Angela

"Are you excited Madi?" Austin asked as he drove us to the hospital.

"Yeah i can show Kim the house she's going to be so happy its very big" Madi said "And she'll have a bigger room and we'll have a playroom"

"Madi , Kim might need to rest though as the babies get bigger" I told her "So you need to be gentle"

She smiled "I love Kimmy"

Am i doing the right thing? I can't help but think that if he finds out where Kim is living he might come after us especially because its been a long time since he's tried anything.

"You're worrying" Austin said "I know you Angie i know you're worried about him coming for revenge but i have the best security money can buy at the mansion there's no way he can touch any of us once we get there"

"I am a mum i worry about my children i always have and i always will" i said as he pulled into the hospital car park.

Madi was dead excited about today but we hadn't even asked Kim if she wanted to. She might want to stay nearer to Jack and the rest of her friends. Or she might want to get as far away from Seaford as she possibly could. But whatever she chose the decision is hers and i am not going to butt in or try to change her mind. I would be happy with whatever she chose, even though i secretly hope that she will choose us.

Kim

Jack had come to see me earlier than usual this morning and he some pretty serious news to share with me. I wasn't sure i wanted or even needed to hear it. But i was right

i didn't want to hear it but i needed to. He explained that he had let himself into Max's place to try find some clues and he found a globe with a circle around the same area as this hospital. The monster might be living nearby he told me.

And that says to me that the monster is nearby and is taking great delight in watching me. I better face facts he is going to continue being a part of my life even if he is not physically involved, he'll always be in the back of my mind plaguing every thoughts i have concerning my children.

I sighed. I hoped things would be different. I hoped that Jack would be the father of my children when i would eventually be ready. Instead i am thirteen and not long after giving birth to my babies i would turn fourteen. I feel too young to be going through this pain and agony.

My breathing got quicker and quicker, i was almost gasping for air, i couldn't breathe my chest got tighter and tighter. I reached for the call button.

Saraiya appeared from out of nowhere and took my hands. "Kim concentrate on me think of Jack let your breathing slow down don't force it."

I managed to calm myself by concentrating on her words. I burst into tears and rocked backwards and forwards "Saraiya what's happening to me?"

Saraiya smiled "You've just had a panic attack but as long as you can distract yourself and think of Jack or anything to calm yourself down you can manage yourself"

I nodded as the door opened.

"Kim I've finished all tests i need to and there is nothing abnormal so i am happy for you to be discharged but i need you need to come in once a week for a quick scan to ensure the babies are doing okay" The doctor said.

I nodded. I can go home. I never thought they would let me. I've been in here for one month so i guess i had just grown used to it. But it scared me. I felt kind of safe in here with the doctors and the nurses around me but if i go out there and if he finds me i have no idea what will happen or if i will survive it all.

I could hear someone running down the hallway towards my room. I could guess who it was a little blonde hair girl who i call sister.

"Hi Madi" i called out into the hallway.

The doctor opened the door and in flew my sister.

"You get to come out today" Madi said

"Madi we've not even asked her yet" Mum said breathlessly, appearing at the door, holding her heels in her hands "I thought we spoke about running in hospitals"

Madi bit her lip. "i was too excited to see Kimmy"

"Hi kiddo" I said giving her a big hug.

"Kimmy mummy and Austin and i want you to come and live with us in Austin's mansion. Please say yes Kimmy i can show you my playroom and my bedroom both are bigger than our other house" Madi said "We can play with our puppies and have tea parties and dress up and Austin bought me a huge double swing set so we have something to do when its too warm to be inside and a paddling pool.

I looked at mum to see if that was acutally true. If she would be happy with me living there with them. But had she even thought about eight months down the line when we have two extra mouths to feed and depend on us all the time? It would be easy to forget for everyone else because i am barely showing right now but soon i would and i think that's when everything is going to change. Were Austin and mum ready for that?

"Kim i want you to come and live with us" mum said "Austin and i would be delighted if you come home with us like you were supposed to that day when he stopped you from being with us"