Summ.
Axel didn't care that his older brother was dating a guy. Until he fell in love with the boyfriend's son. They're engaged to be married, but will the young lovers stand up for their relationship? I mean it's not REALLY incest!

It is written in first person, chapters switching viewpoints from Axel to Roxas. Axel for odd numbered chapters, Roxas for even numbered chapters.


Roxas and I had just wound down. Our passionate love affair was no-holds-barred by now. We would have sex frequently and fervently, whether our family members were home or not. Cloud actually walked into Roxas' room right when Roxas was peeling his shirt off, but it was luckily night-time and we had the excuse of changing into nightclothes to fall back on.

"I love you…" I whispered into his ear while I watched his chest rise and fall heavily as he caught his breath. "You're my adorable little snuggle bunny~" I teased, having found out at dinner the night before that he was a Rabbit in the Chinese Zodiac.

"You're… an… ass…"

"There's a horse in the Zodiac, my love, but no donkey."

"Suitable that you're a Pig, then…" he sneered.

I kissed him deeply and passionately, pulling away to look into his eyes before moving in to kiss him again. The door opened and I pulled away immediately, not wanting to get caught, but Roxas was still blushing and breathing hard.

"Roxas, what happened? You look like you have a fever and you're gasping for air…" Cloud furrowed his brow.

I stepped in to make an excuse. "I was messing around with him, you know. I thought it would be funny to wrestle until he got all tuckered out. I think it turned out well."

Roxas hit my arm. "You… jerk…"

"Well, Roxas, go drink some water. Axel, don't make him overexert himself like this. It's not healthy."

"Sorry, Mr. Strife."

"Cloud."

"Fog."

Cloud sighed and turned around, leaving the room.

"Baby, maybe we should be more careful… that was a little too close for my liking."

Roxas nodded slowly. "I know what you mean. Even though we don't see anything wrong with what we're doing, I don't want my dad to know. He could keep me away from you easily… and he would. Dad… wouldn't handle this well."

"My brother would kick me out of the apartment and tell me to fend for myself… order me to stop seeing you…"

"I love you."

"I love you too."

My angel sighed, leaning his head against my shoulder. "I don't want to lose you… but our family wouldn't understand… we can't help being in love. We can't choose our soul-mate… we can only find them. And I have found mine… I want to stay with you, Axel, because I know we're supposed to be together…"

"I know. I feel the same way, love."

"I think I would wither away if we had to abruptly stop having sex altogether. We've been going at it way too often. That can't be healthy," he giggled. "If we ever got separated, we'd need anti-Viagra…"

"Take eight pills twice a day," I joked. "You wouldn't be able to survive without me being inside you. My seed is your life force."

"You're such a pervert, Axel."

"But I'm right, aren't I?" I smiled playfully.

He kissed me. "You are really, really good at what you do…" he murmured. I loved when he said things like that. He knows how much I bask in compliments, especially praise about my performance in our sex life. It may have been pig-headed of me, but I didn't care. I loved being admired and hearing his little words of worship whenever I thrust into his small, fragile body.

"You're so cute, Roxy."

"You're so sexy, Axel," he replied. Oh, so this was the game he wanted to play… drown me in compliments until I take him. It was a sly and wicked tactic…

But it was also my very favorite game…

I never lose.

"You think so? What else do you have to tell me?" I unfastened the top button of his shirt. I really loved this game.

"Well," he smirked slyly at my eager participation in our fun little flirt-and-tease. "You're muscular… and your hair is so soft and bright… your eyes glow so venomously… that fierce, lustful gaze you give me just can't be ignored… and you're so, so good in bed…" with his last piece, he ended with a moan-like sound as he moved closer to me.

One button was undone with each compliment. "Go on…"

"It's so big… it tastes delicious… and it feels so good inside me… I feel like I'll explode from being so full…" he whispered, shrugging his shirt off and moving to straddle my legs.

"You really have a way with words, don't you? Have you been practicing your dirty talk just for me?" I placed my hands on his hips and slid his lower body up my legs until I felt our clothed arousals brush against one another. At the friction, Roxas melted into me, moaning as he laid his head on my chest.

"Axel… mm… More… It… it feels good…" he sighed, trying to move his hips and regain the pleasure of rubbing against each other. "I love you… you're so incredible… Ah… please, Axel… more…"

I smirked, unfastening his belt and pants to slide my hand to stroke the outside of his boxers. "Like this? Is this what you want?"

"Yes!" he moaned again, bucking his hips into my hand as he begged to be touched. "Please… Axel… mm… Axel… I… I need more…"

"Like what, my love?" I was grinning at the wonderful sounds he made. I glanced at the bedroom door and lifted him as his legs coiled around my waist and his arms hugged my neck. I carried him to the bathroom and locked the door before moving down to kiss him, my hand slipping under the waistband of his underwear to stroke him properly, intensifying his already-heavy breathing.

"Axel! Ah! G-good… F-feels… good… More… more… Axel…" he gasped as I stripped both of us down to nothing and turned on the shower, the water slicking up our bodies and muffling our noisy lovemaking. He faced me, straddling my hips as he moved my arousal in and out of him, riding me as he whimpered and cried out from the intense waves of pleasure overloading his body. After awhile, he ran low on energy and I had to flip our positions so I could take up control and thrust into him, savoring his voice in my ears as he praised and revered in my ability to make him feel such extreme bliss. "I love you, I love you… Axel… you're so amazing… ah… so incredible… it feels wonderful when you're inside me… Axel!" he suddenly cried out, hips bucking upwards. "There! Oh, God, there!"

"I love when you refer to me as 'God'…" I kissed down his neck as I teased and abused his nipples with my fingers and tongue. I knew I had found his prostate, but I wanted to make him beg for it. I knew he would. "I'm a God to you, aren't I, Roxas? What kind of God?" he knew the correct response to this question, and I had heard it often enough to know what it would be, but I always smirked when I heard it.

"You're an incredible sex god, Axel! Please… please! Harder! I'm begging… Axel… Axel, I love you!" Roxas gasped for air and moaned loudly, crying out as one particularly strong thrust made him release all over himself. I followed shortly after, semen dripping out of his entrance as I pulled out.

I washed our bodies and cleaned Roxas' hair of the white clumps that had made it far enough to get stuck there. The water was beginning to run cold as we rinsed the soap away, and I quickly dried us off and we changed into some warmer clothes.

We walked down the stairs and saw Cloud making out with my brother on the sofa, looking pretty 'busy' and appearing to be planning on going a lot farther than that fairly soon. My stomach churned as I felt the sudden urge to vomit, but Roxas was the one that shrieked in shock.

Cloud shoved Reno off of him, sending my brother to fall to the floor with a loud -thud-.

"Reno? Are you okay, bro?" I called tentatively. Reno looked up at me with a grimace.

"I was until short-stuff screamed and Cloud threw me onto the floor."

"Don't call my son names! We were in no place to be doing such a thing, anyway… I'm sorry, Roxas… Did that frighten you or anything?"

Roxas wiped his eyes, only to be met with more tears. "N-no… I wasn't scared… I just…" he rushed back up the stairs.

"Roxas!" Cloud called after his son. I looked from Cloud, who was upset at his son's reaction, to Reno, who seemed pissed about Cloud throwing him onto the carpet. "Roxas… Reno, you should apologize to my son! My poor boy…"

Reno glared at him. "Why should I apologize to your stupid kid when he was the one who freaked out? Haven't I been punished enough for this already? Your son despises me anyway, so he won't listen!"

"Roxas is NOT a 'stupid kid'!" Cloud hissed.

I also jumped to my lover's defense. "Reno, what the hell? Why would you say something like that about Roxas? How could you be such an asshole to such an angel?" I hissed. "He didn't do anything wrong!"

"He couldn't keep his mouth shut and go freak out somewhere else?"

"You couldn't snog his dad somewhere a little more private? We were going downstairs to make hot chocolate! You were the one who was wrong, Reno, not Roxas!"

"What happened to 'blood is thicker than water', baby brother?" Reno glared at me.

'Ah, but semen is thicker than blood…'

"You had no right to be cruel to him! That was completely uncalled for!" Cloud also yelled.

Reno scowled. "Well if the three of you are so happy together, then just be your own little family! I'm going home! Axel, you stay here so I don't have to put up with you!"

"Where the fuck do you think you're going?"

"Anywhere away from all of you!" Reno sneered.

"STOP IT!"

We all looked at Roxas, who was standing in the middle of the fight. I rushed to his side and embraced him, only to be pushed away. "Roxas…"

"All of you stop this right now!" he sobbed. "Reno… Dad… Axel… all of you shut up and listen! A stupid little sound I made because I was surprised to see my dad playing tonsil-hockey with Axel's brother on the couch when I was cold and going to get some cocoa… you're seriously letting THAT tear you apart? Reno, are you really going to disown your brother and leave my dad just because they stood up for me? Dad, are you really going to let him abandon us like that? And Axel, you were prepared to let your only family leave you because you defended me in an argument? What is wrong with you three?"

"Roxas… don't be this way…" Cloud sighed, looking at Reno sadly.

"I mean it! Think about what you're doing! Look at the insignificant little thing that you're letting destroy your lives!"

"You're not insignificant, Roxas…" I whispered.

"I'm not letting this happen! Not like this! If the three of you won't use your brains, I'll think FOR you! Now make up! Nothing happened that was even worthy of being ANGRY over! I'm done! Axel… Dad… Reno… I… I don't want to see all of our relationships—good or bad—die from something as insignificant as me making a noise of shock! This has gone too far! Fix it and go back to everything being how it should be!" he was sobbing in-between sentences, and his eyes were watery.

I hugged him tightly and looked at Cloud, who nodded. "Come on, Roxas. They'll sort this out, okay? Let's go back upstairs…"

He nodded, and I led him back to his room, closing the door before softly and tenderly kissing his mouth.

"I love you, Roxas… It's going to be alright, love…" I whispered.

We changed into pajamas and snuggled up under the covers, keeping each other warm and smiling. He nuzzled my chest and sighed happily. "I love you."

"I love you too…" I kissed his forehead and pulled him closer. "I love you so much… I don't ever want to lose you, my Roxas…"

"Axel…" he murmured as he slipped into slumber.

"You're so beautiful, Roxas… I love you… You will always be so very beautiful…" I said under my breath as I joined him in sleep.

Cloud mentioned the way we were sleeping at breakfast the next morning.

"He was really upset, you know… I didn't want him to be alone like that, so I stayed with him."

Reno nodded slowly and took another sip of his coffee. "Cloud and I are going out today. Will the two of you be alright by yourselves for a few hours?"

I nodded. "Yeah. I'll keep him company so he doesn't get the way he was last night," I saw how Roxas was blankly staring at his pancakes. I really wanted to do something. Feed him, kiss him, and wrap my arm around him, something to show him that I was still here for him. I slipped my hand under the table and squeezed his softly. He looked up at me in surprise, then matched my warm smile and blushed, looking away as he returned the squeeze and entwined our fingers. When I was certain Reno and Cloud wouldn't notice I mouthed "I love you" to him.

He blushed, mouthing back "I love you too".

I wanted to pull him closer, nuzzle him, hug him, and love him, anything… But I wouldn't in front of his dad and my brother. I motioned with my head to the stairs, and he nodded before we excused ourselves. When we got back upstairs, I kissed him softly and waited until Reno and Cloud left before we made love.

"You're beautiful, you know…" I whispered to him as I ran my hands over his pure, delicate chest. He gasped softly when one of my fingers brushed his nipple, his face glowing bright red. "What has you so embarrassed all of a sudden?"

"I… I don't know if we should be doing this anymore… whether our family is around or not…" he muttered, more to himself than to me. I looked at him with surprise, head tilted sideways.

"What? Why not?"

"I was thinking about what happened yesterday… my dad and your brother are getting really serious…"

"But we are more serious than they could ever be, Roxas… we're meant for each other, remember?"

He closed his eyes, sitting up and hugging his knees against his chest. "You aren't getting it. Dad… Dad doesn't have to hide it. And I can tell that…" tears were running down his face as his voice started cracking with sorrow. "I can tell… Dad is in love with your brother… almost as much as I'm in love with you… They… they have a right to be together. They're allowed to be lovers… and we aren't. Think about it, Axel… which relationship has the ability to be salvaged if something goes wrong? Theirs. Who has the ability to show their love in public? They do. Why do we continue to do this when we know we shouldn't be, when we know we have no right to be together, while Dad and Reno can be lovers with no consequences?"

"Roxas… I think you're taking this out of proportion… I know that the situation seems that way, but you need to remember how much I love you and how much you mean to me. Are you saying that you'd be able to simply forget about me because we can't stand in the middle of a crowd and make out without getting into trouble? Because I know that I wouldn't be able to live without you in my life, Roxas. I know we're supposed to be… and I don't want to give up that easily because I don't think we'd ever be able to salvage our love if we ended our relationship that way. I don't want to lose you… because I love you… and I really hope that after all this time you feel the same way, otherwise everything we've ever said and done would have been for nothing. Roxas… I've spent a little over a year with you, and I've been madly in love with you since the moment I saw you… please tell me what you really feel. Don't tell me what you think you should feel or what your dad feels. I want you to tell me honestly… what's really going on in your heart?"

"Axel…" he looked up at me. "I know… I know that when we met… you were incredibly special… and that you were everything to me… and you still are. But I'm not sure if you should be! That's my only problem! I don't know how much longer I can keep up this secret love affair before I snap or crumble…"

I kissed his cheek. "Baby, it won't be long before we'll be able to be together… you just need to hold out a bit more… I'm here with you, love, and I promise we can be together for real soon. I know it will be alright. I'm determined to give you everything that will make you happy. And if you want to be real lovers… then I'll make it happen. Soon. I promise."

Roxas hugged me tightly. "Really?"

"Yes. Anything you want, my love…"

"I want… your lips… and your wonderful kisses… I want my lover, my heart's desire, my soul-mate, my Axel…"

I smiled warmly at him. "Anything else?"

"No… that's everything I could ever want right now…"

I moved in and touched my lips to his delicately. "I love you… You're the most beautiful, adorable, wonderful angel… You fell from heaven just for me…"

"Maybe I simply fell… right into your arms."

"And I fell… in love with you."

He kissed me lightly, cuddling his body against mine, smiling. "I think God pushed me. Otherwise… you wouldn't have been there to catch me."

"No matter what, Roxas… I'd ALWAYS catch you."

"I love you."

"I love you too."

Roxas sighed softly with contentment. "I wish that every moment could be this wonderful. Every second of my life would be spent just like this."

But to my dismay, Roxas' wish didn't come true. The opposite happened. One week later… which would bring us a little bit prior to the present… everything we had would be reduced to shambles, and I don't know if we can put it back together in time.


Oy... there's the end of Axel's side of the development arc. All in one chapter. Next (after Roxy's side) is the discovery section.