A/N: I have a weird feeling that the ending of this comes off a little OOC...but whatever. This is the result of a rumour I heard, so *Shrug*
Kurt was freaking out. Big time.
He had to keep convincing himself that he really did want this, and he wasn't making it up in his head.
But if he really wanted it, why did he have to convince himself?
No.
Kurt always did this. He over-thought things and didn't end up doing them.
But he wanted to.
Really badly.
"B-Blaine." Damn. Where did that stutter come from?
Blaine looked up from where he was thumbing through one of Kurt's vogue magazines.
"Yeah?"
"Umm…" they'd been dating for a little over a year. Kurt thought this was an appropriate time to ask…wasn't it? "I was…I don't…"
Blaine just watched him calmly, waiting for him to spit out whatever was coming.
How do you even ask for this kind of thing?
Do I just say it?
Do it.
"I want to have sex." Kurt swallowed. "With you."
If Blaine had been drinking something, it would've been sprayed all over the floor. Kurt started flushing the moment he said it, turning a bright shade of red that spread across his cheeks and down his neck. Blaine was worse – the blush continued to his hairline and his wide eyes looked anywhere but Kurt.
"…Blaine?" Kurt tried feebly. Maybe this wasn't such a good idea after all.
"Wow…" Blaine whispered.
Kurt bit his lip, leaning forward and tilting his head to the side in an effort to make eye-contact. "Talk to me. You're scaring me. We don't have to, you know. It was a suggestion…I just thought you'd-"
"Yeah, no…I mean…yeah…" Blaine muttered with a small sigh. "I…I thought…" his blush grew and darkened. "Sorry."
Kurt shook his head, touching Blaine's knee gently. "Hey…don't be sorry, I mean…-"
Blaine shook his head, giving Kurt an awkward kind of chuckle. "I should be sorry. I gave you the impression that I've always wanted to or something, and now I've got cold feet…"
Kurt smiled, rubbing Blaine's knee sympathetically.
"Hey, it's okay. When you're ready, it'll happen."
A/N: Maybe not so much OOC, but it just doesn't end well. It kinda cuts off. But I'm tired and I just want to go to bed, but I figure I'd treat you. And also, 27 days until Season 3.