Okay I'm sorry guys college work is no joke but my finals are coming so I'm going to have a little more time to write. I also want to say thank you guys for the reviews and follows and favs it means a lot the you guys love Kaysus so much. So since I just turned in my research paper today I figured I should give you guys an early thanksgiving present. Now heads up this is probably the saddest chapter maybe in this whole story but I wanted to make it perfect for you guys so I hope you enjoy it.
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Chapter 11
It's been a few weeks since I broke down in front of Jesus and it was nice to actually get that out and tell someone how I felt about my mom leaving. Surprisingly Lena and Stef decided they weren't going to tell my dad about me skipping school. They just told me not to do it again. I equally surprised when Jesus told me Stef gave Lexi the pill. But I had a feeling either Stef or Lena would. Home has been pretty much like home I had a bad run in with my dad a week ago. But as usual Kyle and I just try to stay out of his way. Jesus and Lexi have been spending more time together and he's starting to blow me off and cancel hangouts and things we plan. It was really starting to get to me. I mean I know that's his girlfriend and they're supposed to spend time together but at least make time to hang out with your best friend too.
Kyle and I headed to school like we usually do and went are separate ways. I sat at one of the tables and put my headphones in my ear. I was into my music that I didn't notice anyone there and until they sat down across from me.
"Hey Kaylie, why are you hiding out?" I look up at Callie and take one of my headphones out.
"I'm not hiding out" I say and she looks at me concerned a bit.
"What's up with you, you don't seem like yourself?" I shake my head.
"Nothing…..I'm fine" she stares at me for a while.
"This about Jesus?" she asks and I sigh and look over to where I knew I'd see Jesus and Lexi. They were both cuddled up with eachother I shake my head and look back at Callie.
"No it's not about him" I say as the bell rings letting us know it's time to start school. "There's the bell I'll see you later Callie" I say getting up in a hurry and heading to class. Once in my math class I sit in my usual spot and lay my head on my arms. I was so tired and I could feel myself drifting off. When I feel someone touch my shoulders and I jump at both fear and pain.
"Sorry Kay, I didn't mean to scare you" I look over at Jesus as he sits down. He glances over at me. "Are you okay?" I nod.
"Yeah I'm fine" I say relaxing and bring myself out of my sacred thoughts. I lay my head back on my arms.
"Hey I couldn't find you earlier?" Jesus says as he gets his math book out.
"That's because you weren't looking" I mumble into my arms but I know he didn't hear me. I sigh and pick my head up a bit. "In the same spot I'm always at Jesus, You just don't come over there anymore" he sighs and looks over at me.
"Come on Kaylie-" He starts then I cut him off.
"No need to apologize, Jesus I'm used to it now" I say as I lay my head back in my arms. He was going to say something but our teacher started her lesson. After class was over a packed my things and left without Jesus. I got to the hallway when he finally caught up with me and made me stop walking.
"Kaylie, are you mad with me or something?" I shake my head a little and look back at him.
"No, Jesus I'm not upset with you, I'm just have a lot going on right now and I just miss hanging out with my best friend" I say.
"Kay, I'm sorry I've been blowing you off…..Look how about tomorrow is Kaylie and Jesus day?" I laugh a bit.
"Kaylie and Jesus day?" He smiles and nods.
"Yeah, that means that Friday is just me and you hanging out" I look at him unsure.
"You promise just Kaylie and Jesus day?" He smiles and holds up his promise necklaces that I give him.
"It's a promise Kaylie" I smile.
"It's a promise then" The bell rings over us basically saying we were late to our next class. "I'll see you later Jesus" I say as I head in the direction of my next class.
"See you Kay"
I was in such a good mood the rest of the day I felt like nothing could bring me down. Jesus actually hangout with me in lunch and we were talking in the front of school waiting for Kyle, Jude, Callie.
"We should go to this new ice cream place I hear it's good."
"That's cool with me" I smile as Kyle and Jude walk up.
"Hey guys" I say.
"Hey Kaylie" Jude says and he turns to Kyle. "See you tomorrow Kyle"
"Bye Jude, Bye Jesus" Kyle says as he starts walking away. I say bye to Jude and Jesus and catch up with Kyle.
"How was school?" I ask.
"It was fine" he says as he looks over at me "You seem to be in a good mood?"
"I am" I say with a smile "Jesus and I are going to hang out tomorrow"
"That's good; you seemed upset the last few weeks about him not spending time with you"
"Yeah I was, I mean I know he has to hang out with his girlfriend and everything but don't make plans with your best friend and cancel because your girlfriend hates that we spend time together, I know I don't like Lexi but I tolerate and accept her because Jesus wants to be with her and he's my best friend that I'd do anything for."
"What about your feelings for him why don't you tell him?" he asks and I sigh and look up at the sky.
"Because I care more about his happiness and if that means putting my feelings aside and just being his best friend then that's what I'll do"
"What about your happiness? What makes you happy?" he asks and I look at him and smile.
"You and your happiness make me happy" I say as I put my arm around him a tear up. "You and Jesus are the only good things in my life so as long as you guys are happy then I'm happy and I don't think there can be anything better than that"
"I love you Kaylie" he says as he puts in arm around me. I smile as a tear slides down.
"I love you too Kyle"
We continue walking in our comfortable silence until we get to the house we head inside and do our usual routine until my dad gets home. After I fixed dinner Kyle and I sat at the table in silence until Kyle looks over at me.
"How's your back?" I sigh and look over at him.
"Better than before but it's still bruised and kind of hurts" I say and he nods and looks down. "Kyle don't feel bad I'm fine okay?" he doesn't answer he just nods again. I sigh thinking about a week ago when we were at home and my dad had some very important papers from one of his clients. He left them on the kitchen counter and Kyle was helping me cook and spilled grease all over them. Of course when my dad saw them he was pissed. Well more than pissed he was furious and was demanding to know what happened. So I didn't want Kyle getting in trouble so I told him I did it and when I tried to run he kept hitting me on my back. For the first few days I could barely get up but I after the third day I went to school with the story of bad sun burn and living in San Diego people believed me. But I don't blame Kyle for what happened because it wasn't his fault.
After dinner I was cleaning the dishes and Kyle was putting them away when we heard the front door open and close. We glanced at each other but continued what we were doing.
"Hey Kids" My dad says as he walks into the kitchen. I turn and look at him and he didn't seem upset so I assume so sold a house today.
"Hey Dad, how was your day?" I ask.
"It was great I sold two homes today" I put on a tight smile and relaxed a little.
"That's great, your food's is on the stove" I say as Kyle and I finish up.
"Okay and thanks Kaylie" he says and I'm a little surprised.
"No problem dad" I say as Kyle and I walk upstairs.
"He must be in a really good mood" Kyle whispers and I nod with him as we go to our rooms for the rest of the night.
The next day was good my morning classes where usual I went to lunch and waited for Jesus. He sat down in front of me.
"Hey, sorry I had to ask Mrs. Wilkes if I can take a make-up test"
"You failed your biology test" he nods and I smile Jesus wasn't good at test.
"But I was thinking we go to the movies and see that new Sandra Bullock movie 'Heat'" I nod.
"Yeah I heard that was a good movie"
"Cool so I'll meet you at the movies at 8 okay?"
"I'll be there" I say and he nods and we hung out the rest of lunch talking about crazy and nonsense things. At the end of the day I was really happy this is Kaylie and Jesus day. Today felt like old times before him and Lexi got really serious it was just fun. I was really excited for tonight so once Kyle and I got home I fixed dinner for my dad and Kyle and cleaned the kitchen. I started to get ready I kept it simple cute jeans and a black short sleeve shirt. I decided to keep my hair in its natural curls but not its usual wild everywhere more tamed this time. I grab my phone and jacket before I leave my room I stop in Kyle's room.
"Hey I'll see you later okay?" I say and he looks up from his sketch and looks at me.
"Okay have fun" I smile as I walk over and kiss his cheek.
"I will" I walk to his door.
"Kaylie" I stop and look back at him.
"Yeah?"
"You look nice"
"Thank you Kyle" I say with a smile as I head downstairs I was almost to the door when I heard a voice behind me.
"Where are you going Kaylie?" My dad asks walking out of the kitchen. I turn to him.
"I was just going to the movies with Jesus" I was a little surprised when he nods.
"Be back before midnight" I smile and nod.
"I will" I say as I run out of the house. I catch the bus to the mall and I wait at the theater for Jesus. I thought I was late since it was almost 8:30 when I got there. But once I noticed Jesus still wasn't here either. I sat out front watching couples and families go into the movies and waited patiently for him. After about 30 minutes I sent him a text but I got no reply so I started to worry something happened to him. So after an hour of waiting I decided to call him to make sure he was okay. It rung a few time but on the four ring he answers.
"Hello?" the female voice says and I sigh knowing who it is.
"Lexi, is Jesus there?" I ask.
"Yeah he's here. Do you want to talk to him?" she asks and I wanted to hit her for how stupid that question was. Of course I wanted to talk to him that's why I called his phone.
"Yeah, can I talk to him" I say and I can just hear it in her voice she knew what she was doing.
"Jesus, phone" she says to him I hear movement and shuffling of the phone.
"Hello?" he asks.
"Jesus, where are you?"
"Oh shit, Kaylie I'm so sorry I forgot. Lexi came over and we were hanging out and I lost track of time" Tears jumped into my eyes and I tried to push them back.
"It's okay Jesus….maybe we can try this again some other time"
"Kaylie I really am sorry I promise I'll make it up to you" my heart sank, How many times have your heard that Kaylie? My inner thoughts say and I was hurt to admit that Jesus as said this more than a hand full of times.
"I'm sure you will…..well I'll talk to you later Jesus"
"Ok and I'm sorry again Kaylie" I nod even though he can't see me. I hang up and put my phone back in my pocket. I couldn't stop the tears that start to fall from my eyes. I wipe my face and sigh.
"I guess I'll always be second best" I shake my head and start to the bus stop. I wait at on the side walk of the intersection. My mind filled with thoughts and tears in my eyes. I see the stick figure man light up telling me I can walk across now. I start to walk across the street that wasn't busy this time of night. Then out of nowhere I feel myself hitting something hard it felt like glass. I hit what I believe is the pavement and everything hurts I feel like I can't move my body or open my eyes. I blink a few times as I hear voices and people yelling. I tried to get up but someone gently pushed me back down.
"Please you should lie down until the EMT's or police get here" a woman says to me.
"W-w-what h-happened?" I forced out my head was pounding and things where getting fuzzy.
"You were hit don't worry the police are here?" the woman says and I hear more movement.
"Kaylie?!" I knew that voice "Kaylie hanging in there we're going to help you"
"S-S-Stef?" I question not sure of the blurriness as I try to get up again.
"Yes Kaylie it's me, you need to stay still Kaylie until EMT's get here okay?" I nod at her or at least I think I do before I'm pulled into a sea of darkness…
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