They had dinner, it was so good, they talked about little things. " I will stop breast feeding, I talked to my Dr last month and it will be painful, but it should take about a week to a week and a half"
" So I will do everything for him, you don't have to worry about anything, I know that it will be hard to hold him"
" I know that you can't really do that this week, but please do what you can, i would appreciate it "
When they were done, he said he would go take a shower," I will go with you". " Bay why don't you sit in the bedroom and if I need you I will call but i think I can do it myself "
She went upstairs and got his pj's and brought them to the bathroom. She puts the shower on and gets him a towel.
When she hears the shower turn off she is standing by the door, " Bay " , she walks in " took everything I had to put my boxers on". She takes his hand and walks him to the bedroom, she dries him and put on his pants, she goes to the bathroom and gets the cream and bandages.
They go into the living room, she helps him sit. She gets his medicine and water then she goes to do the dishes.
She walked to his room and got his book sack and brings it to him, " want to try and study, your mom got my test moved to Thursday, I'm sure she got your tests backed up to".
"I took that math class in Chicago, I can help you study " he signed.
They studied for an hour, she could see his eyes were drooping. " Let's go to bed " , she picked his arm and put it around her.
She walked upstairs with her pj's and changed, when she got to her room he was already sleeping. The pain medicine was working to good, she new how stubborn he was, probably would not want to take it any more.
He was snoring already, she kisses him on the forehead. " love you so much " , she new he was sleeping but it was so good to hear, she new he meant it.
She woke up about four hours later, her breasts were hurting, she goes sit in the chair and expresses a little it was going to be a rough week.
She gets back into bed with her back to him she closed her eyes. He must have felt her because he hugged her from behind, just like he held her so many times, just like he held Abby. She cried till she fell asleep.
He woke up and saw how he had her in his arms, he hoped that she had not noticed. He went to the bathroom, when he was done he walked up to her side of the bed and sat next to her. He wondered what she was dreaming about, what was going on in that beautiful head .
He goes into the kitchen to get him some water, and sits at the table, her sketch pad was there. He always new not to look in there when she wanted him to see something she would show him, they were her private thoughts. He opened it, and he cried it was from when she had went to Italy, there were so many of them, she would sketch so she could paint them.
He got to he middle of the book, it was him with Abby, how he wished he could rip that page out. He looked at a few of them , one of them had a razor blade with her laying down, it looked like it had blood on it. All of the rest of the pictures were of him and Eli, he remembered one of them he did not want to fall asleep he walked him around, to think that she had been up to see that.
He walked into the room and got his pillow, he was going to sleep on the sofa he would probably hold her again if he slept with her.
She woke up the light was coming through the window, she looks to the side he was gone and his pillow too.
She goes to the living room and sees him sleeping on the sofa, she feels his forehead to see if he was warm. He opens his eyes " good morning ".
"What are you doing in here, you were having trouble sleeping with me " she signed.
"I don't know how to say this, I woke up and I was holding you, I am so sorry "
She hugged him, " I woke up and my breast were hurting, I got back in bed you put your arms around me, I know that you were out "
"I will fix your breakfast and get your medicine "
He did not know what to think, he felt so much love in that hug .