Chapter 16: Like a Princess
Leah's POV
I woke up in a sweat and extremely confused. I turned onto my back and stared at the ceiling as I tried to collect myself. I'd had the most marvelous dream. It was odd because I rarely had dreams. I shifted under my covers and quickly became aware of my state of undress.
"Oh my God," I whispered as I shuffled around looking for my underwear. It wasn't a dream and Jake … and me … we … oh my God. Where the hell was he? He must've got what he wanted and left. He left me alone. I knew something like this would happen. He must've slept with me and finally realized I wasn't worth the hype or he could've been getting revenge for me making his life miserable.
"Well played Jacob Black," I muttered as I flopped back onto my pillow and placed the neighboring pillow over my face. I was seriously wished for a time machine. I was sure that nothing good would come of this disaster. As I laid there with nothing but silence except for that stupid noise that I still hadn't gotten repaired memories of our love making began to replay in my mind. Jacob moved so aggressively it was like he had bottled up all his lust and naughtiness for seven years and unleashed it all on me. He ripped my damned shirt to shreds in a hurried attempt to get to my breasts. His thrusts were so forceful and passionate. His movements were like acts of desperation and necessity. He'd never been this way with me in the past. I loved every minute of it. I groaned as I tried to block the naughty thoughts from my mind and that's when I felt my bed move and my pillow being pulled from over my face. Jacob was staring down at me with his eyebrow arched in confusion.
"You okay?" I grinned a little I was glad that I was wrong and he hadn't abandoned me. Not yet anyway. I noticed that he only had his underwear on so it didn't look like he was any hurry to leave.
"Yeah … I guess so," I muttered and he narrowed he eyes at me. He got back under the comforter with me and my body automatically became anxious by his proximity.
"I need you to be honest with me Leah. I need to know where you stand. Are you okay?" I turned to him so I could study his face fully. He looked at me with a worried and nervous stare.
"I'm still cautious but I'm okay Jake. I still feel like this is a little taboo but the elders don't seem to be annoyed with Seth's dealings with Ness so I guess they won't have a problem with us socializing," I mused.
"This is us socializing?" Jacob chuckled and I shoved him.
"What would you have me say Mr. Black?"
"That you are more than okay, you are fucking elated that we made love, and that it was amazing. I'd really like for you to say that you want me all over again." I burst into laughter but he looked at me as if he was serious as a heart attack.
"Are you serious?" He simply nodded.
"I could repeat those words to you Jake but it doesn't mean I feel them. I've always enjoyed having sex with you and this was no different. You were so intense this time and it made me feel like I was … God I'm going to hate myself for saying this but it made me feel like I meant everything to you, like I was the air you needed to breathe. I'm not going to lie to you and say that because you came over and we had sex that all my worries are gone … but I … I want you Jacob Black and I don't want to deny myself anymore." His eyes got big and then a big silly grin covered his face.
"I can live with that," he murmured before pulling me into his arms and kissing me. He kissed me slowly and I had the chance to savor the taste of his mouth. I loved kisses like this Jacob had been the only man to kiss me this way. An involuntary moan escaped me as I wrapped my arms around his neck. After only a few minutes our Jake pulled away but only enough to position himself on top of me. He lowered his lips to the most sensitive part of my neck and placed wet butterfly kissed around the area. I sighed and trailed my fingers along the dip of his back. As much as I loved aggressive Jacob I loved this version a million times more. All of this attention made me feel like a princess.
"I'm going to take my time Leah. It's been so long … I want to get reacquainted with every inch of your body," he whispered as he began to use his lips to create a trail down my body.
"That's totally fine take your time," I breathed as allowed my fingers to get lost in his hair. I closed my eyes and enjoyed the heady feeling he was giving me. He began to use his tongue and circle the area around my belly button.
"You smell so appealing when you're turned on Leah. I plan to find out if you taste as good as this smell you give off that drive me crazy," he informed me before parting my legs and using the tip of his tongue to trail the length of my sex. I'd never experienced this before I'd given oral one time for Sam and I wasn't a particular fan of it but he never returned the favor. Jacob started off slow at first but then began to vigorously lick and suck of me as if I were candy. Nothing could be compared to this feeling I was completely lost in the sensation my heartbeat was erratic and I was completely breathless. All I could do was groan and whimper out his name.
"Just as I thought Leah Clearwater you are sweet and delicious just like candy. My candy and I will never share with anyone," he muttered as he slowly sunk to of his fingers into my center and began to suck on my clit. He quicken his speed and I felt my legs as they began to stiffen I was being pushed over the edge, I was going to come and I was going to come hard.
"That's baby, oh shit right there," I squealed as I opened my legs further and pivoted closer to him. I wanted him deeper. As if on cue Jake mounted himself on top of me and entered me slowly until I felt every inch of him within me. He moved slowly and acted as if he was reveling in the sensation of us being connection. He swiveled his hips in a circular motion and it made him feel all the deeper inside of me. This was great a low growl escaped me and I moved myself closer to his I just wanted him to move a little bit faster.
"You ready to come Leah?"
"Yes," I panted.
"But I'm not ready for this to be over," he whispered in my ear. He sucked on my earlobe and then nibbled on it.
"Come on Jake please," I begged him to move faster and give me my release.
"If I do we'll just have to start all over again," he chuckled but began to pound against me relentlessly. Within a matter of minutes I was screaming his name. Hell yes this was better than any dream of him I'd ever had. Jacob collapsed on top of me nuzzled in between my breasts. He let out a deep sigh.
"I love you Leah Clearwater. I always will," he whispered and I wanted to say the words back to him but something in me told me it was still too soon. It didn't seem to matter because within a matter of seconds I heard light snoring coming from my Alpha. I chuckled to myself and ran my fingers through his hair once more.
"Something never change," I said to myself as I surrendered to sleep as well. I planned to deal with all my concerns once daylight returned.
Author's Note: I hope you all enjoyed the chapter. Sorry it took me so long to get this out. I had a really tiring week. I'll be back soon!
