Chapter 6 (jealousy?)
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Alison's POV
I didn't finish my conversation with Em because of Alice. She dragged me up until here in a restaurant and I don't know why but I'm starting to like her company even if sometimes she is pretty annoying. "So.. I want to ask something I hope you would not get offended" Alice said.
"Sure, what is it?" I ask "are you... Gay?" She asks a bit nervous. I always ask myself that question because I'm not attracted to girls but I'm in love with Emily but she is the only girl that I ever love. Boys are always my thing but Emily changed it, I like her more than I ever like those boys, I'm attracted to her so bad. I will rather choose to look at her while in a swimsuit rather than look at those boys wearing trunks. I will choose to look at Emily while she is swimming rather than those boys abs(Emily has abs too!). And I would rather look at Emily while stretching, and warm ups than look at other girls. So I would say Emily is my thing, and Emily is my type. If there is only Emilysexual I would choose that.
"Hey.. Still there?" Alice brought me back to reality "oh yeah.. I'm still here" I replied, I still don't know what to reply so I just said "I'm straight" like an old Alison Dilaurentis "oh... But I hope I could change your mind" She replied with a small grin. Before I could reply we heard a crash of glasses "I'm sorry.. I didnt-" but the waitress was cut off "you should look around!" A familiar voice yelled. I stood up so I could look and see who it was and I was shocked.
"Next time watch your way" Sara said. And I can't believe her attitude. It's like an old Alison or maybe much mean. I look around to find where Emily is but I can't find her, I look at Sara again and she is just looking with a smirk at the waitress that is currently wiping the floor. When the waitress is already finished Sara walk towards the vacant table and sat. I was about to turn when I see tha familiar tan skin in the corner of my eye and I whipped my head and saw my favorite brunette.
Emily sat in front of Sara and smiled "I am supposed to be that girl" I muttered to myself "what?" Alice asked "nothing.." Then I smile fondly. "Will you allow me to get to know you?" Alice asked with a warm smile. "...let's try" I don't know why I replied that but all I know she can help me to move on from my Emily.
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Emily's POV
I entered the restaurant and found Sara sitting on one of the tables "hey babe did you order for us?" I ask while sitting in the chair in front of her "No.. I waited you" she replied with a charming smile and I smiled back. I feel eyes on us so I looked around and people were looking at us, then the waitress walked "w-what i-is y-your o-order?" The waitress stuttered she seem tense, nervous and... Scared?. Why would she be scared? I don't know why I'm thinking this but..
"We would like to order your special beef steak" Sara said with a smile while looking at the waitress. "O-okay" the waitress write it in the paper but she was shaking. "Are you alright?" I ask with concern. "Y-yes" she replied and she gave me a hesitating smile "that's all and a water for the drinks" Sara inserted then the waitress walked away. "That's weird" I said "what?" Sara asks "nothing" I replied immediately and I looked around again and the corner of my eye caught a familar blonde locks.
I look at her and see that she's not alone. I saw Alice a person that I'm very annoyed. I just look at them but something tore my heart I don't know why but it hurts me so bad that one small move can affect me this huge. Alice moved her hand and put it above Ali's hand. I look away and just focus on Sara my girlfriend. I shouldn't be affected this bad I already have girlfriend but.. I can't change the fact that I still have feelings for Ali.
I leaned towards the table and kiss Sara on the lips.. Deeply. "What was that for?" Sara asks with a smile when we pulled away "I just want you to know that I love you" I replied with a smile I know that I'm just convincing myself, since I came back here and since I saw Ali again I know that I'm still in love with her and I'm just fooling myself. The waitress came and served us our food. Sara and I ate in silence, we just sit there and eat together like a normal couple but I can't think straight, I can't accept that someone is making a move to Ali.
Sara's phone rang and she picked it up "hello?" Sara answered and I just continued eating "what?!" I looked up to see Sara but her face is full of frustration "okay.." I stopped eating and focused on Sara "fine! I'm on the way" Sara hunged up and groaned. "Hey what's the matter?" I ask "something went wrong.. I have to go" She said then she stood up but before she go. She peck me on my lips then "bye babe I'll call you later" She said she got out.
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I was in my parent's house here in rosewood. Even we moved in texas my mom and dad decided to not sell our house and use it if we will spend a vacation here. I'm here in the couch sitting while watchong TV. And I'm pretty bored but I was surprised when I heard the doorbell. I stood up so I could answer the door. I opened and it and met by the familiar girl I always loved.
"Ali" I greeted "what are you doing here?" I ask then I step aside so she could come in. "I just want to discuss somethings about work" she replied. "Take a sit" I offered the couch and she grant it "I just want to say somethings because after the commercial shoot you are going to have a photoshoot for the product" she said "and Alice will be-" I cut her off "I don't need to know anything about her" I replied.
"What's happening?" She ask questionable "nothing..." I replied and I looked away from her "Emily tell me" She said firmly. "Just... Don't mention that name to me. I don't wanna hear anything about her" I said looking directly at her eyes. "Why are so annoyed at her?" She ask and her voice is much higher a bit. "Nothing.." I replied then I started to walk away but I felt a tight grip in my wrist "tell me" she said with worry.
"I don't know what's happening to me! Okay?!" She back off a bit surprised and her brows knitted "I don't know but it hurts me.. The way she smiled at you and you smiled back at her, the way you allowed her to touch your hand and hold it" I said I can feel myself getting weak. "I'm supposed to be the one who will make you happy.. But someone always got first before me.. First is Lorenzo now her!" I said feeling tears on my cheeks.
"Em.. I-" she was cut off when I placed my hand in her face and caressed her cheeks. But before I could speak she placed her lips in mine and it feels so right.