Every time I try to close my eyes I see Kim. She is always upset, scared, angry and alone, a shadow of who she used to be. So naturally i try to avoid going to bed which is really hard when mum keeps checking up on me because she is worried about my health.

"I'm sorry" I said laying on my bed. "i'm doing the best I can. We will not stop searching Kim. We are trying our hardest to find you"

I keep thinking that there is something else I can do to help find Kim even though everyone else keeps shutting me down whenever I bring it up in conversation. I don't feel like we are being as thorough with our search. It's like everyone believes that we may not find her and I cannot believe that not even for one second.

Its hard for me to admit but I feel like my heart is breaking, very slowly with each dead end we find. I will be heartbroken if we cannot rescue Kim soon.

I roared throwing my pillow against the wall. I won't be able to sleep tonight I am too wide awake. My mind is in overdrive, thoughts of Kim flashing through my mind.

Its not fair we're all safe and sound, Milton, Jerry and I are all safe in our beds with roofs over our heads. But we have no knowledge of where Kim is or what condition she is in right now. All I know is that we can't stop looking until we find her. We can't give up on her.

I glanced at the clock and pulled my duvet over my head. I groaned. Why does the night seem so long when you can't sleep? I tried the counting sheep thing but that obviously failed.

I don't think that I will ever sleep properly at least until I know that Kim is safe again, whenever that may be but I can only hope it will be soon for her sake more than mine.

"We will not stop until we find you that I promise you" I said looking at the framed picture of me and Kim that stood next to my alarm clock. "i miss you Kim I am so sorry but I am going to make you feel safe and happy again if they are the last things I do."

A tear rolled down my cheek. One of many I am sure. "I hope you are hanging in there Kim hopefully you won't have to fight much longer"

I must have eventually fallen asleep but I woke feeling as if I had got hardly any as I expected. My body needed more sleep but until Kim is found there is hardly any chance that I was sleep properly.

My phone buzzed: a text from Sam asking all of us to meet at the police station when we were ready. I got dressed quickly and boarded over to the police station. Sam was waiting for us in the soft interview room.

"We got numerous sightings of a man matching the description of Mr Crawford all over the world. However nothing at the airports or ferry ports so most are probably going to be dead ends. But we did get a report of a man driving erratically and refusing to stop at the border to Canada" She said once we were all sat down and had a drink in front of us. "We are going to start with that"

"Jack you look crap dude" Jerry pointed out.

"Cheers mate" I said rubbing my eyes. "I had non stop nightmares of Kim last night and that was when I actually slept. The rest of it I kept seeing images of Kim crying and cold and alone"

"Hopefully this will lead her to us" Sam said. "A man matching his description was later seen at a car lot purchasing a used car in Canada"

"Canada?" Milton said looking very pale. "but that's 1,406 miles away."

As it turned out Sam had a jet waiting for us, ready to fly us to Canada.

"We could have drove" Milton moaned as he stuffed his green face into a paper bag.

Sam smiled "Sorry I know it's not for everyone but it's quicker to fly"

"Every minute counts" I reminded Milton as he threw up.

"We'll be touching down in less than half an hour" a voice said over the speaker.

"Thank goodness for that!" Milton said looking the happiest I have seen him since we set foot on the jet.

"That was quick" Jerry said glancing out the window. He laughed "Look guys the people look like ants"

"We had a private route so its much quicker" Sam said. "And besides we all know the plan now don't we."

"Not quick enough" Milton grumbled taking a large sip of water "Get me off this jet"

"Jack remember we need to gather more information before we act, we don't want to scare him into doing something that will endanger Kim and the babies." Sam said as we collected all of our things together "We will catch him. We will bring her home no matter what but we have to be strategic about our moves from now on we have to play it safe for Kim's sake."

I sighed "i know its just difficult though this man is meant to be her father and instead he brought her all of this pain"