, I've been meaning to talk to you about this..." She looks up into my eyes and I sigh. "We're going to have to move eventually... I mean, the city is not an ideal place for a child to grow up. I was thinking about staying in New York but the city is just not very ideal." She nods and grabs my hand. "I've been thinking the same thing... I was actually looking at a few houses on Long Island..." I raise my eyebrows and she grabs the laptop from beside her. She types for a minute and then turns the screen to me. "It's a four bedroom house, three bathrooms, a kitchen, dining room, two living rooms and there's a huge basement. It's literally gigantic and the backyard is really big too so when the kids are old enough, we could get a pool." I scroll through the pictures and smile but frown. "What about Dez and Trish?" She sighs and grabs my hand again. "I talked to them about it too but... Ever since the incident, they decided that they're going to stay here or maybe move to somewhere on Long Island but probably not near us. Dez is really torn up about this whole thing Austin... I don't think you're gonna be able to see him anymore. He feels too guilty." I take a deep breath and stand up, walking out of our apartment to theirs. Dez answers the door and stares at me. "Look, if this is about me moving, I don't want to hear about it Austin. I just- I can't live with myself..." He trails off and I groan in frustration. "Dez, I'm fine. Can't you see that?" He shakes his head, mumbling. "You're really gonna throw everything away? We've been best friends since kindergarten. I'm fine Dez, please don't do this to me. To you. To all of us." She steps back, farther into his apartment. "I'm sorry Austin. I have to go." He closes the door and I run a hand through my hair.
"D*** it. Ally, we can't go anywhere without them. Ari will be so upset..." She sighs and clicks a few things on the computer and freezes but smiles. "We officially own a house on Long Island." I smile at her and she gets up and I pull her in for a hug. Gosh, we're moving. "They said we have a month until we have to be there. If we aren't there, they give the money back and sell it to someone else." I take a deep breath but nod. "I guess we should start packing then." She nods but I grab her wrist. "I want to take pictures with Ari first." I bend down and kiss her lips lightly and she giggles. "You tell Trish, I'll tell Dez?" She nods and we both walk out the door. Ally walks down the steps because Trish is getting her nails done and I walk to Dez and Trish's apartment. "Dez, I need to talk to you." I say and just open their door without knocking. He looks up at me from the couch and sighs. "Look Dez, I don't want you to feel bad. I'm fine and the doctors even said I passed out because I didn't have enough energy, not because of blood loss. I barely lost any blood." He just stares at me and I sigh. "Dez, whether you're coming with us... Ally and I are moving." He freezes for a second and then a tear slips from his eye as he nods. "I'll miss you guys." I pull him in for a hug and a tear slips from my eye too. "It doesn't have to be like this Dez..." He nods and we pull away. "It does Austin but I'm happy for you. Keep in touch." We do our handshake and we both laugh through our tears. "Please Dez, just think about it." He sighs but nods. "I gotta go, were gonna start packing and stuff so I need another suitcase for Ari." He nods and I sigh, hugging him again.
My phone starts ringing and it's Ari's daycare. "Hello? Austin speaking." I say and a mans voice comes through the speakers. "If you want your daughter, get to the daycare now. Call the cops and I will kill Ariana. Come alone." I freeze as the man hangs up and I blink a few times. "S***, oh my god." I sprint down the stairs and to my car. I speed to the daycare and sprint into the daycare when I get there, all of the kids are tied up and the adults are passed out in the corner, tied up. My heart is racing as I see the man in the corner with a gun. "You've come." He says as he looks at me and I swallow hard, nodding. "Daddy!" Ari screams and the man grunts, walking up to her and kicking her. "Shut up." She bursts into silent tears and my heart breaks as I try to get to him but I'm tied back.
"Do as I say Moon." I nod, blinking my tears back as he laughs. "Break up with Ally." I freeze and my eyes widen. "You are the man who was blackmailing her." He laughs, nodding and I shake my head. "I can't. I won't." He raises his eyebrows and pulls his gun up, pointing it at Ari. "No! Stop! Please! Please." He brings the gun down and walks toward me, pushing me back. "Then do as I say. Break up with her." He kicks me in the shin and my leg collapses, bring me to the ground. I look into the mans eyes and he laughs and I gasp.
"I know who you are." I tell him and he stops laughing. "Oh really? You think you're that smart?" I stand up again and look into his eyes again. "You're Elliot Hayes." He steps back and puts his gun against my chest. "How did you know that?" I take a deep breath. "Your eyes, your voice. How you went on that date with Ally when I left." He drags the gun up to my throat and I freeze. "What are you going to do? Call the cops and tell them? You'll be dead before you can." He growls at me and I glance over in Ari's direction. She's tied to the wall, curled up in a ball crying. "If you let me and the kids go... I won't tell anyone. We can go back to normal. If you kill me... The cops will find you. You weren't smart enough to hide anything. If you kill me, the cops will come and find your fingerprints." He slowly retreats his gun from me and stares at me. "Let us go." I whisper and he nods. "If you tell anyone, I swear... I will kill you." I nod and he goes to slice the ropes off of me. "Kids first." He nods and turns around. I smirk and pull my phone from my pocket, dialing 911 and quickly hanging up. The cops quickly come and he freezes. "S***. You did this!" He yells at me and looks for his gun. "Put your hands up!" Elliot freezes and looks at the cops that are coming through the door. There's a bunch of yelling and screaming as Elliot is handcuffed and taken away.
"Daddy!" Ari screams and I pull on the ropes. "Will someone untie me? Please?" One of the officers rushes to me and unites me. I sprint toward Ari and untie her, which makes her cling to me sobbing. "Ar, it's okay. It's okay, daddy's got you." I whisper into her ear and she squeezes me tighter. Aust didn't come today, he wasn't feeling well so I go straight to the hospital after we, well I, talked to the police. As we get into the car, Ari finally stops crying. "You okay baby?" She nods silently and I sigh. She hasn't spoken since she called my name. I call Ally as we're still parked and she doesn't answer. "C'mon Alls, when you get this message call me back." I hang up the phone and start driving to the hospital. "Ar, you know you're okay, right? That man is gone." She nods, pulling her arms tight against her chest. "Are you hungry?" She shakes her head no. "Thirsty?" She nods her head and I nod back. "I'll get you apple juice when we get there, okay?" She nods again and I sigh. I pick up the phone and call Ally again. "Hi, you've reached the Moons residence, we'll call you back as soon as possible." I grunt I'm frustration. "Ally, I need you to call me back. Please*. It's-" I'm cut off as she answers. "Austin?" She asks and I sigh in relief.
"Come to the hospital. Don't ask, Ari's in the car... I'll explain everything when you get there." I whisper and I hear Ally's breath get faster. "I'm leaving now." I nod and hang up, getting out of the car and grabbing Ari from her cars seat. She pushes my arms away from her and I look at her in confusion. "What's wrong?" She turns away from me. "Ari, c'mon. I have to get you checked out..." She shakes her head and I sigh, running my fingers through my hair. Why can't she cooperate? I pull her from the car seat and sit her down on the side because she's flailing around. "Ari, stop right now. What has gotten into you?" I ask and she pushes me again and I gently grab her wrists. "Ar, I know that man scared you. That's w-" she cuts me off with her first words since we left. "I hate you daddy!" I freeze and let out a small puff of air. "Why?" She shoves at my hands again and I groan. "You let that man hurt me." She whispers and it feels like my heart just splits in half. "Ari... I... I'm sorry." She stares at me, breathing heavily. "Lets get you inside..." She tugs and shrieks as I pull her. "No daddy! Get off! I want mommy!" I avoid her swings as I pull her through the hospital doors. "Mommy's on her way." When we get inside, Ally is already in the waiting room. Ari flails and kicks to get out of my arms and she sprints to Ally. She gives me a questioning glance and then a shocked disgusted look. What? I didn't even do anything. I saved her. She walks away from me and walking to the front desk with Ari in her arms. I walk beside her but she ignores me the whole time.
Once they check her in, Ally finally talks to me. "How could you? You a******! How could you to that to your own daughter?! I want you out. Go back and pack all your stuff and move as far away as possible. I-" I put my hand over her mouth to cut her off. "What the h*** are you talking about?!" I scream right back at her. Is she really accusing me of abusing Ari? "You know what I'm talking about! Leave. I don't want to hear another word from you." I take a step away from her. "Gladly. If you think I would ever even think about hurting her, maybe I do need to leave. You know me better than anyone else. You know I wouldn't do that. Get your facts straight Ally because you know that I love her more than anything so you know what? Fu** off." I walk away from her immediately, not bothering to listen to anymore. The fact that a thought like that would even cross her mind, kills me. My life is just never ending. I can't stand it. I mean, I never even get to recover before another thing goes wrong. But this time... I'm not going to kill myself. No. I'm just going to get a little drunk.
Okay. I'm a little bit more drunk then I intended but it's okay... I've only thrown up like... Six times. I'm getting into my car because honestly, I think I can make it. I'm fine. (DO NOT DRINK AND DRIVE). I pull out slowly and I think I hit something... Maybe a light pole? I don't know but I keep going. I'm pretty sure that I get to the apartment without hitting anything else and I take the elevator upstairs. I fidget with my keys for ten minutes before I finally get inside. As soon as I'm inside, I hear a blur of yelling but I'm too drunk to even understand what she's saying. I look at Ally for a second before anger replaces what I was feeling a second ago. Her words become more clear.
"Where were you?! I've been trying to call you!" I pat my pockets and shrug. I lost my phone. "I'm here to um... Pack my things... Woah..." I slur to her and almost fall, grabbing the counter. I groan and push myself off the counter and go into our old* room. I grab my stuff and shove it all in a bag, quickly walking out of the room to find a disappointed Ally. "What?" I growl angrily which makes her step back. "You're leaving." I nod. "That's what you want." I turn my head away from her sad eyes. "Ari told me what happened. I'm sorry I ever thought that but-" I take a step closer to her. "But nothing!" I bark at her. "What's done is done! You wanted me out and I'm leaving. You thought and blamed me for hurting my own daughter." I bark at her and she steps back again. "
I am so so so sorry that I haven't updated in so long! I'm having major writers block but I'm trying to keep going. This chapter was really weird and bad and short but I finally updated. And for anyone who's wondering, I do not do drugs. A guest commented something along those lines and I am not offended, I just wanted to let you guys know that I have never done any kind of drug or anything like that. I'm only fourteen. Anyway... If you're still reading, I am so sorry and thank you for not giving up on this story!