Thank You Jessica! And thanks to everyone as well!
Haven't updated in a long time… But a recent comment from Jessica got me out of my funk! I realized that I have to keep trying! So here's my attempt at stalling while writing the next chapter… wellll this dream is actually really cool and important. I mean it won't seem like it for a while but trust me, I think its cool ;)
This will be shorter than usual but interesting.
SO I know I said I would start also doing flash back bonuses but this time I REALLY wanted to write a dream! It's an important dream that you guys won't understand for a while… mwahahahah! I'm still doing Flash Back Bonuses, just not yet…
I also said I would update soon last chapter… boy was that 5 months ago…
I'm going to keep writing, but I have summer break in 3 weeks so I'll be writing even more then! Don't know when I'll update next. I want to say soon but I've said that soooo many times yet so many things keep stopping me! You guys won't believe me anyways, considering how many times I've said it. Ugh. Sorry.
Enjoy! If you're still reading that is…
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Chapter 6- You'll Meet Me Soon Sweetheart
It's black… It's all I can see… can I see?
Black… Nothing… Dark…
A chill…
It's cold in here. But where is here?
Metal, I- I feel metal on my skin.
But it's dark and I can't see.
Metal's the chill… metal on my veins… so cold.
*Swoosh* And my neck snaps back, as something is taken off my head roughly… revealing light.
"She's awak-"
"Take her t-… restrain-… sector B"
And I hear voices… but it's all twisted and weird… and I just want to fall asleep…
I close my eyes and my mind wanders off.
Dream
I open my eyes slowly, wondering where I am. I look around…
I find myself standing up, inside of a room that looked to be… huge. And in the moment I find myself in what looks to be a ball room. Chandeliers everywhere with one giant chandelier in the middle, fancy elegant décor and fancy happy looking people standing around or dancing.
Why the heck am I here? What happened?
"Ahsoka, there you are!"
I turn my head to the direction of the male voice calling to me. The voice belongs to a human guy who looks around my age. Brown hair and green eyes…
Should I know this guy?
"Uhh…" And before I could say anything else, he grabs my arm and starts to drag me over to the crowd of people dancing.
"I know you grew up a stiff but that doesn't mean you can't have some fun now!" The human man says, giving me a wink. I was completely caught off guard. Again… where the heck am I?
I immediately feel a difference in my clothing and… reluctantly… I look down at my body, expecting to be wearing my normal Jedi attire. No, instead I find myself wearing a strapless dark blue dress with a beaded pattern top and sweetheart neck line. How did I even get in to this? I don't wear dresses!
I look around speechless, standing in a room filled with High Class looking people who seem to be having fun, dancing and elegantly sipping on their drinks. But why am I here? I don't belong here, I mean they all look like rich politicians and very important people… certainly rich. And where is here anyway?
"You sure seem to be thinking a lot there Ahsoka, something wrong?" The guy asks me, while somehow already having his arm around my waist and leading me around the dance floor without me even noticing. Wait… I don't even know how to dance!
"Hey, Ahsoka! Daydreaming much?" The guy says, now seemingly looking worried and concerned for me.
"Uhh- I just. Who are you?" I ask bluntly and confused. Because in this situation I think it's appropriate to know who you're dancing with and why in the world you're dancing there in the first place, better yet why in the world are you- I mean, am I- here at all! Wait, how does he even know my name?!
And yet… I seemingly feel like I really should know this guy.
He stares at me wide eyed for a sec, but then he starts to laugh. "Oh that's a good one! I can't believe you actually got me there for a second, but I guess all this time of being around me has paid off I see. Your jokes are slowly improving!" He says with a smirk. But I'm not laughing…
I continue to give him a confuse look as he pulls me around in circles seemingly effortlessly… on both our parts actually… like we've done this multiple times before. I don't even know why I'm still dancing, but a part of me feels bad as we both stop. Him finally noticing my confused stare… not only at him but everywhere around the ball room.
"Ahsoka is this a prank?" He asks warily…
"What? No! And how do you even know my name?" I am beginning to get frustrated now. Usually I would have backed away, find out where I am and why I'm here. Instead I'm frozen to my place, demanding answers from a man I feel like I should know.
"Ahsoka I know you didn't let the medics look at you after the mission, but I think you should probably let them now. Obviously you're more hurt than you thought so come o-"
"NO! Who are you? And what mission!?" I'm too confused now. I'm not acting rationally either. My Jedi instincts and politeness should have kicked in by now, to assess the situation in a calmly matter. Yet all that has left me… and right now I feel like panicking. I realize I have no control over my emotions.
He sees me looking around, and I know that he now realizes too that I don't even know where I am, besides the fact that I don't know who he is. Giving me a sad and worried look, he tries to calm me down.
"Hey, hey, hey look at me! You're alright okay? We'll figure this out together. Alright?" He says. And I know it's crazy, but I have an urge to trust him...
But I don't know him! I can't. I won't. Where am I? I start shaking my head side to side, backing away slowly. I need to get away… fast! But he notices.
"Ahsoka no. It's okay!" But it's not enough, and I stop listening to him. Quickly turning around and running away I bump into different people, and now everyone is staring at me –the running figure- making all the commotion.
I keep running not daring to look back.
By the sound of his voice he's yelling, although I don't know if it's at me or not. And by the sound of his footsteps I can tell he's running after me.
I quickly run through the big open doors of the ball room, finding myself running outside under the night sky. It's cold and I'm not use to running in a dress. I must look completely crazy… but I can't stop.
"Ahsoka!" I hear my name being called… but not by the same guy this time. This time it was a different male voice. This voice I also feel like I should know… but almost in a completely different way. But he's also running after me, and I need to keep going an-
"Sweetheart!" He yelled this time.
I stopped.
Sweetheart? Was he talking to me? No I…
"Hey sweetheart…" His voice soothingly says. He's near me now. Right behind me, but he's stopped too.
I don't turn around. "Who are you?" I ask dangerously. I don't know… I don't feel normal. Why don't I feel like a Jedi? Why am I acting this way? I'm going insane… what am I doing?
"You don't remember me?" he says, sadness evident in his tone.
"I don't know where I am…" I say, yet this time almost desperately and childlike. I don't even remember where I last was. Was I at the Jedi Temple? Was I on a mission? Where was I before? What happened yesterday? Where am I right now?
"I know you don't. It's okay, you must have gotten hurt … that's all. We'll get your memory back though, alright sweetie? Just come with me an-"
"But I don't even know who you ARE!" I yelled. I'm losing it. Jedi who? I don't even know anymore…
"Look at me… turn around for me darling." He says pleadingly. I can't help but comply with his wish.
And as I turn around… I see…
End of Dream
Soooo, I know that was a filler type of chapter, but I thought it was actually pretty nice! Considering that fact that I'm giving you something to think about, instead of just a flash back where it already happened.
Who are these two men and especially the one so brave enough to call her his sweetheart? Like he's use to calling her that…
You guys are smart and I'm so bad at mysteries and secrets so you'll probably find out soon without me even doing anything!
Really short but I'm half way done with the next chapter, which will be longer I swear!
Love ya!-
HighjackLuv
