A/N Okay guys longest chapter ever but I had to get it all out there, I didn't want to cut this one in half. Be prepared it has a lot of tension, desire and jealousy but totally worth it all. Sorry for any errors I didn't get a complete run through on it this time.

Disclaimer: I do not own anything.

Clarke laid in her bed is was in the middle of the afternoon and for once she was being lazy and just drawing in her sketch pad. She wasn't hung over for once she finally found a new tasting in whatever wine Lincoln was buying for Octavia. Way better than tequila but today was Friday and that means they were all going out to the VIP event that Lexa had invited them too. For someone reason she was nervous and she didn't know why. Maybe it was because Lexa actually tried to kiss her and she denied the girl. Why she did it she doesn't know, it wasn't like she didn't want to kiss her because she did. Looking down she realized she was drawing Lexa's face. Lately the girl had been taking over her personal art time. She had a jaw line to die for so she was a fantastic figure to actually sketch out.

"Princess are you here." She heard Raven enter her living room.

"Yeah in the bedroom and can you not call me that." Clarke yelled.

"Is it safe to come in or do you already have the commander in your bed." Raven slowly pushed the door open.

"You're ridiculous." Clarke laughed as she felt Raven jump on her bed.

"Actually I am correct." Raven looked down at Clarke's sketch pad seeing just how good Clarke was with a pencil and paper.

"Stop being nosy." Clarke slammed her sketch book shut giving Raven a shove.

"So are you ready for tonight, because I am soooo ready to dance my ass off." Raven spun around on the bed looking at the ceiling.

Clarke could see her friend get serious. Making her think back on the short convo they had a night ago before Octavia had barged in. Raven slightly admitted to having a crush on Octavia but I guess it had been a thing for awhile and Raven just never pushed it because they were friends but with the vibes Octavia had been throwing it was causing Raven to question everything. Raven had asked her if she knew anything about it and Clarke hated to lie but she gave into her typical I don't know anything because Octavia had no clue on what she wanted and she refused to hurt Raven with false hope.

"I am sooo ready to dance." Clarke finally spoke with a smile. She really was excited to dance she hadn't been out since that night at Voss Inc. The more popular the place was the harder it was to get in.

"We're going to be dancing partners again right or are you ditching me for your girlfriend." Raven braced for the hit and she was right a pillow slammed down on her head.

"I swear you and Octavia are up to no good. I don't know if I can trust you two tonight." Clarke yanked the pillow back into her stomach. "I am going to this event with you two because I just happen to get an invite and why not take advantage of it right." Clarke jumped up off her bed.

"You mean you are going with me because the last I checked Octavia was going with Lincoln." Raven tried to kill the slight disappointment in her voice.

"Are you serious that bitch ditched us" Clarke hissed mentally setting a reminder to hit her best friend. She knew why Octavia had been pushing away and spending more time with Lincoln but still this was suppose to be a girls night.

"It's okay me and you can walk in looking flashy and hot. We will have all the ladies dying to get our numbers and in our pants." Raven rolled off Clarke's bed and headed straight into her closet.

"What are you doing?" Clarke asked from the bathroom watching Raven dig through her clothes. "Nothing in there will fit you Raven." Clarke tried to get her point across by throwing a shoe at her.

"Ouch jerk!" Raven grabbed her arm. "I am not looking for me trust me I got my clothes and swag to go with it. I am looking for something sexy for you to put on so we can get you laid." Raven laughed hearing another shoe hit the door this time.

"Wow." Raven came out of her closet holding a short black dressed laced with a teal blue color. "This is what you will wear tonight, and why haven't I seen you wear it before it's freakin hot Clarke." Raven held it up to herself testing it out.

Clarke looked at the dress and she felt her heart panic and her eyes start to water up just a little. She knew exactly why Raven hadn't seen it before and it's because she has never wore it. She had picked it up on whim as a surprise but instead it was her who got the surprise of a lifetime. Why she kept it she didn't know but she had to admit no matter the painful history brought with the dress it was pretty damn sexy and looked even better on her.

"Ehhh Raven that was the dress that I bought the day…" Clarke let her sentence drop off when she seen Ravens head snap up.

"I'm so sorry Clarke you don't have to wear this we will find something else." Raven ran back into the closet.

"No no Raven I actually think I should wear it. To new adventures and new fun plus I will admit it does look damn good on me if it still fits." Clarke laughed knowing putting on that dress tonight would just mean another fresh start.

"Still fit? Clarke are you serious right now because you are by far more in shape now then you were back then." Raven brought the dress back out holding it up on Clarke who was now standing in front of the mirror.

"Were you saying I was fat before Raven?" Clarke raised an eyebrow at the girl laughing when she caught Raven up on her words.

"Okay let's try this on and figure out the rest for the night. Especially whatever you are wearing Raven because you cannot be my dance party looking like that." Clarke said giving Raven a look over.

Buzzzz Buzzz…. Clarke jumped to snatch up her phone and finally she seen what she wanted to see, it was Lexa.

Lexa: Are you coming tonight Clarke?

"Really Lexa." Clarke spoke out loud. She was in debate on teasing her over the situation already.

"Ohhh the sexy commander finally speaks?" Raven looked over Clarke's shoulder when she heard the girl talking to herself.

"Raven get out of here" Clarke jumped.

"Do you really like her?" Clarke heard Raven ask.

"I do but I can't tell if she likes me back or well I know she likes me but I don't know where to draw a line with my feelings and I am afraid to approach any of that just yet." Clarke heard herself finally say it out loud.

Clarke: Well Lexa by the looks of the dress I have on right now I would have to say yes I am showing up.

Clarke made sure to add a few smiley faces to the end of the text making it even more clear that she planned on looking drop dead gorgeous tonight. She knew she didn't always put pride into walking out and looking sexy but tonight was a whole different matter. She was showing up with intent and for a reason to drive Lexa crazy once again.

Lexa: How about you give me a preview.

Clarke laughed because Lexa had been on a vibe on wanting to see what Clarke looked like or what she was doing since the varsity jacket picture. It had only been a day since they seen each other but feeling of need was still there every time she seen Lexa's name pop up on her phone.

Clarke: Sorry commander it's a surprise. See you tonight.

"Raven… I need to look drop dead gorgeous tonight. You have to help me." Clarke dropped her phone and pretty much jumped on Raven for help.

"Yessss now were talking. Time to get sexy cause I need eye candy on my arm when we walk in." Raven and Clarke both started hunting out things needed for their VIP night out.

Lexa was sitting at the bar holding a conversation with a couple of her coworkers. She was actually not working tonight. She knew it was a big night for the bar but she wanted to enjoy herself. She wanted to enjoy seeing Clarke. She knew she was early and some people were already filling in and ordering drinks but she hadn't seen the blonde just yet.

"Hey hey Commander" Lexa turned to see Octavia standing with her cousin Lincoln.

"Hi Octavia" Lexa gave the girl a smile looking around behind her to see if Clarke had arrived yet.

"We didn't come together" Octavia laughed watched how fast Lexa had been searching the crowd. "I rode with Lincoln tonight." Octavia tried to sound happy about that even though this usually was a girls night thing.

"Ohhh okay well I hope you have a wonderful time and of course drinks are on the house tonight for you and you only." Lexa smiled and gave Lincoln a pat on the shoulder knowing he already knew the deal.

Lexa watched the couple grab a beer and head over to a table. It was weird seeing Octavia not her upbeat crazy self and also to see her sitting and not at the dance floor. Lexa could swear she felt someone staring at her but every time she looked around there was no one to be seen. That is when she heard the laugh. She knew immediately it was Clarke. Turning in her chair she scanned the bar and her eyes landed on Clarke walking in wrapped around Raven's arm. It caused her to see red just a little at how close the friends were it also made her wonder if there was ever anything between them. Clarke looked stunning she wasn't lying about the dress in the text. It was black with a teal blue lace trim. It was low cut in the back showing off Clarke's toned back and just short enough to make someone drool over her legs. Lexa felt her hands itch wanting to touch Clarke. Ever since the pottery day and the feeling of them two touching and teasing each other Lexa couldn't wait to feel her again. Before she could get up and head towards Clarke she was ambushed.

Clarke turned glancing either way to see if she could spot Lexa and she did but what she didn't expect was to see four girls hovering over her being extremely flirtatious and one pretty much sitting in her lap swaying to the music. She could see Lexa throw her head back and laugh a little it made clarke wanted to march over there and claim her territory but she knew it wasn't her place. Lexa and her hadn't came to any conclusion on what they were if they were anything. Flirting doesn't equal any sort of commitment.

"Raven let's go dance." Clarke squeezed her hand pleading for a distraction. She didn't want to watch Lexa flirt with another girl and she knew Raven was probably dying having to sit and talk to Lincoln and Octavia.

"Yes Clarke let's go dance our asses off." Raven pretty much dragged her to the dance floor.

A couple drinks down and Raven and Clarke were dancing a little more flirtatious than they usually do but both of them were frustrated with the situation and couldn't help but enjoy the crowd watching them. Clarke could feel Raven's hands trace her body and Clarke knew she was pushing buttons by forcing Raven to keep her hands on her hips so she could push her ass into Raven. They both got a surprise when a random brunette decided to join them. It ended up being Clarke smothered in the middle by two gorgeous women and a few too many drinks and she was enjoying it. Feeling the rhythm and the sway of her hips she was lost in it all and had forgotten anything regarding Lexa. The DJ switched it up to a down tempo song and Raven decided that was her cue to go grab them another drink. With her heading off it was Clarke and the brunette dancing. The girl had her hands on Clarke's lower back swaying their hips together.

"What's your name?" the girl asked her bringing her lips up close to Clarke's neck and due to the amount of alcohol in her she almost leaned into it.

"It's Clarke and what is your name?" she waited.

"My name doesn't matter." The brunette pulled back and winked at her.

"Oh it's like that is it?" Clarke started to laugh when she felt a hand slide between them.

Lexa had gotten distracted once Clarke walked in the door by some random girls. They were the kind that loved her last name and her money. She had no interest but in the past she was sure she would have enjoyed the attention. Between the conversations Lexa had watched Raven and Clarke dance she hated seeing another woman's hands on her but she told herself they were just friends and it was okay but once the other brunette had entered the situation Lexa was pissed. She didn't fall for it all and refused to let it happen any longer once she seen it was just Clark and the random girl dancing way too slowly and way too sexy together. It was time for it to stop.

"May I step in?" Clarke looked over to see Lexa standing next to her with her hand putting some space between the two girls.

"From the looks of it earlier you were ummm pretty busy yourself so I think were fine here." Clarke gave Lexa a what the fuck kind of look.

"I think your not… please excuse us." Lexa tipped her head in a very possessive way towards the other girl not realizing she had already turned and was on her way back towards the bar

"Really Lexa…" Clarke was pretty much blowing steam out her ears.

Lexa grabbed Clarke by the hips and yanked her forward so their bodies were touching forcing Clarke to rest her arms on Lexa's shoulders. Lexa had always been able to dance she just never did so because there was no one who got to her enough to approach it but here she was seeing red regarding Clarke and some other woman and she could help but be jealous. She wanted to put her hands everywhere she saw that girl touch so Clarke was only hers again.

"Have you been drinking." Clarke randomly spit out at Lexa trying to figure out the possessive nature the brunette was giving her. She was also trying to keep herself distracted from the fact that she could feel Lexa's firm grip on her hips and her fingers sliding up and down every now and then making her skin burn with desire.

"Does that matter Clarke?" Lexa tilted her head down letting their eyes meet. She could rage and frustration in the blonde right now.

"You can't stalk over here and demand that someone woman take their hands off me which I was very much enjoying after I just watched you pretty much get an orgy from a group of girls." Clarke let her words slip harshly knowing she just gave away too much.

"Are you jealous Clarke?" Lexa smirked finding it reassuring she wasn't the only one seeing red tonight.

"Are you jealous Lexa?" Clarke mocked the girls words. Seeing Raven heading back to the dance floor as the song had changed back to something upbeat Clarke decided it was time to exit Lexa's embrace.

"I'm going to get some air." Clarke pulled away from Lexa grabbing for Raven who took notice to the situation on the dance floor and starting dancing around Clarke again hoping to ease the tension burning off of the two.

"Clarky her eyes are glued to you and she hasn't left." Raven stepped up to whisper in her friend's ear.

"I told her I was going to get air and yet here I am dancing with you again." Clarke informed Raven.

"You are setting me up to DIE." Raven clenched her teeth at Clarke turning away from her a little.

Clarke went to wrap her arms around the back of Raven bringing them close when she felt herself pulled back once again. She knew the touch it was Lexa. She felt the girl run her hands down her sides slowly riding around the front part of her thighs. Making them both dance to the beat. Clarke wasn't sure what to do so she just kept dancing trying to not show the fact that the feeling of Lexa's hands on her felt amazing.. She felt Lexa lean into her and her breath on her neck almost making Clarke moan she was trying to pull herself together but the alcohol and Lexa's touch was driving her crazy. Turning around she faced Lexa she knew they both were still pissed at each other. Clarke slid her hands down Lexa's arms pulling her closer by the front of her shirt so they both were chest to chest almost breathing each others air. Blue eyes were meeting green and they both were darker than normal. It was almost like a sexual frustration dance and they both didn't care who was watching. Clarke let her hands dip down to Lexa's hip and push into them seeing the brunette's jaw clench a little she knew Lexa was trying to hold it together as well. She felt Lexa play her hands down her bare back slowly using her nails Clarke felt herself shiver with touch.

"Lexa…" Clarke whispered leaning over into her ear waging a war in her mind. "I can't do this anymore." Clarke pushed breaking the contact she needed to breathe. Making her way out of the crowd quickly she ran into Octavia.

"Nice dance Clarke…." Octavia shot her the dirtiest look she had ever gotten from her best friend.

"Really Octavia you are here with Lincoln…. why don't you go ask how Raven feels about that." Clarke was pissed. She not only had her buttons being pushed by Lexa right but Octavia as well. She stormed off heading for outdoor section hoping Lexa wasn't following.

Raven had watched Clarke storm off and Lexa headed in the same direction but not before noticing the quick confrontation between Octavia and Clarke. It had her wondering what had just happened and she couldn't help but notice a very pissed off looking Octavia staring her down. She decided to ignore it and lift her beer in the and keep on dancing with the two girls who had been dying to get in between her and Clarke all night.

"Can I buy you a beer?" Clarke turned to see the brunette once again. "You look like you might need it.?" She winked at Clarke.

"You have no idea." Clarke turned to face the girl. "I'm really sorry about that in there." Clarke tried to sound caring because she really did feel like an ass for what had happened. Hearing the door open she glanced and seen Lexa spot her once again standing with the brunette. She could see the girls jaw clench and her eyes go dark green almost black. She watched her hands ball into fist before turning and slamming back thru the exit of the door. Clarke knew right then and there standing with brunette again drinking a beer was probably the worst thing she could have let Lexa walk in on but she didn't care at the moment. She had just watched the Lexa surround by women and she refused to be another one of them.

Lexa was pissed she went searching for Clarke trying to explain the girls, trying to make things right between them. This was suppose to be there night out together it's why she invited her. Walking to the bar she asked one of her friends to pour her a shot of whiskey. She downed it and tapped for another one.

"Getting shitty tonight commander." The guy asked her.

"Might as well enjoy my night and live up to my reputation as a Voss right." Lexa laughed knowing it was completely fake.

"Well here's another and go have some fun." the guy handed her one last shot.

"Go have fun" Lexa repeated to herself as she turned to the dance floor and headed back out.

Lexa had cozied up to a few girls on the dance floor. She was feeling the whiskey kick in and the girls ass that was pretty much grinding against her. She had seen Raven shake her head a few times but she also knew Raven didn't see Clarke overly friendly with the girl outside either. She let the girl push her back into a bar stool where she proceeded to slide her hands down Lexa's body before turning around and bending over in front of her. Lexa was turned on but for some reason it just wasn't right she wasn't Clarke. She kept trying to push the blonde out of her head but it wasn't working. She felt the girl stand up and turn face to face with her.

"Let's get out of here?" she heard the girl whisper to her.

Raven pretty much knew where the dance was going and she made a quick exit and ran for the door to find Clarke she wasn't sure what had happened but when she walked out to see Clarke completely engaged int he girl from earlier it all made sense now.

"What the hell are you doing?" Raven spun Clarke around.

"What?" Clarke was shocked by the harsh tone coming from Raven.

"You, her… what are you doing?" Raven pointed to the girl.

"I'm having a beer." Clarke said innocently.

"No your not Clarke your fucking up a good situation over jealousy." Raven pushed her.

"It goes both ways Raven." Clarke turned her back to her friend.

"Yeah well it's going both ways out there too Clarke so you better figure it out." Raven left her just as fast as she had came.

"It goes both ways out there too?" Clarke said out loud what the hell does that mean.

"Will you excuse me." Clarke said to the brunette as she headed back through the door into the bar. Heading towards the dance floor she seen Octavia giving Raven the stare down and she wondered how long that was going to continue before she blew and that is when she spotted Lexa. She was standing between three girls dancing with them. The girls had their hands on her hips around her stomach and arms. She was pretty much being owned but what made it worse is when she watched one of the girls who had a body to die for push Lexa backwards into a stool and started to give her a lap dance. She heard a few hoots coming from some others on the dance floor and she watched the girl take Lexa's hands and grip them around her hips as she pushed her ass into Lexa. Clarke felt her jaw clench and she felt her hands make a fist. So this is what it looked like on Lexa's end watching her dance with someone else.

"Not fucking happening." Clarke said out loud as she headed towards the two girls when she smacked into Raven.

"Clarke you need to think before you do something stupid please." Raven had seen her enter and watch the current dance Lexa was getting.

"Raven you need to get the fuck out of my way now." Clarke said keeping her eyes on Lexa shoving past her friend. She pushed through the crowd and pretty much planted herself in front of both of them.

"Hands off now." Clarke pretty much yelled causing Lexa's head to snap up. She could see the shocked look in Lexa's face. Like she hadn't expected to get caught.

"Don't worry gorgeous stand in line and when I am done with her you can have your dance too." the girl who was practically straddling Lexa said to her with a wink.

"I don't want a dance from you but what I do want is your off my fucking girlfriend." Clarke didn't even realize the slip because she was so pissed. She pushed herself between them breaking up the dance. She heard a few boo's coming from the crowd but she didn't care and once she turned around she felt Lexa take off towards the back of the bar so she followed.

Lexa couldn't believe it. She was pissed the night was horrible. She took off towards the back of the bar to her office she needed to get away from everyone especially from Clarke. How could she come back onto the dance floor and demand her to stop dancing with someone when she pretty much just shoved another girl down her face. Nothing about tonight between the two of them was working out the way she had hoped.

SLAM…

Lexa jumped hearing the door behind her turning she realized Clarke had followed her.

"You don't get to do that." Clarke walked up dead into Lexa's face. She was a little shorter but it didn't stop her.

"Do what?" Lexa stood tall not backing down. "You mean do exactly what you have been doing all night. Living it up getting drunk and putting your hands on another woman." Lexa felt her rage start to come out.

"I walked in on you surrounded by women." Clarke spit back.

"Yeah Clarke women who want me for my last name. If you hadn't noticed I invited you, I waited for you Clarke. This night was suppose to be about us." Lexa stepped forward this time as Clarke stepped back.

"If you want her Clarke go get her cause from the looks of it you could have her but you will not have me and her at the same time." this time Lexa tried to push past her when she felt a hand go up and push against her stomach.

"Stop." Clarke said pushing against her.

"Clarke I cannot stand another minute in this bar with you if you are going to go back out there with that girl. I need to leave before I do something stupid." Lexa pushed her hand down heading for the door when she felt Clarke grab her wrist and push her weight back against the door.

Clarke didn't know what she was doing but she but she knew she fucked up when she heard Lexa tell her to go be with another girl when all she wanted was to be with her. She pushed Lexa with all her weight holding her against the wall.

"I said stop Lexa" Clarke whispered looking Lexa straight in the eyes. They both paused for a second trying to read each other when Lexa felt Clarke's hands start to roam her body. She felt Clarke's hands slowly trace down her stomach sliding along her waist line to rest on her hips pushing her harder against the door.

"Clarke….." Lexa was struggling with being angry, her self control and keeping her hands to herself when she could feel Clarke's full body pressed against hers. "You need to let me go Clarke I can't handle you…." Lexa was cut off.

"No" Clarke said she could feel Lexa's muscles move and tighten with every touch. She let her one hand move up to drag a finger down the side of Lexa's neck making a trail between her chest letting it follow all the way down till both her hands were pushing down Lexa's thighs as she dug her nails into her on the way back up. Hearing the small moan come out of Lexa had Clarke's body on fire she had wanted to touch the girl again so bad and now she had her hands all over her. She could feel Lexa melting under her hands she leaned forward testing her boundaries she blew down Lexa's neck bringing her mouth back up to the girls ear.

"I've been thinking about this all day." Clarke couldn't help but be turned on. She had the commander around her finger and maybe it was just the alcohol between them at the moment but she could feel the burning sexual desire coming off both of them.

Lexa felt her tip her head letting Clarke have access to her neck she didn't know what was going on because usually she was the dominant one and yet she was pushed against a wall and putty in Clarke's hands at the moment.

"Look at me." Clarke spoke making Lexa open her eyes blue meeting green once again. Clarke leaned in closing the distance between hers and Lexa's lips.

"Clarke" Lexa spoke quietly stopping the blonde in her tracks. "I don't want us to regret this." Lexa was dying to lean forward and feel Clarke's lips on hers.

"Tell me to stop then Lexa" Clarke paused for a moment waiting before she pushed forward pressing her lips against Lexa's. It was like fire melting ice all she could do was feel Lexa's soft lips on hers. She reached up pulling at Lexa's shirt begging for them to be closer before slowly breaking the kiss she leaned her head against Lexa's feeling them both try and catch their breathe. She felt Lexa's hand come up behind her neck pulling her in crashing their lips together harder this time. Clarke couldn't stop herself from whimpering slightly from the aggression but the mood was desperate and she was on fire and couldn't get enough of it.

BOOM

Both Clarke and Lexa jumped apart hearing someone come slamming through the door and glass breaking.

"Raven" Clarke yelled.

"We need to leave NOW Clarke." Raven stood in the doorway soaking wet looking extremely pissed off.

A/N Okay thhaatttt just happened. I didn't want to push to farther into it since the rating might be changing soon on the fic but I hope you enjoyed it let me know if I gave it justice or if I flunked out. Also I left a few hints of confusion in this chapter so it will lead into more and btw everyone the whole Octavia/Raven thing was thrown around in here because this is where I am starting the spin off. Wish me luck and don't forget to review! xoxo