They were so happy to get to the cabin, Eli was so bad, he wanted to walk the whole time. Emmett had fussed him so he cried on the way back. It was like he was much older than ten months, he wanted Bay and would not even look at Emmett.
She fed him and rocked him till he fell asleep. " I am so happy that you will be the disciplinarian, he will love me more now ", she signed. He picked her up and brought her to the bedroom " I am gonna make you pay for saying that". He started kissing her, he had her up against the wall, her legs were wrapped around his waist.
"You want me baby" she said, he put her on the bed," absolutely " he signed. She laughed, " you will have to wait until are honeymoon ".
" How can we have that, we have Eli, I doubt he will allow it" he signed. She climbed onto his lap, " Regina and Daphne are coming, they said they will bring Eli home so we can have a few days to our self ".
"Really I can think of a few things to do to you over a few days ", he signed. She laughed, " I need to take a nap too, someone kept me up late last night ".
"Take a nap then I will go start packing and washing clothes, do you know that we will be together forever ", she laughed " forever ".
He was washing clothes, he got a text from Abby " Skype with me ASAP I really need to talk with you ".
"I am marring Bay on Sunday, I finally have the love of my life back, I have no reason to ever speak to you again".
" Please " she sent, he got her computer out , he really did not want to speak to her, she was a big mistake how he wished he could take it all back.
He packed his bag, he would have to break her heart for the fifth time, the tears would not stop. Eli woke up and went with Emmett, he had forgiven him or just forgot . He put him in front of the TV and put on a movie, he loved this one and it would keep him for a while.
Bay woke up, " ready to go the dolphin boat ride starts in thirty minutes ", she looked at him and she could tell he was crying, "what's wrong baby".
He couldn't stop, " I need to talk please let me ". She sat down next to him, something must be very wrong.
"Remember when we went to the. park after my surgery, we had the best time, and I said I had to tell you something ", tears were rolling down his face. " You asked me if it would make you more happy or less happy, I said less, you said that you loved me and you did not want to know ".
" I still don't want to know baby we are so happy, why are you bringing that up now ". She was wiping the tears. " I have to tell you, I have to break your heart again".
She looked at him ," we are about to get married I love you".
" I called every one and told them it was canceled, I love you so much but you won't want me after I tell you".
She held his hand, "I was going home in two days from Chicago, all I could think about was getting you back, my mom went with you to one of your appointments " , he had to stop he could not stop crying.
"She sent me a picture of you, you looked so sad , pregnant like the world was against you". He showed her the picture, " Josh was with me, I started crying, I could not help you Bay".
She sat on his lap and hugged him, " I love you then and now baby, you can't tell me anything that will make me stop ".
" I got drunk, Josh brought some jack daniels, I was in another place I felt like I had destroyed you".
" He left, to tell you the truth I wanted to die, I fell asleep on the couch, I wanted to forget about everything I destroyed everything we had, I has sex with Abby ".
She was still on his lap with her eyes closed, " it doesn't matter baby, I don't care I broke your heart too, I still want to marry you".
"Bay im so sorry, in February she had a baby, it was mine, I got her pregnant". She got off if his lap, " how could you not have told me sooner, Eli has a brother or sister, how can you want to be with me when you have another family".
" I just found out she called me the baby has a rare form of anemia, she wants me to get my bone marrow tested in Chicago , so I could donate it to the baby".
" Chance is the baby's father, he was there through the pregnancy, he knew that there was a chance that it was mine, but he took care of her".
"Is that why your bag is packed, are you going to go", he rubbed her face with the back of his fingers " I thought you would kick me out, he took care of her the way I should have for you".
And with those words she realized that she had to take the blame for everything, if she would have only listened, there worlds would be perfect. She gets up and goes back into the bedroom, about twenty minutes later she comes out with her bags packed.
"We have a flight to Chicago in about five hours, pack for Eli and I will see what's in the dryer ". He looks at her, " I love you, we have to go see about your child, I will marry you if you still want me ".
" I never deserved you, I love you so much baby".