I was still very unsure of my realization, and even thought I was smiling and talking to Lissa I was still scared. The reminder that my birthday was coming up made me feel worse for some reason. I didn't even make it to a legal adult before I screwed up big time. About a half hour later the nurse came back in.

"The doctor is going to be here in a moment." She looked at Lissa. "You're going to have to leave, and I don't think she'll be done before visiting hours are over." The young nurse was very peppy and annoying but I didn't say anything.

"That's okay I have to get ready." Lissa squeezed not my hand and let herself out. The doctor came in and introduced herself before looking at me. She looked at my chart.

"Evening I'm Dr. Olendzki. I'll be taking care of you for next few days while your doctor is away Ms Hatha..." She looked up at me a smiled. "Rose, well looks like I know who stole my stash of pregnancy tests a few months ago." She didn't say it in a mean way, she laughed at her comment. "This is defiantly not where I expected to see one of our best guardians but congrats." She seemed a little apprehensive since most girls in my situation didn't think this was a celebratory situation at all. "While your doctor is on vacation I was brought here before the start of the school year." I was actually happy to see her. I was even happier to see Dimitri walk in behind her. He came in and greeted the doctor. "Belikov? You too, do you still train with each other? Visiting hours are about to end and I have to check on her, you should probably come back tomorrow." Dimtiri laughed again, what was so amusing to him?

"I'm spending the night but I can step out if you need me to." I blurted out a protest.

"No, wait, is this going to hurt?" Dr. Olendzki looked even more confused.

"I'm sorry Rose, we've given you the most pain killer were aloud to but I feel this may be a little uncomfortable with Belikov in here."

"So it's going to hurt." It was rhetorical but she nodded anyways. "Then he should leave." Dimitri was now the one looking at me all confused. I don't know why but I felt like it would be mean to make him watch me in pain. Dimitri excused himself and stepped out. Dr. Olendzki put some gloves on and what came next was the most painful uncomfortable thing I have ever gone through. I was screaming all the swear words I ever learned. I few seconds later the doctor popped her head up and gave me a smirk.

"What an interesting vocabulary you have, never seen that taught at the academy. You look all good. I say you'll be in here for four days tops." Ignoring her first comment I thanked her and she left. She said she would be back in the "morning" to check on me again. Dimitri came back in with 2 smoothies and a big smile. He was really starting to weird me out.

"What is up with you today?" I just remembered what happened to me today and it wasn't the best. "Why did you go to the airport? And, and that couch is too small. And" I was getting fluster again for no reason.

"I went with Sydney to the airport, and the results for the blood work came back no question. They just need to make sure when the babies born they get the sample and they'll leave." He pulled the armchair up to the side of my bed and grabbed my hand. "So why were you crying when I called you."

"I don't want to talk about it." He didn't say anything else but I started to cry again. I tried to stop myself at first it was only a few tears and I was quiet about it but in no time I was a hysterical mess. Dimitri did as much as he could to comfort me but I couldn't really move and none of my sentences weren't at all coherent. All I could think about was being an absolute failure at being a mother. This was the exact situation I never wanted to be in I didn't want to be just another tramp. I knew I wasn't really because I wasn't sleeping with Dimitri, in fact I only did once. Then I started to question where was all of this crazy emotion coming from. I went into Lissa's mind at first I felt complete happiness but as soon as I started to see what was around her I pulled myself away. She was in bed and so was Christian and that was exactly what I didn't need to see.

As soon as my focus in the real world is I was confused if she was so happy what on earth could be causing my hysterical sob fest. I stopped crying a long while later. It around seven and I could see Dimitri was starting to doze off. I agonizingly moved to the side of my bed and pat next to me, I rolled over to my side and it surprisingly didn't hurt. I think Dimitri got the message but he was very careful at first trying to get in without moving me. You didn't get under the covers he just laying next to me and he put his duster on the chair next to You didn't get under the covers he just lay next to me and he put his duster on the chair next to him. The bed was way too small for both of us but it was kind of nice anyways.

I quickly fell asleep and for first time in long time I was pulled into a spirit dream. I was lying on a bed but this time it was in the airplane I rode to court. Standing in the doorway was Adrian holding something alcoholic. Even in a dream I felt severely nauseous when I smelled it. I think you noticed because it turned into a Coke. Adrian smiled at me.

"I was going to ask how you were I don't think I get a straight answer." He laughed "You are covered in more rainbow than a gay pride parade." I heard pounding surrounding us and Adrian groaned. "Well this was short someone's trying to get into my room talk to you later dhampir." He faded away and I faded into a dream on my own. No, not a dream and nightmare.

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