60. Just To Make Him Hate me

Sobo Stormed into the house, She had been calling Mikage for hours and hours but the idiot didnt answer. He wouldn;t answer her or let her talk to him about this matter, in fact he pulled Tomoe out of the school over the phone.

It was the one high-school that Tomeo was okay with, the one high-school that had Nanami, Mizuki and Kurama. All hsi childhod friends, All his memories, His kisses, his bully moments, The time he made it to the top of the class.. Everything he had done, all hsi friends, everyone..

He wasn't going to be there anymore and Tomoe didn't even know; but then again he didnt know that his father was rushing home to cause more trouble, who knew what he was going to do this time?

He was worried and trying to protect his son, but he was doing it in a way that made things even worse. Tomoe was sleeping when Sobo got home, she had wondered why but she brushed it off slightly.

Mikage would be back by the time Tomoe had to go back to school; but the teen woudln't be able to go because he wasn't signed up for the school anymore. This was going to be hard for all of them, and it only worried her as what action Tomoe woudl take with the loneliness of loosing his friends because of a school change.

Would that lonelness mess him up or would he scream out and hurt himself again? She didn't wan that, he had been so good without hurting himself anymore that she had hopes; But now that this happened she wasn't so sure as to what he would do. It scared her.. and she only hoped he wouldn't do something to stupid...

Tomoe groaned slightly and moved a bit as he looked up at the roof , His tongue sliped dangerously in his mouth and he gaped in annoyance, Two days and his teeth were still bared.. his temperature was still up and he swore he was about to loose it completely.

He hated this..

The fox turned on his side and hit the alarm clock, not wanting to hear it in his ears, blaring away or screeching. His head was hurting and he hadn't heard from his father in a while , not that he wanted to.. The old man was probably in a meeting; not careing if he was sick or not.

Tomeo blinked and winced as he lifted himself out of bed and walked over to the mirror, he looked at himself and bit his lip; he was pale but there was plenty of reasons for that. he grabbed hsi sweatshirt and pulled it over his head, trying to breath out as he ruffled his hair and yawned.

Today he didn't have school so he was just going to hang about the house and calm himself down. Maybe the full moon week woudl calm down a bit and he could be himself.. Tomoe ran a hand through his hair before walking dwon the stairs to the kitchen and breathing in the fresh air.

Sobo was at the stove cooking something, it surprised Tomoe in a way, He wasn't much on breakfast but it smelt good to him as she fried something up. Nanami was already in the kitchen, her hair was in a high pony tail and she was nibbling on a piece of toast.

The fox sat down beside her causing the girl to look at him surprised, the piece of toast hanging out of her mouth as she blinked. Then she looked away and cursed slightly.

She wasn't used to this feeling, what was she supoosed to do about it? She knew Tomoe didn't hold the same feelings, Right? If he did she woudl have seen it by now, right? Or was she reading to much into it? Nanami wasn't sure but she knew she needed to think straight..

Tomoe must of sensed Nanami's tense attitude because he looked at her confused and bit his lip in confusion, " You okay?" He muttered making her swallow.

She nodded a bit and he smiled lightly, As he didn't even remember what happened between them last night.. as if he forgotten it just like all the other nights. Nanami sighed out not catching Sobos' small smirk and glimpse of worry.

The old woman however covered it up when Tomoe's stomach growled. Both females looked at him and Tomoe felt the heat rush to his face as he looked down and mumbled something about being hungry. The older woman chuckled whiel Nanami poked Tomoe's cheek and cooed,

" So Adorable!" She laughed out making Tomoe look at her,

" I am not Adorable!" he blushed slightly and looked away, not understanding why he did so.. but she was getting to close to his teeth; and his full moon night was still strong at the moment. It proabably would be small until the end of the week; which was in two days to his utter dismay. He had to deal with this for a whle and it was driving him crazy..

Nanami sighed out and shook her head with a smile, but before she could open her mouth her phone went off in her pocket. She sighed out and pulled it out with her ahdn and slowly opened it.

She started to talk to Kei as Tomoe blinked, Sobo gave him some scrambled eggs and the fox actaully started to eat them quickly, He was hungry and he wondered if it was his full moon week.

The fox paused as he ate and then looked at Sobo for a second, " Hey, Theres this school trip coming up; and I need an adults signiture." He covered his mouth as he talked and the older woman tensed.

Thats when Tomoe felt something.. He didn't know what it was, but something didn't feel right. In fact his stomach suddenly turned as she tossed his a fake smiled and carried on with her work. The fox slowly swallowed in confusion but he said nothing as Mizuki walked in with a gorggily look on his face.

He blinked an rubbed his eyes before seeing Tomoe and turning his head away awkwardly. He had seen Tomoe and Nanamis' little tongue fest the night before... and it had shcoked him to new heights. So right now it was hard to look Tomoe in the eye..

But this point Tomoe felt like the whole room was awkward around him, and he didn't understand why. He swallowed slightly and took a sip of his orange juice , What was going on here? He didn't understand.. and for some reason he had a feeling he would soon enough.

Areno slammed the phone down and mentally screamed as Rii looked at him shocked, Her eyes grew wide as he swallowed and shook his head back and forth before kicking a chair and fuming,

" THAT IDIOT!' Areno screamed out as the chair flew a bit until stopping at a wall, Rii blinked in shock. She didn't know what was going on but it didn't look good..

Areno was mad and screaming out about someone being stupid stubborn and unforgiving; but the woman had a bad feeling in the pit of his stomach that she knew who it was who he was screaming at.

It was the one person he had screamed at for years, just because he wasn't allowed to come near his own family. He wanted to see them, Areno did.. But it was too late for his sister and his sisters son was slowly making Mistakes out of his rebellion and hate towards is father. He was in pain.. Rii had saw that since the day the little fox was young and at his mothers grave. He was hurting.. and she was afraid of what he woudl choose to take his pain away next..

What would he choose? Would he cut himself to take the pain away? Or woudl things get to messy? Or woudl things get so blurry that he woudln't even know who he was? It was possible.. Because.

Mistakes and Pain were mixed into one, and if you were hurting, Things could happen, and only make it worse..

The Next Day

Sobo paced the living room, knowing full well that Mikage was coming home today. She didn't want to be here to see him ruin her grandsons life but she had to be here for Tomoe. She had to help him through this, and coach him out of hurting himself again..

The old woman swallowed, She had told Tomoe that his father woudl be home but the teen ignored her and huffed slightly. She saw it in his eyes, He was done with putting up with his father.. But.

His father had done something that the teen would not be able to overlook. He was taking him from his friends and family, It was like he was being punished for what Areno did.. It wasn't the teens fault but this is how it was happening, what was worse was that Tomoe was on full moon week..

He was very Emotional and he coudl take things out of porption. This was a scary fact and the woman didn't know what to do.. Tomoe loved his school, dispite a few flaws, he went there with his friends, and now.. just because of a principal change..

He was being pulled out for the rest of his high-school years. That was a hard thing to do to a teen and the older woman woudl have never dreamed of doing so, but Mikage was stubborn like his father.. and Tomoe was stubborn like Mikage..

So when the door opened and a blond haired man walked in? She was shocked to see him not smiling at all..

But it made her mad when he looked at her with a glare and huffed, " Bring him in here..I need to talk to him now." Mikage huffed and rana hand through his blond hair. he had to protect Tomoe from Areno, and the fact tht Tomoe didn't tell him about this principal change infuriated him...

Sobo winced and looked at the stairs, All hell was going to break loose.. she knew it would, and it frightened her. It was scary. They already went through so much, and it was torturing the woman on the inside.

Mikage and Tomoe were slowly standing on the right and left , and on the inside of the line? Tha chasm was forming as they slwoly parted, with each word they screamed at each other, with each insult, with each stupid action.. The chasm grew larger, and larger, and it worried the woman..

What happened if she brought Tomoe done?

And that chasm was chipped so harshly that they were soon on different sides of the world, so far away and hurt that..

They would never talk to each other agian? And their relationsip would never be fixed?

Tomoe sat on his bed as hsi white hair hung lightly around him, he poked at his sore fang like kanines, they were hurting and hsi tail was a bit tender. It was irrirating him to a new level. He pouted slighty as his purple eyes stared hatrfully at a wall..

He had earphones in his ears as he stared quietly, words flooding through his mind and making his graon. His stomach was turning and his back hurt but he didn't care about that. What he cared about was that his father was coming home today and..

He didn't want to see him at all.

He didnt understand why his father was trying to come home early, but if it was to appolgize again? He wasn't going to listen to the idiot. He didn't have the time to listen to false appologizes and pain filled gaps...

Tomoe felt sick as he rolled on his stomach and stared out the window, he was quiet.. Why did he feel this way? Coudl they ever talk again?

No, He didn't want to talk to him; it hurt far to much. His chest hurt when the idiot tried to even say he was his son. The fox had been so alone for so long, and when he tried to tell his father they started to fight. This wasn't fair on him.. He just wanted a family. He wanted something to take his pain away..

What could do that? He wanted it... But what was it? If his father again, what woudl he do? Rebel again? Hurt his father in the same way? But...How?

Tomoe paused as his vision grew blurry, but he wiped at his eyes.. Sadly it didn't work as his fangs bared and made him yelp out. He put a hand on his mouth as he started to cry again. he wanted this all to stop.. he didn't want his father to come and ruin him some more.

But sadly he was back.. how did the fox know this? Well, the room grew warm with a godly pressence. It wasn't his Sobo's.. Hers only filled one room, and that was the room she stood in, Why? Because this wasn't her shrine like home..

The fox rolled back on his back as he stared up at the roof; then he was knocked out of his thoughts when he heard a knock on his door; he lifted his head up to see his Sobo standing by the door.

" He's home.." She smiled weakly and Tomoe pasued, he took his earphones out as he slowly slipped off his bed. He turned the light off as he sighed,

" Yeah, I know." he whimpered and walked ut the door, closing it. He followed her and made his way down the stairs, pausing when he saw his father standing stiffly.

Tomoe nodded and bit his lip, what was this all about? Why was he acting like this? he was acting colder then usual, he had a feeling that something was going to happen... against him.

" Mikage." Tomoe muttered slightly, not even wanting to say the ' D' word. He didn't have time for this, why couldn't he just be alone right now? Mikage turned to look at him before sighing out and looking away,

" I should just say it, since we can't hold an idle conversation.' The god looked at him harshly, his blond hair bobbing. Tomoe felt himself pasue at the cold gaze, " I took you out of school.' The god sighed out.

Tomoe froze, his eyes grew wide..

' Theres this school trip, That needs an Adult signature.'

The fox froze, he had siad that to Sobo but she froze up. She knew... What? WHAT WAS GOING ON!? Tomoe bit his lip before opening his mouth to protest, But Mikage fought his way and got there first,

" Why didn't you tell me Areno was your principal?" He narrowed his eyes, " That was low of you.." He turned his back on Tomoe and ground his teeth; hating what was happening. As if the gap was spreading with Tomoe's terrorfifed gaze.

" Y-You.. " Tomoe suddenly choked, His ears pinned and tears welled up in his eyes. He whimpered and backed up a bit, " HOW COULD YOU DO THAT!?" He burst out as the pain settled in. It was like a slap across the face, Hurting him to deep for words, " JUST BECAUSE YOU HAVE BAD GROUND WITH MOM'S BROTHER!?" Tomeo fumed and clenched his fists.

Mikage suddenly jerked his head aroudn to look at his son, " He has bad Ground with ALL of us. I told you already you will not see him.. Anywhere. I'll enroll you somewhere else."

Tomoe froze up, his eyes watering, " Do you hear yourself!? You just called me low!" The fox fox narrowed his eyes as his hormones jumped around, " YOU HAVEN'T SEEN LOW! I'll show you so low You'll hate me for it!" Tomoe clenched his fists, " AND YOU WON'T STOP ME!"

Mikage looked at him, " Stop threatening me.."

" Stop ruining me.." Tomoe choked out, for once looking at his father was a pleeding look. He was giving this chance, just to understand. To see his pain but... Mikage ony looked away and huffed,

" Stop acting so childish.." he muttered making Tomoe's blood run cold.. It was unexplainable, this pain in his chest was growing.. choking him and making him shake. What was going to help him? What coudl he do to get his mind off of this!?

Tomoe shook his head, " I'm not going to another school.' He backed up, " I swear I won't!" he turned and ran up the stairs making Mikage fume.

" Get back here!" he screamed out but Tomeo turned around, stared him in the eye and then with hate slammed his door shut. This only made Mizuki and Nanami open their doors in shock.

" Get back in your rooms!" Mikage cursed out and Nanami whimpered and backed up in shcok as Mizuki slammed his door back, his eyes wide like saucers.

This made Sobo go stiff, her son was being.. a...a... She shook her head as he grabbed his jacket and stormed towards the door. Was he serious!? He just came to ruin his sons some more and then storm out the door!? This wasn't the boy she raised, this was a emotional monster on a rollercoaster.

She shook her head and glared in hate, " Where are you going!?"

The man glared at her as he grabbed his keys, he huffed out as Sobo stomped towards him,

" Out.. what does it look like!?" The man cursed out as the woman grabbed her coat and glared back at him,

" So am I!"

The man blinked as the woman grabbed his arm and yanked him towards the door, her hate making her grip his arm until he hissed in pain. Her gray hair bobbed back and forth as they approched the car. She made sure he hopped into the diver seat as she got into the passenger, then she glared at him and huffed as he started to car.

" I'm going where your going.." She glared and the man huffed out with hate in his eyes. He started to car and started to drive out...

All the while The woman started to glare and inch his arm in hate, making him whimper slightly as the car drove on..

Tomoe slammed his door, his heart throbbing before he sunk down and choked out a wail. What was wrong with his father!?

This was to much for the fox, he didn't want to leave his school! the pain in his chest was growing and making him cringe and cuss out in hurt and pain.

This wasn't right! What had he done!? Plus his teeth were hurting and baring making him whimper out in pain. Tears welled up in his eyes and poured out of his eyes.. He clutched the carpet..

He pulled his rubber band and snapped it, but nothing seemed to work. The pain was there.. adn it woudln't go away! He held his air and rocked a bit, his heart beating quickly as tears rolled down his face and made him quiver.

He wanted to go to the school... He wanted his friends and family; but that wasn't happening. Sobo knew this whole time! But she said nothing to him, she didn't prepare him, or defend him. He thought someone was at least on his side! But the pain was to harsh..

He wanted his father to know this pain! He wanted his father to ache.. But he knew that was wrong. The fox cringed, But didn't his father know!? it wasn't fair to treat him like this. He didn't feel like a son! He felt like a stinkin customer that he father served!

The foxes tail wagged in hate and malice, his teeth baring and making him wail out in pain. His heart hurt and so did his body.. He wanted this to stop! What could make this stop from torturing him!?

Thats when his door opened and Tomoe looked up, His eyes watered slightl before he sweeped them away.. he knew that smell. It made his stomach qeazsy at the moment. it was dark in his room, expect for the moonlight shining through the window.

The fox looked up as he saw the light shade and shadow the features of a female..

" T-Tomoe? Are you okay?" he heard a whisper and his heart lurched. No, NO! Not in his room.. not at night. What was she doing in here!? His heart throbbed as he took a step back; but his eyes started to feral .. making him groan a bit.

He put a hand over his mouth as the girl walked closer to him, Nanami reached up and slightly brushed his white hair outof his eyesight. Her fingers brushed against Tomoe skin and he shuddered before nearly choking.. and doing something unforgivable...

He wnated to hurt his father, he wanted him to know how he felt. It hurt.. an dhe hated these thoughts but they were there.. so When Nanami hugged him? He buried his face in her neck, and pushed her back on the bed..

He hovered over her as Nanami blinked and stared up at him, her bright brown eyes growing wide. A dark blush formed across her face as Tomeo stared down at her, his breath stilling.. he felt heat rush to his face.. but..

" T-Tomoe.." Nanami whimered and bit her lip. She was shocked, what was he doing? His violet eyes stared down at her, his white hair shading his face.. She chewed her lip..

The red plump lip..

" W-What are you-?'' But she was cut off..

Tomoe whimpered slightly before looked down at her, " Nanami." He whispered out, letting his eyes feral and his tail wag,

" Take my pain away." He whispered and slowly reached for her shirt collar..

He knew this wasn't right.. He knew this was wrong! But his father.. Would disapprove of it, His father would hate it! Tomoe let his teeth bare..

What was he thinking? He had no clue, but if only Nanami knew this was nothing to do with emotion or liking.. This move wasn't for anything. He didn't like her.. he was just using her. This was wrong.. Tomeo knew it.. but he wanted the pain to leave, he wanted his father to leave him alone for good. He told him he would regret everything... And Tomoe meant it.

Nanami was...

She was just a tool, To take away pain, and..

She was a tool of revenge...

Against the father of her best friend..

Sobo looked over at her son as the zoomed down the street, until her eyes flickered a soft blue, then she whimperd.. Her heart aching from her vision..

Mikage looking at his mother in confusion as the woman covered her eyes and choked.

" What have you done?' She choked out.. But for some reason..

Mikage knew she wasn't talking to him..

So yeah! That as far as I'm going there! Because.. I don't write lemons! . But what do you think Mikage will do? Or Sobo? The message for this chapter is this..

' Hurting People do things they later regret. Or, They do things that only hurt themselves more. And Its not on purpose..'

So.. Don't hate meh! T-T

Next Chapter will come soon.. Bye! XD