p align="justify"I tried it a few times. I was drunk the first time, but the rest I was sober./p
p align="justify"Couldn't even kill myself proper, because it never worked. Gun wouldn't shoot, barn was too dry rotted to hang myself, and when I went out into Tall Trees without a weapon on me, the bears weren't biting for once./p
p align="justify"Wasn't meant to be, I guess. I was meant to rot forever./p
p align="justify"I thought, briefly, about getting the police to kill me by stealing something or attacking someone, but I didn't want to give them the satisfaction./p
p align="justify"The Marston name would go extinct with me, but not as soon as I liked./p