AN:Hey, guys! I know this is a short update and it's super late but I've been so busy with school and family stuff, but now I have a bunch of free time! So i promise to try and update a lot sooner next time. This chapter is fro Jade's POV and honestly I don't think it's that great :( I'll make up for it next chapter. As always enjoy and please read and review

I look down at Tori. Her eyes a darker brown the usual and honestly it kind of scares me. I've never seen her like this and I'm not sure I'm ready to. I know what you're thinking. Big bad Jade West actually wanting to wait? Yes, because if I'm going to have something with Vega I want it to be real. I'm tired of rushing my relationships. "Vega.." I sigh out. "Look, I.. I really like you. I do.. Just saying that makes me want to puck because I never thought I would ever say those words out loud but I want to be honest with you. You deserve the truth." I nod and I get up as she watches me. "Jade.. Are you okay? Did I do something wrong?" she asks with a frown. I sit in front of her and I shake my head. "No, of course not I just.. As lame as it sounds. I think we should uh wait on the whole sex thing alright?" I look at her and groan as she grins at me. "Wow." She says. "You must really like me huh?" She teases me, poking my cheek. I lightly slap her hand away and I narrow my eyes at her. "Shut it, Vega.. . Yes, I.. I do like you and I want to make this right. Not just jump into fucking each other's brains out, alright?" I sigh and she frowns. "You think that I'm only here for sex? Jade, no.." She takes my hand and I squeeze hers. " I do want a relationship with you." She tells me and she kisses my cheek, causing me to blush but I just shrug it off by habit. "Good, because I expect you to treat me right.. Like buy my coffee and shit." I say, causing her to giggle. "I know, Jade. I'm way ahead of you. I'll be bringing you coffee every morning and showered with gifts and affection.. I mean if you let me."

I wrinkle my nose and shrug. I'm not really use to all of this. It's new to me but I want to give it a try so I will. "It'll take me a little to get used to it but.. Alright, Vega.. Give me all your affections.. But don't expect so much in return just yet." I say. Tori nods and looks at me, shrugging. "I know.. Just.. All I ask is that you be public with me. Please. I don't want to be your dirty little secret okay?" I nod. I can do that. It will be a change but for the good. I hope. "yeah, I can do that." I give her my rare small smile. "Come on.. Let's just cuddle and watch a movie." I lay back and I open my arms for her, which she gladly crawls into and nuzzles into me. "I like this side of you a lot, Jade." She whispers and I kiss her forehead. "I know.. Only you get to see me like this so you better not tell anyone." I threaten weakly and Tori nods and smiles up at me. "I won't, Jade. I want this side of you all to myself." She kisses my cheek and lays her head on my chest, watching the TV screen as some random movie plays.

As we lay there, I rub her back. I never expected to be here like this with Tori. I never thought she would ever like me after the way I treated her, but boy am I lucky she does. I hope that with the time she gives me, I'll be able to make up things to her from when I was so shitty to her. I knew she won't ever forget what I did but I hope she can forgive me because I regret everything. I never meant to hurt her and I hope she's okay. I really want things to work for us. I want to show her off as mine now and I want her to be proud to be my girl. I will do everything I can to prove to her that I do like her and I plan on loving her someday.

I hold Tori close and I hear her breathing slow down as she slowly doses off and I smile to myself, kissing her forehead. "Night, Vega," I pull the covers over us both and I nuzzle into her, breathing her scent in as I relax myself. This looks like the beginning of a lovely relationship. I close my eyes abd I fall fast asleep with my new lover in my arms.