In response to the chapter select, I got two different reqests. so I doing both as I haven't reveiwed more.

I kind of wanted to do them anyway so score!

My bedroom is being painted and I haven't had time to get onto my computer. I really wanted to write these chapters after the last but I couldn't until today.

Karkat, meet random stoner.

"Bye" I pitifully mumble leaving my best friend John's shabby apartment. I take the longest route to my 'parents' house. I don't feel like being home right now, not that it never felt like home. I laugh to myself and I find myself thinking what it would be like if my parents were still here.

I'm greeted by a fucking bright red door. I open it in disgust. Okay, now that I'm in the house I make an effort dash to my room, however, my mission fails when my 'mother' comes to ask me for something.

"Karkat, dear, you're looking a bit pale. Are you sure you're okay?" She chirps in an obvious attempt to seem casual.

"Fuck off." I snap at her in a whisper.

"Excuse me?" Well doesn't that piece of shitty carpet look interesting? I keep my gaze fixed on the floor. Drowning out the motherfucking bitch of the century proves to be an easy task. She takes none of it and slaps me full force in the face.

"You will not curse at me who do you think had to take you in when no one else will?" She screams. By this time her husband and lord of this house had caught wind of the situation.

"What's going on?" He asks in a low stern voice. She grabs my wrist with a force I didn't know she possessed. It's hard not to yelp in pain. She smirks to me then swings herself around to face the broad man before us.

"He attacked me! I tried to ask him if he was alright and he went for me." Hence title of 'Bitch'. This is what this woman subjects me to. She gives me endless outbursts of abuse and pins it all on me. If I do anything about it she will most likely hurt me worse than she ever has before. I shake myself free of her and dash for my room. They are demanding I come back but I couldn't give less of a shit.

I burst into my room and go straight online. I search for a place looking for tenants. I have a job so I could possibly share rent with someone? I certainly don't have nearly enough fucking money to support myself. I find a reliable website and start looking for a place to stay.

After a couple of house searching I find a place that I'm interested in. The rent is cheap and the place looks fancy as fuck. The guy who lives there must be loaded. Wait, there's probably a catch. No way in hell this place would be looking for tenants when it's that classy, plus the rent is so cheap. I decide to phone up the number displayed on the screen.

"Hello?" A voice chimes from the other end of the receiver.

"Hi-"I say back in an unusual tone, for me anyway. "I'm calling about the ad for apartment CC-69."

"Oh" The woman on the other end pauses.

"Is something wrong?" I ask, generally curious about her reaction.

"Nothing, can I get your details?" She sounds nervous all of a sudden.

"Sure" As long as I can get out of this house, I don't care where I end up. I give the lady my details and she gives me the number for the guy who owns the apartment and hangs up. She told me to phone this guy after I had finished talking with her. I ignored her command and phone him an hour later than she wanted. I dial the number and hold the cold screen of my phone to my face.

"Hey, motherfucker." Whoa. This guy has a really deep and husky voice. I have to admit it's kind of intimidating...

"Hi... "I trail off, jeez how pathetic can I be?

"Is this Karkat?" He asks.

"Yeah, I'm guessing that woman phoned you?"

"She sure did motherfucker" He lets out a laugh. "I'm Gamzee by the way."

"Okay." I really don't know how to act in these types of situations.

"Let me as you some questions?" Gamzee sounds like he's offering more than asking.

"My ears are fucking open"

I talk on the phone to Gamzee for a good few hours. I can tell we will get along well. As for the questions, he asked me for basic things like what my height is and what-not. I feel warmth growing inside me. This is probably the happiest I've been for a long time, even though it doesn't show through.

I creep down stairs for food because I forgot to feed myself today and fuck what they give me. Ever since I can remember, I've never ate anything these people have made me. As I pass the living room I can hear them speaking. I stand next to the door, leaning agents the wall to listen better.

"...I'm sick of it... all I have done... why us?... no." I only catch a few words from their conversation. There is a silence for a while. I barley pick up the sound of sobbing.

"Why did we have to take him in? My life would have been so much happier with out that... Thing here." Shrieks the bitch. "He's worthless! No one in the world wants him. Especially me!"

I don't stick around for the rest of the outburst. Her opinion on me isn't surprising. I am a worthless shit-for-brains seventeen year old pushed into their lives. I don't blame anyone for hating me either. I forget about feeding myself and make my way back up the stairs. I crawl into my bed fully clothed. Curling up into a ball, I feel as if my emotions are perilous at the moment. Like the slightest slip could land me in a shit wave of emotions that I don't want to fucking deal with right now. I always knew these people didn't care for me. I knew that I wasn't wanted, that's why my parents had abandoned me as a small child. If I could go back in time, I would tell my younger self to stay strong because things will get better. Even though in the end I'm still in a shit-fest so my younger self would have been lied to. No one wants me in this world and I thought I was prepared for a time in which I was rejected. Obviously my walls weren't strong enough yet. They came crumbling down like the stream of tears that has flown down my face. My vision is hazy and my eyes heavy. I can feel sleep dragging me in. I let it. I don't love sleep, mainly because of the nightmares, but I hope they aren't too bad tonight.

I'm not too sure on this chapter. :/

Well I tried my best :D

I'm going to write the other chapter, hopefully its done by tonight.

All the love for the cute as fuck reviews.

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