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Roxas never cared what his dad did with his life. Until he fell in love with the boyfriend's younger brother. They're engaged to be married, but will the young lovers stand up for their relationship? I mean it's not REALLY incest!

It is written in first person, chapters switching viewpoints from Axel to Roxas. Axel for odd numbered chapters, Roxas for even numbered chapters.

SLIGHT WARNING!

That night, I slept with Axel for the first time. You could say that after that… we started fucking like bunnies. But not before I got over the physical 'results' of our lovemaking. The next morning I tried to move around as little as possible, but my Dad still noticed.

"Roxas, are you feeling alright? You look like you're in pain."

"My… my muscles are sore… achy."

My dad nodded. "Must be because you're still not better from last night."

Nervous, I looked up at him. Did he know? Why wasn't he flipping out and yelling at me? "Last night?"

"Axel informed us that you came down with a fever last night and fell asleep. Maybe you've developed an allergy… you didn't seem sick when you got home…"

"No, it's… just some sort of bug going around. I'll feel better soon."

"That's good. Wouldn't want Axel to catch it when you stay over in a few days. Reno and I are going on that trip we told you about, and it would really be a shame if we couldn't go because you aren't feeling well. Axel said he would let you stay with him while Reno and I are gone. It will be a little over twenty-four hours, but Reno is going grocery shopping today and is going to give Axel money for pizza. You can play video games or something; Reno said there's a lot of stuff to do over there if you get bored."

I couldn't help thinking to myself that there was really only one thing that I would want to do… and that would be Axel himself.

That day was incredible. We were watching something on TV, and I suddenly saw the bored look on Axel's face. The moment was perfect. I turned off the television, straddling Axel's legs on the couch and kissing him. After a moment, I pulled away and looked into his eyes. "Axel…"

"Wh-what is it?"

I breathed seductively into his ear. "Please fuck me."

"What?"

"Fuck me hard… again and again… until I can't feel it anymore…"

"Roxas, what's gotten into you all of a sudden?" he looked at me with concern, pressing the back of his hand to my face as if checking for a fever.

I bounced slightly, moving my hips against his crotch. "I think we've both waited too long for the sexual barrier to collapse between us. I want you, Axel… and from what I can feel, you want me too."

"Roxas… I don't know if I can. I… I can't get over the fact that you're… like… my nephew! All night I couldn't stop thinking about how horrible it would be if we got caught…"

"Axel," I placed a finger to his lips, "I thought we were past this now… It's not really incest… it's true love. And I love you so much, and I want you inside me so badly, and I don't care what my dad thinks. I love you…" I murmured those three words between several kisses. 'I love you' was such a beautiful phrase, and I could never get tired of saying it or hearing it when it came to Axel.

"I love you too… but…"

"Please, Axel… don't make me beg for you to fuck me any more than I have to. Make love to me in every way you can think of. Axel, just take me. I'm yours. Forever. Because I love you more than anyone has ever loved anyone in the history of the world."

Axel paused and thought about my words as I waited for an answer. He smiled deviously. "Well then…"

"Yes?"

"Let's put my couch to good use."

I was so happy that I didn't even notice when he pushed me down under him on the couch until my shoulder blades touched the arm of the sofa. "Axel… I love you…" I sighed.

If a space was large enough, then we probably had sex there. I went into pleasure overload, and when we eventually made love on Axel's bed, I finally and simultaneously collapsed with Axel after we came. The pleasure was worth it, the love was worth it… the exhaustion was almost unbearable.

After cleaning and pizza and more cleaning, we fervently kissed on his couch (we cleaned it first, though) but he slowly pulled away and looked into my eyes with a spark of mischief in his smile.

"I bet I can beat you at Mario Kart."

'Pfft. Yeah right,' I mentally rolled my eyes. "In your dreams, maybe!"

In all honesty… I actually don't remember which one of us played as Peach that night… But Peach won every race. That high-pitched victory phrase will never escape my memory. Axel laughed at me for getting so annoyed at a poorly-voiced game. I think that Dan Green could have voiced Peach more realistically. Females shouldn't have such annoying voices! Just because the game programmers have never spoken to a girl in real life…

After about an hour of video games, gentle nudging and playful banter, we changed into our pajamas and snuggled up under the now-clean blankets of Axel's bed, facing each other and looking into each other's eyes as we whispered "I love you"s to one another. We were holding hands and our legs were tangled together as Axel placed random butterfly kisses upon my head, neck and face.

I beamed at him. "I wish we could always be like this… I don't want to go 'home' with Dad tomorrow… home is where you are… where we can be together. I want to go to our real home, Axel…"

"Then just think of me. Home is in your heart, Roxas. We're connected, you know…" Axel adjusted our hands to interlock our fingers. "Just think of me, and I'll know to think of you… and we'll be home. Together…"

'Axel…' I breathed my thought aloud as I softly pressed my lips to his. "I'm home right now… are you?"

"Yes. I'm always home when you're with me. There's nowhere else in the world I would rather be than here with you, Roxas. I love you."

I drifted asleep as he held me in his loving arms, the sound of his heartbeat against my ear, the feel of his breathing, the scent that was so uniquely Axel… they all worked as lullabies for me. I knew one thing at that moment.

I always wanted it to be this way. This was how things were meant to be for lovers. Falling asleep in the arms of the one you love, whispering sweet nothings to one another… that was how it was supposed to be. For two sweethearts that want to give everything to their beloved, it shouldn't be painful to close your eyes. You shouldn't have to fear being caught that way. But for Axel and I… we were treading on thin ice, walking dangerously close to the edge with what we were doing. We knew the dangers, so why were we still here? Together?

Because we're in love… and we couldn't bear to throw away something that isn't broken just because it might be taken away in the future.

When I was certain Axel was asleep, I pecked his lips lightly. "I love you… forever…"

Fluff and Smex! What a combo!