A/N Okkayyyy I am beyond scared to post this. To everyone reading please remember this is my first story ever written and this is my first shot at anything M rated.
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Lexa leaned against the window watching Clarke, Octavia and Raven laugh over something. It was nice to see the blonde smiling. She knew she was part of the cause and she had never experienced that before. She never found herself at the point of someone's happiness. She knew Clarke had been happy before her but hearing her friends say they were happy to see her smile naturally again made Lexa's heart skip a beat. They all had been a few bottles of wine in and Lexa was glad she made a point of calling the front desk saying both parties would be staying overnight. She was happy that Raven and Octavia had cleared the air as well. She wasn't sure if they were a couple but watching them could make anyone believe it especially with the way Raven looked at Octavia. She wondered if that's what people saw when looking at herself and Clarke. She smiled seeing Clarke turn and wink at her. It was a simple gesture but it was so Clarke. She couldn't help but miss the blonde even when they were in the same room.
"What are you doing over here?" Clarke made her way over to Lexa who was leaning against the balcony window.
"Just enjoying the view." Lexa smiled.
"What view might that be?" Clarke smirked knowing exactly what Lexa had been watching.
"That adorable couple over there with a third wheel." Lexa laughed seeing Clarke's face drop.
"You jerk. I know that isn't what you were watching." Clarke sipped her wine.
"Mmmm really then what do you think I was watching?" Lexa could see desire in Clarke's eyes.
"Me." Clarke said it bluntly knowing it was the truth.
"Confident much?" Lexa tipped her head grabbing Clarke's glass of wine sipping it.
"I learn from the best commander." Clarke bit her lip scanning Lexa up and down.
"If you keep that up we will be leaving this party early." Lexa grabbed Clarke by the waist pulling her forward.
"Mmm confident much on getting me out of this room.?" Clarke mocked Lexa's tone.
"More like confident in getting you out of that dress." Lexa looked down at Clarke's lips.
"Commander in charge, do I need to salute?" Clarke couldn't help but smile at her own joke.
"I think hearing you say my name will be a good enough accomplishment." Lexa leaned in kissing Clarke to the point of taking her breathe away.
"Come on before those two end up on the counter again." Lexa smiled seeing Clarke's eyes still closed and she turned to walk them back towards her friends.
"Awww you two decided to come back to our reality." Octavia laughed seeing her best friend was totally stunned over something.
"What has her so speechless." Raven tipped her head to Clarke who still hadn't snapped too just yet.
"I kissed her." Lexa laughed seeing Clarke hear her words and glare.
"Damn commander maybe you should kiss me too."Octavia threw her head back laughing seeing Clarke then glare at her.
"HA sorry that is a privilege I only get." Clarke wrapped hers arm around Lexa's waist.
"Mmmhmm last I checked that was only my job as well." Raven nudged Octavia.
"Ohhh jealous much looks like were about to be in the middle of a cat fight." Lexa stood watching everything glare in a circle before they all busted up laughing.
"Pshhh wine please." Clarke handed her glass to Lexa.
"Ohhhh so that is how it works now a days." Raven pointed at Lexa who stepped away to fetch wine for Clarke.
"How did you get her whipped." Raven asked Clarke gesturing to Lexa.
"I kissed her." Clarke laughed seeing Lexa turn from the table.
Clarke sunk down into one of the chairs in the penthouse. She couldn't imagine living like this. It was like luxury on top of luxury. She didn't even know how Lexa managed to rent out both rooms overnight it had to cost her a fortune. Staring at Lexa who was currently opening a new bottle of wine filling four glass for everyone. Clarke let herself admire the girl. She had seen Lexa several times and even seen her with almost nothing on but watching her now she seemed so grown up and sophisticated. It made her wonder if there was a downside to living rich and with the last name Voss. There was so much more she wanted to know about the girl who was currently staring her down with desire in her eyes. It made Clarke shiver she knew Lexa wanted more with her but Clarke was still unsure. She wasn't lacking the same feelings because everyone could see it plastered on her face that she wanted Lexa naked and in bed for days but because of her past she hadn't given in yet. She knew at some point she would have to share that story with Lexa but for tonight she wanted to forget the world.
"Clarke…" Octavia snapped in her face.
"Hmmm…" Clarke turned to look at her best friend.
"If you keep looking at her like that you might as well walk across that hall and do what you're thinking." Octavia smirked seeing her best friend actually think it over.
"Coming from the person I just seen laid out on the counter for the second time in one week." Clarke laughed feeling a pillow hit her.
"We will discuss that another time." Clarke watched Raven whisper something in Octavia's ear making her laugh.
Focusing back on Lexa now she seen the girl walking towards her with a smile on her face like she was up to something.
'Why are you looking at me like that." Clarke lifted her foot pressing it against Lexa's stomach holding her in place.
"I just want to dance with you." Lexa smirked holding out her hand.
"I don't trust you right now." Clarke could see humor in the girls eyes.
"Come on just one dance outside on the balcony under the stars." Lexa was laying it on thick hoping Clarke would give in and she got her way when she felt the blonde put her hand in hers.
"You better not be lying Lexa." Clarke heard Octavia yell dancing love birds as she followed Lexa out on the balcony she hadn't been out there all night. Stepping out she noticed there was pretty much a full on kitchen against one wall and then a decent sized swimming pool that looked like the water poured off the edge of the building it was gorgeous but a little scary at the same time. Feeling Lexa wrap her arms around her as they started to sway she sighed. This is what it was suppose to be like this is how she wanted to stay forever.
"Stop thinking so much Clarke." Lexa whispered in the blondes ear.
"I'm not thinking Lexa." Clarke held back a laugh knowing Lexa could see right through her.
"I know I am pretty damn sexy so if you need to say it you can." Lexa felt Clarke try to pull away so she tightened her grip.
"I swear you get more cocky as the days past." Clarke mumbled in the girls neck as she applied a soft kiss feeling Lexa relax again. She loved that she has the effect on the girl.
"Better than getting wet." Lexa laughed waiting for it.
"What…" Clarke pulled back looking at Lexa seeing the humor shine in her eyes before she felt herself get picked up and thrown over Lexa's shoulder again.
"Put me down Lexa what are you doing." Clarke started to squirm and then she spotted the swimming pool and how they were walking towards it.
"This is how I have wanted you in so many ways Clarke." Lexa laughed knowing it had a double meaning.
"Lexa I swear on everything if you don't let me go…" She felt Lexa prop her up ready to throw her in so she grabbed on clinging to the girl making sure if she was going in they were going together.
Lexa gripped trying to pry Clarke off her laughing as they both struggled for control. Lexa could feel herself slipping and Clarke purposely leaning towards the water now so she gave in and they both took the plunge.
"Ohhh my god." Clarke came up sputtering water.
"Damn you look good wet." Lexa smirked pushing the water off her face.
"Shut up." Clarke splashed her.
"Make me." Lexa played along with the game.
"I plan to among other things." Clarke jumped landing on Lexa trying to shove her under the water but she just felt herself get lifted up again.
"I wasn't lying when I said you look good wet." Lexa let Clarke slide down her body till they were face to face.
"You're pushing every button I have tonight Lexa." Clarke leaned in colliding her lips into Lexa's. She moaned feeling the heat flow between them. It was like they both knew exactly what they wanted they just didn't know how to go about it. She let her hands slide across the brunette's shoulders till she cupped the back of her neck deepening the kiss.
"Good." Lexa heard herself say it the second she felt Clarke's tongue touch hers. She had been craving the blondes taste since they had left their penthouse. She wanted her alone but she didn't want to be rude to her friends. She let her hands slide down into the water forcing Clarke to wrap her legs around her waist allowing her to slide her hands up Clarke's thighs under her dress she felt Clarke's hips push forward against her it almost made her drop to her knees.
"God Lexa we need to leave…. now." Clarke whispered in Lexa's ear as she started to kiss down her neck when she felt her back bump up against the edge of the pool. She was dying for Lexa to touch her she wanted her clothes off now it felt like they were smothering her because they were both soaked.
"Shhh just be quiet and no one will know." Lexa pushed up Clarke's dress even further loving the feeling of her hands roaming over Clarke's smooth skin. She was burning with desire every time she felt Clarke arch into her with her hips. She was lost in everything Clarke.
"Mmhmm should have figured." Octavia all but but crept onto the balcony.
Lexa stopped her journey in her tracks seeing movement. She squeezed Clarke's hips realizing she hadn't noticed Octavia smiling sitting in the chair on the balcony.
"Clarke…" Lexa pulled back with a smirk on her face.
"Lexa I can't be anymore quiet then what I am…." Clarke all but whispered it finally hearing her best friend.
"Hahaha payback is a bitch Clarke." Octavia all but sprinted jumping into the pool.
"You've got to be kidding me." Clarke bit her lip looking at Lexa who was of course smirking.
"It's kind of funny though." Lexa pulled Clarke's dress back down.
"Lexa if you ever want this dress off you better stop laughing." Clarke shoved letting Lexa fall back into the pool.
"What am I missing out here." Clarke heard Raven come out and she all but cursed the world for even leaving the other penthouse.
"You are missing completely nothing now." Clarke couldn't help but laugh at herself trying to climb up out of the pool in a wet dress.
"No your not." Lexa grabbed Clarke's hand yanking her back into the pool.
"Lexa…. " Clarke all but screamed falling back into the pool hearing all three of her friends laugh.
"You seriously are going to pay for this later" Clarke let herself relax against Lexa's body.
"Awww you forgave her already." Octavia splashed both of them for being cute.
"O please shut up and let me enjoy this random moment of being in a pool wet in more than one way." Clarke smirked at her best friend watching her face scrunch up.
"Ewwww I am getting out now." they all laughed watching Octavia hop out of the pool quicker then ever.
'You're nasty and get out of my pool." Octavia stomped off back into the penthouse with Raven following her laughing still.
"Let's get out of here." Clarke spoke turning into Lexa's arms giving her a quick kiss.
"Are you sure, this is girls night for you?" Lexa kissed her back between talking.
"Yes I am sure come on." Clarke dragged Lexa to the steps with them both stepping out dripping wet in there clothes.
"This might be difficult." Lexa said looking down at her clothes knowing no matter what happened they were going to get everything soaked.
"Here unzip me?" Clarke decided stripping down to almost nothing would be the easiest way to accomplish this.
"What?" Lexa was stunned unsure on what to do.
"Seriously Lexa unzip me. If we just break it down the basics and leave our clothes here they we won't have to worry about the mess." Clarke laughed at Lexa's face before turning around pointing to her zipper.
"Okay what ever you say." Lexa grabbed the zipper of the dress pulling it down seeing Clarke had on a dark blue laced bra and a matching boy shorts she felt her mouth go dry instantly watching Clarke wiggle her way out of it before turning to face Lexa.
"What… ?" Clarke smiled at Lexa seeing her stare.
"Do you match like that every time you go out or were you just hoping to get lucky?" Lexa asked unbuttoning her shirt.
"Ohhh I figured I was coming here to meet Raven and you never know." Clarke smirked watching Lexa glare.
"I don't think so." Lexa dropped her shirt exposing her black bra and extremely toned shoulders and abs.
Clarke stood waiting for the girl to strip down enjoying every second of it. She knew soon it would be her taking off Lexa's clothes but for now she was just fine with watching.
"Are you just going to watch or help?" Lexa was struggling to get her slacks off.
"Ohhh I'm enjoying watching." Clarke smiled when Lexa's pants finally dropped. She was also matching with black on black everything it had Clarke bite her lip.
"Let's go it's cold now." Lexa grabbed her hand running through the door.
"Sorry guys!" Clarke laughed seeing her friends jaw drop as they headed for the front door into the hallway.
"That will never get let down." Clarke waited for Lexa to punch in the code for the other room.
"It's okay at least we are a great view together." Lexa laughed as they both shivered getting into the room.
"Do you want me to get you a blanket or draw you a bath" Lexa walked heading towards the bedroom looking for some clothes.
"Don't get dressed." Clarke cocked an eyebrow at the brunette when she turned around smirking.
"Why not." Lexa asked walking back towards her slowly.
"You owe me something." Clarke grabbed a blanket off the back of the couch wrapping herself in it walking towards the window with a chair.
"This is not how I expected this to happen." Lexa started following Clarke.
"Sit." Clarke shoved her down hard in the chair hearing Lexa groan a little caused her to laugh out loud.
Clarke headed over to the other table grabbing her sketchpad and pencils she knew this is not what Lexa was thinking but she had a downtown city background and a gorgeous woman it required a sketch. Plopping down on the comfy chair in front of her she looked up and stared.
"I am going to need you to slightly move to the right so the last of the sun hit's you a little more on that side." Clarke opened up the new sketch pad realizing it was about one hundred times better than the one she had at home along with the elite pencil she had in her hand.
"This is why you need me almost naked?" Lexa lifted her hands up.
'Mmhmm you look fantastic with no clothes on, I mean if you want to remove the rest I won't complain." Clarke glanced up seeing Lexa blush a little.
"So this is something I owe you." Lexa turned listening to Clarke's instructions.
"Mmhmm do you not remember your midnight confession to me." Clarke started to angle out Lexa's body on the paper.
"What midnight confession?" Lexa stiffened a little trying to figure out what she could have said in the middle of the night.
"You need to relax Lexa…" Clarke muffled a laugh.
"Are you joking with me right now." Lexa tried to relax back into the position she was just in.
"Maybe or maybe not." Clarke was focused she wanted to get everything perfect on this sketch she might not get another lighting so perfect with Lexa's body. Displaying her muscle tone with the soft background is what would stand out the most. The commander stoic picture in such a beautiful lighting. Her arms and abs were just about as stunning as her jawline.
"Why are you blushing?" Lexa was focused on Clarke's face as she glanced back and forth.
"Ohhh nothing.' Clarke smiled a little.
'You're lying I can see it written on your face." Lexa let her foot slip a little.
"Do not move Lexa." Clarke pointed with a warning.
'Then you better start talking." Lexa put her foot back the best she could.
"Well Lexa… right now I am drawing your long lean muscled legs. I have to define your muscle tone throughout your body with a light and dark shades in the background. With every pencil stroke and smear I am just imagining what it would feel like if I were to actually be touching you." Clarke was dead honest as she started shading out certain sections of Lexa's body.
"Oh." Lexa had no idea what to say. She pretty much felt every inch of her body get turned on. Clarke was sketching her but mentally having sex with her. She knew they both had been drinking a lot of wine but that had to have been the sexiest thing someone has said to her.
"You asked." Clarke looked up winking at the brunette.
"When did you become such a perv." Lexa laughed trying to shake off the desire.
"Since I laid eyes on you." Clarke laughed seeing Lexa roll her eyes.
"So that means you found me attractive that day in the coffee shop when you stole my coffee." Lexa watched Clarke's expressions thinking about when they first met and how she thought Clarke was stunning the second she laid eyes on her.
"My coffee Lexa my coffee…. you stole my coffee, and yes I might have found you attractive." Clarke bit her lip in concentration and in the fact that she really thought Lexa was mysterious but gorgeous.
"Mmhmm a maybe huh? Well I have to admit I admired your ass for a few minutes before I actually got you to turn around." Lexa couldn't hold her laugh in seeing Clarke stop sketching and looking up at her.
"Really so how long exactly were you paying attention to me." Clarke hummed as she went back to sketching.
"Well see I was talking to this girl who was trying to get back into my good graces from the night before in the bar…" Lexa was cut off hearing Clarke.
"Pshhh of course….. now continue." Clarke rolled her eyes to the start of the story.
"Well then I heard someone randomly belt out the word fuck and seeing it come from this little tiny blonde I couldn't help but be curious." Lexa smiled knowing Clarke was going to have something to say about that.
"First of all I am not a tiny blonde, and two I am going to make Octavia train me to kick your ass." Clarke pointed.
"Also don't move." Clarke snapped again.
"What are you going to do if I move?" Lexa was getting tired of just sitting still it wasn't her type of thing.
BANG BANG
Both girls jumped hearing someone pound on the door. Lexa hopped up off the chair heading for the door telling Clarke to stay seated but she protested following her. Swinging the door open they both jumped seeing Octavia about to shoot off a bottle of champagne through there door.
"Heyyyy bitches I brought you a drink." Octavia hopped into there room sitting the bottle on the table before sauntering back out the door.
"Payback is a bitch Clarke and that is times two." they both heard Octavia shout down the hallway.
"That really didn't just happen did it?" Clarke laughed watching as Lexa slammed the door.
"She gave me a heart attack." Lexa plopped down on the couch holding her chest.
"Awww poor baby." Clarke smiled climbing on top of Lexa with the blanket.
"Well it did get me out of sitting on that damn chair." Lexa felt herself get nudged.
"Not nice but it's okay I was almost finished anyways." Clarke snuggled up into Lexa's neck.
"Can I see it?" Lexa asked running her fingers over the cover of the book.
"Not yet…once it's finished I'll show you" Clarke pulled Lexa's hand back off the sketch book listening to the girls heartbeat.
"This is my favorite way to be with you." Lexa confessed feeling Clarke shift.
"Sooooo you liked the tiny little blonde with a sailor's mouth?" Clarke pushed up on her elbows to stare into Lexa's green eyes .
"I more than liked her I was fascinated from the second I saw her. When she glared at me pretty much wanting to kill me with her gorgeous blue eyes over her coffee." Lexa ran her hands up Clarke's back pulling them flush together.
"Mmmm…." Clarke all but hummed feeling the Lexa's strong hands pull her down making there hips push together.
"So about earlier… that wet comment in the pool." Lexa wiggled her eyebrows being super curious.
"Ohhh you remember that do you?" Clarke leaned down brushing her lips against Lexa's.
"Mmhmm how could I forget." Lexa let her hands wander down over Clarke's ass pulling her up a little higher.
"I guess that is something you could have almost found out." Clarke bit her lip feeling her bare skin rub against Lexa's. She wasn't sure how much longer she was going to be able to hold out but she knew it didn't mean Lexa had to suffer.
"Well if someone would have been a little more quiet.." Lexa laughed feeling Clarke pinch her in the side.
"I was being totally quiet. Octavia just wanted payback and couldn't help but be nosey." Clarke pushed up on her hands wanting to prove a point.
"Clarke you are not quiet…ughhhhh…" Lexa tried to get her words out before groaning at the feeling of Clarke's thigh slide between her legs.
"I'm sorry what was that?" Clarke leaned down all but saying the words into Lexa's mouth. Pushing her knee a little higher she bit down on Lexa's lip before leaning in to kiss the brunette slow and lazy. She knew it wasn't her time but feeling Lexa's body react to her touch made her go crazy.
"Clarke…. it's you who is pushing buttons now." Lexa couldn't stop herself from moaning when she felt Clarke start to run her tongue down her neck biting and kissing as she went lower with each kiss.
"Lexa I want you to shut up." Clarke bit down hard sucking right above her bra repaying her for the mark she currently was showing but Clarke couldn't help but moan herself when she felt Lexa's nails dig down into her back she leaned back up to match Lexa's hunger grinding her hips into the girl below her.
"Clarke you need to stop… before I can't stop." Lexa was pulling down on Clarke's hips forcing friction between the two of them. She could feel Clarke begin to pant just a little with the consistent rhythm the both created getting lost in it.
"Lexa once again I need you to shut up…" Clarke bit her lip feeling Lexa's hands roam up the front of her stomach over her bra. She knew she had to stop Lexa from touching her or she was going to lose control of herself and that isn't what she wanted to do right now.
"No touching…" Clarke pushed Lexa's hands above her head hoping she would listen just a little bit as she leaned forward running her tongue across the brunette's bottom lip teasing her letting her other fingers slide down Lexa's abs playing with the band of her boy shorts.
"Let's just say Lexa you like this is what makes me wet." Clarke spoke into the girls mouth teasing her with her tongue. She could feel Lexa fight for control but Clarke was giving any. She snapped Lexa's boy shorts feeling the girl jump a little before sliding her fingers down inside of them allowing her nails to drag down the inner side of Lexa's thigh. She felt her squeeze her legs together at the touch. Clarke was burning to feel how wet the girl was she was exploring with her fingers everywhere along Lexa body but not exactly where they both wanted her to be.
"Clarke… you are not playing fair." Lexa groaned still trying to get her hands free so she could touch the blonde. She knew she was just about dripping wet from the feeling of Clarke's hips and fingers driving her crazy. She couldn't tell if Clarke was going to pull back or if she was ready so controlling her own actions was important as well.
"I never said anything about playing fair Lexa." Clarke whispered in her ear before allowing her hand to cup over Lexa completely. She felt Lexa's hips jerk up and her head tilt back. Clarke leaned up watching the girl's face she was struggling not to moan at the contact. Clarke could almost feel how wet the girl was and with each push of her hips connecting with her hand she could feel Lexa starting to come undone.
"Clarke I want to touch you." Lexa all but moaned feeling Clarke's fingers shifting against her. The blonde was currently pulling her bra down slowly kissing all around her nipple. Lexa was loosing her battle and close to giving in.
"Relax Lexa." Clarke leaned up letting her mouth hover over Lexa's watching her eyes go dark when she felt Clarke slide her middle finger up allowing Clarke to feel exactly how wet Lexa was for her.
"Mmmhmm say it again Lexa." Clarke spoke kissing down her neck hearing Lexa moan out the word fuck. It just turned Clarke on even more wanting to please the girl she dipped two fingers into her pulling her wetness out over the top of her clit slowly circling it. Feeling Lexa naturally react to her touch pushing her hips up silently begging for Clarke to push them into her.
"Do not move." Clarke spoke letting her grip go on the girl. She unhooked Lexa's bra stopping just a second to take in the brunette. She was gorgeous and seeing her eyes dark green with desire and moaning below her almost caused Clarke to let go of her own self control. Leaning down she captured Lexa's lips hard biting down on her lip and pulling. She wanted to be soft and gentle but hearing Lexa beg for more Clarke swirled her tongue over one of Lexa's nipples sucking and enjoying the taste of sweat forming on the brunette's skin. She used her leg to push Lexa's legs open a little more giving her fingers more access as she used her tongue and teeth to leave marks all across Lexa's body. She wanted the girl to wake up and look in the mirror knowing her body was Clarke's only.
"For fucks sake Clarke…." Lexa was dying under Clarke's touch. She felt the girl explore her whole body while teasing her every now and then with her fingers. She was burning on the inside like she was going to explode. It has been a long very long time since someone had gotten to her this good and even longer since she gave her self control up to be a bottom but she was like putty in Clarke's hands right now and the blonde was enjoying every second of it.
"Say it once more and I might give it to you." Clarke let her two fingers circle around Lexa's entrance she had been dying to feel her fingers inside the girl but she wanted to make sure she had brought every wall down possible with Lexa. She wanted Lexa to break down and give her everything. She could feel Lexa push her hips trying to force Clarke's fingers inside her making Clarke pull back a little each time.
"Say it." Clarke came up leaning down teasing her lips against Lexa's nipping and drawing circles with her tongue over them feeling her let her mouth drop open. Lexa was panting gripping the couch over her head.
"Fuck Clarke please." Lexa moaned out feel Clarke's lips crash down on hers as she felt Clarke push two fingers in her easily. Lexa felt herself gasp into Clarke's mouth and she could feel the blonde smile into the kiss. She was dripping wet she could hear herself against Clarke's hand every time she pushed her fingers deeper and deeper into her. Hearing Clarke whisper to her pushed her even closer to the edge.
"You feel so fucking good." Clarke usually wasn't much of a talker but Lexa brought out something in her she wasn't able to control once she got her hands on the brunette. She was shocked at how easy it was pushing into Lexa she had been dripping wet for her and feeling it made Clarke grind her hips down harder pushing her fingers in deep with the pressure. Clarke tried to slow down the pace to let Lexa ride it out lazily but there was no way. Lexa was rocking her hips to her own rhythm and all Clarke could do was let her fingers slide in and out of the girl. It was hot so Clarke took advantage of using her mouth licking all the way up the girls chest before biting down on her nipple she felt Lexa shatter underneath her. It only took that small addition to make the brunette tumble over and tighten around Clarke's fingers. She felt Lexa's body shake as she kept pulling her fingers in and out of her riding out the orgasm slowly.
"You're amazing." Clarke spoke smiling down at the brunette who currently had her eyes closed.
"Really…" is all Lexa managed to get out still trying to catch her breath.
"If only you had my view." Clarke pulled her fingers out and rubbed one over Lexa's lips.
"Next time I plan on tasting you." Clarke hummed as she leaned down tasting Lexa on her own lips sliding her tongue in her mouth so Lexa could taste too.
"Ughhhh...I plan to in a few minutes." Lexa groaned with the blondes words. She was already feeling turned on again. She finally let go of the couch and gripped Clarke and push her thumbs into Clarke's hips hearing her breath hitch a little it made her smile knowing she could do the same to the blonde.
"No no no tonight was about you." Clarke kissed her again letting her body slide down and rest on Lexa's she watched the girl open her eyes questioning her statement but she could only see truth in her eyes.
"Clarke…" Lexa tried to protest.
"Shut up Lexa" Clarke smiled seeing the brunette glare at her before laying her bed back down. Clarke snuggled up into Lexa's neck listening to heart rate slowly come back down to normal.
"Are you sure…." Lexa felt selfish enjoying every second of what just happened without returning the pleasure besides the fact that she wanted to do everything and more to the blonde.
"Trust me I believe I was good enough for the both of us tonight." Clarke started to laugh hearing Lexa blow out air.
"Wow and you call me cocky." Lexa wrapped her arms around Clarke tight pulling them together. She could feel her body relax as she slowly started to drift off to sleep.
Clarke laid there for a little while longer thinking about what just happened. She smiled feeling it in her heart that she was going to be okay in the long run and that finally she had something she had wanted so long she had passion. She let her fingers play across Lexa's chest drawing small patterns as she looked up at her feeling Lexa's breathing she knew she was fast asleep.
"Mine." Clarke bit her lip thinking of Lexa's words from the other night. "I want you to be mine." Clarke smiled knowing it was beyond mutual. Drifting she finally let her body relax against Lexa and before she knew it she was fast asleep.
A/N I finally approached it but I have noooooo idea if I even came close to average. Don't hate me but any review bad or good I would love to hear it. Of course next chapter will be the wake up after... Let me know what you guys think and of course if you have any ideas or suggestions hit me with them. Thank you xoxoxo