Four days had passed, and he was doing fine. Eva was allowed to come home in two days they would both be admitted to the hospital, he would be out patient, and if everything went ok she would only have to stay for one night.
Bay paid for his shots and the transplant, she figured that was the least she could do, Eva and Eli played all of the time. They all got along so well, Eva was very shy and it took her awhile to like Bay, but Emmett tried to stay away from her. Of course it did not work she would not leave him alone, but he was very careful not to make Chance angry.
Emmett cooked his meatloaf, they signed instead of talked, Chance was doing very well he knew what they were saying but had trouble answering them.
Bay and Emmett had not made love since they were staying there, Bay was uncomfortable being there but was grateful not to be in the hotel. Bay slept on Emmett's chest every night, he just held on to her, and was did thankful that everything was going good between her and Abby.
It was his last day of shots, and he was throwing up when the got him to there house. Emmett would not put him down, he was so nervous. Bay talked to the Dr and they gave him what he said, and he finally fell asleep.
When he woke up you couldn't tell anything was wrong with him before, but Emmett would not talk to anyone, he felt so bad that his son had to go through that. Eight o'clock they were all in bed they had to be at the hospital for five.
At midnight Bay woke up, a nightmare but it was different than the other ones, he held her by the hair and told her what he was going to do to her. She woke Emmett up but he kissed her and went back to sleep. She got out of bed and grabbed her sketch pad, she goes sit on the back patio and tries to relax.
She cried for about an hour, the only thing he touched was her hair, but what he told her. She finally realized that today of all days was the worst day of her life. How could she have forgotten, happiness was what she had before carrying there first child, and he took it all away from her.
She dries her tears, why let him bring you down again, he left his marks on her inside and out. The picture she was drawing was Eli and Eva, when they were together you could tell they were siblings, the same eyes only hers were green.
Chance goes outside," couldn't sleep " he asks. She smiles at him " sign only "
"I was worried about what's going to be happening, but I have a bad habit ", he pulled out a cigarette. " I've seen worse " she signed.
" You mind if I ask why you are up, I don't want to pry ", she laughed " you are doing very well about three years before I learned pry " she signed.
" I was having trouble sleeping, figured I would draw, this is for yall so I can't show you yet".
" Can we talk about something " he signed, Bay put her sketch pad to the side. " Sure I know there is alot to say, I have forgiven him if I would have just listened to him at the hotel that night , you would be Eva's father".
" I kicked his ass, and left the love if my life when I saw that picture, but all I could think about was you ".
"Emmett told me what happened to you, and all I could think about was how you felt walking into that room, and what you were going through ".
" My life was over, I just found out I was pregnant, he broke my heart for the fourth time".
" Now yall are engaged I respect you a lot for finding out about this and still marring him".
She smiled " I asked him to marry me the night before Abby called, he was so lost, he figured it was over".
"You forgave him, may I ask why", " it was all my fault, when he came to the hotel I knew nothing had happened between them, but my anger was the reason I sent him that picture ".
" He said something when he was telling me about Eva, you were there for Abby through out her pregnancy, the way he should have been there for me".
" Well let me tell you what happened when he showed me that picture, I left and went stay with a friend of mine, we would talk but she should have known better than it be in bed with him".
"The night that they slept together I went out with an old girlfriend, we talked about Abby and I loved her so she said I should go back to her".
"What I didn't know was she was at the same restaurant with friends, she saw and we all know what happened ".
" I kept on calling her but she would not answer, a two days later I went to her apartment and told her that I still loved her and there was nothing to forgive her for".
" Well I bet you were surprised to hear about what happened", she signed. " I left and drove to KC to kill him, when I pulled up outside of his house the ambulance was there, he tried to kill himself ".
She had tears in her eyes," I just found out about that, if I had known I really don't think I could have made it through , we were just so broken".
He walked up and hugged her, " but just look at us now both with the people we love", he said.
"Come on lets go to bed, we have to be up in three hours to go to the hospital " he signed. She shook her head no, " can't sleep ".
He sat down " you know him a psychologist, you can tell me and it will be between us".
" I had a nightmare, since I went to Italy it was my fifty first one, they usually are not bad but I have trouble going to sleep afterwards ".
" Do you feel comfortable telling me what they are about, maybe I can shed some light on why you are having them".
She wiped the tears from her eyes," I know exactly why I had this one, its the anniversary of my rape".
"I guess I should say my second rape ". He closed his eyes, he never expected her to say that.
"Bay you have to know how much I respect you, if Emmett had not told me I would have known ,I think that you are doing so good, and what ever you need I will help you".
"You know what I think I will go wake up Emmett, I can usually sleep in his arms". She hugs him and goes into the house.