Chapter 8 (true feelings)

Hey guys :) it's been a while I know. School became so busy and I have some love problems.. Okay :) enough of the drama and let me take you to our emison world :) enjoy this chapter! :** this is a bit longer chapter I hope its fine :)

Sorry for all the errors. Its all mine

Alison's POV

I woked up naked in a couch but there's a blanket covering me and a pillow above my head. I was finding the familiar body that made me feel so... Special last night. I heard some noise coming from the kitchen. I stood up and wrapped the sheets around my naked body and started walking towards the kitchen to see my mermaid was cooking.

I slowly and quietly walk behind her then I wrapped my arms around her waist and rest my head in her shoulder. "Goodmorning" I muttered softly, I tilt my head to her neck and inhaled her scent. "Goodmorning to you too.. Beautiful" She turn her body so she can face me. She wrapped her arms around me and I nestled my face in the crook of her neck and inhaled her scent. "I don't know if I should say it. But I really really love you" She muttered.

"I don't know if I'm just getting carried away with my jealousy but... I'm not going to be jealous if.. I.. Don't have feelings right?" She added. "And everything feels so good and.. Right" she finished, I look up at her to see her reaction and I was met by a sweet, concern and warm stare. "If this is a dream, I wish... I can stay asleep. So I could stay like this with you" I replied. I leaned up so I could kiss, and when I felt her lips on mine, I feel butterflies.. No! Not only butterflies. Much better to say fireworks.

When we pulled away I look up straightly to her eyes. "I cooked breakfast for you. I was hoping to bring it to the couch but now you're awake.. You should wear some clothes before I take advantage of that" I was a bit surprised because of her bluntness. "What if I don't like Fields?" I ask with a seductive smirk.

"Don't temp me Dilaurentis" she replied huskily. I can feel her hot breath against my ear and it sent shiver straight to my spine. "Why? What can you do Emily?" I fired back not ending this banter, I gasped when I felt open mouthed kisses in my neck then my collarbones. I closed my eyes to enjoy the feeling and tangle my hands in her hair. "Oh..." I moaned but when I was about to reach her ass to squeeze she stopped kissing me, so I snapped my eyes open.

"Why'd you stop?!" I ask with a bit frustration. "Are you sexually frustrated Dilaurentis?" She replied with a playful smirk "I am not" I huff but the truth is.. Maybe? "I stop because if we continue this I may not be able to stop myself.. And that little moan of yours.. It sends every hot feeling inside my body" she said with dark eyes.

"And we should eat breakfast.. Or maybe I could just eat you" she suggested and I felt myself getting a bit wet. "Stop it.. Let's eat before I can't stop myself from straddling you" I pull her hand and we head to the chairs. "Do you want to wear something proper instead of blanket?" She ask while laughing softly. "Just get me some clothes" she stood up and head towards her room.

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Emily's POV

I am in my room finding something Ali could wear. After 5 minutes past I found something "this could work out for her.." I muttered to myself while looking at my old sweat pants with a big 'FIELDS' in the butt. It was my sweatpants when we were still in highschool and I chose a tank top that I know will show Ali's womanly curves. I got downstairs and into the kitchen I saw Alison starting to wash some of the dishes while the blanket is wrapped around her body and it is not falling because she tied it above her beautiful breasts.

I slowly walk behind her and did the same thing she did earlier to me. She stop from washing the dishes and put her arms just above mine that is wrapping around her body. "I don't wanna move.." She muttered softly "I just want to spend like this with you.. Forever" she added while closing her eyes and sighing softly. "Me too.. I wish I could change everything in the past so we could end up like this." I replied while inhaling her scent.

"We still need to talk right?" She replied and I can see from her tone is sadness and lost of hope. "Yeah.. But can we stay like this a bit longer?" I ask hiding my sadness "yeah" she replied softly.

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"So...?" Alison ask while sitting in front of me in my living room. "What do you wanna talk about?.. Feelings? Things?" I ask nervously I can feel some sweat starting to build up in my forehead. "All" she replied firmly then crossing her legs and putting her hands above her thigh.

Alison is now well dressed. I mean not in a blanket but in those clothes I chose for her "okay.." I sighed starting to calm my nerves "everything I told you is all and definitely true.." I look up at her eyes and she's just staring at me with those intense blue eyes. Its like she's examining me carefully "the thing that happened between us is... Something I've dreamed a long time ago, until now. I felt so inlove and so.. Happy and alive when we were doing those things" I said opening up everything. I guess if I don't open up I could lose her.

"I know I'm still in a relationship with Sara but... Those feeling that I've felt for Sara is just not enough from what I truely felt for you" I face down because of the feelings I just realize and I hate hurting others feelings but this is the true feelings I have for Alison. "I just realize that night when I was kissing you is the fact that I much rather peck you lightly on the lips instead of making love with Sara. I much rather choose your simple warm hug rather than making out with Sara"

"I mean... I know this is selfish but I much rather choose being back to seventeen. A seventeen year old dreaming to be in a relationship to her queen bee bestfriend that doesn't like her back rather than to be a twenty three year old that still dreaming to her bestfriend even she's currently in a realationship" I said softly still staring at the floor, I can't face her. I can't look at those blue eyes that I've dreamed to focus on me since I was a teenager.

"I want you to know that I'm ready to fool myself and be dumb. I just really need you in my life because I really love you." I just stayed like that. Staring at the floor and quiet "did you know that I will risk everything even to be an affair just to have you too in my life?" Alison muttered then I look up and see those blue eyes are watering because of tears. "I will choose to be an affair just to stay here beside you and here those three words coming from you because I really love you too" she added.

"Even Sara get mad at me and call me slut, bitch or anything. I will accept those just to have you"