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previously...

Laurent tried to spit on Alec. Big mistake. This guy played baseball all through school. On and off the field. Alec stepped back and raised the bat before swinging it down and connecting with Laurent's kneecaps. Hard. I could feel the wind from the bat as I heard the cracking of kneescaps.

I loved that sound.

Not as much as the next one.

Laurent started screaming bloody murder. Alec glanced at Emmett silently asked him if he wanted to do it. Not wanting to wait all night with this pleasentries bull shit I start to reach into my jacket for my gun when I realize I'm not wearing it. Isabella is.

Fuck me.

Isabella's POV

It wasn't long before I made my way back into the house to find Esme for a ride home. I was bone tired and I had school the next day. I had had fun and my parents were happy I had made friends, especially since I didn't have the trustfunds these kids had. I glanced around the living room not seeing Esme and made my way up the stairs to Alice's room.

Alice, Esme, and Rosalie were lounging around the bed browsing through fashion magazines when I walked in. Rosalie glanced at me for a change and raised her eyebrow.

"Hello Bella." Alice greeted me smiling.

I looked down and realized they had noticed Edward's jacket. A slight blush creeped up on me warming my cheeks. I couldn't help but smile.

"Hey. I was wondering if I could get a ride home, Esme? Alice, I know you're not feeling well." I told them shifting my weight. I had never wished for a car more than in that moment. I hated asking for rides.

"I have to wait on my mom, do you mind?" Esme asked glancing at me over the magazine.

I really needed to get home but I didn't want to push. It wasn't their fault I didn't have my own ride and they were kind enough to invite me into their circle and haul me around all the time.

"Um.. ok. I need to get home but I can wait. It's not big deal." I told her smiling so she would know I wasn't upset.

Rosalie stood up tossing her magazine onto the bed and stretching.

"Come on, I'll drop you off. I need to head home and be ready for Emmett if he drops by."

I was stunned. I just stood there looking at her.

"Come on if you're coming." She said grabbing her purse and walking past me.

"Bye. Thanks for the great weekend." I told Alice and Esme grabbing my bag and running to catch up with Rosalie's long strides.

Rosalie was tall, like 5'9. She had curves to die for and long blond curls that trailed midway down her back. She walked everywhere like she was in a fashion show, like she owned the ground. I wanted that kind of confidence. I longed for it. That's the kind of girl the guys around here went for.

Maybe even the kind that would catch Edward's eye.

I followed her out of the house and down the driveway until she stopped in front of a candy apple BMW M6. I think I drooled a little in my mouth. Rosalie slid into the seat like it was nothing. But for a girl like her, it wasn't. Nothing impressed these girls. Not that I knew about anyway.

"Do you like Rihanna?" She asked putting a cd in.

"Yea, she had a beautiful voice." I replied glancing out the window watching all the mansions go by.

"Good, I was going to listen to it either way." She said giving me a slight smile.

Oh and the ice queen melts.

Slightly.

"Are you happy now that you have Emmett?" I asked looking over at her bobbing her head along and lipsyncing to the music. She looked relaxed. In her element. She just drove along in her own little world shifting gears.

"Of course I am Isabella! I have wanted Emmett for so long and finally he looks at me as a woman and not a kid. Emmett is in high demand in our circle and he chose me. In case you didn't notice I can be a bitch. I don't mean to be all the time, I just don't put up with drama or bullshit. Life is too short. Much too short. I want to spend my time wisely."

"Oh." was my reply.

"So I saw you peeping on Eddie boy. What's up with that?" she asked peeking over at me.

"Nothing." I answered looking back out the window.

"Mmm hmm." She said not believing at word I said. How I wished there was something there to tell.

"There really isn't. Besides, he would never look twice at a girl like me, let alone the first time."

"Says the girl wearing his jacket." Rosalie gave me a small smile and cranked the music up. It wasn't too long after that we pulled in my drive. I thanked Rosalie for the ride and grabbed my bag walking to the front door. Before I could get my key out my Dad opened the door.

"Hey kiddo." He greeted me with a warm smile.

"Hi Daddy." I said smiling up at him. I was a Daddy's girl for sure. My mom didn't even try really. I was more a trophy child than anything. Never got in trouble. Perfect grades. Helped with the house and supper. Yada, yada, yada.

"I'll get that for you Bells." he said grabbing my bag and carrying it up to my room.

"Nice jacket." Renee said once he was out of earshot. I looked down and realized I was still wearing Edward's jacket.

"Yea, I guess." I said before turning to head up to my room. "Goodnight mom."

"Goodnight Bella. I like Mary Alice. Valmont seems to be treating you well." If she only knew.

After goodnights with my dad I closed my door and turned around to face my little crappy bed. I was already missing what little taste of luxory I had tasted.

I decided to hang up Edward's jacket so it wouldn't wrinkle. I could give it to Esme at school in the morning. I slipped off the jacket and laid it over my desk chair. I walked over to the closet to grab a hanger and come back to grab the jacket. As I pulled it on it the sleeve caught on the corner of my desk and something fell out of the pocket hitting my hardwood floor with a bang.

The light was dim and as I reached over to look under my desk I flipped my desk lamp on. I reached under my desk feeling for something when my hand made contact with something hard and cold. I picked it up feeling the weigh and pulled it out to see what it was.

My mouth dropped open at seeing the gun in my hand.

What the hell was Edward doing with a gun?

*Knock* *Knock*

"Bells, I was just going to ask if you had a good time with your friends?" My dad asked opening my door. I threw the gun under the desk and sat down in the chair quickly.

"Yea dad, thanks for asking." I said sounding much calmer than I actually was.

"Good kiddo. Love you." He smiled before the closing the door again.I waited, not moving until I heard his footsteps retreat back into their room at the other end of the hallway. I moved quietly pulling out the gun again to make sure I wasn't crazy.

Nope.

There is was.

Staring back at me.

What kind of shit was Edward into that he needed to carry a gun? Oh my God? Was he going to be mad because I had it? I didn't ask him for his jacket. He offered it.

What the hell was I going to do with it until I could give it back to him?

Rosalie's POV

After I dropped Isabella off I headed to the house. Emmett was going to try to come by and see me once he was done. I hadn't heard from him since he left Mary Alice's house earlier. I missed him. I finally have him and it's about the same as before. I see him at all the social functions and the club. Same as before, just now we're holding hands and kissing. He wanted to wait until I was legal before we were intimate.

For all the illegal things he did he was worried about that. It was out of respect though. I thought it was romantic. Things seem to be changing, shiting within our group. I was with Emmett. Finally. Isabella was a new edition and maybe I was starting to warm up to her a little bit. She wasn't so bad. Alice was lusting over Carlisle, doubted that would go anywhere. She needed to set her eyes on someone else. For her to want to play matchmaker so bad, she wasn't that good at it. Not even for herself.

My phone dinged with a text so I reached over to pick it up smiling when I saw who it was from.

Hey babe. Headed for shower. Still good 2 stop by?

I quickly texted him back to hurry his fine ass up. I couldn't wait to see him. I could honestly say I loved him. It came as natural as breathing to me. He was my everything.

While I waited on him I showered and slipped into a pair of red boyshirts and white cami. Thirty minutes later he texted me telling me he was out front. My mom was passed out and my dad was out doing whatever. I quietly made my way down the stairs and opened the front door. Emmett stepped in wearing a pair of blue jeans and a red Akoo hoodie with some red Nikes. He looked so damn good.

"Come here Ma." he said opening his arms.

I stepped into them, letting him wrap me up. I have never been as happy anywhere than I was in his arms. He picked me up with me wrapping my legs around his waist and started towards my room. When we got there he laid me on the bed and quietly shut the door.

"I'm dog tired babe. It's been a long weekend." He said plopping down next to me. We were laying on our sides looking at each other. I wanted him so badly but I could wait.

"Will you stay?" I asked.

"Stay? Wha ya mean ma?" he asked yawning.

"Here. Tonight." I replied running my hand over his head and neck massaging.

"Babe, I'll hold you all night but I'm not doing anything else yet."

"I didn't expect anything else. I just want you close."

"I can't get close enough." He said leaning over to kiss me.

He deepened the kiss briefly before rolling me over pulling my back against his chest. He pulled his hoodie off tossing it on the floor and wrapped his arms around me pulling me in tight. I sighed in content knowing my man was right where he should be. I drifted off to sleep smelling Em's Gaultier colonge.

Alice's POV

I laid on my bed pretending not to feel well with the music on low. Carlisle had been on my mind all day. I was so happy he had finally given in and was letting me please him fully. I would do whatever I had to do to please him in every way possible. I would make sure he never wanted to go anywhere else. He was at the point the family would expect him to start settling down soon. I had to keep him in check for another year and a half. Piece of cake for someone like me. I stayed on my A game 8 days a week.

Once the house had settled down and gotten quiet I got up and slipped on some dark wash skinny jeans and a deep purple long sleeve silk blouse. I grabbed my purse and my high heeled Manolo boots and quietly made my way down to the garage. Aro was passed the fuck out and so were my parents. I started my Lambo and gently made my way down the driveway. I punched in the code and the gates opened letting me out.

Normally, I wouldn't be sneaking out but I didn't want to tell them where I was going. My parents would know I hadn't been to anyone in the family so it was better to leave it quiet. I was meeting Carlisle at his place in the city. I had a bag in the trunk with extra clothes and a school uniform for emergencies so I wasn't worried about having to be back.

It took me about twenty five minutes to get there with little traffic on a sunday night. I checked my lip gloss in the mirror while running my fingers through my hair to fluff it. Happy with my appearence, I grabbed my bag and locked my car walking towards the building Carlisle owned. He lived in the penthouse. I had been there several times but it had always been for parties and get togethers. This was the first time I had been since Carlisle and I had been fooling around.

This thing we had going started at the beginning of the summer. I had liked Carlisle for awhile and I subtly let him know. Finally one night at a party he caught me in the coat closet and kissed me. There was so much passion and groping with that kiss I knew I had him hook, line, and sinker.

As I made my way through the lobby and into the elevator I began thinking about how our relationship was started to progress. I wanted to be public but Carlisle wasn't ready. I could wait, I understood his position. Even though we had never said it, I loved him. I watched the dial as the floors went by. I was anxious to see him. He had been very busy lately so we hadn't had much time. He always texted me though. At least he made an effort. I know some girls who didn't get shit except wet spots on their sheets.

Carlisle greeted me at the door in black silk pajama pants rubbing his wet hair with a towel. He looked amazing.

"Hey Ally." He greeted me stepping back to let me in. My heels clicked on the tile as I walked into the foyer. His apartment was huge but not really decorated. I could change that if he would let me.

"Hi yourself. Busy day?" I asked dropping my bag on the coffee table.

"You don't know the half of it. But, I don't wanna talk about my day. I want to kiss my beautiful lady." He said grabbing my hips and pulling me closer to him. He placed his lips softly on my and moved his thumbs in small circles on my hips. He was always very sensual with me.

I wove my hands through his hair and tugged gently making him look up. I placed slow wet kisses down his throat stopping at his adam's apple. I knew this drove him crazy. He groaned and pulled me against him. I could feel how hard he was. I had to be doing something right.

"I want you so bad." He said moving his hands down to my ass and squeezing.

"What's stopping you?" I asked pushing my chest into his.

"Nothing." He growls pushing me onto the couch and pulling my boots off. He pulled my shirt over my head and began kissing my chest and down my stomach before suddenly standing up. I look up at his feeling rejected.

"In the bedroom. I feel terrible about this morning." He said holding his hand out for me to take.

"You have nothing to feel terrible about. I wanted it just as bad as you." I tell him taking his hand, letting him lead me to his room. He has candles sitting everywhere and he begins walking around lighting them. The glow from them plays across his chieseld abs and his pj pants rode low letting his deep v cut show. Damn this man was fine.

"Let's get you out out of these uncomfortable clothes." He tells me unzipping my jeans.

I nod at him stepping out of the legs and he kneels down to pull them off my legs. I'm left standing there in soft lilac colored silk panties and bra. He looks up at me with dark eyes. He was hungry and I knew exactly what to feed him.

He places soft kisses down on the outside of my panties. I was wet as soon as I walked in the door and saw him. He runs his hands up and down my thighs placing soft kisses up my stomach on his way to stand up. He walks me backwards until my knees hit the bed causing me to fall over. He crawls on top of me and moves us up the bed kissing me the whole time.

He laid on top of my running his hands under my thighs pulling my legs up while trailing kisses down my neck. As he pulls my panties off he sucks on the skin right above my collar bone. I close my eyes and purr at the sensation his lips give me.

He moves his way down my stomach again and before I know it runs his tongue up my slit then back down again. I moan and arch off the bed. He continues working his tongue on me driving me crazy. Right before I start to peak he stops and slide up on top of me again slowing sliding his dick inside of me. He filled me perfectly and I wiggle my hips seeking some kind of friction.

He begans long, slow strokes that drive me wild and bring me to the edge but keep me from falling over. I rake my hands down his back and he squeezed my hips.

"si prega di più." (more please) I whimpered into his ear.

He quickened his pace slightly and pulled my legs up higher so he could hit deeper. He was driving me insane. My body was addicted to his. Why had we waited?

I lean my hand back and close my eyes giving into my senses. Carlisle begans sucking on the skin right above my collar bone again and I arch my back higher. He quickens his thrust yet again and I feel the tight coil in my stomach. I rock my hips against him, matching thrust for thrust until I feel the tingles start spreading over my body.

I scream out his name as my orgasm takes over my body. Im pulling his hair and kissing his neck. He begans thrusting deep and hard and before long I feel his dick throb with his orgasm. I rock my hips against him as I feel him fill me with hot cum.

He stills and places a kiss on my forehead. He gets out of the bed and slipped into the bathroom returning with a wet washcloth to clean me up with.

He was so attentive.

He carries it to the bathroom and returns with some black fabric handing it to me. I quickly realize it's the matching top to his pajama pants. I smiled as I slipped it on and buttoned it up.

I laid on my side and put my leg over Carlisle, laying my head on his chest. He put his arm around me laying his other hand on my leg. He was inviting me to spend the night without saying it. He was making an effort without putting himself out there. I could deal with this.