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Kaysus

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Chapter 17

Kaylie (Two Weeks Later)

"So Kaylie is there anything you want to talk about this week?" I sigh and look over at my therapist Dr. Walker. I've been coming to her for the past two weeks because my grandparents thought that with everything that Kyle and I had been through that it would be a good idea to talk to somebody. I thought it was stupid I didn't need anybody's help and I defiantly didn't want to talk about my problems to a complete stranger. So for the past two weeks I'd come here two days out of the week and her and I would sit in complete silence or at least I would.

"Is this really necessary?" I ask as I across my arms over my chest and she sat back with her note pad and pen in hand.

"Do you think this isn't necessary?" she asks back.

"Yes I think this is a complete waste of time I don't see why I have to sit here and talk about my problems and feelings with a total stranger." She nods.

"Who do you feel comfortable talking too?" she asks and my thoughts immediately go to Jesus. I hadn't talked to him since the day I left the hospital. I sigh and look everywhere but in her eyes.

"Nobody"

"I find that hard to believe you seem like you'd have a lot of friends?" she continues to question.

"No I don't I only have one best friend…had one best friend" She looks over at me curiously.

"Had?" I groan and roll my eyes.

"I don't want to talk about it" She nods and writes some down on her note pad.

"Ok Kaylie what would you like to talk about?" she questions genuinely.

"Nothing I don't understand why I have to be here I'm not crazy I don't need help" I say in frustration.

"Kaylie, you don't have to be crazy to come to therapy a lot of normal people come to therapy just because they want someone with an unbiased opinion. I'm just here to be an ear for you and help you through whatever you need help with." I thought about what she said.

"I guess…your right"

"Would you like to talk about your mom?" she asks and I scoff and roll my eyes.

"No I don't" She nods

"How about your dad?" I did miss my dad I know he's done some bad things to Kyle and I but he's all we had we were a family, a fucked up family but a family nonetheless.

"He did things he shouldn't have but he still did a hell of a lot more than the woman I'm supposed to call mom" She nods a little and writes something else down and looks over at me again.

"Well how about Kyle? When I do get him to engage in conversation all he talks about is you" I smile at the mention of Kyle, he was all I had left.

"I love him too he's all I got left he's my heart" She smiles and writes down some more stuff.

"How did you feel when you found out he was autistic?" She asks more serious now and I thought about when Kyle and I were younger.

"I was young so I didn't understand it at first and then Katherine explained it too me one day and I did my own research as I got older and full understood it and how to help him."

"That good you look out for him"

"I always look after him if I don't no one will" She nods again and smiles.

"Well its good he has you" I smile and nod.

"So how about this person who was your best friend?" I sigh she got me but I did want to talk to someone about me and Jesus.

"Jesus…we've been friends since we were kids" she nods for me to continue.

"I don't even know where to start" I say unsure of how to describe Jesus and I's relationship.

"How about you start with why he isn't your friend anymore?" She suggests. I sigh and look down at the cast still on my left arm and right leg. My some of my scars have healed but my ribs where still bruised too.

"I don't know…I mean I guess he thinks I'm upset with him about what happened to me"

"Are you upset with him about that?" I exhale and shake my head.

"No I'm not upset with him about that, it wasn't his fault…I'm upset more about the fact that our friendship felt one-sided…like I was always there for him and made sure I was the best person I could be to him but…I don't know it just felt like I wasn't a priority in his life. Not saying that I needed his attention all the time but when I needed him it would've been nice you know?" She puts her note pad down.

"Yes Kaylie I do understand what you mean and its okay to feel like this but there's one thing I know is that some friends come and go but if you can find those people that'll be with you through any and everything and you'd do the same for them. Those are the friends you need to hang onto not saying that you won't have disagreements or arguments but if the friendship is as true as it's supposed to be, you both will find a way to be friends again no matter what. But you both just need time right now but I promise you it'll work out" She says and I sit there and take in everything she said. Is Jesus and I's friendship strong enough to make it through this…could we bounce back even after I told him how I felt.

"How do you know?" I ask and she smiles at me.

"Because of experience Kaylie, so trust me I know a thing or two and having guy friends is harder because just like in a dating relationship this don't know when they've messed up until it's in their face" I was silent taking it all in.

"Well Kaylie our times up for today so I'll see you back here Thursday" I look over at her clock it was already 4 man the time flew by today usually its drags on but I think it's because this was the first day I actually opened up and talked to her.

"Um thanks Mrs. Walker" I say getting my crutches so I could stand up.

"It's no problem Kaylie I'm just here to help you" she says and I nod as I get up. "Hey Kaylie before you go I would like you to do a little homework for me okay"

"Homework?" I question with my face turned in confusion.

"Not real homework but therapy homework, I want you to start writing down how you feel the rest of this week about situations that arise the rest of this week and we'll talk about it when you come back Thursday" I nod and she hands me a journal.

"Ok I will thanks" I say as I take the journal and hop out of the room. As I get to the waiting room I see my grandmother and she stand's when she sees me. She takes my notebook so I could grip my crutch handle.

"So how was it day?" she asks and I nod as I shrug my shoulders.

"It was good Mrs. Walker and I actually talked today" I say as I make my way to the door.

"That's good I'm glad you're making process Kay" she says and I can hear the smile in her. I know she really wanted me and Kyle to talk to someone but I guess therapy isn't so bad.

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