"It's like those couple of months, squished into 2 minutes and it has replayed itself twice at random times since I told Melody. It's like I'm there again, reliving it. And if this continues, I don't think I can stay totally sane for long…" Jasper explained.

"Wait, you told Melody?" I asked.

He nodded in response. "This has something to do with her doesn't it?"

"I wasn't sure before, but I'm leaning towards yes now."

"Now?" Alice asked, "Who else?"

I smiled weakly, "They don't want anyone to know."

"Do you care if anyone knows?" Alice asked him.

He shrugged his shoulders, "I don't really care."

"Okay well I'm looking into it all. The first things I'm trying to find is the cause and if it can be stopped." I explained.

"Maybe we should cancel Isle Esme…" Alice said quietly.

I shook my head, "We could all use a break, even if it's interrupted at times."

"Yeah, I want to go." Jasper agreed.

"Thanks Carlisle." Alice said.

I went to find Esme but I stopped at the family room. I heard Rosalie and Jasper talking about their similar experiences.

"It's doesn't get better…" Rosalie said quietly.

"It's painful, having to live through it again and again." Jasper said.

Rosalie agreed with him and that's when I decided I would get some 1 on 1 time with Melody to test if I would start to see anything.

I knocked on Melody's door and waited her approval before entering.

"What are you doing?" I asked.

"Nothing, I was about to go see what everyone else was doing."

I started up a conversation, changing the subject when it dropped.

"Dad? What was the worst time of your life?" She asked, "If you don't mind sharing…" she added.

"That must be it." I thought for a moment.

"I think the worst time of my life was the days following my transformation. The change itself was not as bad as starving myself afterwards."

"Why did you starve yourself?"

"Ironically, my father was a witch and vampire hunter. I was raised to hold hatred against them, so when I was changed, I hated myself, and was also strongly against hunting humans. It took me a while before I realised that animals could be used as a substitute." I explained.

"So how long did it take you to totally resist human blood?"

"A very long time." I replied.

She nodded.

"I'm going to go find mum now." I smiled.

"Okay. Do you know what Alice is doing?"

"I think she's just with Jasper." I replied before walking out.

Melody got up and walked to Alice and Jaspers open door.

"What are you doing?"

Alice looked to Jasper who shrugged his shoulders. "Nothing. Why?"

"Want to do my nails?" Melody asked.

Her eyes lit up, "Yes, I'll be out in a minute."

I had been sitting with Esme in the dining room for several hours before I first experienced a "vision" of the worst time of my life. It was exactly like Rosalie and Jasper had described. It felt like you were there. All your senses were working. I knew if this continued, then it would be as if I was reliving it at least once a day.

"Carlisle?" Esme had been repeating my name without my knowledge. "Are you okay? Carlisle?"

"Sorry, I was- Come hunt with me?"

She realised what had happened then, and nodded anxiously.

We walked into the living room. I put my finger up to my mouth to tell them to be quiet.

"Come hunt." I mouthed to Bella, Edward, Rosalie, Emmett and Jasper.

They looked confused but agreed silently. Once we were far enough into the forest from the house I stopped.

"What is it Carlisle?" Bella asked with masses amounts of concern in her eyes.

I looked to Rosalie, Edward and Jasper.

"It appears that Melody has a gift that she isn't yet conscious of."

"It was her?" Rosalie and Jasper asked at the same time.

"I'm confused…" Emmett said.

I looked to Rosalie for approval to which she granted with a nod.

"Rosalie came to me last week with a…problem. Jasper experienced the same thing yesterday. It was then that I decided I would test my theory to confirm it.

"Stupid, Carlisle…" Rosalie shook her head.

"Rose I was fully aware of what I was getting myself into. I request that no one else tells Melody about the worst time or thing that has happened in their life, or you will experience painful consequences." I explained.

"Like what?" Emmett questioned.

"Like reliving it over and over again just like you're there again…" Jasper said quietly, looking downwards.

Esme walked over and gave him a hug.

"Why didn't you tell me, babe?" Emmett asked Rosalie.

"I didn't want you to worry. I didn't tell anyone except for Carlisle and then Esme, and then I went to Jasper last night." She explained.

He hugged her and it warmed my heart that everyone in our family had at least one person to depend on, if not all of us.

"Wait, Alice is with her right now." Bella said.

"She knows." Edward assured and grabbed her hand.

There was complete silence for a moment before Emmett broke it. "Is there any way to stop it?"

"I don't think that it's in our power, but once Melody knows and learns how it works, I believe she would be able to." I explained.

"How are you going to tell her?" Esme asked.

"I was hoping you would help me…"

"I'll try, but she won't be fully listening if she feels too guilty."

I nodded.

"We better hunt so our eyes are fully golden. We don't her to get suspicious just yet…" I said.

We all went to hunt, and returned home in a group.