Summ.
Axel didn't care that his older brother was dating a guy. Until he fell in love with the boyfriend's son. They're engaged to be married, but will the young lovers stand up for their relationship? I mean it's not REALLY incest!
It is written in first person, chapters switching viewpoints from Axel to Roxas. Axel for odd numbered chapters, Roxas for even numbered chapters.
The first half of this chapter is the same as before... just chill about it!
As I figured, Reno was kinda pissed about the Sharpie.
"Seriously, Axel, what are you, a fucking Jigglypuff? You aren't four, dude!" he furiously scrubbed his face. "Cloud and I have an appointment with the wedding planner today! Damn! This isn't coming off. Ax, call Cloud and tell him to cancel."
"Whatever, man," I shrugged, feeding Nei. I was so happy to find out that Reno had actually taken care of her. That would have been the worst thing to wake up to. 'Hey, bro, your seahorse kicked the bucket'. That would go over great with me. *sarcasm*
I picked up the phone and called Roxas' house.
-Hello?-
"Good morning, beautiful~"
-Who is this?-
Cold panic ran over my body. "Who's this?"
-Cloud.-
'Shit! I thought he was Roxas!' I decided to try and play it cool and pretend to be Reno. "Yeah. Thought so. Good morning, yo."
-Reno?-
"Yeah?"
-You better not be calling to cancel our appointment.- the voice on the other end sounded like there was murder in store if I were to tell him. I could HEAR Cloud's eyebrow twitching in aggravation.
"O-of course not… I mean, I wouldn't be if Axel hadn't Sharpie(™)'d my face."
-Is that your excuse? I know you hate this woman but you're going to have to deal because she's our planner!- Cloud hissed. Reno had bad blood with this chick, then. Great.
"Hang on… why don't you just talk to Axel? He'll tell you—"
-Oh no you don't! You're going, Sharpie or not. Three o'clock. And if you don't show up I'll bring her to you and she'll know where you live.-
"Fine," I hung up. "Reno!"
"What?"
"You're going."
"WHAT?!"
"He said if you don't he'll bring her here and she'll know where we live."
There was a pause before…
"GOD DAMN IT!"
Cloud dropped Roxas off with me and took smudged-Sharpie-faced Reno with him. I turned to Roxas and looked into his sad eyes. "What's the matter, baby?"
"How do you not hate me for what I did?"
It took me a second to realize he was talking about Reno. "Because I love you and… and even though I'm kind of angry… I care about you and don't blame you completely. I think I'm just as ashamed of my brother for agreeing to it as I am of you for asking for it. I'm not going to lie to you, Roxas. You did a bad thing. And I'm not sure if I forgive you just yet. But I know for a fact that I love you. And I want you, need you, in my life… Just let me get over it on my own… for now just try not to think about it too much."
"Axel…"
It wasn't very long before Roxas and I began kissing more passionately than we ever had before. He jumped up slightly, wrapping his legs around my waist and his arms around my neck as I pressed his back to the wall, trailing hot, wet kisses down his neck. Every movement I made turned him on further, and I took in the feel of his hard, hot, pulsing flesh through his sweatpants pressed against my stomach. I carried him to the bedroom, collapsing over him on the bed and quickly moving to dispose of his clothing. But a hand on my wrist stopped me.
"W-wait…" Roxas bit his lower lip. "I… I can't do this," he slid out from under me and stood, pressing his forehead against the pale wall. My body moved on its own, and before I knew it my arms were wrapped around his small waist, rocking him gently.
"Why not, baby?"
"I don't…" he looked at me with hurt. "I don't deserve you… not anymore… not after what I did with your brother…"
I felt my lust die at the heartbroken look in his eyes. The mood in the air had gone from happy and sexually charged to depressing and painful in a mere moment. The blue eyes that looked at me appeared to be searching for something, though I was unsure what. "Roxas…"
"It doesn't matter if we were broken up… it was wrong of me to have sex with Reno. I did it out of a moment of pure weakness, and I'm sorry, but… I don't think I can have sex with you again."
"Roxy…" I wiped away the tears forming in his eyes. "It's okay. I didn't mind waiting for you the first time, and I'm okay with waiting now," I brushed aside the spikes hiding those beautiful eyes as he looked down. My hand gently lifted his chin. "Hey… look at me, baby… You'll be okay, Roxas. It's just too soon for you, that's all. You'll come around."
He sighed, and I took that as a sign he understood that I loved him and didn't mind waiting at all. It was still too soon after what happened with Reno for me to be hounding after him like a horny dog. I cared about Roxas. He deserved better than a hormonally-stressed, lusty teenager for a boyfriend. I understood that.
"I love you," I kissed his shoulder.
"Yeah…" he sighed, hugging me. "I love you too…"
We simply held each other for a moment longer before pulling apart. Roxas had a questioning expression on his face, like he knew something was out of place. "What's wrong?"
"Axel… Take off your shirt."
Shit. In any other situation I would have gladly taken my clothes off if Roxas were to ask me to, but I realized my mistake. Roxas was extremely perceptive. My cover was blown. Once he saw all the cuts and burns… what would he think of me? Would he not find me attractive anymore? Would he hate me for hurting myself?
"Axel."
"Roxy, I'm kind of cold…" I argued, but his expression grew more serious and almost angry.
"Now. Show me what you're hiding."
Slowly, I peeled off my shirt, closing my eyes to avoid meeting Roxas' gaze, to try and not see his expression, though I imagined it wasn't a happy one.
"Axel…" he squeaked out. I knew right away he was crying, even before I opened my eyes to look at him. When I did, I instantly regretted it. He smacked me across the face. HARD. "WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO YOURSELF?"
I backed away a few steps. "Roxy…" I murmured. I had expected him to be upset. But I hadn't expected him to physically attack me.
"YOU LIKE PAIN? I'LL GIVE YOU PAIN! THE PAIN YOU JUST MADE ME FEEL!"
But instead of hurting me again, he fell to his knees and started breathing heavily, rocking back and forth like a deranged maniac as he cried. And after a moment, his eyes glazed over and he collapsed.
I scooped him up in my wounded arms.
"Roxas…"
You all wanted to know what would happen when little Roxy saw Axel's arms! Momentarily you'll know exactly how Roxas felt while this unfolded!
