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Axel didn't care that his older brother was dating a guy. Until he fell in love with the boyfriend's son. They're engaged to be married, but will the young lovers stand up for their relationship? I mean it's not REALLY incest!

It is written in first person, chapters switching viewpoints from Axel to Roxas. Axel for odd numbered chapters, Roxas for even numbered chapters.

"I'm sorry, Roxas… everything I ever did it hurt you… every word I said that upset you… I'd take it back in an instant. I'm sorry, baby. I love you so much…" I took a step closer to the ledge.

"Axel, I forgive you! Don't do this!" a familiar voice jabbed at my heart.

Roxas.

"I said some horrible things to you when you deserve better than that. I know I hurt you, and I hurt myself too, but I don't want you to kill yourself! I'm sorry… I love you too."

"Roxas…" I slowly turned around to face the little blond that had haunted my dreams for weeks now. He was out of breath, sweating, eyes wide with panic… and absolutely adorable.

He rushed to my side, embracing me tightly. "I'm sorry… I'm so sorry… Please forgive me. Axel… I love you…"

"Don't cry, Angel…"

"I was so alone… I wasn't myself anymore. I died inside without you…"

"So did I, beloved. You're so precious," adoringly, I pulled him into a soft kiss, emotions overflowing from our newly restored hearts. We were complete again. We had each other.

"Axel… Could you do something for me?"

"What is it, dove?"

"Make me yours again. I want you so badly…" Roxas begged, emotion swirling in his eyes. What happened that hurt him so much? I could see just by looking at him that he had been broken by someone. If only I knew who had dared to hurt my Roxas… I would show them a lesson they would not soon forget.

I slipped out of my long trenchcoat, leading him to a small clearing obscured from view by several trees. The day Roxas showed me this place was certainly a day neither of us could forget.

"Hey, beautiful, where do you think you're going?" I had called, catching him by wrapping my arms around his small waist. He spun to face me, giggling as he cupped my face in his delicate little hands and pulled me closer to him. Our foreheads pressed together as we panted slightly for air, the heat of the chase wearing off. "I love you," I smirked, looking into his eyes with a mischievous glint.

"Oh, no you don't. You aren't going to seduce me in public," he scolded, lips brushing over my own in a barely-there kiss. In my somewhat lusting state, that wasn't nearly enough. I lifted one of his hands away from my face, (where they were delicately bushing the thumbs over my eye tattoos), and kissed each of his knuckles.

"I love you," I said again, desire dripping from my voice. We hadn't had sex in over a week and it was making me horny as hell just to be around him, alone.

Roxas looked away, a small blush forming on his cheeks. "We can't. Not here."

I frowned. A small smile appeared on those perfect lips.

"But I know somewhere we can fool around a little…"

My face lit up at the promising offer. He took my hand and entwined our fingers, leading me to a small grassy area surrounded by trees. I looked at his delicate face and smiled. He was too cute, with that small blush and somewhat wary look in his big, gorgeous, breathtaking blue eyes. I wanted him, wanted to feel his hot, writhing body wrapped around my rock-hard arousal, but I wanted to relax him even more. So I decided to do what I had been eager for him to do to me but it had never happened. I would put my little blond at ease one way or another.

"Here it is. We can't really get caught here, but please… please don't make me go all the way, not in public…"

"I wouldn't do that to you, my angel. But at least let me help you relax."

"How?"

I slipped off his coat, placing it on a tree stump and sitting him down on top of it. I knelt in front of him and pulled him down to kiss me while my fingers brushed lightly over his clothed crotch, making him pull back from the kiss and take in a shaky gasp of pleasure, eyes sliding shut at the sudden attention to the sensitive flesh between his legs. "That's right, love, just relax for me, okay?"

He nodded quickly, mouth hanging open as the tiny gasps of surprise and pleasure escaped from his beautiful lips while my hands continued to lightly stroke the outside of his pants. When he was beginning to get hard, my long fingers unfastened his baggy cameo pants and slipped beneath his waistband to firmly wrap my hand around his half-erection. He mewled, clutching my shoulders as he slumped forward slightly. "Axel…" he moaned my name softly, taking in small gasps of breath as my hand moved up and down until he was fully aroused.

"Shh…" I hushed, kissing his lips once before setting his arousal free, listening to a small hiss of discomfort before continuing again. My lips grazed his. "I love you. Don't struggle, now… This is going to feel new, but you'll like it, I promise."

Suddenly worried, he met my tender gaze for a moment before relaxing. "Okay… I trust you, Axel."

"You're too cute," I smirked a bit before lowering my head and giving his member an experimental lick, like I was tasting a lollipop. He squeaked and for only half a second did he try to pull away, remembering my promise to make him feel good and placing his trust in that. Moving infuriatingly slow, my tongue swirled around his tip, almost but not quite touching the slit where a small bead of clear fluid had appeared. Growing tired with my own little game, I took him wholly into my mouth. Roxas was fairly small, so I had little difficulty, only feeling the very tip tap my uvula and almost make me gag, though I held back by sucking harshly, making Roxas squirm.

"A-axel!" he moaned, arching backwards in pleasure as I bobbed my head up and down his length, listening intently to his soft mewls and gasps as each new sensation took over and ravished his small body.

I continued sucking and licking and bobbing until I could feel Roxas begin to tense as he grew close to his peak. I firmly held his hips to keep him from bucking forward and choking me, while his mewls and squeaks had become full, noisy moans that made my own body yearn for attention. But this was about Roxas… So I would have to deal with my own problem later.

"Ahh… Axel… Axel, I'm close…" he had a light flush over his body that was purely beautiful. There was a blush on his cheeks, eyes fogged over in lust and pleasure. His mouth was open as he gasped and moaned, drool running from the corner of his lips and dribbling down his chin…

It had to be the single sexiest thing I had ever seen.

He bit his hand harshly to muffle his scream as he came hard into my throat, my mouth and tongue gratefully cleaning his milky semen from his rapidly-softening member. Licking my lips, I pondered for a moment over his taste. Like cream, almost, mild but milky. With a soft smile, I wiped away the drool from his face and kissed him lovingly.

"I love you so much, Roxas."

"Axel…" he simply panted my name, completely worn out from orgasm. Seeing him so vulnerable in my arms was incredible. The submissive position was appealing to look at, but I controlled myself. I readjusted his clothes and pulled him to lie on the grass in my arms, draping my trenchcoat over us to keep his adorably exhausted little body warm. "Axel…"

"I love you. You're beautiful, my beloved…"

He sighed, resting his head against my chest. "I love you too…"

I kissed him softly, holding him close.

"Axel?" he called softly after a moment.

"Mm?" I hummed in reply.

"One day… one day I'll do that for you, too. Okay?" he said hesitantly.

"I'd like that, Roxas. I love you."

"Axel?" his angelic voice broke through my thoughts. He was on his back, lying on my trenchcoat in the grass, looking up at me in confusion. I suddenly remembered telling him to lie down and smiled.

"Sorry, dove. Reminiscing, that's all."

"About what?" his eyes glinted in confusion, then cleared with a blush. "Oh… r-right… that."

I chuckled, getting on my hands and knees over him and slipping him out of his clothes, freezing at the sight of markings on his once-flawless body. I furrowed my brow in anger. "Who did this to you?"

"No one—"

"WHO DID THIS TO YOU, ROXAS?" I snapped.

He looked away. "I…" his eyes teared up. "Reno."

My eyes grew wide. "What?" I breathed, shocked and not quite believing his words.

"I… This morning… I begged Reno to have sex with me. And he did," he chocked out with a sob, and I suddenly noticed bloodstains in his underwear.

"And that fucking bastard hurt you?" suddenly a murderous fury boiled within me and I began contemplating my brother's imminent death.

"Axel, wait…" he reached out to touch me but I smacked his hand away. "Axel! Axel it wasn't his fault! I wanted him to! He didn't want to do it but I begged him!"

"You dirty little slut," I hissed, seeing him visibly wince at my words. "You slept with my brother!"

"And I hate myself for it!" he cried. "I don't know what came over me! I was so starved for attention and he was talking to me and petting my hair the way you always would and I tried to pretend he was you but I couldn't and I just… I know I'm a fucking whore, Axel, you don't have to rub it in!"

"Roxas…" my heart ached seeing him so broken. My thoughts lingered on fratricide a bit longer before I abandoned the idea in favor of comforting Roxas. I pulled him into an embrace. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to say that. I was angry and hurt, that's all. I'm sorry. I… I kissed Cloud, if it makes you feel any better."

"Now I feel dirtier…" he mumbled.

"I'm trying, Roxas, I really am. You aren't making consoling you very easy."

"I'm difficult, too… add that to the list of things wrong with me…"

"Don't think of it like that, that's not what I meant. I'm sorry if it came across that way, baby. Why don't I take you home now? You look exhausted."

"Okay… but… can you just hold me like this a little longer?"

"Sure."

And so I held him for over an hour, his infrequent sobs wetting my shirt as I held him close, rocking back and forth and hushing him softly.

When we arrived back at Cloud's house, I saw Reno holding the blonde the same way I had been holding Roxas before. I carried Roxas into the house, he had fallen asleep on the way back, handing him off to Cloud who fussed over both of us for awhile before I received a good long scolding from Reno about all the bad things I'd done over the past few weeks, though I knew his firm words were just his way of saying he had been worried sick and that he was pissed at me for stealing his cigarettes.

When I left Roxas for the night, I kissed his forehead softly and told him to take care of himself, much to Cloud and Reno's surprise. Reno asked me on the way home what that had been about, and I simply kept silent until we got home, where I knocked him out, wrote 'stupid' on his forehead in Sharpie, and left him in bed before going to sleep myself.

"I love you, Roxas," I mumbled before drifting off.

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