58. The Mess I'm In...

Tomoe gasped as their lips pressed together; his moan went throughout the air and her fingers ran through his white hair. He sighed at the feeling in his chest, his heart was throbbing. He liked this..

This kiss.

He sighed and kissed her deeper, for the first time actaully wanting to kiss something; actaully not caring what the outcome would be. He bite down on her lip and she gasped out in shock.

That was until he felt something pinch his ear and scream out, " WAKE UP! YOUR MAKING OUT WITH YOUR PILLOW AND NANAMI-CHAN MIGHT COME IN!"

The foxes eyes jerked open as the voice freaked him out; he gasped out and was surprised to fall off the bed.. Again. He groaned as the covers fluttered over him and when he opend his eyes he saw Mizuki examining his pillow. He glared at him as Mizuki gasped ad shook his curly haired head,

" Your fangs marks are in the cloth! Your naughty fox! Your gave a pillow your mate mark!" He blushed and cringed as Tomoe sat up and extended his claws. He was embarrassed but he knew that mark was just from kissing who knows who it was in his dreams. It was not a mate one! He growled ferally, his eyes slit form the affects of the dream.

Mizuki saw this and stepped back before Tomoe's growl turned deadly and his claws hit the carpet right in front of the snakes' foot. Mizuki blinked before Tomoe started to pant and bury his face in the cloth like carpet. The snake stared down at him in shock and Tomoe tried to catch his breath.

What was that? He didn't know.. Maybe the dream got to him? Or maybe he was easily angered now that it was full moon week? He nearly sliced Mizuki's leg off and Tomoe knew he would never do that. No matter how much he was angery at his father..

Mizuki sighed, " You look confused, You'll probably be moody. Which means I should stay back from you." he stepped back melodramtically. he threw his hands about and sighed,

' It was so sad! Seeing you sighing and groaning as you licked your pillow! Oh the humanity-! WAIT! " He gasped, " We AREN'T HUMANS!" He slapped his head and gasped in shock, " WHICH MEANS!"

Tomoe growled, " Shut up while your ahead.."

" WHICH MEANS! YOUR AN ANIMAL!" He gasped and grasped his heart before Tomoe nearly lunged towards hi and screamed, ' SHUT UP! ' He fumed and stayed in his ground. He was slightly fuming though..

Mizuki didn't have to tease him when it came to this; it was already annoying enough! He cursed to himself as Mizuki sighed and then bit his lip. Tomoe didn't know what was wrong with him though, He was annoyed and his head was hurting him.

His head hurt so the fox turned his back on the snake, sat on his bed and fell back with a loud moan. He groaned and then turned on his side. The snake sighed and stared at him slightly annoyed,

" Are you going to mope all day because of your hormones are so wacked up?" He huffed.

Tomoe rolled his eyes and buried his head in his pillow, " Leave me be..I'm to tired." He groaned out in pain and Mizuki sighed.

" Isn't your Grandmother comgin today? And shoudl't you get a new pillow? She'll probably slap you for your perverted dreams. Remember she is the goddess of the Past and Present." He smirked and Tomoe sent him a glare for mentioning his pillow and his teeth marks.

Tomoe ran his tongue over his sharp teeth and then grimaced, He felt liek an idiot and his head was pounding. It had to be his concussion and he coudln't forget about his wounded leg and how he was having a full moon night fever.

He heard that all foxes got full moon night fevers; Tomoe hated it and his temperature was so high that his body felt like it was roasting and burning into the bed. If someone stepped back they could see the steam rising off of him.. The snake coudl tell that he was burning up with fever but he didn't know what to do.

It was hard to imagine that Tomoe was feeling this badly just because of full moon night. The snake huffed out a sigh before looking out the window, " It might rain today."

"GREAT!" Tomoe hissed out in anger. Mizuki sighed, Yep, It was DEFINATLY his Full Moon Week. He looked ticked at the weather now. The snake sighed..
So this is what it was like to live with the Mikage's?

Tomoe pulled a shirt on and made his way into the kitchen; he sighed and opened the fridge. He reached for the orange jiuce and noticed it was full and new. He blinked; trying to think who had went shopping without him knowing.

He looked up at the clock and then cursed, It was pretty late in the day. How had he slept like that again? He leaned his head into the fridge and sighed, enjoying the air.. Until someone came and slapped him against his butt.

Tomoe yelped in shock as he jerked his head up. He hit hsi head as he yanked his up and he banged his ear on the side on the fridge. He moaned out in pain but he was far to focused on who touhed his tail; he jerked around, his face blooming a new shade of pink.

Who was there shocked him; he blinked when he saw His Grandmother laughing to herself. She was chuckling as she folded her arms and Tomoe blushed even brighter,
" S-Sobo...' He whined out in embarrassment; he whimpered and then old woman sighed as she waddled over to him and patted his head. He whined and winced when she hugged him and patted his head as he sighed heavily.

" You've been going through a lot huh?" She sighed as Tomoe nodded; He sighed.

Thsi was his Sobo; he coudl tell her anything. She was the only person that understood him more then his father. She would talk to him and smile and seem to listen to him; but she did have a habit for hitting him with her cane if he didn something she didn't like.

She patted his head and sighed as he slowly pulled from the hug; she tutted her tongue and winced, " Oh my..' She sighed, " You have a high fever child." She led him to a chair and sat him down.

Tomoe sighed and laid his head on the table, a whimper escaped his lips as she fixed him a cup of orange juice and handed him a pill. He noticed what type it was and he sent her a glare. She glared back and Tomoe swallowed.

She was way better at glaring then he was; He looked at the pill again. It was a hormone pill but they didn't really help him. He sighed and took it anyway, dispite his ill stomach. He swallowed and moaned as he leaned his head back on the counter. His teeth were still sharp and his arms were throbbing with sweat..
He felt aweful..

Tomoe looked up at her and blinked when she sighed, " I came because of certain things; One, I am staying with you until things turn for the better, Two. Your father has to go out to his work again.. So Thats why I'm here.'

Tomoe hissed and she sent him a glare that shut him up. He snapped his mouth close but he almost let his emotions get the best of him.

" Three.' Her smile turned to a death glare, " Your on Full Moon Week and your father has to do lots of prayers. Your not staying with a girl all Alone."

Tomoe blinked and when he got what she was insinutating? His face bloomed pink and he covered his face by turning his head away. He coudln't believe her! She knew that he and Nanami had been friends for years! It wasn't like that... The fox moaned in pain as he looked at his Sobo.

His body was hurting him and his fangs were sore, he hadn't even used them any! He groaned out in pain and got up; he needed to walk or something. That or listen to some music. Tomoe walked out of the kitchen and swallowed as he opened the door.

He breathed in the air but he noticed the rain was coming towards them. The clouds were thick and the leaves were turned over, the backsides could be seen indicating rain was coming. Plus there was the occasional rain. Tomoe glared out at it..

This wasn't what he wanted; plus he slept in to late and ... And Nanami was coming up the walk.

Tomoe cursed and looked away, his teeth pinched and pressed into his tongue. It hurt but it was also so very.. Wonderful. The white haired fox nearly choked on the feeling. He had to get away from her before she got to close. His stomach was twisiting and making him sick..

He wanted to puke.

The fox stepped back inside as soon as Nanami ran in; her hair was already wet from the rain that was starting to fall; He made sure to get out of her way but Nanami only stopped and smiled at him,

" Look whos up!" She laughed as she walked in and took off her jacket. Her voice was more silky today and it was ticking Tomoe off; it was making him wince. Her voice and smile was making him want to run to his room. He had to go..

Tomoe winced as he swallows and decided to watch some TV, He sat down on the couch and shook his head. His hands were shaking and the pain in his fangs was back; and it was sending pain through his ears. He whined loudly as he turned the TV on and started to watch the crime program..

Sadly what made it worse for him was that Nanami sat beside him and propped her feet up, like she always did.. But right now he wasn't in the mood for a female to be so close. He groaned inwardly. He wanted to get up and leave.. he had too but it felt liek his body was glued to the couch.

Tomoe shook his head and bit the end of his nail; He had to leave. Right now he had to focus his mind on something else completely.. Like, How his father wasn't there to help him through this. He paused and groaned. Now his grandmother was there.. and his father was out making everyone happy,

Everyone but him.

The foxes eyes glassed over but he kept his mouth clamped shut; he would be quite about it. He didn't need to be upset about this; he was going to stop caring.. What was the point of care and love if your own family didn't do those two things.

The teen grunted and slid down on the couch until his head was resting on the thrid cushion. His body was laying in a crooked postion and his arms were lazily hanging off. Nanami was shocked because he almost laid his head in her lap without thinking; but then again he did have that far off look in his eyes again.
It was like he was thinking about things that only brought pain..

Thats when Sobo waddled out of the kitchen and sighed, " I'ma going to the market for dinner, " She huffed and looked at Tomoe, who was rather quitely fihting his jumping hormones, " Behave when I'm gone. If you don't I swear..." She shook his head with a threatening look tat woudl scar anyone.

The old woman moaned as she made her way to the main door, " I need more smokes.' She choked as she walked out, Nanami heard this and looked over at Tomoe, who was still fighting said hormones.

" Your grandmother smokes?" She pondered this and wondered why the woman was still so strong; but it could of been because of the fact that she was a goddess. The girl sighed but Tomoe was to busy with the TV and his raging hormones to care.

He bit his lip, maybe it was best to go to his room and leave all of this behind; He felt sick to the stomach and he wanted to sleep.. or read, His dreams were pretty.. um. Interesting. The fox sighed heavily and yawned,

He didn't get it, He didn't get up that long ago and now he was tired yet again? He was exhausted and his tempature was spiking higher. It was roasting his body, making him sweat and moan in pain.

He gripped the couch cushion and paused when Mizuki walked in and turned the lights out. Tomoe sent him a glare but the snake held his head in pain, he was wearing eye appiontment shades and Nanami winced,

" They dialted your pupils?" She tutted and the snake nodded, the room bounced so he cut the lights off and all that was on was the TV light. He gave them a wave befor ehe walked back to the stairs and made his way to his room. He wanted the whole house dark at the moment.. His head was killing him.

Tomoe squirmed, this was getting to painful and out of hand. He wanted to pass out from it all, maybe even end up in a hospital. He whimpered and blinked when a hand landed on his shoulder and turned him so that he was laying on his back. His violet eyes grew wide when they met brown ones and they slowly slitted...

" N-Nn.." He chocked, " Nanami." He whispered out as she pouted and felt his head. She winced and sighed heavily. He had a high fever... but that wasn't what was panicking the fox. His back was pressed against the cushions and his teeth were baring painfully. His eyes were almost slits and he was trying his best to get control.
But it wasn't working...

Tomoe groaned when her hand slid to his neck, She pouted even more when she saw his collar buttoned all the way, " Your sweating.." She muttered innocelty as her fingers unbuttoned his collar. His eyes widened but slitted even more and he moaned out as her fingers tingled against his hot skin.

His collar lay loose as he looked up at her, their faces were close as Nanami sighed out. Her sighed made her breath mingle with his heavily, almost panting one. There was a cure for full moon weeks; and that was a female making him bleed... But he wasn't sure if his heart coudl take that.

Tomoe swallowed as she tugged at his hair and laughed, " You look like your going to die.."

The fox looked at her, his eyes narrow, He felt like it, his fox-fire was coursing through his veins and he wanted to scream at the heat. He felt heavy all over but he knew one thing... And that was that fact that he wanted to look away but couldn't.

He cursed mentally as she sat on his leg and looked down at him, he didn't know what was going on or why; But his mind was racing and his breaths were becoming more, and more weighty. He didn't know why though..

Tomoe winced when she brushed hair out of his eyes.. He swallowed.

Nanami blinked when she looked down at him; He was awake this time; this was just like the other night when she kissed him; but he was awake...
The kiss he didn't know about..

Tomoe stared up at her with wide eyes, His face flushed from his fever; and from how close she was to him. Their breaths tangled together and she got closer and closer, Her mouth was right above his before she stopped and blinked. What was she doing?

" Do you feel okay?"

Tomoe winced out and for some reason he shook his head, "N-No.." He choked out and instantly regretted his words, What was he saying? What was he doing? He felt horrible but his body wanted this.. he wanted to tatse her and the guilt was to much for him to bare.

Nanami blinked in confusion," W-What? W-what's W-wron-" But before she coudl finish her sentence, Tomoe pressed his mouth fully to hers, it was sloppy; gicen what postion they were in.

But he didn't care right now. He felt guilty but he coudln't stop. His hands trailed to her shoulders as he groaned and let their mouths work together. Nanami blinked in shock before her face flushed. He had kissed her before.. but why was she feeling so self sciencous right now? What was going on with her?

Tomoe licked at her lips, asking for entrance to ther mouth; he maoned out and panted, wanting more then just a soft kiss; Nanami gripped his shoulders as his back pressed into the couch, and he leaned her mouth agains this.. The male teen whimpered in shock as she opened her mouth with a little hesitation.. as if she wasn't sure as to what to do.

The fox felt his heart lurch; what was with this kiss? It felt so much more different than the others; so much more.. Passionate. Come to think of it.. This felt more like a first kiss then all the others; His stomach twisted as he maoned out and slipped his tongue in.

He licked her teeth and moaned out in pleasure.. His grip tighetened on one of her shoulders, and then other on the couch. Their lips pulled and pressed, and to Tomoe's utter shock Nanami swished her tongue into his mouth.

He gasped at the conduct but his Full moon week hormones welcomed it. He whimpered and licked back, their tongues rubbing together...

To back they didn't see the little snake peeper who had been walking to talk them; now he was standing on the stairs with a mortified look; he slowly covered his eyes but sadly he could't do so with his ears.. Their moans were loud for petes sake!'

Thats when Nanami tugged at Tomoe's ears and his fangs bared, he pulled his mouth away for a gasp until she kissed him again, Her fingers, trailing through his white hair.. The kiss was passionate in a whole knew level..

For some reason Tomoe had the thought of..

Wanting to Kiss her...

Thsi thought was new to him and he gasped when it entered his mind; but sadly he was to preoccupied to stop and think about this in a reasonable manner. She kissed him hard and deep; Another thought clashed into his mind along with the other one,

' He wanted to Kiss her; He liked this...'

'No,

'NO!

Why? Why did he have a thought like that!? This was Nanami his childhood friend, Right? He wince dout as her tongue ran over the top of his mouth. It was as if he was knocked to reality; This wasn't right! He was starting to feel sick..

But those thoughts were the thing sthat were making him sick,

Pervert! PERVERT! He had to be one!

Tomoe maoned out for air but Nanami then bit down on his lower lip; her teeth slipped and Tomoe yelped out when he started to taste blood. He blinked, wait... She made him bleed. Hsi Full Moon Week.. It had to be over right?

He jerked his head away and looked at Nanami as he held his mouth, She looked mortifed but then again. That kiss was different from the others; it held different emotions then it should have.

The only problem?

Tomoe hated this feeling and glared at it; Nanami was his friend, and his friend only. This is how it would stay; It was only his Full Moon Week and he would leave it at that,

But Nanami was trying to stop her thoughts from running wild. She had to right? She was panicking.. This wasn't right; Right? He looked at her and her heart nearly stopped; and when he got up and muttered he wanted to sleep? She whimpered when he left her side..

Nanami swallowed, NO, NO! Tomoe got up and retreated to his room in panic, He started to strip his shirt off in a pile as he started to sweat in panic..He locked the door and walked into his bathroom to swallow and check his lip. Releif flooded through him...

He was bleeding, which no more hormones or kissing his best friend. He coudln't kiss her; no more. She was like a cousin, he coudln't kiss her like that. Tomoe narrowed his eyes and glared at himself in the mirror.

" Never again." He glared, He hated doing that to her. He would try to stop his hormones aroudn her. He had too..

The fox sighed out and looked over at his phone; He had a text from hsi father and it made him scowl. He looked at it and it said,

How are you?'

The fox hissed, and typed back, ' Fine' He sent it and huffed out a breath. He needed some sleep; he was still exhausted. Tomoe looked in the mirror and froze, his eyes grew wide in confusion and when he leaned to look in the mirror? He realized his fangs were still bared..

Oh no..

It didn't work..

Nanami out a hand on her chest and she pulled her knees to her chest; what was going on!? Why had to kissed him liek that? It was apparent that Tomoe wanted to stop half way through.. it was as if he didn't like the idea of it.

But shouldn't she have hated it too!? Nanami whimpered and stared at the TV. She had always been afraid of men and how they were. Even Kurama and Mizuki scared her.. But Why was it that just now.. She wasn't afraid of Tomoe; or his lips and hands? What was wrong with her?

Nanami huffed out a breath and swallowed and the bile in her mouth; She looked up at the TV and saw a couple kissing and she freaked. She turned to TV off and swallowed; until somethign hit her...

Well, Actaully her hand brushed across a book, It was one of Mikages and when she picked it up she decided it was a novel. She pouted and turned the TV back on, just for the light.. But when it flickered on Nanami's heart nearly stopped when she saw the cover for the book..

' I fell in Love with My Best Freind'

Nanami gasped and dropped the book on the floor before standing and panting in panic. She started to breath heavily as she looked at the book and kicked it across the room, that was right before she started to whimper and sink to her knees in panic..

" M-Mom.." She started to wail and cry, " I... I Like him.' She whispered in shock with herself; her heart nearly stopped as she covered her mouth and started to cry harshly, What type of mess had she gotten herself in!? What was she thinking? Her heart wouldn't stop hurting..

She had a crush on Tomoe..

And what made it worse was the Snake who heard what she said..

Shocking him to the core..

OH! OH! Nanami realizes her feelings! XD BUT! The Book Will Not End for A WHILE Still! I have so much Drama and romance planned out for it! Kurama has scenes, so does Mizuki and a whole LOT for Tomoe still! XD Plus Tomoe is dense and doesn't want to love anyone right now.. So the feelings are one sided. ( Just like the Anime and Manga, I wanted to Stay true to it in SOME way.. Hahaha ) So..

Theres a lot more chappies coming.. But.. Nanami.. KNOWS! Tomoe's Status? : ' Dense,'

Me; HAhaha,

T ; Glares, " Why did her mouth taste so good.. He whines and face plams before growling, ' Whatever for that; my teeth won't go down! T-T'

Me: ' Hahahah!

N: I LIKE HIM!"

T : To worried about his teeth'

N: B-Baka! T-T