A/N I know this chapter has been a long time coming but I rewrote it a few different ways not sure on how I wanted to give it to you or cut it so it took me a little longer then normal. I had to make some choices hopefully considered good ones. Enjoy and once again thank you for the support. PS as usual the mistakes are all mine. Nothing was beta'd so all me. Sorry guys. xoxoxo
Lexa paced in the waiting area of intensive care. They had moved Clarke into a room under constant supervision because they were still in the unknown regarding what Finn had put in her drink. Lexa had text Gustus and told him to do whatever possible to find out what it was so that Clarke's mother could figure it out and help her. Lexa felt like she was burning a line in the rug for as many times that she had paced but she couldn't just sit and do nothing and sleeping was out of the picture. Looking around she couldn't see anyone to ask if she could see Clarke yet and Raven had went with a nurse to see Octavia in a different area of the hospital.
"Miss Voss." Lexa turned hearing Clarke's mother address her.
"Please just Lexa." Lexa held her breath hoping she wasn't about to get kicked out of the hospital.
"I heard you were still here so I wanted to give you an update on Clarke." Lexa could see concern but she was still hopeful because Abby was updating her.
"Is she okay can I see her?" Lexa rushed her words.
"She's stable for the time being it was touch and go but we're flushing her system as fast as we can. Her blood work is still in the lab but I am hoping this case is nothing like the others I've studied with the current drug floating around." Lexa listened to every word going over it in her head twice.
"Should we be worried. I have Gustus working on finding out what the drug is as well." Lexa hoped she could shed some light on everything.
"Right now it's still 50/50 and obviously I'm worried about her chances of waking up and I can tell you are as well. Usually only family is allowed in the back but I am going to allow you in because even if we have differences I know Clarke truly cares about you." Lexa smiled thinking about how Clarke has stuck up for them from day one with her mother.
"Thank you so much Dr. Griffin." Lexa wanted to hug the woman but she didn't want to ruin her luck.
"Come this way." Lexa followed quickly through the doors.
Clarke felt like she was awake but she couldn't see anything. Her body hurt she felt sore and stiff but she wasn't sure what from. Thinking about moving was possible but she couldn't actually feel her limbs move. Panic started to kick in not sure what was going on with her body because she couldn't move but she felt awake. Something wasn't right and she didn't like it.
"I love you." Clarke tried her hardest to listen she could hear the faint whisper of someone talking to her.
"I need you to come back to me I don't know what I would do without you Clarke." Lexa sat next to Clarke's bed she was hooked up to a few different machines and she was still unconscious from early. They didn't show any serious damage to her brain but she hadn't woken up either which they figured was due to the drug.
"You're safe now and I promise to never let anything like this happen again Clarke please babe just open your eyes." Clarke caught the voice again it was Lexa talking to her. Struggling she wanted to talk she wanted to grab and hold on to the brunette but her body wouldn't move.
"I love you too" Clarke cried out to herself hoping somehow she could show it. If she could just get the message to Lexa, if her body would just wake up so she could kiss the brunette again.
"I want to spend the rest of my life with you Clarke. I want us to live in my house and build it together. I want to see you graduate and take you on a graduation trip. I want to be able to help you sale your art all around the world." Lexa kissed the top of Clarke's hand finally letting her tears drop while squeezing it hoping for any sign of Clarke waking up.
"Do you believe her now?" Gustus had walked up on Abby listening in on Lexa's private conversation.
"How did you get back here." Gustus watched Abby looked shocked.
"I have my ways Dr. Griffin, but do you believe her now." Gustus repeated his question.
"I see she truly cares about my daughter but I still am unsure of the future between the two of them would do any good to our families." Gustus wanted to walk Abby directly back into the room and make her listen again.
"You have a right to your own opinion Dr. Griffin and I appreciate you allowing Lexa to visit Clarke but trust me when I say this Clarke and Lexa they are real and I see it lasting forever so I hope you can come to terms with us being in your life for a long time coming." Gustus spoke with confidence he knew it was true from the start between the two he could see the connection Lexa and Clarke held.
"You never know what the future holds sir." Gustus watched Abby walk away without saying another word.
"Hard headed woman." Gustus mumbled to himself as he peeked in on Lexa who had her head laying on Clarke. He couldn't tell if she was asleep so he left to make his way to find Octavia and Raven.
Raven sat in the chair arguing with Octavia about moving and being stubborn and hard headed. The brunette had been yelling since she walked into the room for ratting her out in the ER.
"I'm not kissing you for a month." Octavia glared at Raven before coughing again.
"Can you please just calm down O you have two broken ribs and some serious bruising. Don't make me have the nurse come in and knock you out." Raven warned Octavia who had refused to calm down.
"Where is Clarke?" Octavia glared at Raven.
"She's in the intensive care where her mother stuck her and if I'm still right Lexa is pacing outside the doors waiting to hear something about her." Raven grabbed Octavia's hand squeezing it.
"I want to see her." Octavia pushed the nurse button wanting someone to come in her room.
"We all want to see her as well O but you need to stay in bed." Raven was about to knock the brunette she loved over the head to get her to shut up.
"Do you two ever stop arguing?" Gustus walked in listening to both of them bickering at each other.
"Ninja man please get me out of here." Octavia pleaded with Gustus.
"You know I can't do that Octavia you are injured." Gustus walked up checking out the clipboard on Octavia health.
"Don't read that board they are lying." Octavia tried to act like the pain wasn't killing her but it was.
"Broken ribs hmmm looks like I have even more to deal with then I thought." Gustus tapped the board thinking about Finn and how he had him locked up with some friend of his on the police force. No charges yet because Gustus wanted information first.
"Where is Finn?" Raven broke the ice on the question they all wanted to know.
"He's being taken care of nothing you two need to be worrying about." Gustus gave both of them a serious look.
"I want to see him." Raven stood up hoping Gustus would agree.
"I don't think so." Octavia spit back.
"How long has it been since you pushed this button." Raven picked up the pain medication button not knowing what was in it but hoped it knocked Octavia out for a bit.
"Raven I'm going to kill you." Octavia ripped the button back but she already heard the beep knowing the meds were going to kick in soon and she was going to fall asleep.
"Octavia you love me." Raven looked down at the brunette and smiled because the girl was glaring at her.
"How did I get stuck with the four of you." Gustus broke the stare between the two girls.
"You love us." Octavia laughed pointing at Gustus seeing him smirk.
"You know she is going to kill you right." Gustus looked at Raven who was looking at Octavia seeing her slowly start to feel the meds.
"I know but I'd rather have her kill me and be okay then hurt herself being stubborn." Raven was serious because Octavia never listened.
"You saved them both Raven." Gustus patted Raven on the back knowing if it wasn't for her they would have never gotten the jump on the situation.
"Will you let me see him?" Raven asked again.
"No I will not. I'm not even allowing Alexandra to see him, but if the time comes I will make sure you get your chance." Gustus refused to let anyone know where he had Finn because he knew it would lead to more trouble.
"He needs to pay for this Gustus." Raven stomped her foot.
"Trust me Raven I have everything under control." Gustus started to head for the door
"What about Clarke?" Raven knew he had seen the blonde.
"Lexa is in with her right now but she hasn't woken up yet. You should get some rest too." Gustus left without giving Raven a chance to ask another question.
One week later
Lexa stood inside her room grabbing clothes. She had been living out of the hospital and finally they forced her to go home and shower or she wasn't allowed to come back. Leaving Clarke was the last thing she wanted to do but she knew it was true. She had went to visit Octavia who was still in the hospital due to her ribs and the bruising. They had plans on letting her go but Clarke's mother decided to keep her in a little longer due to her inability to listen to the rules and hurting herself some more.
"You ready?" Raven stood in the doorway watching Lexa stand looking helpless.
"I don't know if I can do this Raven." Lexa sat down feeling her eyes start to water. She hadn't given in to crying again after seeing Clarke for the first time and now she felt like she was about to break down.
"What do you mean?" Raven walked into the room sitting across from Lexa.
"I can't do this without her I don't know what I am going to do if she doesn't wake up Raven." Lexa covered her face feeling all control start to slip from her.
"Lexa you can't think that way. This is Clarke were talking about she is stronger than anyone I know she will make it through this." Raven moved from the chair to sit next to Lexa.
"I know Raven but like this is my fault I allowed this to go down." Lexa knew she shouldn't blame herself but it was starting to become hard not too.
"Don't do that Lexa we all took part in this. We all made the plan we just never knew that Finn was going to take it that far even with him being a dirty scumbag." Raven hated him even more saying it out loud.
"I should have known better. I was the one picking him out for being the creepy stalker and yet I let her go in there alone." Lexa looked back up at Raven knowing she was crying.
"Come on commander go shower and I'll grab your stuff will get some food and you can even bring some back to Clarke." Raven knew she was reaching Clarke probably wasn't going to be awake but it was the thought that counts.
"Ughh I hate it when you are right." Lexa got up throwing her bag down heading for the shower.
Octavia found her way to wheelchair sneaking out of her room she wanted to see Clarke. They had only let her visit once in the last week keeping her pretty much under wraps in her room and since Lexa and Raven had left this was her chance. Rolling towards the elevator she felt someone grab the back of her chair.
"Hey asshole let me go." Octavia turned around spotting Gustus who had the back of her chair.
"You do realize you are not suppose to be out of your room right Octavia." Gustus pressed the button on the elevator.
"Ninja man I refuse to let you make me go back." Octavia tried to wheel her chair away from him but didn't budge.
"If you hold still I'll bring you to where I am assuming you are trying to sneak off too." Octavia turned around looking at him before settling back down into her chair.
"She hasn't woken up yet." Gustus said as he pushed Octavia on to the elevator.
"Do you have anything new from Finn?" Octavia knew he was the best bet.
"He didn't know what the drug was but he gave us the dealers name." Gustus had all his people out looking for the guy.
"You're going to find him now right." Octavia was praying they could figure something out soon she wanted her best friend back.
"As soon as I get any information it will be given to Dr. Griffin." Gustus could feel Octavia's frustration.
"This is a damn hospital why can't they figure this shit out." Octavia wanted to throw something at the wall.
"Be calm for all we know she can sense or hear you." Gustus whispered pushing her into Clarke's room next to the bed.
Clarke heard people talking but she couldn't make out the voices yet. She pushed to wiggle her hand or fingers anything for someone to know she was awake.
"Clarke or well bitch I need you to wake up. I'm not equipped to deal with Lexa and Raven by myself they are driving me crazy." Octavia leaned forward no matter the pain she felt in her side.
Clarke wanted to laugh because she could only imagine how Octavia felt because she had been listening to Raven and Lexa herself along with Gustus and her mother and she was ready to smack all of them as well since she couldn't exactly cry.
"I have ninja man behind me and he refuses to let me do anything on my own because if I defy orders my ribs won't heal. Yes Finn got the best of me at the moment but trust me he will go down without his teeth again." Octavia leaned forward some more grabbing her best friends hand squeezing it hard.
"Please Clarke I need you back just anything give us something we need you so badly." Octavia wanted to cry seeing her best friend lay in the bed still.
Clarke tried her hardest to squeeze Octavia's hand back. She could feel everything and see everything but for some reason she had no control over her body yet. She kept playing back every medical book and experience she had been through trying to find a way to wake her body up.
"Octavia let's go before someone realizes you left your room again." Gustus spoke up watching the brunette wipe her tears away.
"Tell them to go screw themselves." Octavia snapped back she was tired of being treated like a baby.
"I would love to but for the sake of you getting out of the hospital let's go." Gustus pulled the wheelchair back turning around towards Clarke.
"Clarke I know you can hear me and we will never repeats this but I miss you come back to us." Gustus never admitted his feelings but he had a soft spot for the blonde and everything they had been through together.
"What did you say?" Octavia watched Gustus lean in close and whisper something to her best friend.
"None of your business." Gustus turned back around starting to wheel Octavia out of the room.
"Asshole it is my business she is my best friend" Octavia crossed her arms and puffed out her chest only to cough.
"Karma can be a bitch Octavia." Gustus smirked because he had been dealing with a cranky Octavia for a week now.
"This blows." Octavia leaned back in her chair trying not to cry because she needed to stay strong for everyone else.
Lexa stood in the store looking at the gift section. Clarke's room was full of flowers and gifts but she felt her girlfriend needed something personal not just flowers that could die. Searching through the stuffed animals like she had so long ago for the blonde she wanted to find something new for her.
"What are you doing?" Raven stepped up behind Lexa never seeing the brunette look so helpless.
"In the past I bought this bear for Clarke to sleep with just in case we were apart this time I am going to buy one for her to have till she comes back to me." Lexa hunted through everything finding a little raccoon saying be mine. It reminded her of Clarke and that crazy tv show and the first words they shared about being together. It fit perfect.
"Looks like you found a winner?" Raven looked over the brunettes shoulder spotting the cute little raccoon.
"Yeah something like that." Lexa smiled pulling it in close she hoped that Clarke would wake up soon she needed the blonde so badly.
Clarke struggled with her inner self listening to her mother take her vitals. She could hear each beep and each runoff from her mother on how her health was slowly improving but how she wasn't waking up but they couldn't figure out why. Her cuts and scrapes were looking better she had a small laceration on her eyebrow that would probably leave a scar and her body still ached from whatever might have happened. Thinking about it all now it was still fuzzy on what had actually happened. She remember the fight between her and Lexa at the bar and she remember Finn. She remembered being at Finn's apartment and Echo and then the beer. Struggling the beer something happened after the beer. Hearing the beeping and someone touching her she realized what was happened. Her thinking of the situation had her heart rate rising and her mother was panicking about it.
"Clarke Clarke baby please calm down. Come on sweetie I need your help on this. You need to help me figure out how to help you. I'm sorry about so much and I hate that being in the situation is what brings it out but we all need you to wake up. I need my daughter back." Clarke wanted to cry hearing her mom's words. It was the first time in a long time she heard her mother's caring voice. She just wanted to wake up already.
"Is she okay?" Clarke heard a deeper voice probably a guy but she couldn't quite catch it.
"Yeah something elevated her heart rate not sure what though." Clarke could still hear her mother.
"Have you ever thought that she can hear you?" Gustus walked all the way into the room. He had been in and out of the hospital worrying about Clarke just as much as everyone else.
"It's been heard of but nothing is medically been proven." Clarke wished she could roll her eyes at her mother's comment and she finally knew it was Gustus in the room with her again.
"Are you always so uptight Dr. Griffin?" Gustus asked standing next to Clarke.
"Excuse me this is my hospital." Clarke heard her mother get defensive and she knew this wasn't going to end well.
"No offense Dr. Griffin. I'm just curious if you are ever going to be her mother and not just a doctor looking after her. Take that jacket off and take a seat ma'am." Gustus wished that Abby would listen.
"If I am not being her doctor then how am I helping her?" Clarke could see both sides.
"Be her mother." Gustus spoke before walking out of the room only to see Raven and Lexa on there way back in.
"Gustus is everything okay?" Lexa was worried seeing him exit Clarke's room.
"Everything is fine but watch out for Dr. Griffin I might have just ruffled a few feathers." Gustus stopped looking over Lexa seeing as she had finally showered and looked a little better.
"Thank you for watching over her while I left." Lexa hugged him even though there was so much between them she knew that he understood how much Clarke meant to her.
"Raven can I have a word with you." Gustus looked at Raven seeing her become a little scared.
"I'm going to leave you two." Lexa smiled at Raven walking through the door where she seen Abby sitting next to Clarke's bed no doctor jacket on no anything just talking to her daughter. She almost felt like she was intruding but once Abby had spotted her she gestured for her to sit down.
"Dr. Griffin." Lexa wasn't sure what to day.
"It's just Abby for now Lexa." Lexa smiled taking out the little racoon she had bought at the store grabbing Clarke's hand to help her hold it.
"Hey Clarke I got you something it's a little racoon. It reminded me of that crazy show you watch and I need you to come back to me so we can start watching season three here soon." Lexa squeezed Clarke's hand knowing that Abby was watching her.
Clarke could hear Lexa and she could feel her mother on the other side of her. She was a little worried with both of them so close to each other but hearing Lexa's words and her voice breaking made Clarke struggle again she wanted to let Lexa know she was okay she could hear her. That's when she heard her heart monitor jump again.
"What is wrong with her is she okay?" Lexa got scared looking at Abby.
"Gustus told me to be a mother Lexa and to listen to Clarke. So maybe she is listening to us." Lexa stared at Abby at a loss for words she had never seen this side of the woman.
"Tell me Lexa what are you plans with my daughter?" Lexa still sat silently she never expected this conversation to happen when Clarke was in the hospital.
"Excuse me ma'am?" Lexa was hoping she could get out of this one.
"Your intentions Lexa. I am Clarke's mother and I know she is adult and has already picked you but how do you feel?" Clarke could hear her mother looking for the 411 on what Lexa had planned for them.
"I love your daughter Abby. I love her with everything I have and if it wasn't for her I wouldn't be the same person I am today. Randomly meeting her in that coffee shop was the best thing that has ever happened in my life. I am building a house away from my father's company and I plan on asking Clarke to move in with me if she approves." Lexa started with the basics knowing Abby was listening in depth by the looks of it.
Clarke felt her heart gush with love. Hearing Lexa made her want to shout out yes to her about them moving in together. She had been thinking over it herself because Lexa was always at her apartment but she wasn't sure how to approach it.
"Clarke is an amazing woman Abby. She has so much spirit and talent she opens your eyes to the world that you thought you were living till you capture it in her eyes. Everything about her is beautiful and no matter what happens in the future she will have my heart. I use to tell myself after my past that love is a weakness but I've learned from Clarke that we all deserve more than that and she has proved to me that I can love again and be loved back. I want to spend the rest of my life with your daughter." Lexa squeezed Clarke's hand hard hoping that if she really could hear her it would be a yes that Clarke would want everything she wants.
"I believe you Lexa, and I can hear the love in your voice for my daughter. I should have taken some time to get to know you like Clarke had asked. We have a very hard past Clarke and myself and I won't deny seeing her with you and the light in her eyes from her happiness I am jealous she has been able to find that in someone like I shared with her father. I would like for us to get to know each other." Clarke heard her mother's comment and she was sure no matter what that her jaw just dropped. She never expected her mother to ever approve of anything in her life anymore. It caused Clarke to struggle even more hoping she could have her say so in the conversation between the two.
"I hope that we can have dinner and put all of this past us once Clarke wakes up. We all have been through a lot regarding Costia and Finn and I want to be able to move past it and focus on my future with Clarke. I want us both to continue school and to explore the world Abby and I can't think of anyone else I would rather do it with then Clarke so I think you approving that would make Clarke the happiest daughter ever. I want forever with her if she will have me." Lexa looked down quickly she swore she felt Clarke's hand twice but she couldn't tell if it was just her imagination.
"What?" Lexa heard Abby yell at her.
"I swear her hand moved I felt it move Abby." Lexa squeezed Clarke's hand again hoping for something for anything.
"Forever." Clarke could have swore she got the words out even if she could only still see black behind her eyes.
"Did you hear that?" Lexa stood up over Clarke she had spoke.
"Clarke baby can you hear us?" Abby stood up watching her daughter. Everything was stable she just needed her to open her eyes.
"Forever." Clarke pushed it out again feeling her senses come back a little she squeezed only to feel Lexa squeeze back.
"She is squeezing my hand." Lexa started to cry she wanted to run around the hospital room and scream but she refused to let Clarke's hand go.
"Clarke babe I've missed you. I need you to open your eyes and let me see that beautiful blue color I fell in love with." Lexa didn't care anymore that Abby could hear her she only wanted Clarke.
"I want forever." Clarke got the full sentence out hearing her voice raspy and low but knowing Lexa was talking to her as she tried her hardest to get her eyes to open up.
"Clarke honey take it easy." Lexa watched Abby stand up hearing Clarke speak too as she grabbed a few things going over her vitals again.
"I'm fine mom." Clarke spit it out feeling her eyes flutter open she searched for the green she was looking for spotting it next to her on the bed smiling but crying.
"Hi." Lexa couldn't believe it she was talking to Clarke and she could see the hazy blue eyes meeting hers.
"Kiss me already." Clarke tried to crack a smile but everything was still on slow motion that was until she felt Lexa's lips brush hers. It was like she was waking up to the world again she could feel the sparks shoot through her body just like the first time she touched the brunette.
"Anything you ask for just as long as you stay with me." Lexa pulled back meeting Clarke's eyes she was looking at the love her life and she was awake and looking back at her.
"Yes." Clarke muttered it feeling her body slowly wake up. Everything was a little tingly but she had a feeling that might be normal.
"Yes what?" Lexa looked down at Clarke confused.
"Yes I will move in with you." Clarke smiled a little seeing Lexa's eyes go wide realizing she could hear her every word.
"You could hear us?" Lexa was stunned.
"Yes." Clarke wished she could lift her arms up she wanted to pull Lexa down into a kiss.
"Clarke hun what are you feeling?" Clarke turned looking at her mother. She could see tears in her eyes but that she was trying to stay professional.
"Umm my body is a little tingly but I am starting to feel some strength come back. I'm still tired and everything from before is fuzzy." Clarke coughed a little trying to keep herself awake.
"Okay we need to run a couple of test do you feel up for that?" Clarke nodded before turning back to Lexa.
"Hey you." Lexa looked down at Clarke she was so happy and amazed that the woman she loved was looking back at her.
"Yes." Lexa didn't even know what to say she wanted to just hug Clarke and never let her go.
"What is that?" Clarke gestured to the little raccoon.
"It's for you it reminded me of your favorite show and now it's special because you woke up with it." Lexa picked up the raccoon and tucked him under Clarke's arm.
"I missed you so much Clarke. I was lost without you and I am so sorry this has all happened. I promise to keep you safe." Lexa knew she was rambling but she couldn't help herself.
"Lexa." Clarke smiled seeing the brunette panic with happiness.
"Yes Clarke." Lexa looked down at Clarke's serious face and she got a little scared.
"Shut up and kiss me already." Clarke smiled seeing Lexa looked a little shocked before she felt the brunettes lips on hers. It was soft and slow almost like she was afraid to hurt her. Clarke struggled but managed to get her hand up to pull on Lexa's shirt a little harder so that the kiss was firm and inviting. Even with hearing everyone she missed every second of kissing the girl she loved.
"Okay you two." Lexa pulled back seeing Gustus standing in the doorway.
"Ninja man." Clarke wiggled her fingers to try and get him to come closer.
"Clarke I am glad to you see you are awake. We've had some extremely annoying issues that will be settled now that you are back with us." Gustus smirked knowing Clarke knew exactly what he was talking about.
"Where is she?" Clarke asked about Octavia because she remember hearing both of them.
"She is asleep at the moment. Raven keeps pressing her meds button so she will stop fighting us all." Gustus wanted to laughed seeing Clarke roll her eyes.
"She's going to be pissed you know." Clarke watched her mother come back into the room eyeing Gustus again.
"Okay Clarke let's get these test out of the way and then back in bed for you to get some more rest." Clarke heard her mother nodding her head she turned back to Lexa.
"I love you." Clarke said it loud so that everyone could hear it. She knew it was something the brunette needed.
"I love you too." Lexa smiled squeezing Clarke's hand she wanted to scream and jump for joy.
"We will be back real soon." Lexa and Gustus stood watching a few men unhook Clarke getting her prepared for movement.
"Don't leave." Clarke turned looking back at Lexa.
"Never I'll be here when you get back I promise." Lexa leaned down quickly as Clarke was getting wheeled away giving her a quick kiss and shoving the raccoon in her lap.
"Gustus we need to go tell Raven and Octavia. I promised them as well if anything happened or any update came up I would tell them right away." Lexa headed out the door before stopping.
"Alexandra stay here I will go get the both of them." Gustus headed out of the door knowing this was going to be a crying fest from all of them but he was more than excited to see Clarke awake.
"Raven if you don't give me that damn button I swear to god." Octavia was standing next to her bed practically ready to tackle her girlfriend.
"Octavia if you don't sit your ass down I'll push this button." Raven stood on the opposite side of the bed.
"Please you two I have an update." Gustus stepped into the brunettes room seeing the two challenging each other off before turning to look at him.
"What kind of update? Oh my god is Clarke okay? Ninja man now." Octavia headed towards the door at him.
"She's awake." Gustus spoke up seeing both girls jaw drop before trying to push past him through the door.
"Move you asshole." Raven tried to shove back Gustus feeling like she was hitting a brick wall.
"First things first she just went for testing and if you two plan on leaving this room there are two rules." Gustus didn't budge feeling both girls hit at him trying to squeeze through the door.
"Fine what are they?" Octavia put her hand on her hip pissed off.
"You in a wheelchair now before Abby yells at me and you push her is rule number one." Gustus watched Octavia all but jump in the chair and Raven behind it like it was a circus act.
"Rule number two?" Raven was ready all but to race down the halls to see Clarke with Octavia.
"She's tired and can remember most of what we all have said to her but she is still fuzzy on what exactly happened. So until she is more stable let's keep those contents to a minimum please." Gustus watched both girls nod before he stepped out of the doorway watching Octavia tap Raven telling her to go now.
Clarke loved working in a hospital and helping people but as of right now she was tired of the hospital. It was obvious to her body she hadn't been awake but she was tired of hearing the beeping and the poking. Laying in the machine getting another cat scan which she presumed was her third one all she could think about was Lexa and her friends and how she just wanted life to go back to the way it was. She was remembering slowly what happened and she knew it all involved Finn and Echo and that is how she ended up in the hospital but she knew better than to push her body.
"Okay last one I promise then we can get you back to you room for some rest." Clarke felt the machine pulling her back out as she pushed herself up slowly stretching.
"So how much did you hear?" Clarke looked up at her mother wondering about the question.
"All of it pretty much, some things were muffled but if you were close enough to me I could get most of it." Clarke watched it wash over her mother's face that she had heard her talking.
"Don't worry mom I won't say anything about what you said and I must admit I am proud of you for listening to Gustus and giving Lexa a chance. I hope you really meant it." Clarke stood up making her way back to the wheelchair.
"I did mean what I said but we can discuss that later let's get you back." Clarke felt the guy behind her start to push her chair towards her room. She was thankful all the poking and prodding was over. She just wanted to get in bed and sleep with Lexa next to her.
"Can you take me to see Octavia and Raven." Clarke looked up at the man hoping he would listen with her mother not hovering.
"I'm sorry Miss Griffin I have strict orders." Clarke should have known but she figured she would talk Lexa into getting her out of her room. Turning the corner into her room she her chatter not sure what to expect she wheeled through the door to see Lexa and her two friends sitting in her room. Seeing Octavia start to cry made her start to cry herself. Standing up she watched her best friend get up all but lunging at her.
"You bitch." Octavia got it out being sobs.
"I missed you too O." Clarke felt the grip tighten around her before pulling back.
"I'm so happy to see you." Raven slid in between the two girls getting her hugs in as well.
"Stop hogging her." Octavia stomped her foot pouting.
"O why are you in a gown?" Clarke finally noticed her best friend was checked in the hospital as well feeling a few memories come back to her.
"I got a little banged up but nothing like you. Octavia lifted the side of her shirt showing the bruising which had yet to fade.
"Oh my god are you okay?" Clarke gasped hopping closer to Octavia.
"Yeah I am slowly getting better thanks to ninja man and Raven pushing my pain button and not letting me sneak in here." Octavia smirked at the two.
"One of them should have just knocked you out." Clarke laughed at little seeing Octavia glare at her. Looking behind her she spotted Lexa just curled up in the chair watching them all talk and get it all out.
"Do you think I could get some action from my girlfriend?" Clarke spoke up watching everyone go silent as Lexa was smiling but seemed to still be in shock.
Lexa smiled she couldn't believe what was happening all of her friends and the woman she loved were happy and smiling. It was everything she had been wishing for. Standing up hearing Clarke's request she made her way over to the blonde wrapping her arms around her pulling her in tight she felt Clarke nudge her way into her neck kissing her jaw lightly.
"You can have anything you want." Lexa whispered it making sure Clarke could hear her as she leaned in and kissed Clarke on her temple.
"Okay okay we got the picture you two need some alone time." Raven spoke up looking at every one of them smiling at the two even Gustus and she even spotted Dr. Griffin near the door.
"She's mine next commander." Octavia kissed both of them on the cheek before sitting back down in her chair feeling Raven start to push her out.
"I love you guys." Clarke lifted her head off Lexa's shoulder watching everyone exit her room.
"Let's get you in bed." Lexa helped Clarke walk over to her bed getting her settled in. It was more than obvious she was tired.
"No please." Clarke opened up the cover side wanting Lexa to get in.
"You should just get your rest I will sit over here." Lexa wouldn't admit it but she was afraid to hurt Clarke.
"Lexa I need you and I want you so please get in bed with me." Clarke spoke with a stern tone because she could see the bags under Lexa's eyes knowing she hadn't been sleeping well.
"Just till you fall asleep." Lexa crawled under the covers with Clarke feeling her snuggle down into her. It was the best feeling she had felt in so long. She wasn't sure if she would get this chance again but she had it back and she didn't plan on letting it go.
A/N Okay my biggest thing in this chapter was having Clarke wake up or not wake up. I wrote it first with her not waking up but I didn't see it fitting in with the next chapter I have planned. What do we see happening next? Let me know what you think and I hope you enjoy the chapter. xoxoxo