68. A Benefit of a Doubt..

Tomoe ran down the hall, his chest pounded until he felt a new sense of sickness come over him, it wasn't the sickness from earlier. No, He felt sick to the stomach right now, Nanami was... Because of him... She was.

Pregnant...

He choked on the pain in his gut as he ran into the bathroom and tried to choke, but sadly nothing came up so he was up a creek for now. He was screwed, he just wanted his father to hate him! He didn't want a baby! He didn't know how to raise a baby! He was to young himself!

He didn't know how! He felt his stomach turn again as he forced himself to puke. It wasn't a good start on things but he did it anyway, his stomach hurt and he whined slightly. He didn't want to be a father! NO! NO! He couldn't!

He didn't even love her! He only used her to take away some pain! And Now since he didn't protect it.. They were going to be parents! He didn't want to be a father, or a husband or anything else of that manner! He was still having trouble with his own father! How was this supposed to work? He forced himself again and noticed some blood, his eyes widened before he fell back and leaned his head against the wall..

He couldn't keep doing this to himself, It would better to die and leave it all behind, but what would that make him? He'd be the one abandoning the baby and Nanami. He knew he had a mark on his neck.. But he never thought it was a mate mark.

He didn't think they had gone that far, the thought of it all traumatized him. He was shaing at the thought of having a child, How coudl he learnt o love his friend? His best friend? He wanted someone to love him! He didn't want a one night stand to be his destiny.

Tomeo bit his lip, tears welling up in his eyes as he choked and then started to sob weakly. He didn't want this, but he had it coming his way one way or another. A baby, a little child with legs and arms, feeling and hurts.

He was going to go to college, but that was impossible now. His father was going to do more then hate him now, if he found out about the baby he'd get kicked out or disowned in the most horrid way possible.

Tomoe bit his lip and shivered at the thought of this all, he was just a normal teenager a few months ago, now he had a pregnant best friend, and it was his fault. His father and him hated each other and he was now cowering in the bathroom.

The teen bit his lip weakly at the thought, he wanted this all to end.. but he knew if he tried to kill himself it would just be taking the easy way out. It would just end in tears and Inari would probably save him just to beat him and scream at him for being stupid in this type of situation.

Tomoe shifted weakly and stared at his wrist, scared, battered and torn by his own claws. For some reaosn he didn't even want to do it anymore, he didn't want to cut at the moment, no. He just wanted all the pain to drain away and never come back.

He wanted his dad to understand him, and be there for him in the hard times. Tomoe wanted some support in all of this but right now? How could he possibly be in this situation? He was scared, so scared of having a baby; he was scared of his father and he wanted to run and be a different person.

The teen choked weakly, tears in his eyes as he hid his face in his knees, He tried to control his emotions but that was hard to do with the fact that his best friend was pregnant and having his baby. What was he to do with that? The worse thing was the fact that he gave her a mate mark...

And a yoaki can only mark one person, and one person only...

So he was stuck with Nanami, or no one. Never to love unless it was her; and he wasn't sure he could love her. He liked her as a frind but romantically? With the kissing and the marriage and the child bearing? Did he have it in him to love her and make a family with her?

He didn't think he could, he didn't want to love her. He was far to scared to love his best friend, he didn't believe in love.. Because his father was the god of love, and if that man was showing love?

Then he had to laugh in his face...

Tomoe bit his lip and looked at the roof, He was going to be a father, but they had to hide this From Mikage. He had to get used to the idea of Nanami being his mate and his mate only. He had to get used to this.. They had to work this out or the baby woudl have no father..

Just like him...

Tomoe bit his lip weakly, he didn't even know how to raise a baby. He felt sick to the stomach, his insides turning as he wanting nothing more then to puke again, but someone knocked on the door and he looked up weakly to see Inari.

The havest god looked at him slightly before sighing out heavily and biting his lip, " I guess you know.. " He whispered and gently looked at the teen. Tomoe on the other hand ran a hand through his white hair and tried to breath; even though he couldn't.

" I dont know what to do." he choked, he wanted to run.. Disappear. Get away from his father; but what about Nanami and the baby? He was confused and lost at the moment, so when Inari glared at him and picked him up by the front of the shirt he blinked and shivered at the mans look.

" Your going to go out there, and your going to support her.." Inari snapped and Tomoe blinked in shock, " Shes the one pregnant, not you. And Dont' you dare think of running away, She wants this baby Tomoe.. now are you going to be your father? Or are you going to stay with your baby wither your scared or not!?" Inari seethed and dropped the teen on his knees.

Tomoe shivered and looked up at him before choking, tears in his eyes. He knew they had to go back home soon; but that would be bad for them. They would have to figure out what to do, how to do it and why. They would have to hide it all from Mikage, or risk being thrown out on the streets..

He would have to help through all the morning sickness, and the baby classes. He swallowed and bit his lip, this was worse then the parenting classes in home ec from highschool; the highschool he wouldn't be able to attend when Nanami started to let her stomach grow.

Tomoe bit his lip and shook a bit as he looked at Inari, he bit his lip.. This baby, was his.. He..

Wanted it.

Tomoe choked, tears ran down his face as he looked down and choked. He groaned from the pain in his heart, he wanted the baby! And He was now stuck with Nanami as his mate. He bit his lip weakly, he didn't want to hurt her...

But that was already to late...

Tomoe bit his lip weakly and looked at Inari. The god looked at him before sighing and grabbing his hand. He gently helped Tomoe up and then looked at him,

" You need to talk to her." he whispered gently, " This kid is yours." He whispered, " Don't be like your father.. " he gently patted his head slightly, " This is the right thing to do.. but you also need to think." Inari looked at her him sternly, ' Are you angry? And will you take this out on Nanami?" He whispered before Tomoe looked at him shocked,

" What!? No! I'm not mad at her! Why Would I Be?" He blinked and looked at him before choking weakly, " This is my fault..not hers." he whispered. Inari nodded weakly before shaking his head,

" Its both of your faults." He whispered and then sighed, " Lets go talk to your mate? Okay?" He muttered as he patted his head gently.'

Tomoe nodded weakly, oh what was he going to do?

Mikage sighed out and nodded at the meeting that he was in, He wasn't in the mood to hear all the sad reports or the happy ones, his life was a mess so why did he need to hear any of this?

The man sighed out weakly and winced as he looked at his phone. No calls, or messages. Nothing, He had allowed Tomoe back at school but that was all he could do. Now he had to think and wait, he had to go back to his hotel.. and be there alone again.

He sighed out and shook his head before biting his lip, he didn't know what to say... But he did know he had to think more things through.. and act like he knew some things better.' He loved his son, and things had gone wrong. What was he going to do? What exactly? he didn't know..

He didn't know as he listened to all the gods ramble around him.

Silver twitched as he stared at Akura-ou for the fifthteen time that day,

" What do you mean we don't have any cases yet." He snapped, " We had a whoel pile of them yesterday!" He nearly cracked before he looked at his 'Leader'. Akura-ou laughed weakly,

" Yeah.. About that. I had to meet a few of them and they withdrawed.. OR The boss man took the rest." He shrugged as Silver bit his lip, He was supposed to be helping people.. Not to be near this idiot who was keeping him from doing just that.

He huffed as he tried to calm down as he leaned back in his chair and glared at the man, " Okay.. Do we have ANY cases?" he muttered as he glared at the man. Akura-ou winced and shook his head slightly.'

" We have a recomdation, but its from this weird lady.. Lady Chichi." He muttered and arched his brow as he held the file. Silver glared and yanked it from his hands, he looked at the name and arched his brow.

He saw a picture of a white haired teen with a black eye, He was most defenatily a kitsune, maybe a year or so older then him. He arched his brow while Akura-ou looked at him slightly. He read the file outloud since his suboridant didn't look like he could read.

" Tomoe Mikage.. Age Eighteen. Still in Highschool, lives ina nice neighborhood.. and he gets into fight- Oh great.. " Silver rolled his eyes and threw the file down, " A Deliquent." He huffed before Akura-ou arched his brow,

" Have you looked in the mirror?" He muttered before Silver shot him an evil look. The man held up his hands as he sucked on his ciggartte. He got another glare and he rolled his eyes as he put it out and sighed,

" Why are you panicked anyway? Its only a recommedation. We can't go over there until he calls us and asks us for help, you know that." he sighed out before Silver stood and rolled his eyes,

" And?" He seethed slightly, " All we have a deliquent going for us? What did I join anyway?" he narrowed hsi eyes before Akura-ou leaned back and sighed,

" He might be a troublermaker.. he may not. Look kid. You joined to help people or is this job to personal for you?" He arched his brow, ' Because even if he does make trouble, it just means hes going through a lot of things." he sighed out and looked at the file, he picked it up and stuck it out,

" Take it home.." he whispered gently. Check the kid out.. Hes only a year older then you right?" He smiled, "Might get a friend out of him, Or better yet a brother! " He laughed and joked before Silver sent him a hard glare, his teeth bared,

" I will never have another brother.." he seethed, " And Friends are hard to find, genuine ones anyway." He sighed out as his phone went off. He paused and smiled from the name..

.

Lily..

.Thank goodness. He sighed out, " I'm out.' he muttered before The man held the file up. Silver looked at it and galrd before the the older man leaned back in his black swivel chair,

" Give him the benifit of a doubt, what do you have to loose?" He arched his brow before Silver huffed and yanked the file out of his hand, He hated this job already.. and it was because of this overbearing ex-demon.

He stuffed the file in his bag and walked out, letting the air hit him slightlty as he walked out of the area . He bit his lip and started to walk before a car pulled up beside him, The red headed teen looked and blinked as he saw Lily's uncle Loez.

" Get in or freeze, Your choice." he muttered leaving Silver to smile slightly.. He hopped in and sighed out as the man put the air on. Silver warmed his hands and texted Lily back. Loez looked at him slightly,

" So? Did you get anything?" He muttered before Silver rolled his eyes..

" Just some deliguent file that won't happen." he muttered darkly. He didn't have time for this.. He joined to help people who were in pain, not ones that caused trouble. Right? The red head looked at his phone slightly before looking at his bag and then rolling his eyes.

Shoot..

Okay! I said I would put people into my next book, BUT! None of you guys guessed right! T-T So, I'm going to give you guessed this time.. Lets see how you fair?

1. Tomoe and Nanami's life as they raise the baby?

2. Silvers story?

3. Tomoe's childs Loves Story?

PLease comment guys, I know it was a late update but I was on a block, and I'm so sorry for this. Please let me know your reading guys! And Please guess! Just put your guess and your fake name.. and lets see if you guessed right. XD