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I sat there with Jeremy the whole night, but I wasn't watching the show.

I was watching him. The amazement in his eyes. The way he was eating like a kid watching a movie. The way his hand shyed away from the coffee when I was holding it, like he was afraid of something.

He seems really shy, and dare I say it about this young man, cute.

I started to like him more than I should when he stopped being the shy boy behind the counter at the coffee shop. It allowed me to know him more.

I know he's 17 while I'm 21, but I heard his birthday is close. So I'll try to keep from loving him till after his birthday.

But if nights like last night keep happening...

I wish I wasn't a boy who likes to love a lot of people. I cause a lot of broken hearts to girls and I sorta don't want to start on boys.

I am always falling for someone. Most of the time I end up with the broken heart because of them not liking me not wanting to have... Sex...

I'm saving stuff for the right person, but most of those girls don't want to wait.

I remember asking Jerebear if he even dated someone before and he answered no.

He told me, he doesn't want anyone having a broken heart and he thinks he isn't right for anyone right now.

I... I am a jerk...

I made Jeremy drink the Love Potion coffee to make him fall for me since I fell for him.

I doubt it work though. He's still acting the same, but hanging out with me.

I talked to Fritz to know more about him. Fritz thought it was a bit weird how all I wanted to know about was Jeremy.

Here's another problem that comes from the coffee that happened with a lot of people...

They also fall for the person serving them.

I noticed and was told by Vincent, I'm the only person Jeremy is giving the coffee to.

Guess I fell for him and maybe the only one.

"Mike, wake up. You're heavy."

I fell asleep?!

But... But I'm watching the show with you.

"Mike. Wake up."

I guess I'm dreaming of the great night we were having.

I blink my eyes.

"Ow. The sun is right in my face." I mumble as I stop leaning on Jeremy.

"Help me bring everything back. Then you can sleep." Jeremy gets up.

I noticed his face was a little red.

"Hot?" I get up and pick up the blanket.

"Who's hot?" He turns to me quickly.

"Are you? You're very red." I tell him and he shakes his head no.

"Are you?" He touches my cheek. "You feel hot."

I must be blushing now!

But yeah, I feel really hot.

"Yeah. Don't worry about it though." I tell him as I touch his hand.

Then we just stand there...

We're looking into each other eyes.

I want to, but at the same time not, look into his eyes forever.

The nice beautiful brown eyes. They seem to pull me into a new world. A safe world.

"Are you guys having a moment?" I hear a snotty voice say.

"Go away. I already broke up with you." I take Jere's hand off my face and turn to Molly...

One of my stupid exs.

"Why? You love me remember and you're ready now for me."

"You cheated on me. Once a cheater, always a cheater. I moved on, but you won't." I grab Jeremy's hand and head for my house.

"Mike?" Jeremy asks.

"We'll talk at my house. Where that whore can't go." I say and hear the girl scuff at me.

We stayed quiet till we got inside.

"I don't want to talk and I'm going to take a shower." I spit out as I quickly head off.

But Jere grabbed my hand and stops me.

"Mike, what's wrong?"

I sigh. "I hate seeing the exs who have cheated on me. They think they can come back like nothing happened."

"Oh. Do you need alone time then?" Jeremy sounded sad.

"I don't know what I want Jeremy. I think I want to turn gay so I don't get any stupid girl things in the way."

We both fall quiet.

Did I really just say I want to turn gay? How dumb am I?!

"I'm gay. So I'll find it OK..."