AUTHORS NOTE: Warning for blood! I'll add more to this later or I might just start chapter five?idk?

Sans has kept you in his room these past few days, studying and questioning you. Over all, he keeps you alive. You come to a hypothesis that he may only be keeping you because somewhere, she's here in this body with you, too. You awaken one morning to a conversation just outside his bedroom door. He's on the phone, sounding somewhat panicked and angry. He comes in the room swiftly, gathering some things and shoving them into his coat pockets before grabbing you as well. "Undyne has been looking for you, and she knows you're here. We have to leave." You let him guide you through his house and outside through the snow. He's in a hurry and offgaurd. You take this opportunity to break away from him and run. He lets out a string of curses and extends his magic to reach out for you. The icy ground breaks from underneath you and you fall hard on the cold surface beneath. Everything hurts as you swiftly move to your hands and knees and crawl out of sight from the hole above you. Your breathing is rushed and short as you take refuge in a small ice cave. You listen closely to the noises above and assume he's moved on by now.

It's quiet down here under the ice, and you start to miss the monsters company. You've begun to feel conflicted with yourself and what exactly it is that you want now. The lust for blood still courses within you, but the motive to do so has began to weaken. You lay down on the ice and feel the hot tears pour out of your eyes. You don't like feeling alone, you've been alone for far too long. You cry out in your mind for Frisk to return and pound the ground in denial of your lonely state. You've wanted revenge for your cold death for so long now, but you're still all alone. Even when you try to be human.

A vine breaks through the ice in front of you and buds into the small yellow flower.

"You'll never be human again. No matter how hard you try." He smirks and cackles "It's best to stay a powerful soul and destroy the living. Don't let her bodies emotions distract you."

You sniffle and wipe your tears away. "Asriel. These feelings are my own now. I feel loneliness and worry. I feel anger and pain. And it took all this for me to remember how much I loved being alive. I don't want to let go of this body."

He looks at you, shocked. "Asriel..? No one has called me that in such a long time." He turns his bud down to the ground. "It's not my name anymore." His cackling rises up again before looking up you with a hideous grin.

"You'll never understand again, Asriel. You're not a monster anymore."

"Don't let down on our plan." He descends back into the ice once more.

Your tears continue streaming down your face. How do I wake you up? You raid her memories for one with the strongest emotions. Mostly happy and intense, but not the strongest. The most powerful emotion you could find in her mind was fear. You play the memory.

"Sans!" Anxiety and fear filled her body. She was hanging from a cliff in hotlands, dangling over the scorching lava. She held on for her life, her hands slipping. A familiar voice calls out for her, to which she responds with a cry for help. No sooner than a second later, her hands slip and she's falling. She's caught in midair, inches away from her fiery death. She's panting heavily. Slowly, she's lifted into the air in a cloud of blue. She's placed gently on the ground in front of the short skeleton who has a face of worry. Sans gets on his knees and holds the girl tight.

"I got you, Kid. I've always got you."

"Sans."

You break from the memory gasping and laughing with tears pouring from your eyes.

"Frisk? Are you there?"

"Get out of me."

You give a sigh of relief, wiping the tears from you eyes. "No. I can't leave, Frisk. I'll be all alone. I don't want to be all alone."

"If you keep me here, I'll be all alone, too. You're killing all of my friends. Do you think I want that?"

"You'll have me. You'll always have me. You'll be here when I take over and make the world my own. You'll be here to talk to me and play with me. We'll never be apart."

"NO. I'm not staying for that. You won't hurt anyone else. I won't let you. I'm taking my body back and you're going to leave."

Your excitement fades at her words. Your expression hardens as you lean against the cave wall. "Who said you were in control?"

With Frisk back, you leave the cave in search for a way out. If you stay here and lose your motives, she'll grow strong and take over. She'll make you leave this body and be alone. You find a path that leads up a slope to the ground above. You emerge and look around the empty snowy land. The crunching of snow behind you breaks the silence. A spear crashes into the snow next to you. You jump and turn around swiftly, meeting a tall blue monster face-to-face. Undyne. She's towering over you , huffing and angry. She ready's a second spear your way now.

"Listen to me. You can't hurt her. If you want me to stay, you can't hurt her. Stop hurting these innocent monsters."

You quickly grab the spear on the ground and block her incoming attack. She moves quickly, faster than the other monsters. "I'll stop you. I won't let you."

You manage to dodge her attack just barely, a spear grazing your side and leaving it cut open and bleeding. You go to throw the spear her way, but something stops you. You fall flat to the ground. Frisk is preventing your legs from moving. You struggle out of it and lunge and dive the spear deep into Undyne's chest. Her eyes widen with fear as she looks at you now. Blood pours from her lips as she falls to her knees and to her side, heaving and coughing before her breathing ceases in all. She fades, leaving the spear behind. You hold your side and hiss. Your blood pours out and stains the white snow. You equipp one of her abandoned spears and keep moving.

"You're foolish. If you stop me and this body dies, the game will reset. And I'll still be here. You'll have to watch your friends die all over again. And each painful death we suffer together, it will all restart. Do you want that? You're such a foolish girl."

"I'll die a hundred deaths before I let you win."

You refuse to fight with her now. She's foolish and too determined. But even with your silence, she keeps pushing. "I'll go away again. I'll go away and leave you all alone, Unless you find Sans. Find Sans and I'll stay."

"I've already found him." You ponder this thought for a moment before speaking again. You don't want her to leave. "I've already found him. Yes, I found him while you were gone and killed him DEAD."

You can feel her anger and denial creeping into your thoughts.

"You're lying. You're a dirty liar."

"No, I'm not. I killed him. And you know what he did? He called out for you. And you never came. You weren't there to save him. And it's all your fault. You weren't there to stop me."

She jumbles your thoughts with her racing feelings and at once, it stops. You're confused by her sudden stillness. She's given up.