A/N: So here we are! The reason for me not dropping a chapter after I said until tomorrow it's in the story so y'all go ahead and get to it and it isn't football this time. Also this is what Chapter 64 1-5 are teasers.

Happy Reading (:

IDK who POV

"Scoot back scoot back it's the KiJay Smith Morning Show! Back in the big chair from a few days hiatus Jay of the Ki welcome back Jay!"

"Thank you Ki and I also want to thank Santana, and PawPaw for holding it down with Kianna, PawPaw you had me cracking up while I was away had Monica coming down here from the news station to get you in check thing is she was live and on the air at the time. We're going to play Monica soundbite later in the show some of you may be wondering why took off where I went I just chilled we may have some new listeners to the show hello out there in radioland you tuned in on a great day I'm going to share with you why I named one of my characters in my fic this here it goes it's Friday don't want to bring down the mood but let me do this a year ago last year I couldn't sleep I just finished playing NBA 2K14 and something told me go check Instagram from my friends page I went to a former coworker page and I found out this shattering news I'm searching for information it's 4 something in the morning what news source is going to report on this at that hour I check his sister Facebook page, her cousin, hers I go to sleep I wake up at noon I reached for my phone I hit up Facebook her profile and all I'm seeing are RIPs, please don't be real, don't be true, it's true. Fast forward to the day of her viewing I'm seesawing should I go or not go I changed my mind on and off the whole day eventually around 4 I decided I'm going call a former coworker we go together they have a slideshow playing two songs are played Sam Smith, Stay With Me and Boyz II Men, It's So Hard to Say Goodbye to Yesterday remember this song we stayed for a good 20 minutes as we were leaving I looked back one more time to say goodbye to my friend. Friday was her funeral I didn't go I watched the Orioles game they were playing the Tigers we were losing I think we were at the top of the 8th inning I said we lose I'm not going grocery shopping, we win I'm going grocery shopping, Alejandra De Aza hits a homer we win the game I go grocery shopping I'm decked out in my colors from head to toe my orange and black Ball So Hard University hat, my orange shirt with the Oriole bird and Poe mascot of my Ravens, my Oriole jersey, my Raven's socks, and Ravens sneakers, we're about to check out and a song that rarely plays on the radio now starts playing it was the Boyz II Men song I had my own music playing but I stopped in my tracks I removed my headphones Kianna like what are the chances that song would play I haven't heard that song played in that grocery store since. Keya said goodbye to me Kianna and to make sure I knew it was her, this lady got behind my mother wearing a Steelers sweatshirt Keya she's a Steelers fan and I laughed because this was all her. You ever do something and ask yourself why I did this as oppose to this and it works out in your favor. I asked myself this question had I not worked at this place I wouldn't have met the person who I named one of my characters after. Had I not written my first chapter story I wouldn't have met and befriend some of you when I first started writing my first story I knew from the jump that Mercedes was going to have a son without hesitation I named him TJ every time someone scrolls through and reads or skims what have you, you are reading the name of my friend TJ a year ago this week actually the 23rd she was murdered this is how I honor my friend in some way shape and form she still lives on now we gonna play this song Jenny from the Block but first I got a call on the lines. Hello who is this?"

Jay you got me crying up in mommy's womb Cinny hand me some more tissue she crying too. It's sweet how you did that for your friend. I'm just welling up! *kick kick*

"Alex J my favorite little fetus what's up boo?"

Nothing much tuned in hoping to hear you and here you are got me all in my feels! Kianna carried the show but you are the creator of me so I rep you more. I have a question since TJ is named after TJ will I have a piece of her.

"Actually Alex J you will, you will have her birthday I can't tell you you're just going to have to bake a little while longer to find out but everything she was I'll make you to be funny, loving, kind, cool, laid-back, honest, amazing, friendly, the lover of the color pink but it's all you. Now I got to get to the show call me later tectus we can discuss some stuff."

A'ight beleedat!

"That's Keya right there! Cuzzo hit it 15 after the hour! Don't be fool by the rocks that I got I'm still I'm still Jenny form the block!"

TJ's POV

Turning off the radio I go into the bathroom I stepped on my stool my reflection looking back at me I'm not only named after my daddy and granddaddy but Jay's friend hopping off my stool I open my blinds looking towards the heavens. "I don't know you TJ but I'm happy Jay met you! I love you."

"TJ who are you yelling to the sky at?"

Mommy kicked my stool back under the sink. "Hey I was using that." I closed my blinds stepping back on the stool she stood behind me looking at me confused. "I'm just checking out my features."

"TJ what are you doing daddy is about to leave." She folded her arms leaning against the door frame. "Why are you checking out your features you are 100% me."

"I know I just wanted to check myself out making sure I still got the look that brings all the girls to my playground."

"TJ get downstairs you are too grown for being a 5 year old your looks brings all the girls to the yard before they get there they have to get through me." Daddy shrugged his shoulders. "Your son is 5 going on 25 baby Rico Sauvé here checking his looks to make sure he still got it."

"You always had it! You take after your old young man. Daddy is leaving give me my hug and kiss I want you to be a good boy remember the rules okay and don't grow up while I'm gone for 2 weeks I like you this size."

"I do too but I have to grow up someday thought I give you a preview of the future me." Daddy and mommy shook their heads. "What have we created?"

"A handsome heartbreaker in the making daddy take my picture." I struck my pose. "Get my good side." He snapped the photo. "Let me see." I took his phone. "Looks good I should have been wearing my Chargers gear man or the suit glam-ma got me so I can be a little classic man."

"When I get back we can do a photoshoot of you in your outfits, baby, TJ, Alex J I love you all let's say a prayer before I leave. TJ you want to lead it or should I lead it."

"I'll lead it lets bow our heads and hold hands Alex J you can hold Cinny hand or kick, dear God please keep my daddy safe while he's away for these 2 weeks please watch over us and keep us safe. Amen."

"Amen."

Mommy and I stood in the door waving goodbye to daddy. "Bye daddy! I love you!" He blew the horn signing I Love You, I hugged mommy. "Daddy's gone."

"Yeah, daddy is gone you want to go make brownies."

"Yes! Brownies!" I ran to the kitchen washing my hands sitting on the counter. "Are we making the ones from the box that PawPaw likes to make or the ones that granny made for my sleepover?"

"Yup from scratch." We gathered the ingredients and from memory mommy carefully measured out everything I did the mixing with some early taste testing. "TJ more mixing less licking your fingers."

"Just making sure it's sweet granny's was good but a little bittersweet I love chocolate!"

"That you do." She wiped my face with her apron. "It's all on your nose and cheek how did it get there."

"Extra hard stirring I was saving to wipe off my face to lick for later but you beat me to it. Is it ready to go into the pan?"

"It is here wipe your face with this paper towel I got this part we're going to set the oven on 325 for 20 minutes after those minutes are up we'll check to see if they are done then into the freezer for 20 more minutes to firm up and the cleanest cut lines. Now what are you going to get yourself into pass these long 20 minutes?"

"I thought that you and I could have movie night we can watch your favorite movie mommy your my Dreamgirl you make me happy yeah yeah you're my dream girl you always care you are my Dreamgirl, Dreamgirl you will never leave me no, no and all I have to do is dream baby you'll there! I still have to work on that part."

"Sounds perfect to me let's grab us some couch." Mommy and I couldn't contain our excitement that we were singing before the opening song. "Sing your song baby."

"I'm getting a Cadillac, Cadillac, Cadillac got me a Cadillac car look at mommy I'm a star…"

"Move, move, move right out of my life move it move it…"

"They're in the game room I should have known. You better go ahead with your dancing self TJ you go boy! Hi Mercedes, Alex, and Conniehey."

"Hi Aunt Santana." She pulled me into a hug. "Where is my girl Gabby?"

"Gabby is with Aunt Brittany they'll be back shortly TJ can you give your mommy and I some private time we need to talk about something very important you can pick up the movie later."

"Okay but mommy what about the brownies?"

"Who is out there Santana? Is Puck? J3? Azimio? My mother or Sam's mother out there? My mom, TJ go ask granny about the brownies they should be almost done. Santana lock the door behind TJ."

Auntie ushered me out the game room she locked the door I checked my surroundings before I listened in to what they were talking about. "Conniehey no barking okay I want to see what is so important that I couldn't stay back."

"I've been meaning to get over here since Monday but I've been busy I filled in for Jay you know that there are two important things I need to tell you. I would give the option but they are both rather serious. Has TJ told you anything about his outburst in school?"

"No he didn't! What outburst did he have?" Mommy picked up her phone checking her email, text messages, and voicemail. "I don't have a call from his teacher. What happened?"

"Oh no…."

"They've been taking an occasional nap here and there so Monday they taking their naps TJ starts shouting about Tank to put him down he called him a bitch ass he said. "I hate your bitch ass", he didn't wake up he slept through the whole thing. TJ's having dreams again he confided in Gabby to not tell this but she blabbed once she got in the car you need to talk TJ."

"How could Ms. Toles not call me and tell me this?"

"She may have been out the room you never know, you ready for this other tidbit of news?"

"How could she do that?!" I whispered. "Can tell that chick anything she spills everything she's back out the crayon box."

"WHAT?! TANK IS FREE!"

"Y-y-you didn't know? Uh-oh S-Sam didn't tell you? Where is Sam? You know what I'm just going to get back across the street to my little house."

"Oh no you not! Sit Santana! Tell me everything!"

A/N: Mercedes found out and it wasn't from Sam he's in a whole lot of trouble! Until I won't say tomorrow let's say Tuesday. I am always Jenny from the block (: