It'd been 3 weeks, 3 weeks since Spencer and Billy had been "a thing." Maybe it was Spencers fault for thinking that dating one of the biggest upcoming stars was a great idea because it wasn't.
He hadn't seen Billy in two weeks. Apparently this was hisbig year, the year where his journey to stardom would sky rocket and he'd be a full fledged celebrity, and apparentlythere wasn't any room for a relationship in that journey.
Come on Billy, pick up, Spencer thought restlessly. This was the 5th time in an hour that he'd called and every time he was met with the same thing.
"Hey brodeos, you've reached The Cobra, I'm probably doing something awemazing right now, call you later"
"Forget it," Spencer mumbled, hanging up.
He didn't need this. He didn't need to stress himself out over Billy. It was obvious Billy was too busy for him, right.?
Right.! Spencer had tons of other things he could avert his attention to, like that project he should've done over holiday, or more research on film festivals, so that's what he did. The research thing, not the homework.
He ended up finding multiple contest, but decided to go simple and enter the "All about you" contest, where basically you submit a video about you and your life. He just needed to figure out what his video would be about. Nevertheless, he started filming asap.
"Hi, I'm Spencer Wright and-" No too boring, he thought.
"What's up guys I'm Spencer Wright. This is my-" Stop
He sighed. The beginning of things are always the hardest, let's start somewhere else, He thought.
He looked around for a moment.
Of course. He snorted to himself.
"So, this is my room, in this corner I've got all of my films. They're organised in genre, y'know, science fiction, horror, etcetera, and, uhm, that's my computer. I do all my special effects and script writing there. That's my bed, my posters, and- ohhh," he averted his attention to a small book.
"This is like my most prized possession, its the actual thing from the movie, its totally cool, and y'see," he flipped through the pages, "its all there."
He smiled, it reminded him of Billy. Christmas seemed so long ago, when in reality it was only 4 or 5 weeks ago. It was amazing how much could happen in so little time.
"These are my homebods Rajeev and Shanilla," Spencer introduced to the camera, but was interrupted whenout of nowhere he heard screaming. The screaming got louder and closer.
"Ugh, what's their problem," he wondered aloud.
"It appears as though.. Billy is back," Rajeev observed, running towards the crowd.
Oh, it appears as though butterflies are back too, Spencer thought. He'd never got butterflies before when he saw Billy, but lately even thinking about him gave Spencer butterflies
Be cool Spence, just relax, he told himself. Its just Billy, but what if he changed. A lot can happen in two weeks. All these thoughts and more were going through Spencers head he hadn't even noticed that the screaming had gotten louder.
Wait, what, he thought coming back into reality, he felt sick.
He hadn't noticed the shaking either. Billy was sitting down next to him shaking and calling his name.
"Spence."
"Spencil.."
"Spenclvania!"
"Spencer!"
He started to hear.
"Okay, okay stop, I'm here, I'm up," he clarified, pushing Billy away.
There were tons of people gathered around them, trying to squeeze closer. Shanilla had already left and Spencer was totally contemplating doing the same. Maybe this whole Billy thing was a bad idea.
"Ugh, I'll see you later," he shouted over all the screaming people and made his way to the computer lab.
"It was pretty hectic in there huh," she asked with a small smile.
"You're telling me.." Spencer sighed, trailing off.
Things were quiet for a while, they kinda just sat there in silence, it wasn't comfortable this time though.
"What's wrong.?" Shanilla asked after a few minutes.
"Huh.?" Spencer questioned.
"It looks like somethings on your mind," she pointed out.
Spencer sighed. She was right, something was bothering him, but could he really tell her, he and Billy hadn't officially "come out" yet and he couldn't really risk pissing the both of them off...
"No, everythings fine," he lied
She gave him a look that said, "I know you're lying," but decided to leave the subject alone.
Things were pretty hard for Spencer Billy-wise since then. He wasn't able to see him at all other than the occasional passing by in the halls, but in class he sat with his fans, not his friends. That day at lunch was probably the only time he'd get to see Billy and he ruined it. It was his own fault really.
Maybe he was being selfish, he'd gotten to spend Christmas, Thanksgiving and New Years with Billy, which were things his fans could only dream of doing, and he understood. He go to live the life most of Billy's fans wished they could live and here he was getting pissy because he couldn't see him for a few days, when he infact got to spend every other day with him, whereas his fans didn't. He was pretty selfish.
After school he, Shanilla and Rajeev started to check out a new place called "The Wifri."
"Free WiFi along with fri's and a burger, who could ask for more," Rajeev would say. Eventually it became a regular hang out for the three of them.
"Hey, I haven't seen Billy in while," Shanilla pointed out one day.
"Yea, I guess he thinks he too good for us now," Rajeev scoffed.
Spencer laughed nervously, though he didn't want to, he was seriously thinking the exact same thing.
But, what they didn't know was that Billy, no matter how cool he made things look, was having a hard time. He had school all day, he got mobbed there, then he had to go home and work on his album and other celebrity stuff in addition to the homework. Now, he didn't hate this life, but he missed his friends. Most of those fans were not interested in being his friend, they were just stalkers. He missed Rajeev and Shanilla. He missed hanging out with them, but mostly he missed Spencer.
He felt bad about not seeing him, but the way things were now he just didn't have time, it was his own fault really. And as much as he hated to admit it, Spencer deserved better.
Notes:
This is kind of a filler chapter.I've had this for a while, I wasn't gonna put it up until I had the next part ready but whatever I guess. I didn't want you guys to think I forgot about the story so yea. I apologise for any of my grammatical errors. I kinda read over this one this time so if you find anything wrong I'll fix it.
