A/N: This shouldn't deserve to be called a chapter here, but I needed to let you know what was going on because I feel I have abandoned you. I have been writing. God, I've been writing so much my fingers hurt. Everything I do, however, does not get finished. I have about seventeen unfinished chapters of this just sitting on my desktop, asking to be opened. Ugh. Worst case of writers block I've ever experienced - I've never actually been so far into it that I can't write anymore. Not to mention I've been a bit...unstable lately, and my aunt died on Monday. (Please don't be all sympathetic, I really don't want it - I'm just letting you all know why there has been a distinct lack of updates - and I swear, if you do get all sympathetic on me, I will send Blaine and Kurt after you. [Not that some of you would mind...I know I wouldn't...])

And it sounds strange that I feel so bad about not updating, but it's true. I love writing, and I love seeing your reactions to stuff I come up with. Makes my day. So now you know, and I shall try my hardest to get the chapters out ASAP. They've...just gotta be finished and sorted and editied and then probably scrapped and rewritten XD

Rating: G/K

Kurt poured his coffee at three in the morning. Like always.

It was routine, and Kurt needed that at the moment, because nothing else was.

Or maybe it was, but it just wasn't Kurt's routine.

Kurt glanced over at the couch, where Blaine rested, and dipped his head.

It wasn't Blaine's fault that he was sleeping on the couch. It was Kurt's, and he knew it.

Kurt was scared. Scared of relationships, scared of sex, scared of being with him.

It was their second year into college - they had bought a simple one bedroomed house and they were together. But...they weren't together. But Blaine never pushed him, and for that, Kurt was glad.

Kurt was freaking out, and he wasn't proud of it.

A/N: Honest to god, that A/N is longer than the actual chapter. *Ashamed* But you have no idea how many times I wrote 'Darren' and 'Chris' here. I've been in a Roleplay on Twitter and I play Chris, so it's kinda stuck with me. There was something else I needed to say...and now I've forgotten. But anyway, just wanted to appologise once more, and...you should expect more chapters...soon...I...hope... *Shifty Eyes*

Omg I remembered what I wanted to say. I'll be redoing this chapter one day. It has a plotline and everything, but this was all I could muster at the time.